Wednesday, March 31, 2004
(Tuesday, 30th March)
Boring day.... attended a seminar from 9am to about 5.30pm. Went for breakfast with most of my coursemate first before entering the auditorium for the talk. This boring talk is presented by an Italian designer and also some of our PID lecturers.... I wasn't paying much attention to the talk as my whole mind was thinking about projects!!! I was so regret that I never bring my assignments there to do. The talk was a total waste of time to me! I went there for the sake of attendance only!
Moreover, some of the presentation was repeated as my lecturer presented it to us in class already. However, we are lucky as we don't have to pay for this seminar while the ppl from outside and other school gotta pay. At first the auditorium was 88% filled with ppl. However, up to the last few talk, there was only about 35% of audience left! This shows how boring the talk is.... I was chatting with my fren throughout the whole talk!!
Didn't eat much today.... got no appetite dunno why.... Feeling tired the whole day as I didn't slept well last nite too. Something kept on bothering on my mind, I dunno what. Just dunno what..... I was tossing and turning for the whole nite. It's like something which keeps me so tighten that I can't breathe.... not school work..... definately..... I just just just dunno what, and all I did was opened the door to sleep last nite. That works.... I also dunno why why why.... and finally I slept for about 4 hours last nite. Strange huh.... well tonite I'll have a sweet dreams as I'm really tired and shagged now. Got no time to think about anything..... These few days my heart kept beating so fast too, and last nite I wasn't feeling well.. dunno is due to stress or what. I also dunno... ahhhh.. I dunno dunno.... dunno why I'm in this world!!!! Alright, let the past be passed and now, let's start doing my projects!!! :'(
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12:20 AM
Monday, March 29, 2004
Ahhh....... today is a very very very unlucky day!!!! Damn it! Damn it!!!!! Pardon my language..... I got to vent out my frustrations today!!!! I really hate that Global lecturer, Kathy Heng!!!! She's so unreasonable.... she think what? Just becoz she's from IGS department she can treat us like little kids? huh? Excuse me we are not a little kid anymore k? huh? Love to interupt us when we are presenting. So what if we read from the slides? I really got my reason. My last slide is done by my fren and he insert that slide last min for me, therefore I dun really know what the last slide is about. However my first few presentation I did make eye contact with the audience didn't I? She want me to present the last slide without looking at the screen. I told her that the slide is done last minute, well.... dun believe nvm.... forget it!!! forget it!!!!
Know what? That power point is done by Shawn and me!!! And that stupid KP, he told Shawn that he should do the power point, coz he know how to keep things simple. Well...... since he is so gd, why dun he volunteer to do it in the 1st place? Only know how to complain... Shit! He is busy so do I? I just kept quiet. Anyway today is the last day of that stupid tutorial, and this Thursday will be the last lecture lol......yeppy so happy! Dun have to face that lecturer anymore! Hate Global events!!! This is a warning to everyone....... DUN EVER EVER CHOOSE GLOBAL EVENTS AS YOUR CDS K? I rather choose ComDi than Global. At least I know what I'm doing. Design lecturer treat us as their friends or grown adults. Always so friendly and helpful..... unlike the cold lecturer out there who treat us like little little kids... Arrrrgggg.... Bleah...... >.<
Well well.... finished venting out my frustrations..... feel a bit hungry now.. used up all my energy... gotta hurry up to do my assignments and projects now. Haha the Mat & P deadlines are pushed backwards..I'm so happy! 3 cheers for the lecturers ..... at least they know we need more time! At least they understands us...... =)
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7:12 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Today is the last day to enjoy myself..... Actually I also din enjoy much, becoz I was working today... What a boring Sunday :( .No choice, must earn money... I can't stand it anymore.... I asked my boss to give me off half month hehe... That is from April 1st to 25th.... Tough it looks quite long, but actually I am off for only 3 days, 3 Sundays... But Gd Friday I still must help them work, who ask me to promise them... hai.. I'm a girl of my word lolx.... But this means that I can have more time to do my project and more time to accompany my da da hehehe.... :)))
Nothing special happen today... becoz its just work! And as usual, serving bad attitude customer, chatting with colleague all day long, laughing crazily on sales floor and kena caught by supervisor..... however, she also join in our crazy chat lolx.... Slack Slack Slack...... I don't really approach customer becoz I know that its so irritating when you are shopping and the salesgirl kept on following you. So I love to stand at a distance away from them, and if they need me they'll call me. But when manager there I must wayang a bit haha... always lidat lor... sian....
When can I stop work? I'm looking forward to SIP next year... must be quite fun I guess.... Who knows...
I'm quite daring today, becoz I helped my 2 colleagues to punch their card hehe... One of them late, so I helped her, my acting skill is so pro kekeke.... the other one was late to come back for lunch so I helped her punch. If I were to found tampering with their cards, I'll be terminate from my job. Aiya.... say say only la... they not enough ppl how to kick me out lolx... Anyway everyone is so friendly there, so nothing will happen de. There are security guards there, one of them saw me punching 2 cards but nv say anything, becoz I know them haha.... Hope they won't ask me to do this kind of risky thing again.... it's so hard to look for their punch card... there are 50 over cards in that column! haiz.... I was like playing the hunting game or crossword puzzle....
Tomorrow there'll be a CDS final presentation... I shall work hard tonite, farmiliarize my presentation slides.... tata! :)
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10:35 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2004
I'm feeling stress up again! It's so tiring to hear me saying stress everyday rite? Dun care... coz I'm really stress almost everyday. Today I'm online for the whole day, doing research on Space and Form thing, and also doing radio sketches for the HCD... And you know what? I just saw one of my CDS group ppl online. Hai... need to help out in typing the power point slides.... and I even told him that the slides will be ready by 8-9pm today... Why am I stressing myself? I've been sitting in front of the computer for the whole day and now den I notice that the seat is sooooo hot!
Can't stand it anymore... went downstairs to buy calbee prawn crackers again hehe... also went to my mum's shop to disturb her. Can't borrow vcd anymore. Must work hard work hard work hard!!! Concentrate!!! I can resist the temptation!!! Ya and now I'm back on my chair again. Can't stand the heat anymore, so I on my air con today. I seldom on it unless it's real stuffy and heaty.
A sad day too, because my dear can't come out on Tuesday.. sobzzzzz.... I was really looking forward for Tuesday to come de.... sobzzz......nvm, I can meet him on Thursday den. Haiz... The time now is 6.35pm, I haven even finish doing the power point slides, and oso the Space and Form plan.... oh my.... buck up buck up!!!! Well... I shall finish eating my cracker 1st hehehe.... yum yum!
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5:48 PM
Friday, March 26, 2004
Yes! Today is Friday! Time to relax.... today I went to my mum's shop to borrow vcd. Hmmm.... the title is dragon loaded 2003. Its a chinese movie. The cast is Alex To, Jacky Cheng, Ronald Cheng (think so), and blah blah blah..... the description of the movie seems interesting and funny so I borrowed it. I need a good laugh man! Planning to watch it later.
Now I'm eating kit kat mint. It's a new flavour. Hmmm... also planning to buy calbee tidbits later. Wah.... I'm like a pig! Kept eating non stop! I admit I grew fatter.... jeans getting tighter. One day.... I believe one day... I'll go jogging hehe... I hope I can do it! Or maybe eat less... haiz but how to control? Ok today just dun think about anything, just do whatever I like! Tomorrow then start work! Yesterday I listened to 65 songs before going to sleep. I really broke my record. I was doing my assignments and didn't realise that until I shut down my com. haaaaa..... I even saw a big cockroach flying towards my window!!! Oh god, I was screaming like hell and ran out of my room. My family members were all sleeping! I just stand near my door to see the cockroach, lucky it flew out of my window again hehe. Of course I faster close my window.... Wah that was really shocking man. From now on I won't open my window to sleep anymore. I was wondering if I slept already and the cockroach just fly in my room how would I react. Lol...
I was kinda sad during today's lecture because my lecturer is no longer going to teach in TP. He wanted to go Shanghai to teach. Well, although he is not a PID lecturer, but somehow I felt quite sad, as he's quite a good and friendly lecturer too. He don't stress us for assignments and projects. Unlike others... hehe.
I just went to help my mum close her shop. Her part timer didn't help me at all... sobz... I closed the shop all by myself... It's so hard to pull the metal grill all by myself... and when I finally pulled the whole thing down, I realised I forgot to take out the pad lock! Haiz.... so blur. I just have to pull back the grill, open the door again and redo everything. The mama shop uncle see me so pitiful even approached to help me hehe, but I told him nvm I can do by myself. The neighbours are so friendly! :)
After closing the shop I realised I was sweating lolx.... weak la....
Last but no least, I miss my dear very much! Looking forward to meet him on next Tuesday night. So long never see him due to his standby. Hai hope he ORD soon lor. I shall go watch that movie now.... hehe....
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8:59 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2004
today is another stress, sian, bo liao day! I kept thinking of finishing my 16 exercises of autocad drawings. After my 1st lecture, I went to the lab to do it. Wow I spent my 6 hours break there. And I only went toilet once. I even forgot to eat something before my 2nd lecture starts. I was so hungry man. I've finished ONLY 5 autocad drawings!!! That was...... erm.... I think slow, because I actually used 5 hours plus plus to do it! I got 11 more drawings to go. It's so tiring staring at the monitor for sooooo long..... I forgot the expert advice.... that is, to let your eyes rest every half an hour. Tonite, I'll have to finish up all my visual literacy assignments.... 2 more to go. Sian... My last lecture today ended at 7.30pm. I went back to studio to take my stuff, guess what? I saw many of my friends still there doing their assignments and projects. I wanted so much to do with them too, but I was so hungry and tired. I'll just have to go home and eat 1st. I love doing my work in the studio with my friends, maybe because the space is bigger and comfortable and there are people there who motivates me to do my work. Doing assignments and project at home alone is so lonely. Right now, I'll have to bring some of my work home, because it is tooooooo much. I can't finish all in school... Haiz... There are so many distractions at home.... got tv, comfortable bed, computer and FOOD!!! How could I possibly concentrate? ok... enough of blogging, or else I will complain non stop. I guess I'll just have to do my assignments RIGHT NOW!!!! What a boring day today..... mental and physical stress! I believe I might become crazy some day.....
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8:33 PM
Today is the first time I post blogs. Although there are alot alot of projects and assignments to complete, I was reluctant to do it now!!! The reason is because, I actually accidentally deleted my autocad drawings!! I've spent about 1 and a half hours doing it in lab!!! What else can be worse? This few weeks I kept on doing double work. Blame it on my recklessness and stupidity... I feel like banging the wall... and my boyfriend actually scold me blur!!! hai.... I was moody for the whole night.... got no mood to do work... I guess I'll have to motivate my self.... console myself.... hopefully the 2nd autocad drawings will be better than the 1st.... hehe. Tomorrow I'll have to get up early again.. sob... 9am to 12pm lecture, and after that got 6 hours break time. I'll have to rush to the lab and redo my autocad drawings! Alot of assignments and projects to complete!!! Deadline is almost all the same! Stress and dunno which one to start 1st! It's not like I've been slacking for the past few weeks... it's just that everything just come together..... Bless me, hopefully I can finish before or on time! Cheers!
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12:20 AM
