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Friday, August 22, 2008
This is the last time I am blogging here. I was always curious why most of my friends closed down their blog. Now I finally understand why. Certain things are not meant to be shared. Well I believe it also depends on how you blog. But if you can't blog what you like because of certain people and certain reason, then it's really useless in blogging. I think I better get back to my private blog which only Jun and me knows. like this I can blog more freely. Hehez...
Sometimes I was wondering, why do people changed?? Is it because of their friends?? Or job? It's sad to see a gd person becoming so greedy and proud. They said a good friend tells you your mistake frankly, but I just can't tell the truth to that person. Certain things are really very hard to say out. I am just afraid that once I said all these out, that's the end of the relationship and it will be so embarassing to see each other again. is it because of the job environment that causes this person to changed so much? In fact, most of our friends don't like this person too. Just that this person doesn't know about it and continue to have this attitude. It's so saddening. Jun told me something very valuable. She said it's best to be contented with what you have. I think its very true. She told me that because I don't have this attitude, that is why I am surrounded with many friends. I am not trying to be proud to say that yes indeed, I got MANY friends. I am just thinking that ya , maybe it's true, coz I agreed that most of the times, different friends will ask me out for a meal, or shopping and gossipping. We still keep in contact regardless is primary school friends, sec school frens, ex colleagues, poly friends and so on. Of course it's also because they are very fun and nice to be with. I sincerely hope that this person will changed. Or else, I really don't know how this person can live happily. Maybe they will think they are happy with their current life, but , if they continue to be like that, it's hard to say. Some values are better to cherished. Do not forget your own roots. . . . .
Hmmm well... I just quitted my job. Not that I am not happy in this company, but because I wanted to have some other new experience and new environment. Frankly speaking, I felt that I am very lucky coz my first full time job experience is so wonderful. I have a GREAT boss and great colleagues. There is absolutely no political problem in this company. Moreover, all of them taught me alot of new things. I have not been scolded before in this company although sometimes I might do wrong things. All of them spoilt me very much. My bosses and others treated me as one of their family members. I am really very happy working there. However, for my future sake, I think I have to get going and learn some other things, or else I will be stuck here till dunno when. Actually long ago I wanted to leave, but I got no time to find job. Or rather, I am quite lazy to find too. However, my friends asked me to go over their company to work. At that point of time I was thinking, maybe I should go and try it out. All my siblings supported me too.
During the day when I resigned, boss chatted with me for a while. He taught me alot of things. My siblings and friends said that my boss is a very open minded boss. They also said maybe it's a lost to leave this boss, but it's also good that I can continue to gain more experience.
Recently, my manager and colleagues kept sighing in the office when they reminded me that I am leaving. I don't know why I just felt so guilty. Haiz... I am left with few more weeks to handle all the things back to them. Really got no time to do it now. Haiz. Hope everything turns out well. Oh ya, my sister is coming back with her family to Singapore on 1st Sept. I am taking 1 full week's leave to accompany them. Shiok. Boss said if not enough he give me more. I told him it's ok. haha...
I hoped everything turns out well... New environment, new colleagues....
I shall keep this blog for future memory, but don't think I will be blogging here anymore. take care all. Cya in other place Jun! :)
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11:45 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Hello I am back to blogging haha... Recently very unlucky... So many bad things happened to me. Yesterday I went to op to remove my wisdom tooth. I wasn't really prepared for the op coz initially I thought I just go for check up first. I discovered the wisdom tooth on Sunday morning when I brush my teeth. Coz I felt pain those few days back. Then on Sunday, I put my finger in my mouth thinking whether my teeth is falling? Then to my horror I found one more teeth on the back left hand side. DAMN. I din know I will have wisdom tooth also. Coz I see my friends all have, din know my days is up too. Kaoz. I remember Regine said how painful it is and blah blah blah... Haiz... Cannot describe my feeling that time.
Yesterday took half day leave in the morning to check up my teeth. Went to my brother's friend clinic at Jurong. He is a dentist. So yesterday when I reached there, first thing he asked is whether I want to pluck immediately? I was shocked and said I am not prepared, but come to think of it, I hope to remove it asap. He said for my case only can op, cannot pluck. SHITTY. I thought for a while and said OK yes I will go for it. And I asked whether I can work after the op. He gave me a stun look and said, '' do u really want to go back? really want to work that much''? I said not I want, just that there are few thousand dollars deal project on my hand , I cannot just take MC for 5 days and ignore all the projects, I need to go back office to pass down everything first''. He said ok, but still gave me a worried look. Then I also asked whether I can go for my friend's grandma funeral in the nite? He gave me a stun look again. He said yes if you want. In the end I din go, coz I am feeling damn sick. So I got Ron to help me give some money to my friend's grandma funeral.
During the op, it's all so dramatic. The dentist is so damn cute. He kept on teasing and teasing me. Imagine during the op I still can laugh while he is messing up with my tooth. But I felt this makes me less nervous. I am glad I went to find him. If for other dentist, they will give me a tense look and make me more nervous. He also blindfolded my eye so that I will not be scared of all the equipment that he is using. He even told his nurse that I am his best friend's sister, must take care of me. He asked me to relax coz he is there! I was really very nervous yesterday omg. After the op, I can't feel the other side of my mouth as it was numb. He looked at me and I gave him a sad sad super sad face. He asked me how's the experience? I said ''BAD''. Then I rinse my mouth. He was so sad and said '' Really that bad? Is it REALLY that bad?''. Then I burst out laughing and said no la.. I was just scared... But it's not painful... Then he patted my head and said ''silly girl'', then ask me to ''guai guai hor''. As if I am the kid. I think to him I am still the primary 1 girl he saw 16 years ago haha...
Today, he called me and asked how is everything. I told him it's not painful and there's no swollen on my face at all, well maybe a little... But not obvious. he said he only did a small cut behind , so that my face won't be that swollen. He also praised himself that his op skill is gd. Zzzzz haha... The op fees he helped me to apply for mediasave and discounted $100 for me and all I need to pay is $20 for the admin fees. He said the rest of the fees is FOC for me. I am so grateful to him. Next Tuesday I am going back there to remove my stitch. Will buy something for him to eat haha.. Coz that time he asked how am I going to repay him, I forgot to say Ok I will treat you eat. I only say I will be back if I got another wisdom tooth. He nearly fall down that time hahaaaa...
yesterday after the op, I went to Jurong east interchange thinking that I can take train back to office. Who knows I nearly collapsed there... I was so scared that I hold on to the railings and walked... Then I can't take it anymore I scared I will faint, so I took a cab back to my office. Upon reaching the office, I felt the numbness is slowly gone, I can slowly felt the pain too, I can't take painkillers yet as I haven eaten anything. I will vomit if I eat medicine before food. So I rushed my thing and pass it all over to my POOR manager hahaaa... Then I threw a 5 days MC to my admin and went home. Saw my production downstairs and he said I look pale, so he sent me home yesterday. Thank god I am so lucky. He even offered to buy me lunch and sent me up my home, but I said it's ok I am fine hahaa... I am surrounded by many nice people. :)
Yesterday and today, my manager kept calling my hp asking me alot of things. Poor him I really pity him. I really nv fake but I feel I can't work yet. Maybe need a few days more. Haiz. He stayed back in office to finish up the work haha. I really feel so bad. All my projects commission I take, but the drawings and the rest he do... Oh no.. so bad... haiz...
I need to go for dinner now. So sad I can only take porriage and swollow it instead of chewing first. I hate this. After recovery I am going to revenge and have nice nice food again. :) Tata....
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7:41 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
This is a very very very very nice and touching story book. I recommend all to read it. Almost cried at the end of the chapter. After reading this book, I hesitate whether I still want a dog in the future... Haiz... Reason is because I am afraid I will watch my dog die... OMG... Haha... Read it and you will understand why I said so. :)
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10:33 PM
Yesterday was an unforgetable day for me. Kel actually proposed to me haha... He made a video with our pictures. Initially, I really thought he was just showing me the video for fun, but at the very last, when all those text pop up, and he pop up with a ring behind me, I was really very shocked. Very surprised indeed. Though the environment and dressing is very wrong, but I am really very touched with all the surprised and text that he wrote there. Haha... It really happened too fast. I was really touched till I cried. All his friends knew about the proposal plan including my 2nd bro. I never know all of them can keep their secret so well especially my 2nd brother haha. Coz we always chat about anything and everything. Thanks dear for everything...
Hmmm... Today, kel and me ordered pizza hut delivery. Their new system is, they won't give u any chilli flake or cheese powder if you din request from them. Wtf it's really a stupid system. Hello this is Singapore, we all love chilli and cheese with pizza OK? If say some people who hate chilli, still, their family members will still want it rite? I mean in Singapore, MOST people will want chilli and cheese. Anyway these 2 are the most COMMON thing to go with Pizza. It really sucks to hear them saying that it's OUR FAULT for not requesting. *Roll eyes*. They even said this has been a while and the brochures are printed with the note there too. However, I flipped their brochure, its not written there, the website also never state. They thought I always take pizza hut brochure?? At least other delivery like mac and kfc will ask whether we need them or not. It don't kill to ask rite? When pizza hut said they will send the chilli and cheese to us in 30 mins, kel was so angry that he scolded them haha... It's really so stupid , I even wrote in to complain haha. How come their delivery man don't put some chilli flake and cheese powder in their bike?? It's really soo.... Haiz... Disappointed... Stupid system.
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10:14 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Yo Yo hi everyone. Long time no see. Hehe.... Recently getting more and more lazy to blog. Can't finish complaining,very lazy to type.
I am so happy because ...... I finally can let go of it. Maybe over the years it gets more and more vague. Maybe you might not know wat I am talking about, but I just want to blog it out. Today I serve the net and saw it... but, the feeling of hatred is ALL GONE. I was so surprised actually. I am happy. :) Yes and sure I am.
Recently the weather is really.... HOT. It gets so hot that it's forcing me to on my air con. I hate to sleep air con coz I get flu easily every morning. Haiz. But its really hot. Why can't we have a cloudy weather and not rain or shine so often? Haaa...
I am planning to exercise more already. I am getting fatter and fatter. Going to pull my bf for exercise too. He is worst man. Lol... Ok ok got to go. Nothing to blog liao, very sleepy now. tata.
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10:18 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
These are all my new creations. I hope can sell them out at the flea market. Hehehe.... Enjoy... To find out more, pls visit www.pinkishdivine.blogspot.com
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Hurray! Jun and me got a stall at flea market again hehe.... But its at 12th April. Meanwhile, maybe can start to make more new creations. So sian always no time to do. Coz I am distracted by TV, games and so on haha.... Anyway, for the mean time, I had done a few creations only. Hope to have more coming. Actually can do more la but I am stuck as I forgot to buy some other spare parts kekeke....
Haiz feel like taking 1 month leave lol. Very sian ahhhh.... Zzzzzz..... Recently, I realised moon is planning to quit her job lidat. Haiz.... She got hint me sometimes lor... And also sometimes she talk on the phone, I overheard the conversation, she really got the plan to quit. If she quit, I am sure to be lonely.... I know there will be someone else to take over her, but who knows that person and me won't get along well. And also, I am S-L-O-W-L-Y planning to quit too.... but dunno when la... If she quit, and a while later I quit again, I wonder will boss let me off lol. Coz the company will have 2 new ppl who dunno anything in the start and can't pick up phone and all that. Coz now all along is Moon and me in the office doing EVERYTHING.... haiz. And I will be so sad if moon leave us. :( But one day we are sure going to separate one la... sad... I know her work is really stress.... she needed one more assistant but dare not tell boss... I also dunno how... Haiz.... If I am to leave first, I will let her down, coz I think she is the one planning to quit 1st.... Then maybe boss will hold her back hahhaaa.... :(
Sometimes I really really love this job, sometimes, I think very very very sian... Hai I dunno la.... Sometimes they all really make me very touched, make me dun feel like leaving them. I am really very comfortable here.... Way too comfortable liao... I'm spoilt by them!
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10:56 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
I'm so sian.... It's a bad bad week for me. Kel not in Singapore... So boring... Initially I thought if I never go dating, I will have more time to do my work. Who knows, it's 1 week already, and yet I still got no time to do my work. Shit.
Today, after shopping around with Zi Jun, I came back home and was being stalked by one uncle again. Shit lor. It's really a long story. Damn idiot one... In the end went home and roll down my verticle blind. I really hate this. Dunno why some guys so disgusting. I really hate it.
Hmmmm... Bro introduced one job to me. It's graphic designer at a bank. The pay is quite attractive and moreover, there's still OT pay if you want. However, high pay= more stress I guess. After much consideration, I decided to give it a try.... But my confident is very low... just try lor. I've been saying this to myself for 2 days already and yet I haven typed my resume. I dunno where I put. Arrrggghh... OK I will do it tomorrow.
Actually sometimes I think my character is very bad... Sometimes I think I am not a gd gf. I wonder how kel stand me. I just can't control my temper. I can say many other girls temper are better than me. They are more forgiving than me, but for me, I always want to make things clear... I hate to be accused of.... I hate to be misunderstood. Haiz.... I really try very hard to control already.... Haiz. Feeling super down...
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12:06 AM
Friday, February 29, 2008
Hmmm... getting more and more sad, coz I think maybe kel n me won't be getting our house so soon le. Maybe wait for other built to order house lor. That means I will still have no freedom. Sad.... I really very sian lor.... 23 yrs old this year and yet cannot go out too late. Mum call me everyday to rush me go home all that. I hope I can have my own house. Like this mum won't restrict my freedom anymore. I can go wherever I want. Don't even know in the future will have or not. Very pek chet. Hmmm... Kel and me ballot for the house at TPY. That time there's about 10k applicant fighting for it. Kel and my queue number is 02590. Those with queue no. 2000 and below can go get their house... Whereas the rest can go home and drink kopi slowly wait for the next sale. SIAN. Wasted $10 on balloting. Enough of it. I very sian liao. Don't buy liao la. Somemore where got ppl nv proposed then go buy house one.... whats the meaning of that man. Some guys say they also nv proposed to their wife last time and blah blah blah... why this world so many wooden block one. O.o
Oh yea last week I just sold out one of my hand made earring. Had a hard time going to the post office lor coz that time I queue super long for one stupid envelope and also when I get out of the post office, its raining cats and dogs. Lucky my boss came to pick me up hehe.... Hope I can do more new stuff. I think since I started work, I really got no time to do my thing. Sometimes when I wake up early in the morning, I really thinking why must work?? Why other ppl so gd life no need work can get income and blah blah blah... HAIZ. How nice if I can sleep until shiok then go to work hehe... Aiya where got such gd thing. Well... It's good to day dream once in a while. =P
On wednesday, went to Miss clarity to celebrate Ling and Jun's bday together. Hope they like my present lor. Though it's a bit kiddish, but I hope they like it and will use it. Hehe.... And then Ron saw my new design of the gate in my camera and he said its damn nice. He wanted to do one for his future house. So happy hehe... But actually I like the other one but it's not in my camera. Some more the other one more sellable than the one he saw in my camera. Diff ppl diff taste lor.
Tomorrow is Saturday and yet I got to work. Not sure to see other resale flat at whampoa or not. kel is so busy. I don't even know my schedule lor. SIAN LA...it's a very SIAN WEEK!
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11:10 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I'm so boring now. Zzzz....
Today is the 10th day of Chinese New Year. So sad CNY passed so fast. Back to work again. Boss brought us out for CNY lunch yesterday. His new wife also came along. This time I felt she is much different from the 1st time i saw her. She is more friendly now. And yesterday she only spoke to me coz I sat beside her. She is so shy lor talk very soft haha. It's strange as I felt that talking to her is like talking to my friends. I can see boss love her dearly. Haa... So yesterday my boss wife asked whether I had seen her wedding photo. I said no boss nv show us. So she said she will share it with me by giving me the web address. So I said ok lor. Today she emailed me and tell me where the wedding is held... who's the photograhper and so on. Well... Its marvellous. She looked great. The wedding looked like fairy tale that all women will wished for. Their wedding is in Bali, but they only invite their family and close friends there. The pics , the location, the wedding gown... EVERYTHING IS SO MARVELLOUS. I told her how I wished my wedding is that marvellous. Then she replied email to me.... It looked as though both of us are chatting through email. Haha... She asked when is my wedding bells ringing... she can help me for the preparation all that. I wanted to reply her la... but I was rushing home, so I thought I will reply her on Monday. I was thinking are all Indonesian that friendly? Coz I knew 3 indonesian ppl... They are all so friendly and speak whats on their mind. Ha.
Hmmm today actually my planning all spoilt. I was thinking after work, go Zi Jun house, then we go buy ticket to Malacca together. Who knows after eating the cough syrup, I was so drownsy, so I went home to sleep, thinking I will go Meiling house to meet them at 6pm for dinner. Who knows I slept till 6.40pm... The medicine is really powerful. When I woke up and messaged Zi Jun, she said she will be going at 8pm. Then I say I don't go already since I need to go jx house. Then I was thinking maybe go jx house at 7 plus coz I must go home early... Who knows kel say since I am going home early, and he will be going jx house at 9.30pm, he said I might as well don't go. Then I say ok lor. I already changed nice nice want to go out liao. So sian. After that he say nvm la go la... I already very sian liao lor. Wait I go, they all play till so happily, after a while I say want to go home. Will spoil his mood, might as well listen to him don't go. Make everyone more troublesome only. Haiz. Then now ROT in my room. No show to watch at all. Slept for so long liao now cannot sleep. Haiz. All because of 1 person I cannot go out late. Or else I will stay his house and no need worry so much liao. Always lidat one lor. I really hope we can get our HDB. I really want my freedom. I don't want ppl to restrict me. I hate that I HATE THAT! WHEN CAN I REALLY HAVE MY FREEDOM???????? I want to move out lor. I am sicked of the restriction. I am 23 yrs old this year lor. PLS LOR. PLSSSS LORRRR.... I want to move out!!! Haizzz.... So.... today spend Saturday at home. STUPID LOR waste 1 day. All planning spoil. Idiot. Oh ya and I also coughed for weeks already. Still not recover yet. Today never eat lunch but eat medicine already. Lucky I never vomit. Came back home, got dinner in fridge I din know. I go and eat egg with white rice. I am so STUPID. Eat few mouth only lor. Now so hungry... Was thinking can eat in jx house one .... HAIZ. Lousy day. Lousy planning. Thanks to me. Thanks to my health. F.
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10:40 PM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Happy New Year to everyone!!!
I'm back to blog.... Haha.... Well... Finally I had finished cleaning my room. And this is the last time I'm going to paint the stupid ceiling. Luckily everything works well... Haaa.... Hmmm... I found my hand written diary when I was cleaning my room... I read some of it... memories really flow back to my mind. Hehe... Some of the things I don't even recall... I'm glad I kept the diary... I don't even remember that diary was written while I was in sec school. Haha... Really alot of happy and sad memories... About how I was bullied in school.... what the stupid things I've done... all this and that... Haha....
Then today, I tidied my cupboard. Found the secondary school album. Damn I hate my hairstyle last time. SO NERDY so stupid... How do I live that time?? Really missed my sec sch lor... I think the happiest moment is in sec 5 ba... The last year in Mjr. Haha... I'll keep it forever.
Tomorrow I'm going to watch CJ7 with kel and my frens. Hope its a wonderful show. I hope CNY don't end so fast. I WANT A GOOD REST MAN. hehe... Will be returning to work on next wed.
Last Saturday, I went to NAFA with kel and Zj. I went to enquire whether I can study bachelor in visual com. However, the administator said NO. She said I must study back my diploma course and cannot switch to Visual com. If I want, I must take their visual com diploma first. DAMN DAMN DAMN... that's another 3 years lor. And that's another 21k. Sian. She said I must study back my PID course lor. I don't want lor. So sian... And she said after interview, maybe I can get exemptions, and I only need to study 1 year and I can get the Huddersfield University Cert. 1 year to get a degree by a recognised Uni in UK? I think its really worth it. However, I really don't want to study back my course... Haiz.... Haiz... I think I will just take some short courses for visual com. My bro said in design field, ppl don't really see your cert, but your experience and the ability to use all the softwares. So I think I will just go and learn some other softwares that I am not familiar in. Meanwhile, just stick to my company. hehe...
So sad this year not going to Chinatown. Alot of reasons la... Haiz... But I'm glad this year varuna lend kel and me his car. So we can go "bai nian" without having to take public transport le. SONG ah haha.... gtg... very hungry now... Waiting for my bro to join us for reunion dinner. Hehe...
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6:41 PM
Monday, January 07, 2008
I feel my eye sight is getting worst. I'm facing the com from 9am to 6.30pm, then. reached home, bath and eat, after that online again... At the same time watching TV haha.... It's so bad for my eye sight, but still I can't avoid it. I really need to use the com badly haha....
Regine and I are going to have a stall at Lime scape flea market @ cineleisure on 12th Jan 2008. Pls come to support us if you can. Timing is 1pm to 7pm =). I haven even do all the preparation yet. I got some ideas in mind for the accessories but I really got no time to do it. Once I have the time, I will forget everything. So sad....
I hope CNY come faster. I really missed holiday... So tired lor everyday work work work. Boss had increased my pay by $150 more. However, I felt its still very little as compare to other poly graduate. Blame it on myself... Who asked me to request so little for my expected pay when I went to interview that time. Haiz... Sad.... Actually, before I got this job, I told myself, pay little nvm, as long as I am happy working with everyone and also happy with my job. Well... I really am happy, but now I start to grumble about the pay haha... People just like to take things for granted. Right now I am still lingering around.. Not sure when to quit, why must quit, after quitting what to do all that la.... SIAO!
I am going to settle my poly bank loan in another 4 more months. HURRAY! After that, every month I can have the $200 for my own ....woo hoooooo.... lalala... Hope I can start saving up soon. Heeee....
Gtg... Reading "Marley and me" story book now. It's getting exciting... Tata....
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11:01 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Oh... It's really been a long long time.... Almost forgot I have a blog haha.... Ok for now, let me wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR. May all your wishes come true in 2008. May it be a wonderful year for everyone.... Heeee.
Well so ytd, went out for post x'mas dinner with Regine, Ling, Xin yu, Ron and Brandon. Ling and brandon went overseas, so we got extra more presents for them. We also give bday presents to xin yu and brandon , they also got extra present hehe... This year, Regine bought me a story book by "Sophie Kinsella" which I wanted to buy but can't find the other day. I was so surprised she actually remember the bk title and author. Thanks for that. Hee... But I will only read it after I had finished reading the story bk which I am still reading now. Haha...
We went to "Miss Clarity Cafe" at Purvis st. I was so curious abt the food there as everytime I passed by this cafe, I will see a big crowd outside. The shop is beautifully decorated and very cheerful and colourful. However, I think their service is.... Haiz.... I wonder why still got so many ppl go there eat. Firstly, Regine made a reservation 10 days in advance. Ytd they said they got no records. Then, they managed to set up a table for us outside... Well... The "outside" is really out of that cafe and next to their neighbours shop front. We felt so weird eating there. It's like out of no where one long table appeared and everyone got to walk another route to aviod our table.. Weird. Then, no one bother to take the order. So all of us use "eye power" and kept looking at the staff there. Finally one managed to come and said he will give us a 10% discount for all the waiting and blah blah blah.... Then, we waited 1 hour for the food. Told the waitress abt that, she just nod her head and clear the starter dishes... Damn. So rude, and still, we waited 1 hour... then the food, so cold lor... not even warm lor... Kaoz... And the dessert... I think we waited half an hour... So in the end, we took 2 hours to eat there... Fyi, the bill came especially fast at the end of the day. Haiz..... Actually wanted to get my bf to try there for his bday tomorrow, but I think about all the services and waiting, I think... Let's forget it. I doubt I will go back to that cafe anymore. =(
Today, went out with kel, jx, jh and ww to watch "alien vs predator". Well... a lame show man. I was looking forward to it, I think the story is so... haiz dunno how to say haha. Anyway, not what I like.
Oh one last thing. Actually I've been thinking of further my study in NAFA. The only thing I worry now is the course fees. I think it's so much much more than my poly fees. I dread to loan the money from bank again, but other than that, I really got no income. Haiz... I was wondering if I can survive when I am studying in NAFA, coz I want to study full time. That means I won't earn that much money as compared to full time job. I am waiting for the open house in NAFA now. Hope I can have many many exemptions, then will cut down the study period. Hopfully I find my way there. :)
Going to tuck in now. Tomorrow is my bf's bday. Happy birthday dear. Heeeee.... Nitey.
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11:55 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Hehe... So long nv blog again.....
Last few week, my fren lend me his car for 5 days as he wanted to go KL. It's so fun driving around with car, but I'm so sad that I dunno the route at all. That day, met up with my bf and all his frens. Altogether there are about 6 cars in a row, and mine is the leading car as they say I'm new, so I can escort them in front haha. Then TLK sit beside me to guide me. So fun everyone give way to me. And when I want to over take, they help me to block the car behind too. We went to many hills in Singapore. So damn fun, some of the route like initial D lidat. The hills are very nice especially the scenery. I told Meiling one day we can all gather there to chat too. TLK also taught me to park one day. We went Kallang stadium car park. I was so sad that day, coz I almost wanted to give up learning parking. Actually jx taught me before, but I gave up that time. I always dunno the logic of when to turn left when to turn right. I see people park so easy, why when it come to me, I felt so hard to park. That day, I almost cried. I felt so so so stupid and inferior. Wanted to give up lor. But I know if I give up, I will never learn forever. HAI. Finally now I can park, but my car not straight, when I tried to make it straight , still the same lor. HAI.
Time passed so fast, had returned him the car already. He said he will lend us again at the end of this month as he is going overseas again. Looking forward to it! :)
On Hari Raya, kel helped me to paint my ceiling. We must scrap off the new paint that I had just painted before putting the oil sealer on the wall. Lucky I din paint the whole ceiling, only some small portion, but that small portion almost torture us to death. The smell stink! Like the smell from the goat milk lidat. Then I wanted to paint the actual white paint on the ceiling on sunday, but kel said lidat means sat and sun no off, cannot relax. Then I said ok lor lets go out, then we went to expo and walk around. There's metro sales, harvey normal sales and one exhibition call "gracious home". We went in to gracious home and I saw 2 company selling gates. I went in to spy their gate. I saw some of our designs from their catalogue, and the way they copy so ugly. Not elegant at all. Then I also check out their price and materials all that. I came to know why my company gate is so expensive whereas others is so cheap. Ha. Coz the things we provide are all top quality. One look at their handle I think it sucks to the core. Their cutting of plates is very ugly too. I wonder why customers buy from them when they see their cutting so uneven. Ha. Ok enough of back stabbing. Well anyway I din mention is which company kekeke... Hmmm then after that, we went to Sakura to have buffet with jx, YM and his gf. Then we also went to watch mid nite show "balls of fury". Eh they said it's hilarious but I think so so only la. I prefer "night at the museum". That show is really more hilarious lor. So I reached home and bath and slept at 1.15am haha. Sometimes I sleep at that timing too so nothing unusual kekeke.
Today came back from work damn early as today I got monday blue. Then I called mum and she fetched me back home. Now waiting for her food lalala.... Once in a while felt so lucky got home cooked food to eat haha.... I'm hungry now.... Shall stopped blogging coz I don't have energy anymore. Tata....
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7:04 PM
This is the last time I am blogging here. I was always curious why most of my friends closed down their blog. Now I finally understand why. Certain things are not meant to be shared. Well I believe it also depends on how you blog. But if you can't blog what you like because of certain people and certain reason, then it's really useless in blogging. I think I better get back to my private blog which only Jun and me knows. like this I can blog more freely. Hehez...
Sometimes I was wondering, why do people changed?? Is it because of their friends?? Or job? It's sad to see a gd person becoming so greedy and proud. They said a good friend tells you your mistake frankly, but I just can't tell the truth to that person. Certain things are really very hard to say out. I am just afraid that once I said all these out, that's the end of the relationship and it will be so embarassing to see each other again. is it because of the job environment that causes this person to changed so much? In fact, most of our friends don't like this person too. Just that this person doesn't know about it and continue to have this attitude. It's so saddening. Jun told me something very valuable. She said it's best to be contented with what you have. I think its very true. She told me that because I don't have this attitude, that is why I am surrounded with many friends. I am not trying to be proud to say that yes indeed, I got MANY friends. I am just thinking that ya , maybe it's true, coz I agreed that most of the times, different friends will ask me out for a meal, or shopping and gossipping. We still keep in contact regardless is primary school friends, sec school frens, ex colleagues, poly friends and so on. Of course it's also because they are very fun and nice to be with. I sincerely hope that this person will changed. Or else, I really don't know how this person can live happily. Maybe they will think they are happy with their current life, but , if they continue to be like that, it's hard to say. Some values are better to cherished. Do not forget your own roots. . . . .
Hmmm well... I just quitted my job. Not that I am not happy in this company, but because I wanted to have some other new experience and new environment. Frankly speaking, I felt that I am very lucky coz my first full time job experience is so wonderful. I have a GREAT boss and great colleagues. There is absolutely no political problem in this company. Moreover, all of them taught me alot of new things. I have not been scolded before in this company although sometimes I might do wrong things. All of them spoilt me very much. My bosses and others treated me as one of their family members. I am really very happy working there. However, for my future sake, I think I have to get going and learn some other things, or else I will be stuck here till dunno when. Actually long ago I wanted to leave, but I got no time to find job. Or rather, I am quite lazy to find too. However, my friends asked me to go over their company to work. At that point of time I was thinking, maybe I should go and try it out. All my siblings supported me too.
During the day when I resigned, boss chatted with me for a while. He taught me alot of things. My siblings and friends said that my boss is a very open minded boss. They also said maybe it's a lost to leave this boss, but it's also good that I can continue to gain more experience.
Recently, my manager and colleagues kept sighing in the office when they reminded me that I am leaving. I don't know why I just felt so guilty. Haiz... I am left with few more weeks to handle all the things back to them. Really got no time to do it now. Haiz. Hope everything turns out well. Oh ya, my sister is coming back with her family to Singapore on 1st Sept. I am taking 1 full week's leave to accompany them. Shiok. Boss said if not enough he give me more. I told him it's ok. haha...
I hoped everything turns out well... New environment, new colleagues....
I shall keep this blog for future memory, but don't think I will be blogging here anymore. take care all. Cya in other place Jun! :)
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11:45 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Hello I am back to blogging haha... Recently very unlucky... So many bad things happened to me. Yesterday I went to op to remove my wisdom tooth. I wasn't really prepared for the op coz initially I thought I just go for check up first. I discovered the wisdom tooth on Sunday morning when I brush my teeth. Coz I felt pain those few days back. Then on Sunday, I put my finger in my mouth thinking whether my teeth is falling? Then to my horror I found one more teeth on the back left hand side. DAMN. I din know I will have wisdom tooth also. Coz I see my friends all have, din know my days is up too. Kaoz. I remember Regine said how painful it is and blah blah blah... Haiz... Cannot describe my feeling that time.
Yesterday took half day leave in the morning to check up my teeth. Went to my brother's friend clinic at Jurong. He is a dentist. So yesterday when I reached there, first thing he asked is whether I want to pluck immediately? I was shocked and said I am not prepared, but come to think of it, I hope to remove it asap. He said for my case only can op, cannot pluck. SHITTY. I thought for a while and said OK yes I will go for it. And I asked whether I can work after the op. He gave me a stun look and said, '' do u really want to go back? really want to work that much''? I said not I want, just that there are few thousand dollars deal project on my hand , I cannot just take MC for 5 days and ignore all the projects, I need to go back office to pass down everything first''. He said ok, but still gave me a worried look. Then I also asked whether I can go for my friend's grandma funeral in the nite? He gave me a stun look again. He said yes if you want. In the end I din go, coz I am feeling damn sick. So I got Ron to help me give some money to my friend's grandma funeral.
During the op, it's all so dramatic. The dentist is so damn cute. He kept on teasing and teasing me. Imagine during the op I still can laugh while he is messing up with my tooth. But I felt this makes me less nervous. I am glad I went to find him. If for other dentist, they will give me a tense look and make me more nervous. He also blindfolded my eye so that I will not be scared of all the equipment that he is using. He even told his nurse that I am his best friend's sister, must take care of me. He asked me to relax coz he is there! I was really very nervous yesterday omg. After the op, I can't feel the other side of my mouth as it was numb. He looked at me and I gave him a sad sad super sad face. He asked me how's the experience? I said ''BAD''. Then I rinse my mouth. He was so sad and said '' Really that bad? Is it REALLY that bad?''. Then I burst out laughing and said no la.. I was just scared... But it's not painful... Then he patted my head and said ''silly girl'', then ask me to ''guai guai hor''. As if I am the kid. I think to him I am still the primary 1 girl he saw 16 years ago haha...
Today, he called me and asked how is everything. I told him it's not painful and there's no swollen on my face at all, well maybe a little... But not obvious. he said he only did a small cut behind , so that my face won't be that swollen. He also praised himself that his op skill is gd. Zzzzz haha... The op fees he helped me to apply for mediasave and discounted $100 for me and all I need to pay is $20 for the admin fees. He said the rest of the fees is FOC for me. I am so grateful to him. Next Tuesday I am going back there to remove my stitch. Will buy something for him to eat haha.. Coz that time he asked how am I going to repay him, I forgot to say Ok I will treat you eat. I only say I will be back if I got another wisdom tooth. He nearly fall down that time hahaaaa...
yesterday after the op, I went to Jurong east interchange thinking that I can take train back to office. Who knows I nearly collapsed there... I was so scared that I hold on to the railings and walked... Then I can't take it anymore I scared I will faint, so I took a cab back to my office. Upon reaching the office, I felt the numbness is slowly gone, I can slowly felt the pain too, I can't take painkillers yet as I haven eaten anything. I will vomit if I eat medicine before food. So I rushed my thing and pass it all over to my POOR manager hahaaa... Then I threw a 5 days MC to my admin and went home. Saw my production downstairs and he said I look pale, so he sent me home yesterday. Thank god I am so lucky. He even offered to buy me lunch and sent me up my home, but I said it's ok I am fine hahaa... I am surrounded by many nice people. :)
Yesterday and today, my manager kept calling my hp asking me alot of things. Poor him I really pity him. I really nv fake but I feel I can't work yet. Maybe need a few days more. Haiz. He stayed back in office to finish up the work haha. I really feel so bad. All my projects commission I take, but the drawings and the rest he do... Oh no.. so bad... haiz...
I need to go for dinner now. So sad I can only take porriage and swollow it instead of chewing first. I hate this. After recovery I am going to revenge and have nice nice food again. :) Tata....
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7:41 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
This is a very very very very nice and touching story book. I recommend all to read it. Almost cried at the end of the chapter. After reading this book, I hesitate whether I still want a dog in the future... Haiz... Reason is because I am afraid I will watch my dog die... OMG... Haha... Read it and you will understand why I said so. :)
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10:33 PM
Yesterday was an unforgetable day for me. Kel actually proposed to me haha... He made a video with our pictures. Initially, I really thought he was just showing me the video for fun, but at the very last, when all those text pop up, and he pop up with a ring behind me, I was really very shocked. Very surprised indeed. Though the environment and dressing is very wrong, but I am really very touched with all the surprised and text that he wrote there. Haha... It really happened too fast. I was really touched till I cried. All his friends knew about the proposal plan including my 2nd bro. I never know all of them can keep their secret so well especially my 2nd brother haha. Coz we always chat about anything and everything. Thanks dear for everything...
Hmmm... Today, kel and me ordered pizza hut delivery. Their new system is, they won't give u any chilli flake or cheese powder if you din request from them. Wtf it's really a stupid system. Hello this is Singapore, we all love chilli and cheese with pizza OK? If say some people who hate chilli, still, their family members will still want it rite? I mean in Singapore, MOST people will want chilli and cheese. Anyway these 2 are the most COMMON thing to go with Pizza. It really sucks to hear them saying that it's OUR FAULT for not requesting. *Roll eyes*. They even said this has been a while and the brochures are printed with the note there too. However, I flipped their brochure, its not written there, the website also never state. They thought I always take pizza hut brochure?? At least other delivery like mac and kfc will ask whether we need them or not. It don't kill to ask rite? When pizza hut said they will send the chilli and cheese to us in 30 mins, kel was so angry that he scolded them haha... It's really so stupid , I even wrote in to complain haha. How come their delivery man don't put some chilli flake and cheese powder in their bike?? It's really soo.... Haiz... Disappointed... Stupid system.
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10:14 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Yo Yo hi everyone. Long time no see. Hehe.... Recently getting more and more lazy to blog. Can't finish complaining,very lazy to type.
I am so happy because ...... I finally can let go of it. Maybe over the years it gets more and more vague. Maybe you might not know wat I am talking about, but I just want to blog it out. Today I serve the net and saw it... but, the feeling of hatred is ALL GONE. I was so surprised actually. I am happy. :) Yes and sure I am.
Recently the weather is really.... HOT. It gets so hot that it's forcing me to on my air con. I hate to sleep air con coz I get flu easily every morning. Haiz. But its really hot. Why can't we have a cloudy weather and not rain or shine so often? Haaa...
I am planning to exercise more already. I am getting fatter and fatter. Going to pull my bf for exercise too. He is worst man. Lol... Ok ok got to go. Nothing to blog liao, very sleepy now. tata.
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10:18 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
These are all my new creations. I hope can sell them out at the flea market. Hehehe.... Enjoy... To find out more, pls visit www.pinkishdivine.blogspot.com
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Hurray! Jun and me got a stall at flea market again hehe.... But its at 12th April. Meanwhile, maybe can start to make more new creations. So sian always no time to do. Coz I am distracted by TV, games and so on haha.... Anyway, for the mean time, I had done a few creations only. Hope to have more coming. Actually can do more la but I am stuck as I forgot to buy some other spare parts kekeke....
Haiz feel like taking 1 month leave lol. Very sian ahhhh.... Zzzzzz..... Recently, I realised moon is planning to quit her job lidat. Haiz.... She got hint me sometimes lor... And also sometimes she talk on the phone, I overheard the conversation, she really got the plan to quit. If she quit, I am sure to be lonely.... I know there will be someone else to take over her, but who knows that person and me won't get along well. And also, I am S-L-O-W-L-Y planning to quit too.... but dunno when la... If she quit, and a while later I quit again, I wonder will boss let me off lol. Coz the company will have 2 new ppl who dunno anything in the start and can't pick up phone and all that. Coz now all along is Moon and me in the office doing EVERYTHING.... haiz. And I will be so sad if moon leave us. :( But one day we are sure going to separate one la... sad... I know her work is really stress.... she needed one more assistant but dare not tell boss... I also dunno how... Haiz.... If I am to leave first, I will let her down, coz I think she is the one planning to quit 1st.... Then maybe boss will hold her back hahhaaa.... :(
Sometimes I really really love this job, sometimes, I think very very very sian... Hai I dunno la.... Sometimes they all really make me very touched, make me dun feel like leaving them. I am really very comfortable here.... Way too comfortable liao... I'm spoilt by them!
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10:56 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
I'm so sian.... It's a bad bad week for me. Kel not in Singapore... So boring... Initially I thought if I never go dating, I will have more time to do my work. Who knows, it's 1 week already, and yet I still got no time to do my work. Shit.
Today, after shopping around with Zi Jun, I came back home and was being stalked by one uncle again. Shit lor. It's really a long story. Damn idiot one... In the end went home and roll down my verticle blind. I really hate this. Dunno why some guys so disgusting. I really hate it.
Hmmmm... Bro introduced one job to me. It's graphic designer at a bank. The pay is quite attractive and moreover, there's still OT pay if you want. However, high pay= more stress I guess. After much consideration, I decided to give it a try.... But my confident is very low... just try lor. I've been saying this to myself for 2 days already and yet I haven typed my resume. I dunno where I put. Arrrggghh... OK I will do it tomorrow.
Actually sometimes I think my character is very bad... Sometimes I think I am not a gd gf. I wonder how kel stand me. I just can't control my temper. I can say many other girls temper are better than me. They are more forgiving than me, but for me, I always want to make things clear... I hate to be accused of.... I hate to be misunderstood. Haiz.... I really try very hard to control already.... Haiz. Feeling super down...
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12:06 AM
Friday, February 29, 2008
Hmmm... getting more and more sad, coz I think maybe kel n me won't be getting our house so soon le. Maybe wait for other built to order house lor. That means I will still have no freedom. Sad.... I really very sian lor.... 23 yrs old this year and yet cannot go out too late. Mum call me everyday to rush me go home all that. I hope I can have my own house. Like this mum won't restrict my freedom anymore. I can go wherever I want. Don't even know in the future will have or not. Very pek chet. Hmmm... Kel and me ballot for the house at TPY. That time there's about 10k applicant fighting for it. Kel and my queue number is 02590. Those with queue no. 2000 and below can go get their house... Whereas the rest can go home and drink kopi slowly wait for the next sale. SIAN. Wasted $10 on balloting. Enough of it. I very sian liao. Don't buy liao la. Somemore where got ppl nv proposed then go buy house one.... whats the meaning of that man. Some guys say they also nv proposed to their wife last time and blah blah blah... why this world so many wooden block one. O.o
Oh yea last week I just sold out one of my hand made earring. Had a hard time going to the post office lor coz that time I queue super long for one stupid envelope and also when I get out of the post office, its raining cats and dogs. Lucky my boss came to pick me up hehe.... Hope I can do more new stuff. I think since I started work, I really got no time to do my thing. Sometimes when I wake up early in the morning, I really thinking why must work?? Why other ppl so gd life no need work can get income and blah blah blah... HAIZ. How nice if I can sleep until shiok then go to work hehe... Aiya where got such gd thing. Well... It's good to day dream once in a while. =P
On wednesday, went to Miss clarity to celebrate Ling and Jun's bday together. Hope they like my present lor. Though it's a bit kiddish, but I hope they like it and will use it. Hehe.... And then Ron saw my new design of the gate in my camera and he said its damn nice. He wanted to do one for his future house. So happy hehe... But actually I like the other one but it's not in my camera. Some more the other one more sellable than the one he saw in my camera. Diff ppl diff taste lor.
Tomorrow is Saturday and yet I got to work. Not sure to see other resale flat at whampoa or not. kel is so busy. I don't even know my schedule lor. SIAN LA...it's a very SIAN WEEK!
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11:10 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I'm so boring now. Zzzz....
Today is the 10th day of Chinese New Year. So sad CNY passed so fast. Back to work again. Boss brought us out for CNY lunch yesterday. His new wife also came along. This time I felt she is much different from the 1st time i saw her. She is more friendly now. And yesterday she only spoke to me coz I sat beside her. She is so shy lor talk very soft haha. It's strange as I felt that talking to her is like talking to my friends. I can see boss love her dearly. Haa... So yesterday my boss wife asked whether I had seen her wedding photo. I said no boss nv show us. So she said she will share it with me by giving me the web address. So I said ok lor. Today she emailed me and tell me where the wedding is held... who's the photograhper and so on. Well... Its marvellous. She looked great. The wedding looked like fairy tale that all women will wished for. Their wedding is in Bali, but they only invite their family and close friends there. The pics , the location, the wedding gown... EVERYTHING IS SO MARVELLOUS. I told her how I wished my wedding is that marvellous. Then she replied email to me.... It looked as though both of us are chatting through email. Haha... She asked when is my wedding bells ringing... she can help me for the preparation all that. I wanted to reply her la... but I was rushing home, so I thought I will reply her on Monday. I was thinking are all Indonesian that friendly? Coz I knew 3 indonesian ppl... They are all so friendly and speak whats on their mind. Ha.
Hmmm today actually my planning all spoilt. I was thinking after work, go Zi Jun house, then we go buy ticket to Malacca together. Who knows after eating the cough syrup, I was so drownsy, so I went home to sleep, thinking I will go Meiling house to meet them at 6pm for dinner. Who knows I slept till 6.40pm... The medicine is really powerful. When I woke up and messaged Zi Jun, she said she will be going at 8pm. Then I say I don't go already since I need to go jx house. Then I was thinking maybe go jx house at 7 plus coz I must go home early... Who knows kel say since I am going home early, and he will be going jx house at 9.30pm, he said I might as well don't go. Then I say ok lor. I already changed nice nice want to go out liao. So sian. After that he say nvm la go la... I already very sian liao lor. Wait I go, they all play till so happily, after a while I say want to go home. Will spoil his mood, might as well listen to him don't go. Make everyone more troublesome only. Haiz. Then now ROT in my room. No show to watch at all. Slept for so long liao now cannot sleep. Haiz. All because of 1 person I cannot go out late. Or else I will stay his house and no need worry so much liao. Always lidat one lor. I really hope we can get our HDB. I really want my freedom. I don't want ppl to restrict me. I hate that I HATE THAT! WHEN CAN I REALLY HAVE MY FREEDOM???????? I want to move out lor. I am sicked of the restriction. I am 23 yrs old this year lor. PLS LOR. PLSSSS LORRRR.... I want to move out!!! Haizzz.... So.... today spend Saturday at home. STUPID LOR waste 1 day. All planning spoil. Idiot. Oh ya and I also coughed for weeks already. Still not recover yet. Today never eat lunch but eat medicine already. Lucky I never vomit. Came back home, got dinner in fridge I din know. I go and eat egg with white rice. I am so STUPID. Eat few mouth only lor. Now so hungry... Was thinking can eat in jx house one .... HAIZ. Lousy day. Lousy planning. Thanks to me. Thanks to my health. F.
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10:40 PM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Happy New Year to everyone!!!
I'm back to blog.... Haha.... Well... Finally I had finished cleaning my room. And this is the last time I'm going to paint the stupid ceiling. Luckily everything works well... Haaa.... Hmmm... I found my hand written diary when I was cleaning my room... I read some of it... memories really flow back to my mind. Hehe... Some of the things I don't even recall... I'm glad I kept the diary... I don't even remember that diary was written while I was in sec school. Haha... Really alot of happy and sad memories... About how I was bullied in school.... what the stupid things I've done... all this and that... Haha....
Then today, I tidied my cupboard. Found the secondary school album. Damn I hate my hairstyle last time. SO NERDY so stupid... How do I live that time?? Really missed my sec sch lor... I think the happiest moment is in sec 5 ba... The last year in Mjr. Haha... I'll keep it forever.
Tomorrow I'm going to watch CJ7 with kel and my frens. Hope its a wonderful show. I hope CNY don't end so fast. I WANT A GOOD REST MAN. hehe... Will be returning to work on next wed.
Last Saturday, I went to NAFA with kel and Zj. I went to enquire whether I can study bachelor in visual com. However, the administator said NO. She said I must study back my diploma course and cannot switch to Visual com. If I want, I must take their visual com diploma first. DAMN DAMN DAMN... that's another 3 years lor. And that's another 21k. Sian. She said I must study back my PID course lor. I don't want lor. So sian... And she said after interview, maybe I can get exemptions, and I only need to study 1 year and I can get the Huddersfield University Cert. 1 year to get a degree by a recognised Uni in UK? I think its really worth it. However, I really don't want to study back my course... Haiz.... Haiz... I think I will just take some short courses for visual com. My bro said in design field, ppl don't really see your cert, but your experience and the ability to use all the softwares. So I think I will just go and learn some other softwares that I am not familiar in. Meanwhile, just stick to my company. hehe...
So sad this year not going to Chinatown. Alot of reasons la... Haiz... But I'm glad this year varuna lend kel and me his car. So we can go "bai nian" without having to take public transport le. SONG ah haha.... gtg... very hungry now... Waiting for my bro to join us for reunion dinner. Hehe...
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6:41 PM
Monday, January 07, 2008
I feel my eye sight is getting worst. I'm facing the com from 9am to 6.30pm, then. reached home, bath and eat, after that online again... At the same time watching TV haha.... It's so bad for my eye sight, but still I can't avoid it. I really need to use the com badly haha....
Regine and I are going to have a stall at Lime scape flea market @ cineleisure on 12th Jan 2008. Pls come to support us if you can. Timing is 1pm to 7pm =). I haven even do all the preparation yet. I got some ideas in mind for the accessories but I really got no time to do it. Once I have the time, I will forget everything. So sad....
I hope CNY come faster. I really missed holiday... So tired lor everyday work work work. Boss had increased my pay by $150 more. However, I felt its still very little as compare to other poly graduate. Blame it on myself... Who asked me to request so little for my expected pay when I went to interview that time. Haiz... Sad.... Actually, before I got this job, I told myself, pay little nvm, as long as I am happy working with everyone and also happy with my job. Well... I really am happy, but now I start to grumble about the pay haha... People just like to take things for granted. Right now I am still lingering around.. Not sure when to quit, why must quit, after quitting what to do all that la.... SIAO!
I am going to settle my poly bank loan in another 4 more months. HURRAY! After that, every month I can have the $200 for my own ....woo hoooooo.... lalala... Hope I can start saving up soon. Heeee....
Gtg... Reading "Marley and me" story book now. It's getting exciting... Tata....
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Oh... It's really been a long long time.... Almost forgot I have a blog haha.... Ok for now, let me wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR. May all your wishes come true in 2008. May it be a wonderful year for everyone.... Heeee.
Well so ytd, went out for post x'mas dinner with Regine, Ling, Xin yu, Ron and Brandon. Ling and brandon went overseas, so we got extra more presents for them. We also give bday presents to xin yu and brandon , they also got extra present hehe... This year, Regine bought me a story book by "Sophie Kinsella" which I wanted to buy but can't find the other day. I was so surprised she actually remember the bk title and author. Thanks for that. Hee... But I will only read it after I had finished reading the story bk which I am still reading now. Haha...
We went to "Miss Clarity Cafe" at Purvis st. I was so curious abt the food there as everytime I passed by this cafe, I will see a big crowd outside. The shop is beautifully decorated and very cheerful and colourful. However, I think their service is.... Haiz.... I wonder why still got so many ppl go there eat. Firstly, Regine made a reservation 10 days in advance. Ytd they said they got no records. Then, they managed to set up a table for us outside... Well... The "outside" is really out of that cafe and next to their neighbours shop front. We felt so weird eating there. It's like out of no where one long table appeared and everyone got to walk another route to aviod our table.. Weird. Then, no one bother to take the order. So all of us use "eye power" and kept looking at the staff there. Finally one managed to come and said he will give us a 10% discount for all the waiting and blah blah blah.... Then, we waited 1 hour for the food. Told the waitress abt that, she just nod her head and clear the starter dishes... Damn. So rude, and still, we waited 1 hour... then the food, so cold lor... not even warm lor... Kaoz... And the dessert... I think we waited half an hour... So in the end, we took 2 hours to eat there... Fyi, the bill came especially fast at the end of the day. Haiz..... Actually wanted to get my bf to try there for his bday tomorrow, but I think about all the services and waiting, I think... Let's forget it. I doubt I will go back to that cafe anymore. =(
Today, went out with kel, jx, jh and ww to watch "alien vs predator". Well... a lame show man. I was looking forward to it, I think the story is so... haiz dunno how to say haha. Anyway, not what I like.
Oh one last thing. Actually I've been thinking of further my study in NAFA. The only thing I worry now is the course fees. I think it's so much much more than my poly fees. I dread to loan the money from bank again, but other than that, I really got no income. Haiz... I was wondering if I can survive when I am studying in NAFA, coz I want to study full time. That means I won't earn that much money as compared to full time job. I am waiting for the open house in NAFA now. Hope I can have many many exemptions, then will cut down the study period. Hopfully I find my way there. :)
Going to tuck in now. Tomorrow is my bf's bday. Happy birthday dear. Heeeee.... Nitey.
Labels: Happy 2008
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11:55 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Hehe... So long nv blog again.....
Last few week, my fren lend me his car for 5 days as he wanted to go KL. It's so fun driving around with car, but I'm so sad that I dunno the route at all. That day, met up with my bf and all his frens. Altogether there are about 6 cars in a row, and mine is the leading car as they say I'm new, so I can escort them in front haha. Then TLK sit beside me to guide me. So fun everyone give way to me. And when I want to over take, they help me to block the car behind too. We went to many hills in Singapore. So damn fun, some of the route like initial D lidat. The hills are very nice especially the scenery. I told Meiling one day we can all gather there to chat too. TLK also taught me to park one day. We went Kallang stadium car park. I was so sad that day, coz I almost wanted to give up learning parking. Actually jx taught me before, but I gave up that time. I always dunno the logic of when to turn left when to turn right. I see people park so easy, why when it come to me, I felt so hard to park. That day, I almost cried. I felt so so so stupid and inferior. Wanted to give up lor. But I know if I give up, I will never learn forever. HAI. Finally now I can park, but my car not straight, when I tried to make it straight , still the same lor. HAI.
Time passed so fast, had returned him the car already. He said he will lend us again at the end of this month as he is going overseas again. Looking forward to it! :)
On Hari Raya, kel helped me to paint my ceiling. We must scrap off the new paint that I had just painted before putting the oil sealer on the wall. Lucky I din paint the whole ceiling, only some small portion, but that small portion almost torture us to death. The smell stink! Like the smell from the goat milk lidat. Then I wanted to paint the actual white paint on the ceiling on sunday, but kel said lidat means sat and sun no off, cannot relax. Then I said ok lor lets go out, then we went to expo and walk around. There's metro sales, harvey normal sales and one exhibition call "gracious home". We went in to gracious home and I saw 2 company selling gates. I went in to spy their gate. I saw some of our designs from their catalogue, and the way they copy so ugly. Not elegant at all. Then I also check out their price and materials all that. I came to know why my company gate is so expensive whereas others is so cheap. Ha. Coz the things we provide are all top quality. One look at their handle I think it sucks to the core. Their cutting of plates is very ugly too. I wonder why customers buy from them when they see their cutting so uneven. Ha. Ok enough of back stabbing. Well anyway I din mention is which company kekeke... Hmmm then after that, we went to Sakura to have buffet with jx, YM and his gf. Then we also went to watch mid nite show "balls of fury". Eh they said it's hilarious but I think so so only la. I prefer "night at the museum". That show is really more hilarious lor. So I reached home and bath and slept at 1.15am haha. Sometimes I sleep at that timing too so nothing unusual kekeke.
Today came back from work damn early as today I got monday blue. Then I called mum and she fetched me back home. Now waiting for her food lalala.... Once in a while felt so lucky got home cooked food to eat haha.... I'm hungry now.... Shall stopped blogging coz I don't have energy anymore. Tata....
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7:04 PM
