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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Another boring lecture today. Language of flim... -_-"..... The objectives of this module is to express personal views on flims, initiate a dialogue on flim and to encourage flim literacy. This is actually a module for the Interactive Media Design student, don't really know why it appears in my diploma elective list. What doe this got to do with my course?? Quite boring..... But lucky the lecturer is ok... Speak with enthusiasm (dunno how to spell la!). It's more like studying history... coz most of the flims are BLACK & WHITE!! Boring! Then he gave us watch a flim, entitled spellbound. The director is Alfred Hitchcock, don't know who the hell is he, and the year this show was made was in 1944. Heard it was a famous movie at that time. The two main cast had past away already. Hmmm.... Don't really understand this boring story. However, some of the things the lecturer taught us to focus on was interesting. I began to grow a bit interest in it. The show was 2 hours long. Just nice for the lesson to end.... Boring.... Don't tell me next week also lidat. Altogether 3 hours of lecture so sian la... I almost doze off... At the end of lesson the lecturer also call us to write an essay... Lucky not the storyline as I didn't really watch all. He only wanted us to write what we saw, the interesting thing in the movie, the things he taught, haha... lucky...
Hmmm den today stayed in the lab with Elyn. As if we don't have com at home like that hehe. Coz Elyn wanted to change her driving time so I accompanied her. In the end we went discussing about the new hp we wanted to buy. Went Nokia website to have a good look at it. Hmmm... No money la.... Problem problem....
Aha... Den my bf called and said he is able to meet me today, so Elyn and me went Tm to eat first before I go meet him. Den my bf and I went to watch "best bet". I heard it's very funny... However, I only feel it's ok ok. Not as nice as all his previous work. I mean Jack Neo's work. Most of them speak hokkien also... I feel that it isn't funny at all... Very weird lor. Then Christopher Lee also speak hokkien too... Weird...
Hee so when we went home, on the way in city hall, I saw Thiam Siang standing beside us only haha.... Always see him outside. Nothing much to say liao... Very tired now... Lucky not hungry hehe... Tomorrow is another lecture which I hate the most. PCOM!!! Eeeek... Hate this.... Ok stop here... =)
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12:15 AM
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Wow I had a wonderful day today. Wen wen asked me to go Mr Sun's exhibition at MITA (The colourful window building at clarke quay).... Mr Sun See Piau is actually my secondary school art teacher. He is also a local artist. Today is his 2nd exhibition. So we went there to have a look at his art piece and him also. He retired last year, and he did lot's of those chinese painting. Initially I thought, I don't really like chinese painting, guess I'll just go and have a look, and find Mr Sun. However, when I went there, I just simply got shocked at those painting. It's so nice and artistic. The theme of his exhibition is "tree talk". Wonderful..... He uses lots of tactics to do his painting. He sell his painting from $600 onwards to $1400. I saw three of his painting being sold to some of the lecturers in Nanyang poly. Then Wen Wen and me make fun of him and told him that he can make money so easily. Envy... Just simply love the trees.... the natural environment.... The flow of the art.... Nice... I'm really proud to have him as my teacher. Alot of his students from Nanyang association of arts also came to support him. Well I was glad he still remember us. He chatted alot with us also. Call us to be serious in poly and take care of ourselves. We told him which painting we love, and he told us how he got those texture... And taught us alot of things too. So happy.... He also bull-shitted alot of things haha... As he said before... Art can bull shit, people will also believe. All those things he told the reporter when they interviewed him, was totally crap.. lol... He's an expert in bull-shitting, that's what Wen Wen said. Lol...
When we went off, he was chatting with someone, so in order not to disturb him, we just wave from a distance, and he stopped his conversation with that person and send us to the exit.. Oh I was so touched hehe... It's like we are more important than his visitor. I was glad... he call us to take care, and be sure to get married as soon as possible lolx.... And he said his days are numbered.... Well I just can't bear to leave there.... Don't know when will I meet him again. Hope he can have more exhibition...
Then Wen and me went Bugis for a walk. We ended up playing in the small arcade at Seiyu, the children's department there lol... Went there to play the jackpot game, and the beat the crab game. In the end we won 45 tickets.... We only changed $2. Wen exchanged the tickets for a very cute pen, and I got myself a mickey mouse pencil lol... it's like I'm back to my childhood.... That pencil I'll just keep it for rememberance..... Don't know why we are so thick skin to play in the children's arcade haha.....
Hungry hungry.... Just now I saw the macdonald's coupon. My saliver was dripping over for the egg muffin. Actually I wanted to ask Elyn whether she want to eat breakfast tomorrow, but our lesson starts at 9am.... I'm lazy to wake up so early.... So I think forget about it then. Tomorrow is my first lesson for language of flim. Don't really know what is that module about. It's my diploma elective hehe....
Ok I'm back to watch channel u now... the Taiwan variety show. Got to tuck in early tonight, after that show I guess hehe....
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9:43 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
This morning, I went Bedok Reservoir Park to meet my bf. He was running there. Waited him for about 1 hr. Can't contact his hp is not by his side. Saw alot of army people there. Dun dare to walk near them, so I just find a seat and sit there waiting for him. Then when we met, all his friends tease at us.... So embarrass... Just then I wish to bury my head in the sand like ostrict lidat haha....We went for breakfast at bedok macdonald lor. I ate egg muffin... Yummy..... I love it. Talking about egg muffin, I feel so hungry now. I seldom eat breakfast especially macdonlad breakfast. So I was glad I had egg muffin today hehe.
Then we went home and my bf bathed himself and slept as he never sleep yesterday. Then I went to my bro's room to sleep also. In the end we both overslept and woke up at 2.15pm.... Forgot to set alarm.... So boring lor, then after we woke up we went to open shop lor... Damn boring.... Boring boring.... Forgot to buy bleach to bleach my new t-shirt... Tomorrow I sure buy...
Got to find something to eat again haha.. Can't blame as I ate very little for my dinner just now. My god bro ask why everyday during this time I'll say hungry haha... Not I want lor... Can't help it.
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11:07 PM
Friday, June 25, 2004
So sad...... the new shirt which I bought with Elyn is stained... I washed it today and hung it out to dry, but when I came home today I saw some blue stain on my pink t-shirt. So heart pain. I'm going to buy colour bleach tomorrow. I think it must be the upstairs people who hang their wet clothes and let the water(dye) drip onto my shirt. So sad!!! Sob sob....
Today never go school, so I stayed at home during the day. Quite sad lor.... I found that my distance between my friend is getting far apart. That friend, who used to be my kakis... Don't wanna mention his/her name. I think maybe is due to my overwhelming projects last sem that I got no time to meet them, for the whole semester.... Now when I met them I felt so strange, like got nothing much to say.... Not as wild as before.... Not as cheerful anymore. It's like they always go out without me... Even if they wanna ask me out they'll call me to go last min, which I can't as I've promise to either go out with my friends or meet bf. Last time is, if I never go, he/she also won't go. Now, he/she will just go with or without me. Just wonder why they can call each other but not me. I don't think I've done something wrong as I've never met them for so long.... I did nothing to offend them. Maybe time really make our gap grow further and further..... Chatted with my god bro this afternoon. I told him about this problem. He said something which make me sad. He asked me to avoid that particular friend as he felt that he/she is not simple. That's what he told me, I can don't believe him if I want. Actually, sometime what he said is quite true lor. As I've experienced it before. Last time he asked me not to trust that person, in the end I don't believe and I got cheated. However he/she is still my friend, I won't make myself so confused. I rather not believe my god bro again. Since we don't meet so often anymore. Is it because I got bf and they thought I'll meet him everyday and don't want to be with them? Or is it because I got new friends in poly? Dunno.... Don't want to think about it anymore.
Met my bf this evening. He is allowed to book out tonight. I took a bus to toa payoh. Guess what? I saw some irritating person on that bus. First is someone who got body odour. He stood beside me and I could smell his BO... Oh please I nearly fainted. Don't he know it himself? He seem so proud spreading his arm wide open. Next, I found a seat and took it. One auntie sat beside me. She look like any oridinary auntie who just finish working. Guess what happen when she sat beside me? She kept on moving non stop!!!!! 5 sec one time. Hey please man what is wrong with her? Are there ants in her shirt and skirt and legs??? It's just so irritating and annoying. I turned my head to opposite side as I don't want to see the annoying scene. However, I can still feel it. Feel her moving non stop. Something is terribly wrong with her. This is the first time I see people like that. I can't change seat as the bus is very crowded. I can't stand it so I sms my bf and told him this. I sms in front of that auntie, hoping she could see it and stop that nuisance. In the end my bf asked me to endure hehe. Ok I did what he told as I'm also reaching there after a while. Phew really felt a sense of relieve when I got down that bus.
What a sad day. It seems like I'm forever sad, and also forever complaining non-stop. Got to go.... meet bf in gunbound. Hiaks...
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11:04 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Went school for nothing today. When I reached there Elyn told me there's no lecture... However I went to the lab and saw Eric reminding them something.... After 5 mins all went off. I went to my studio to sleep. Thought of staying back today for the Europe trip meeting. In the end went to meet my bf instead as he got nights off. Anyway alot of people escaped too. I really wish to go Europe, but I didn't stay back for the raising fund meeting hehez....
Hmmm.... Went out with Elyn to Bugis. She also meeting her boyfriend just now. Then we went looking for t-shirts as we felt that we had lack of t-shirts to go school. In the end found one which is reasonable price and sweet hehe... We bought the same colour but different graphics.
Met bf and went to suntec city... Love the Congress Laksa... So I ate the laksa and he ate the horrible wanton mee there hehe. Now I feel hungry again. Ate too little just now. It's only a small plate of laksa. We bought fish food and fed the koi fish also.... The fishes are so big and healthy. This is the 2nd time we went there feeding the fishes. Den went mini toon, the shop which I broke the cd casing that time hahaha...Got a bit phobia when I went in there. The cd casing is still available there. Went in to buy gummy sweets. Love it... Then went carrefour walk walk.... and he sent me home..... ZzzzzzZzzz..... Nothing to shop there. Not in the mood for shopping.
Yuppy tomorrow 2 lecture is cancelled again. Happy.... Dunno what to do tomorrow... I shall see.... Very tired now... But I don't feel like sleeping so early. Find things to do kekeke....
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11:34 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Attended Psycology class today. Super fun, but I think it's only for today. Coz I think starting from next week, we got quiz every week. And there's test and journal for this cds too. We bought the notes as well as the text book too.... So much spending. The lecturer played Jenga with us. It's a game, something like Uno stacko.... The Jenga there are 3 colours. The brown stands for nothing, the green stands for truth, if you pick it you must answer the question on the block (say the truth)And red stands for dare. You'll have to do what is written on the red block. My lecturer is trying to break the ice for us as we don't really know each other at all. Elyn and I are the only one from design school. The rest were from Business. So extra..... The lecturer himself also said that this is a tough cds. Guess I'll work hard.... I hope to pass.
Today Benny told us about the trip to Europe next sem. It costs about 2000 plus to 3000 plus dollars. He said that the school used to sponser for us but now dunno why they never sponser now. So Benny is suggesting that we help others do freelance work. And some other things to raise fund. Cool tomorrow we shall have grouping to do those jobs outside. I really wish to go there.... I've never been to other country with my friends. Only my family members.... Now that I'm 19, I don't know whether my mum will allow me to go with friends and lecturers or not. Don't dare to ask her now.
Hmmm..... Went jogging with Regine today. Meiling and they all were there too, but they didn't jog as they never bring extra clothes. Long time never jog already.... Today we only manage to half jog half walk. Maybe next week we shall go jogging again. Train our stamina. I want a healthy lifestyle hehehe...
Make my bf upset today. It was my fault I admit. So sad..... Everything is alright now hehe.... Back to normal again. I'm really excited about the Europe trip although it's next sem. Heez.... Guess what my mum will say... Will she agree? I hope so.... Hai....
Then my bf also wanted to bring me go Taiwan this September. Taiwan is my dream.... However, I laughed and say it's very impossible because my mum sure don't allow. She don't even allow me to go chalet with female friends, how will she allow me to go overseas with him? Although he is my bf and my mum recognised it, but still she won't allow one..... Hahaha.... Sad... Diaoz..... Maybe wait till I grow older thwn say. As in really old.... 21 yrs and above?? I guess so... Still long....
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8:15 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Today went for PcomD lecture. It stands for Professional Communication Design. Something like ComDi. The lecturer is from outside, and he works for the company outside, or maybe he owns one... Don't know. A bit sissy but not really.... Heez... Got the designer look lol. It's so funny today. I can't find my PcomD room on level 3, so I went round the floor looking for my room. Then I found it, it's at the super very corner. I really feel so stupid. I used my proxy card to scan so as to open the door, everybody is looking at me. Actually the door isn't locked..... So stupid..... So silly... When I went inside, I don't see any familiar face at all.... There's no PID student!!!!! OMG! Den, I saw Mark coming in... Heng... Finally got someone from my course. We had fun today, got to know alot of ADM students. First lesson already got presentation.... Somemore is a fun one.... Really had fun today.
Hmmmm.... Then went to find Eric to add modules. It's damn long lor.... Although the queue not very long. I waited for about 20 mins. All the electives and CDS I want is full!!!! Some is not full but my timetable doesn't fit in.... So sad.... No fate with Japanese language.... I asked many other modules also but Eric said it's full. No choice.... So frustrated. So I told him anything la.... Then he asked whether I want Marketing Design, I say die die also don't want. In the end he got me Psycology... I really scared.... Coz my friend told me that it's not easy to pass. I'm worried... Eric got me one more electives too. That is colour. He asked whether I'm happy I said no haha... Coz I don't get what I want.... Sob..... Then Elyn came and I accompanied her while thinking whether I really wanted psycology. In the end I saw another electives which is not full, so I changed colours to that module. Nvm.... Maybe psycology is interesting... Today really had a long time queueing. From 3pm to 5.30pm. Oh ya, Elyn chose the same elective and CDS as me... And we are in the same class too... glad... Actually Regine also in psycology, but so sad we are in different class. And meiling's friend, joyce, also got in psycology and our lecture is the same. Great...
No homework today.... Of coz... Shall watch vcds again.... la la la .... I've got one website to share with everybody hehe... It's introduced by my friend, it's a very sad story..... Very long and till now I'm still reading it. Enjoy if you want to...
Sad Story
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8:07 PM
Nice? Cute? Kekeke.... Love this pic... purple background.....
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1:15 AM
Monday, June 21, 2004
Today is the 1st day of school. Went to school early in the morning to add modules in the General Office. So crowded today. Went up and down the block to do my stuff. And also to look for Eric, our course manager regarding the time table. So glad to see my lecturers Dennis, Benny, Gerald,Ong and Lee hehe..... Like long time never see them. They still as friendly as ever. Hopefully Eric can give me what I want...
Then today at 12pm, we welcomed the freshies. My friend brought them to our studio and asked them to self intro to us. The year 3 seem so enthusiastic and we, as the year 2, were so restless.... Haha... I could see about 2 freshies from China, but I only can confirm 1 of them is China people. Heard people from China cannot get in Design easily unless they are really talented in design. Guess maybe his art is good. The whole school I only know 2 students from China. Think he is the 3rd one... Hee... All the freshies look so grumpy, like me when I was a freshies hehe.
Quite sad just now. Some of the year 3 took my favourite window seat in the studio. Can say I'm quite sad and angry lor. I booked that table first. Some of my friends and I moved to a new place lor... No choice. Think they got not enough table upstairs. And they are yr 3 people.... Think I just give it to them lor. Chew Yan helped me to find a new place. Under the air con hehe.... Not a bad seat too. Elyn moved next to me too. Mok was sitting next to my left. Guess I'll have fun "playing" with him hahaha... Tomorrow I shall clean my new locker and table and have fun decorating my table hehez...
Went out with Elyn to Orchard again today. Went shopping and eating. I pierced my ear. Finally.... Thought of it very long but now den got the courage to pierce it. At first quite pain but now it's alright. The feeling is like somebody use a staple to pierce your ear. Elyn told me to wait for about 2 weeks before I take out this stud and wear a new earing hehez... Haven bought any earing yet. Think free then buy la haa.... My mum also like me to pierce my ear. When I was young I had already pierced it but the holes is closed. Just now I showed my ear to my mum and asked whether she is happy and like it haha... She said I'm so bo liao.
Borrowed 2 vcds from shop again. Watch it now and go sleep soon... Tomorrow lesson start at 12pm. Guess I'll be complaining slowly and slowly haha.....
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8:53 PM
Hello.... Hehe... Tomorrow school reopen le.... Today is the last day for me to enjoy, actually never really enjoy today la. Early in the morning at 7.15am lidat, my home downstairs got some RC activities. So so so so damn noisy... So disturbing. The MC talked very very loud I think the whole neighbourhood can hear. This lasted for 3 hours. I can't really pull myself out of bed today. Therefore, I sms my boss to ask whether I can work from 12 to 4pm instead. At first he asked me to work from 10 to 2pm. Gee I know he'll allow me to change the time coz as long as I can help he is happy enough. So I slept for another 2 hours keke. I dun intend to work in Isetan today coz I need to help mum tend shop. No choice he kept asking me.... Hai... Ask me to help 4 hours he also happy... Desperate... So tired for me. This shall be the last day working in Isetan I guess. Maybe next time he'll ask me to work also....
Before going to open shop, one of my fren, other promoter, cooked something and brought for us to eat. So I went to the canteen with her and she gave me some rice and the food she cooked. Sooooooo nice.... I wish I could cook like her.... After eating I went shop straight away. Mum told me she had cleared away the cockroach already. I'm relieved... So I dared went in today. Chatted with Bao Zhen on the phone today. She told me that she got boyfriend already. She seem to sound sooo happy on the phone. Very obvious but she never realise. Well she only know that guy for about 2 weeks??? And went out 2 time, den become her first boyfriend... Hmmmm... I got nothing to say. As long as she is happy it's enough. Hope they can be together forever. We grew up together, sometimes I got that strange and funny feeling that friends around me changed... Especially those friends in primary school who grew up together with me. I'm also one of them who changed alot I guess. In terms of thinking....
Todays is father's day. Went one place to eat. I'm not too sure of the name of the place. We had fish head steamboat.... Not too sure of the English name but I just translate it directly from the chinese word. Chinese is call yu(2) tou(2) lu(2).... Haha.... Don't really fancy it. I prefer fish head curry to fish head steamboat. My siblings and I shared the bills... We treated our parents today. Feel very tired today after running here and there working... Tomorrow.... is.... the.... most...... boring.... day........!!!! Not really... hehe, coz I got no lesson tomorrow. I just wanted to go school to check up on my timetable. There's some problem in it as I got no electives.... Not only me, some of my friends also. Got to go office and check tomorrow..... Diaoz.... After that can go home liao hehe... Maybe meet my bf after that.
So late now.... But feel like watching vcd... Erm.... See how.... ZzzzZzzzZzzzz
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1:20 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
SianZzZzzz.... Today went school early in the morning for the director's briefing. The director cheated us to go school as he is not in town! Anyway someone replaced him to give us a talk. A boring useless talk. I think it is meant for the freshmen more than us. Waste our precious time. Collected thermometer from school today also. Thought SARS is over? Hmmm.... Ya and so glad that we've move our studio to the yr 2 studio. I chose the window seat.... Wah so happy I got the window seat. Then I booked one locker too. It's quite near to my seat, and no longer behind as I booked early keke... The freshies so pathetic, their studio table is different from what we used last sem. I prefer the last sem table. Their table is so normal. Flat and can oversee everything. Yuppy I love my new seat.
Today my mum asked my bf to open shop as I don't want to open. In the end, I went out with my bf, Elyn and her bf to Orchard. My bf was reluctant to open shop too so he gave my mum an excuse and say that he needed to go home to collect his army uniform. I think my mum is angry with me. When she came back today, I talked to her but she just ignore me and walk away. Sad lor.... I really very tired. I never promise mum to help her for one week. I only say I help but not confirm!!! And now she show me a black face. Tired... Tired....
Yesterday overheard mum and dad talking about moving house again. SIANZ! I DUN WANNA MOVE!!! I love here..... I really love this place. I love my location, my room, my everything.... And alot of my primary school frens stay here.... This place got lots of memory for me. I dun wanna leave... But I also got think lor, if my big bro marry, there'll only me my dad, mum, 3rd bro and me left. So maybe a 3 room flat is enough for us.... But this means that I'll have to share my room with my 3rd bro..... Oh gosh...... Can I don't? Or can I just don't move?? We'll talk about that later... I hate this topic!
Ok here comes a cute game.... This is actually an email post to me for quite some time. Those of you who are bored can try playing the lame game. Instructions: click the ape and wait for the penguin to fall. Once the penguin fall, click the ape again and hit the penguin. It's something like a baseball game. You'll see the penguin slide a distance away.... Quite lame but cute. Sometimes the penguin's head might even land into the ground haha... cute... Enjoy....
clickpenguin game
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10:51 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
I really dunno what the hell happen to me. I'm really in no good mood these few days. Volcano eruption. Hey I really wish I could just scream out loud. Yell out loud..... Yesterday quarrel with my bf. It's normal I guess.... Couples do quarrel.... We always quarrel awhile, den after some time will be ok. I think it's both our fault. I got nothing to comment. Just very angry yesterday. Today worse. I dun feel like opening shop. I asked my mum whether I could just go out, but she just said if I never open one day, we'll lost one day sales. She said that I promised her already I should do it. My company boss is better, whenever I'm tired he'll let me off.... Whenever I got problem he'll also let me go... Then today while working, saw a cockroach again. Hey man I'm really tired... the cockroach is playing hide and seek with me. Sian lor.... Then suddenly I don't feel good and feel very super duper sleepy. Even no appetite to eat just now. Now can feel a bit hungry. Dun care la no mood to eat. Feel so dreamy now...
Suddenly I thought of closing shop early. I called mum, in the end she very angry with me. She said up to me and hang the phone. I become more sian lor.... Actually I wanted to tell her that tomorrow I'm also unable to work as I need to return school for the director's talk. She just hang up.... My bf and I closed the shop at 8pm instead of 10pm. 2 hours only ma.....My bf also dun intend to work tomorrow. He just returned from Thailand training last week, and since then he had been working with me till now. Tomorrow night he is going back camp again, therefore, he wanted to rest tomorrow. How to tell my mum? How? I just dunno. I'm sure that my mum will think my bf and I gang up together and dun wanna open shop. She'll say why so coincedence? I'm really tired to talk to her about anything now.
Today, I thought about what I had done during the holidays. Looking back, I feel that I've been working all day long! Or else is just stay at home! I haven been going out with Elyn at all, and Kit Yee.... It's either working in Isetan, Taka or my mum's shop. Earn nothing much also.... Sian... Wasted my holiday. Maybe mum will force me to work when I return from school tomorrow. What the hell.... I'm not going to get in the shop until I saw somebody got the cockroach. I'm not..... That's me..... The stubborn old me....... I'm indeed stubborn and I hate myself. Dun feel like going to work on Sunday as well. Monday school reopen.... Why can't I rest? I'm really TIRED!!!!! Haven been sleeping well these days too!!!! I hate the noise.... Got no rights to blow my top.
Okok finish venting my frustrations again. Just now in shop, I really wish to bang my head on the counter..... I wanted to fall sick, I wanted to faint, I wanted to get an MC and show it to my mum that I'm really sick and tired!!! And I dun want to open shop tomorrow and Sunday... I'm a spoilt and bad child I guess... Now I'm really sleepy.... Guess I'll just turn in early today. Or else mum will ask why I say tired and still playing com. She don't understand.....
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8:43 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Was in a foul mood today. Reason..... Haiz....
I regret..... I.... hate soccer. Why does the Euro thing appear now? What's so fun about soccer? Shouldn't be soft hearted in the first place.
Next, Well.... Dunno whether I should say this. I really hope that my friends dun think that I got bf dun wan them. It's really very hard to make decision sometimes. I'm being sandwiched in the middle. I don't always go out with him. I just wan my friends to know that I'm really working, helping my mum, sometimes helping my company. I make my bf unhappy as I wanted to go out with friends and not him. Anyway it's only one day so he dun mind. Why can't my friends understand? I'm not that type of person who will forget friends when got bf. I know friends are important to me... They really are..... Or else I won't be here..... They are there to encourage me.... From last time till now.... Sometimes they understand me more than my parents do... So how will I forget them? Next, school reopen, I really got lots of projects to cope.... Therefore I got no time to go out with them... I'm not like them.. They kept saying they got lots of projects like me, but why I see them playing badminton, watch movies, sometimes can take bus go Tampines walk walk? Dun understand..... I'm not picking on anyone... Just very sad they anyhow accuse me. No one knows me.... Haiz.....
What happen to me? Why my temper become so bad? Sometimes I wish I could just scream out loud!!!! Today my bf is staying over here again... As tomorrow he want to accompany me to tend shop. Just now I also dunno why I vent out my frustration on him. Very guilty.... He still let me vent. I'm so lousy.... I feel lousy.... I'm a loser.... Makes me more unhappy now.... and guilty....
Think I cool down a bit already.... Hehe we watched ghost serial movie just now. Think tonite I'm not going to close my door to sleep hehehe...
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1:52 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
So tired today... My bf woke up soooo damn early, at 7 or 8am. Can't remember as I was so dreamy at that time. Then he came my room to play gunbound.... Wah... Noisy but I got no strength to ask him lower the volume lolz... Really tired... In the end woke up at 12pm. And he played till 12.30 also. Then we went down to open shop. Chose another chinese serial movie.... Took back to watch. It's altogether 27 vcds.... watch later.
Something happened just now. Never mention before about my neighbour. My upstairs Malay neighbour is a sicko and asshole. Heez.... A bit harsh but who cares. Since many years ago when I moved here till now, they are always so noisy. 24 hours non stop, somemore is everyday... They kept making the banging noise.... The ball bouncing noise, the furniture moving around noise, the leg stomping noise. I suffered the most as my room upstairs is the most noisy one. My dad says maybe the kids live up there. As you know kids love to climb up climb down.... like monkey so noisy. We've never ever offend them becoz we dunno each other at all. Sick.... My dad went up couple of times already. Today is the 4th time I guess. Haiz.... My mum was so worried that they'll beat my father as his temper is so bad. She called my bf to go up to have a look. Initially, they told my father that it's the 5th floor who make noise not them. I'm staying on the 3rd floor. If the 5th floor make noise, will we be able to hear that? Stupid excuses...Then suddenly they told my dad that they love making noise and they are very happy about it. They told my dad if he's not happy he can go report to the police. Then when my bf went up, they kept quiet hehe.... Wah think my dad good to bully. Stupid asshole..... No brain. Noise maker.... like king kong lidat walk also make so much noise. Sigh... Angry with that type of attitude. Dunno how to teach their children also. Lucky over the years I've become numb to their noise already. However sometimes early in the morning I'm also very frustrated of the noise. Long ago I've been hoping that they'll move, but I guess maybe we'll be the one moving out 1st ba.... Hai Hai Hai....
Got one happy news. That is, my bf is going to ord on Oct instead of December! Yeah... so happy... Not too sure why... Just watched the news today. Heez...
Damn hungry again. Got sore throat. Ate lots of spicy stuff yesterday. Think I need to drink lots of water from now on.... I hate the sore throat feeling. School reopening!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh.......... I'm sick... Dead*
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11:03 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
Yesterday I slept at 5am.... So tired.... Bro and I went to fetch my bf. Today he is staying in my house again as we are going to tend shop tomorrow. Suddenly got the crave to eat Bedok "zhui kueh". It's some kind of... snacks??? Dunno how to say... I only know it's very nice especially those in Bedok. Also feel like eating black carrot cake now lolz... Too bad... It's too late now... Eat eat eat... I'm really GETTING FAT!!!
Today slept till 1pm lidat... Damn tiring lor... Then played few rounds of gunbound before going out with my bf. Now going to see him in gunbound again as he is using my bro's com now. Slept alot today.. Maybe can play till very late. Sad tomorrow working again. Haha bf bought durian for his family again.... omg I really got phobia now. Once again I sat there looking at him and his mother eat. Got sore throat so I don't dare eat too much. However I helped them to eat 1 hehe... Couldn't control again... I'm so scared of durian... So scared of yellow yellow!!! Hahaha...
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11:42 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
"TA DA"!! Heez... Hand itichy.... This is my new skin. I think this skin suits me very much as I love art and Design keke. Actually I wanted to download the final fantasy skin, I love the background music. However, I'm not very sure of how to edit the template. The rest is easy but that was difficult.
Today I went back to Isetan work. I MISSSSS my colleague... So happy I saw them again. I also saw some of the taka promoter there. I was so surprise. They are having promotion in Isetan till Thursday. This means that today is the last day to see them again. Chatted so long with them. I never been to my counter for 2 months. Alot of new stocks came. Very very nice. I never knew my supplier was so great... He's a great designer. Got to know one very sad news also... That is... One of my colleague (Married) is pregnant with her 3rd kid. She told me that she is going for abortion this week... I was so shocked.... She is not that kind of lady... I asked her not to go or else she'll feel guilty all her life. However, her explaination gave me a 2nd thought. She said that she already have 2 kids. Singapore standard of living is high. She can't afford to raise 3 kids. School fees is expensive too. She hope to give her children a good life. She said her husband and family all agreed. So sad.... I'm speechless.... A poor little life is lost just like that... Oh no I'm so sad......
Making the decision to have a child -its momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body
Today is the day I never watch vcd. Coz working ma... Today midnite, which is tomorrow morning, my bro and I will be going to fetch my bf liao hehe... He's coming back.... Going to stay in my house as my house is near the airport. My mum just broke me a bad news. She wanted me to help her work from Tuesday all the way till Sunday. What the hell??? Lucky I never promise my boss to work next Sunday. Sad lor that means tomorrow is the last day for me to play! Damn! I don't care... I will find another day to go out! Ya...To watch Harry Potter hehehe...
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10:45 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
Darn.... rewrite my blog now.... All my bro's fault. He wanted to use my com play gunbound as my big bro is using his com. Today lie on my sofa to watch that vcd again... finishing soon... I'm really getting fatter and fatter by sitting on my sofa all day long! Yesterday Elyn asked me whether today I wanted to go k box with her and her bf. I rejected as I was lazy... and wanted to save money hehe.... So I chatted with Bao Zhen online as she no need to work today. Today my big bro and her gf came back to cook for us. Yummy yummy..... Hmmmm..... today's lunch is teochew noodles... What is teochew noodles? It's some kind of noodles plus vinegar I guess. I only know she said teochew people eat noodles lidat... But I'm not teochew people. I also never ask whether she is one. I can't stand the vinegar taste... nevertheless, I ate all as I was hungry hehe... Today's dinner was fabulous... They cooked Hainan chicken rice and sea coconut for dessert. Not very sure how long they took to cook, but my bro's gf Hainan chicken rice is the best! super nice... Hehe...
Tried playing my DVD player again. It was spoilt long long ago... I was too lazy to go change for one. Actually I only watched 2 movies using that player. I could have exchanged it or ask the people why it is spoilt...... Sad.... I really got no time ma... I also don't know where to change... Stupid lousy player! So sad it's really spoilt.... When I insert the disc can press the play button, the player wrote "no disc". Tried so many times oso no use... I gave up!
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9:25 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
Once again a boring day... At least I never rot the whole day at home. This evening I help mum tend shop again. At first Brandon they all plan to go watch Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban.... But suddenly Regine cannot make it. Too bad... So we intend to watch next week. See how the organiser plan lor. Today watched "hua(1)
hao(3) yue(4) yuan(2)" in shop. Not too sure of the English title. This is a chinese movie. If I'm not wrong I think the English title is "Exlier of love". Exlier? Not too sure of that spelling also. Haha my spelling sucks sometimes. Quite a nice and touching movie. It's about a princess born to be smelly. One day when she grew up, the king announced to the world that whoever can cure the princess's smelliness can marry her. The princess is cast by Mirium Chueng (forgot the spelling again hahaha) and the poor man is Richie Ren. The princess escaped from the palace and got to know him. They soon fell in love with each other. Richie even wanted to forget about his dream to marry the princess, so he gave his invention, which is the pill to Mirium Cheung (who is also very smelly), not knowing she is the princess. Haha... Ending is always expected. The princess went back to the palace. To his surprise, the girl he love and cured was the princess... They were married soon after.... Quite a new movie... can go watch hehez....
Today 2 Indian lady wanted to buy the vcd from us. I called my mum and she said sell them $12.80 as that is a new movie and we got it from outside not from supplier. That 2 lady kept asking me for discount and kept on nagging. I was so frustrated. I told her many times it's a new movie. They kept saying my mum always charge them $8 for any new movies.... In the end they wanted to speak to my mum on the phone. My mum told them she is busy. (actually she wanted me to tell them go other place to buy). Haha... In the end I asked them to come tomorrow.... So troublesome!!!!!
This afternoon Brandon showed me this website. Intro for you all to watch..... One pitiful boy was bullied by his classmates.... How he tolerate them I also dunno. If I were him I'll report to the principal, or at most transfer school. Haiz.... Enjoy....
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11:01 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
LOLX.... This is a good one.....
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8:41 PM
Boring day..... Stayed at home the whole day again. This afternoon chatted with Elyn on the phone for about 2 hours, den online send her song. After that borrowed new movie serial from my mum shop. The title is call "man of wisdom". A chinese serial. It's a story about a man in ancient time who help innocent people to fight for their case. Like a lawyer... Quite a nice serial... but just started watching only. Played a few rounds of gunbound again with my bro. Oh ya whole day I've been downloading song from irc..... But it's so slow.... So I only manage to get two songs from there.
Think I'm getting fatter and fatter by each day.... Sitting on the sofa watching movie... surfing net... Haiz... more and more unhealthy.... One day passed so fast. School reopening soon..... AHHHH!!!!
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7:52 PM
Ahhhhh.... bored to death... It's raining so heavily this afternoon. Got no mood to go out. Only one word to descibe. BORED! Hmmm... afternoon played gunbound with my bro... After that borrow vcd from my mum shop again. I borrowed the new Sun Wu Kong. A new version of Journey to the west. It's still broadcasting now in channel U every Mon to Fri at 7pm. Finally managed to finish watching the whole episode. Now I can borrow new movies hehehe... So sad that one disc is spoil don't know due to what. So I miss one episode... Nvm as long as I can finish watching. I think this is the most not up to standard Journey to the west. Coz sometimes I think something is quite fake. They also change some of the script I guess... However some parts are quite bo liao and funny.
Not too sure what to do tomorrow.... Maybe go out with Elyn... We'll see... heez....
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1:18 AM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Today Regine and me went to Science Centre to watch the transition of Venus on Sun. It was a hot afternoon. The queue at science centre was quite short actually.... Dunno why. I thought Singaporean are the most kpo one? Maybe becoz alot of people are working at that time. Hmmm.... the staff at the science centre handed me a black colour plastic thingy... Then ask me to use it to see the sun. I saw the sun with a small small tiny tiny black dot on it. So...... wonderful..... It was the shadow of Venus. I was so glad to see it. Last time I also went there with Regine and friends to see the Mars passing by the planet but I didn't get the chance to see as the queue was long. This time I'm satisfied. =)
After that, Regine and I went to IMM to walk walk. We went Daiso( A Japanese store) for a long walk. After that, we met Meiling for dinner at Chinatown. Regine went home after that and I accompanied Meiling to eat dessert and buy her cd. Hmmm... I intended to go home after that but Meiling pulled me to eat durian with Ronald and Brandon. So I headed to Geylang with her. While walking to the bus stop, we saw a snake. Yeeeek!!! A small snake! One passerby called us to buy 4D hehe... We'll see.... Then.... Had a great time "looking" at Ronald and Brandon eat durian hehe.... I was reluctant to eat as I had alot these few days.... However, I helped Meiling to taste one durian... So I only ate one keke... Reached home quite late today... Played gun bound with my bro.... What a busy day... Tomorrow maybe will be going out too... See how...
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2:19 AM
Monday, June 07, 2004
This is me and the horse... (obvious). Outside the Grand ballroom of Hilton hotel.
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11:37 PM
This is me outside my hotel room. It's room 235... Kekeke hotel name is Galadari... The so called "4 or 5 star hotel"... Bleah.... Won't step in this hotel anymore..
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11:28 PM
Oh... This is me again... Offering food to the monks as there are insufficent helper. My bro say I look like a vampire... I think so too....
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11:26 PM
These are the monks at the conference.. A bit dark as the lights are off and the stupid digital cam is lousy...
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11:26 PM
This is the prime minister of Sri Lanka.... His name is...... Erm... I think forget about it, it's damn long.
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11:25 PM
This is me in the conference hotel. It's not where I'm staying. This is Hilton hotel. 5 star hotel which we can't afford to stay...
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11:24 PM
Hehe... My bf came to my home to stay for 2 days yesterday and the day before. He slept with my bro. Yesterday was a very scary day..... I was having a serious hiccup for very long. Den while my bf and me was sitting there, I was so stone and I kept on making the hiccup sound. (Not that I wan). Den, it was so quiet until suddenly my bf
"boo" at me and raise his hands up. I shouted... Haha... Den my hiccup was cured. He did it purposely becoz lidat then my hiccup will cure. I was DAMN shocked and he laughed at me so long... After some time, my hiccup came back. Then when I went to the shop toilet, our neighbour was standing outside, when I turned around I was shocked by her haha... Den my hiccup was cured again. Still after a while, my hiccup returned hehe... Den.............I brought lunch boxes to the shop to eat as my mum got cook for us. I was half eating and half lifting up my head to watch tv.... suddenly...... OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! OHHHHHH..... A COCKROACH WAS ON MY LUNCH BOX!!!!! I know all of you will think it's gross.... Needless to say, my reaction was so shocked. I shouted then ran out of the counter. I don't know when did the cockroach climb up to my lunch box, maybe while I was eating and watching tv. OMG till now I feel like vomitting. Very obvious my hiccup was cured again. I threw away those food although the cockroach never really landed on my food. BUT IT LANDED ON MY BOX OK!!!! Hmmmm.... After some time, I returned to the counter to sit again as my bf cannot find the cockroach. Den my hiccup returned... Haiz.... Den, my bf suddenly pointed at the table and shout.... I shouted with him somemore haha... Den my hiccup was fully cured.... But actually there's nothing on the table.. Haiz... Actually, when people got hiccup, scaring them is one of the way to cure too.... A bad day yesterday... Yesterday morning I got sore eyes also.... Maybe because the day before I ate alot of durian hehe. Yummy yummy.... Too heaty.... Now I'm scared of durian again hehe.... Now my sore eyes is ok...
My bf is going to Thailand for training tomorrow. Sad lor. Lucky these few days got meet him. Tonight I'll be watching vcd again.... Maybe tomorrow going science centre with Meiling they all... See how. My bro was influenced by my bf and me. He started playing gunbound also hahaha.... Another gunbound freak. Now I can also play with him. But first, I need to try posting pics again.. Don't really know why that time can post now cannot haiz......
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10:52 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
Ok here are some of the pics I promised to show you all. Not alot becoz I really got no time and no place to take photos.... So sad.... Next year will be great... My shi fu will organise a trip to Sri Lanka again. This time is travelling and no more "business trip".
Hmmm... Today is another boring day. When I woke up today, the feeling is like I never slept for the past 10 days lidat. I feel so good! So refreshing! So comfortable! Singapore is a great place! I love my home! I love my bed! But somehow I feel my muscles aching... Actually yesterday when I came back, one of my friend sms me to ask me watch movie.. I intended to go out with her today but I really feel very weak. Therefore I never reply her sms hehez.....
Been slacking at home today. Borrowed some vcds too.... sufing net for the whole day... This morning my god bro sms and say I never treat him as bro becoz I come back also never tell him. I really feel bad.... I forgot about him!!!! Lolx.... I gave excuse and told him I only on my hp today hehe.... Then I sms to tell Elyn I'm back too... keke... Then I played gunbound today again with Jeff, my bf, my bro and his sergeant major... We had a fun and exciting game....
Feeling damn hungry now.. cannot eat already I'm getting fatter..... I'm sleeping soon too... Ok enjoy my few few photos la... Nothing much to show. Nothing special too hehe...
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2:42 AM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
I'm finally back from the trip.... I miss Singapore!!!!! My trip is more like a charity work trip lidat. I was in the hotel for the past 6 days... We had nowhere to go becoz we need to prepare alot of stuff for the conference. I helped to wrap 280 gifts for the monks and 100 gifts for the poor people cum helper. I injured my fingers 2 times lor, becoz some of the gifts we use metal wire to tie, and put a ribbon over it. So stupid. den den.. My mum use a stupid bag, nice to see but not good to hold. It's like a thorn, everytime my mum carry her bag and I go near her, her bag will scratch my elbow. Owww..... So pain... Then I told her many times not to get close to me if she carry that bag. She say I'm troublesome hehe.... So... I got lots of scratches on my hand and elbow.
Hmmm... I stay in the same hotel throughout the trip. They say the hotel is 5 star hotel. What the hell? Where are the stars????? Their service attitude sucks lor. Their breakfast is more lousy than a 3 star hotel. Everyday is the same food for breakfast. I even can memorize the order of the food in the buffet. I told my mum and she laughed. The waitress there really... got attitude problem. My mum friend complained to the manager about it as she kept pestering us for the coupon when we told her alot of times that the reception will settle with her. She was scolded by the manager. This time I really support my mum friend. Coz her attitude really makes me frustrated. My shi fu told the manager in their language that this waitress always pull a long face, as if there's a stone stuck in her throat. Sri Lanka people must smile, make tourist feel more welcome.... Dun make people load them..... blah blah... What he say is really true lor. Alot of things cocked up during the trip and I'm damn frustrated... All the way till I reached Singapore.
Firstly, Sri Lankan reporters are told to interview my shi fu. The interview time is 9am. We waited in the meeting room for 2 long hours and only 1 turn up. This interview is actually organized by the hotel. Oh my god what are they doing? My mum was damn frustrated too... And demanded refund for the reservation of meeting room. Lucky my shi fu was interviewed the next day and he was on tv with my mum's friend hehe... They mentioned something about our Singapore blah blah Mr Lee Kuan blah blah.... This concerns politics! Stupid them, what the hell does Mr Lee got to do with the religion thing? And the International conference? This is not organized by him. That uncle was so shocked. He told us the seriousness of this lor. He say if someone told our Government about this, alot of things will happen. Haiz.. dunno la. Den den.... I really really dun understand what the stupid idiotic hell is the Sri Lankan people doing. Their movement and service and everything is slow!!!!! Not that I want to condem them. It's damn frustrating to wait and wait and wait. Somemore some of them don't understand English. How do they serve? I wonder... Today, we used 1 hour to check in. 20 people in our trip. Next, my shi fu took our passports together with his becoz, monks have special privileges in their country. They don't have to queue. We are together as a group. Therefore, they took all our 20 passports to check. We waited for another 1 and a half hour... Come on.. All you need to do is just see our face, check passport, stamp it, and blah blah. I dunno what the hell is he doing. I heard our Singapore passport is the most recognised in the world. Don't he know? Donno what the hell is he checking. If we know we would have queue one by one ourself. In the end, we all shouted for that man and told him that our plane is flying!!!! At last he return our passport. We had to RUN to the plane!!! And the bloody custom people confiscated my friend's pineapple! 3 pineapple! Why can't we bring it to the plane? They scared we'll throw the pineapple on people is it? I think they want it for themself ba? Damn it lor super frustrated just now. In Singapore where got such slow and bloody service? If he were to work in our country, I think he might be fired!
I've been to Sri Lanka since primary 2 till now. This is the 1st time I encounter soooo many problems. Oh ya.... regarding the conference, also damn cock up. Guest and monks late for 3 hours. There are some punctual ones, but the seats are not full so we never start the conference. And you know what? The president of Sri Lanka did not come. She didn't even reply. My shi fu told her office people, all of them say they will inform but in the end we receive no calls. Only the Prime Minister agreed to come. Powerful.... He was late for 3 and a half hours. All the monks and Nuns and us waiting for HIM! So many press came too. His body guards are so skinny.... 6 skinny body guards that make us laugh and mock on. All surrounded him while walking in. Dancers led him in while dancing. It was so grand... And each of us carried a walkie talkie. When they say "prime minister arriving", we all panicked haha.. So excited that time.
I got lots of things to say and comment la. Lots of complains too. However, this is a nice trip too. This is our 1st International Buddhist Conference. We've learnt lots of things from the first conference. The 2nd conference will be better I guess. I had a great time with my 2 joker brothers and some friends over there. During our last stay, we even had a small gathering in one of our friends room. All the way till 2am haha... So fun. Hmmm... Finally back lor... Miss the food and people and friends here, not forgetting my dear haha... I miss my bed.. I'm going to sleep now, on my comfy comfy bed hehe.... Forget all the bloody things =p
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12:06 AM
Another boring lecture today. Language of flim... -_-"..... The objectives of this module is to express personal views on flims, initiate a dialogue on flim and to encourage flim literacy. This is actually a module for the Interactive Media Design student, don't really know why it appears in my diploma elective list. What doe this got to do with my course?? Quite boring..... But lucky the lecturer is ok... Speak with enthusiasm (dunno how to spell la!). It's more like studying history... coz most of the flims are BLACK & WHITE!! Boring! Then he gave us watch a flim, entitled spellbound. The director is Alfred Hitchcock, don't know who the hell is he, and the year this show was made was in 1944. Heard it was a famous movie at that time. The two main cast had past away already. Hmmm.... Don't really understand this boring story. However, some of the things the lecturer taught us to focus on was interesting. I began to grow a bit interest in it. The show was 2 hours long. Just nice for the lesson to end.... Boring.... Don't tell me next week also lidat. Altogether 3 hours of lecture so sian la... I almost doze off... At the end of lesson the lecturer also call us to write an essay... Lucky not the storyline as I didn't really watch all. He only wanted us to write what we saw, the interesting thing in the movie, the things he taught, haha... lucky...
Hmmm den today stayed in the lab with Elyn. As if we don't have com at home like that hehe. Coz Elyn wanted to change her driving time so I accompanied her. In the end we went discussing about the new hp we wanted to buy. Went Nokia website to have a good look at it. Hmmm... No money la.... Problem problem....
Aha... Den my bf called and said he is able to meet me today, so Elyn and me went Tm to eat first before I go meet him. Den my bf and I went to watch "best bet". I heard it's very funny... However, I only feel it's ok ok. Not as nice as all his previous work. I mean Jack Neo's work. Most of them speak hokkien also... I feel that it isn't funny at all... Very weird lor. Then Christopher Lee also speak hokkien too... Weird...
Hee so when we went home, on the way in city hall, I saw Thiam Siang standing beside us only haha.... Always see him outside. Nothing much to say liao... Very tired now... Lucky not hungry hehe... Tomorrow is another lecture which I hate the most. PCOM!!! Eeeek... Hate this.... Ok stop here... =)
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12:15 AM
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Wow I had a wonderful day today. Wen wen asked me to go Mr Sun's exhibition at MITA (The colourful window building at clarke quay).... Mr Sun See Piau is actually my secondary school art teacher. He is also a local artist. Today is his 2nd exhibition. So we went there to have a look at his art piece and him also. He retired last year, and he did lot's of those chinese painting. Initially I thought, I don't really like chinese painting, guess I'll just go and have a look, and find Mr Sun. However, when I went there, I just simply got shocked at those painting. It's so nice and artistic. The theme of his exhibition is "tree talk". Wonderful..... He uses lots of tactics to do his painting. He sell his painting from $600 onwards to $1400. I saw three of his painting being sold to some of the lecturers in Nanyang poly. Then Wen Wen and me make fun of him and told him that he can make money so easily. Envy... Just simply love the trees.... the natural environment.... The flow of the art.... Nice... I'm really proud to have him as my teacher. Alot of his students from Nanyang association of arts also came to support him. Well I was glad he still remember us. He chatted alot with us also. Call us to be serious in poly and take care of ourselves. We told him which painting we love, and he told us how he got those texture... And taught us alot of things too. So happy.... He also bull-shitted alot of things haha... As he said before... Art can bull shit, people will also believe. All those things he told the reporter when they interviewed him, was totally crap.. lol... He's an expert in bull-shitting, that's what Wen Wen said. Lol...
When we went off, he was chatting with someone, so in order not to disturb him, we just wave from a distance, and he stopped his conversation with that person and send us to the exit.. Oh I was so touched hehe... It's like we are more important than his visitor. I was glad... he call us to take care, and be sure to get married as soon as possible lolx.... And he said his days are numbered.... Well I just can't bear to leave there.... Don't know when will I meet him again. Hope he can have more exhibition...
Then Wen and me went Bugis for a walk. We ended up playing in the small arcade at Seiyu, the children's department there lol... Went there to play the jackpot game, and the beat the crab game. In the end we won 45 tickets.... We only changed $2. Wen exchanged the tickets for a very cute pen, and I got myself a mickey mouse pencil lol... it's like I'm back to my childhood.... That pencil I'll just keep it for rememberance..... Don't know why we are so thick skin to play in the children's arcade haha.....
Hungry hungry.... Just now I saw the macdonald's coupon. My saliver was dripping over for the egg muffin. Actually I wanted to ask Elyn whether she want to eat breakfast tomorrow, but our lesson starts at 9am.... I'm lazy to wake up so early.... So I think forget about it then. Tomorrow is my first lesson for language of flim. Don't really know what is that module about. It's my diploma elective hehe....
Ok I'm back to watch channel u now... the Taiwan variety show. Got to tuck in early tonight, after that show I guess hehe....
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9:43 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
This morning, I went Bedok Reservoir Park to meet my bf. He was running there. Waited him for about 1 hr. Can't contact his hp is not by his side. Saw alot of army people there. Dun dare to walk near them, so I just find a seat and sit there waiting for him. Then when we met, all his friends tease at us.... So embarrass... Just then I wish to bury my head in the sand like ostrict lidat haha....We went for breakfast at bedok macdonald lor. I ate egg muffin... Yummy..... I love it. Talking about egg muffin, I feel so hungry now. I seldom eat breakfast especially macdonlad breakfast. So I was glad I had egg muffin today hehe.
Then we went home and my bf bathed himself and slept as he never sleep yesterday. Then I went to my bro's room to sleep also. In the end we both overslept and woke up at 2.15pm.... Forgot to set alarm.... So boring lor, then after we woke up we went to open shop lor... Damn boring.... Boring boring.... Forgot to buy bleach to bleach my new t-shirt... Tomorrow I sure buy...
Got to find something to eat again haha.. Can't blame as I ate very little for my dinner just now. My god bro ask why everyday during this time I'll say hungry haha... Not I want lor... Can't help it.
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11:07 PM
Friday, June 25, 2004
So sad...... the new shirt which I bought with Elyn is stained... I washed it today and hung it out to dry, but when I came home today I saw some blue stain on my pink t-shirt. So heart pain. I'm going to buy colour bleach tomorrow. I think it must be the upstairs people who hang their wet clothes and let the water(dye) drip onto my shirt. So sad!!! Sob sob....
Today never go school, so I stayed at home during the day. Quite sad lor.... I found that my distance between my friend is getting far apart. That friend, who used to be my kakis... Don't wanna mention his/her name. I think maybe is due to my overwhelming projects last sem that I got no time to meet them, for the whole semester.... Now when I met them I felt so strange, like got nothing much to say.... Not as wild as before.... Not as cheerful anymore. It's like they always go out without me... Even if they wanna ask me out they'll call me to go last min, which I can't as I've promise to either go out with my friends or meet bf. Last time is, if I never go, he/she also won't go. Now, he/she will just go with or without me. Just wonder why they can call each other but not me. I don't think I've done something wrong as I've never met them for so long.... I did nothing to offend them. Maybe time really make our gap grow further and further..... Chatted with my god bro this afternoon. I told him about this problem. He said something which make me sad. He asked me to avoid that particular friend as he felt that he/she is not simple. That's what he told me, I can don't believe him if I want. Actually, sometime what he said is quite true lor. As I've experienced it before. Last time he asked me not to trust that person, in the end I don't believe and I got cheated. However he/she is still my friend, I won't make myself so confused. I rather not believe my god bro again. Since we don't meet so often anymore. Is it because I got bf and they thought I'll meet him everyday and don't want to be with them? Or is it because I got new friends in poly? Dunno.... Don't want to think about it anymore.
Met my bf this evening. He is allowed to book out tonight. I took a bus to toa payoh. Guess what? I saw some irritating person on that bus. First is someone who got body odour. He stood beside me and I could smell his BO... Oh please I nearly fainted. Don't he know it himself? He seem so proud spreading his arm wide open. Next, I found a seat and took it. One auntie sat beside me. She look like any oridinary auntie who just finish working. Guess what happen when she sat beside me? She kept on moving non stop!!!!! 5 sec one time. Hey please man what is wrong with her? Are there ants in her shirt and skirt and legs??? It's just so irritating and annoying. I turned my head to opposite side as I don't want to see the annoying scene. However, I can still feel it. Feel her moving non stop. Something is terribly wrong with her. This is the first time I see people like that. I can't change seat as the bus is very crowded. I can't stand it so I sms my bf and told him this. I sms in front of that auntie, hoping she could see it and stop that nuisance. In the end my bf asked me to endure hehe. Ok I did what he told as I'm also reaching there after a while. Phew really felt a sense of relieve when I got down that bus.
What a sad day. It seems like I'm forever sad, and also forever complaining non-stop. Got to go.... meet bf in gunbound. Hiaks...
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11:04 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Went school for nothing today. When I reached there Elyn told me there's no lecture... However I went to the lab and saw Eric reminding them something.... After 5 mins all went off. I went to my studio to sleep. Thought of staying back today for the Europe trip meeting. In the end went to meet my bf instead as he got nights off. Anyway alot of people escaped too. I really wish to go Europe, but I didn't stay back for the raising fund meeting hehez....
Hmmm.... Went out with Elyn to Bugis. She also meeting her boyfriend just now. Then we went looking for t-shirts as we felt that we had lack of t-shirts to go school. In the end found one which is reasonable price and sweet hehe... We bought the same colour but different graphics.
Met bf and went to suntec city... Love the Congress Laksa... So I ate the laksa and he ate the horrible wanton mee there hehe. Now I feel hungry again. Ate too little just now. It's only a small plate of laksa. We bought fish food and fed the koi fish also.... The fishes are so big and healthy. This is the 2nd time we went there feeding the fishes. Den went mini toon, the shop which I broke the cd casing that time hahaha...Got a bit phobia when I went in there. The cd casing is still available there. Went in to buy gummy sweets. Love it... Then went carrefour walk walk.... and he sent me home..... ZzzzzzZzzz..... Nothing to shop there. Not in the mood for shopping.
Yuppy tomorrow 2 lecture is cancelled again. Happy.... Dunno what to do tomorrow... I shall see.... Very tired now... But I don't feel like sleeping so early. Find things to do kekeke....
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11:34 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Attended Psycology class today. Super fun, but I think it's only for today. Coz I think starting from next week, we got quiz every week. And there's test and journal for this cds too. We bought the notes as well as the text book too.... So much spending. The lecturer played Jenga with us. It's a game, something like Uno stacko.... The Jenga there are 3 colours. The brown stands for nothing, the green stands for truth, if you pick it you must answer the question on the block (say the truth)And red stands for dare. You'll have to do what is written on the red block. My lecturer is trying to break the ice for us as we don't really know each other at all. Elyn and I are the only one from design school. The rest were from Business. So extra..... The lecturer himself also said that this is a tough cds. Guess I'll work hard.... I hope to pass.
Today Benny told us about the trip to Europe next sem. It costs about 2000 plus to 3000 plus dollars. He said that the school used to sponser for us but now dunno why they never sponser now. So Benny is suggesting that we help others do freelance work. And some other things to raise fund. Cool tomorrow we shall have grouping to do those jobs outside. I really wish to go there.... I've never been to other country with my friends. Only my family members.... Now that I'm 19, I don't know whether my mum will allow me to go with friends and lecturers or not. Don't dare to ask her now.
Hmmm..... Went jogging with Regine today. Meiling and they all were there too, but they didn't jog as they never bring extra clothes. Long time never jog already.... Today we only manage to half jog half walk. Maybe next week we shall go jogging again. Train our stamina. I want a healthy lifestyle hehehe...
Make my bf upset today. It was my fault I admit. So sad..... Everything is alright now hehe.... Back to normal again. I'm really excited about the Europe trip although it's next sem. Heez.... Guess what my mum will say... Will she agree? I hope so.... Hai....
Then my bf also wanted to bring me go Taiwan this September. Taiwan is my dream.... However, I laughed and say it's very impossible because my mum sure don't allow. She don't even allow me to go chalet with female friends, how will she allow me to go overseas with him? Although he is my bf and my mum recognised it, but still she won't allow one..... Hahaha.... Sad... Diaoz..... Maybe wait till I grow older thwn say. As in really old.... 21 yrs and above?? I guess so... Still long....
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8:15 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Today went for PcomD lecture. It stands for Professional Communication Design. Something like ComDi. The lecturer is from outside, and he works for the company outside, or maybe he owns one... Don't know. A bit sissy but not really.... Heez... Got the designer look lol. It's so funny today. I can't find my PcomD room on level 3, so I went round the floor looking for my room. Then I found it, it's at the super very corner. I really feel so stupid. I used my proxy card to scan so as to open the door, everybody is looking at me. Actually the door isn't locked..... So stupid..... So silly... When I went inside, I don't see any familiar face at all.... There's no PID student!!!!! OMG! Den, I saw Mark coming in... Heng... Finally got someone from my course. We had fun today, got to know alot of ADM students. First lesson already got presentation.... Somemore is a fun one.... Really had fun today.
Hmmmm.... Then went to find Eric to add modules. It's damn long lor.... Although the queue not very long. I waited for about 20 mins. All the electives and CDS I want is full!!!! Some is not full but my timetable doesn't fit in.... So sad.... No fate with Japanese language.... I asked many other modules also but Eric said it's full. No choice.... So frustrated. So I told him anything la.... Then he asked whether I want Marketing Design, I say die die also don't want. In the end he got me Psycology... I really scared.... Coz my friend told me that it's not easy to pass. I'm worried... Eric got me one more electives too. That is colour. He asked whether I'm happy I said no haha... Coz I don't get what I want.... Sob..... Then Elyn came and I accompanied her while thinking whether I really wanted psycology. In the end I saw another electives which is not full, so I changed colours to that module. Nvm.... Maybe psycology is interesting... Today really had a long time queueing. From 3pm to 5.30pm. Oh ya, Elyn chose the same elective and CDS as me... And we are in the same class too... glad... Actually Regine also in psycology, but so sad we are in different class. And meiling's friend, joyce, also got in psycology and our lecture is the same. Great...
No homework today.... Of coz... Shall watch vcds again.... la la la .... I've got one website to share with everybody hehe... It's introduced by my friend, it's a very sad story..... Very long and till now I'm still reading it. Enjoy if you want to...
Sad Story
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8:07 PM
Nice? Cute? Kekeke.... Love this pic... purple background.....
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1:15 AM
Monday, June 21, 2004
Today is the 1st day of school. Went to school early in the morning to add modules in the General Office. So crowded today. Went up and down the block to do my stuff. And also to look for Eric, our course manager regarding the time table. So glad to see my lecturers Dennis, Benny, Gerald,Ong and Lee hehe..... Like long time never see them. They still as friendly as ever. Hopefully Eric can give me what I want...
Then today at 12pm, we welcomed the freshies. My friend brought them to our studio and asked them to self intro to us. The year 3 seem so enthusiastic and we, as the year 2, were so restless.... Haha... I could see about 2 freshies from China, but I only can confirm 1 of them is China people. Heard people from China cannot get in Design easily unless they are really talented in design. Guess maybe his art is good. The whole school I only know 2 students from China. Think he is the 3rd one... Hee... All the freshies look so grumpy, like me when I was a freshies hehe.
Quite sad just now. Some of the year 3 took my favourite window seat in the studio. Can say I'm quite sad and angry lor. I booked that table first. Some of my friends and I moved to a new place lor... No choice. Think they got not enough table upstairs. And they are yr 3 people.... Think I just give it to them lor. Chew Yan helped me to find a new place. Under the air con hehe.... Not a bad seat too. Elyn moved next to me too. Mok was sitting next to my left. Guess I'll have fun "playing" with him hahaha... Tomorrow I shall clean my new locker and table and have fun decorating my table hehez...
Went out with Elyn to Orchard again today. Went shopping and eating. I pierced my ear. Finally.... Thought of it very long but now den got the courage to pierce it. At first quite pain but now it's alright. The feeling is like somebody use a staple to pierce your ear. Elyn told me to wait for about 2 weeks before I take out this stud and wear a new earing hehez... Haven bought any earing yet. Think free then buy la haa.... My mum also like me to pierce my ear. When I was young I had already pierced it but the holes is closed. Just now I showed my ear to my mum and asked whether she is happy and like it haha... She said I'm so bo liao.
Borrowed 2 vcds from shop again. Watch it now and go sleep soon... Tomorrow lesson start at 12pm. Guess I'll be complaining slowly and slowly haha.....
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8:53 PM
Hello.... Hehe... Tomorrow school reopen le.... Today is the last day for me to enjoy, actually never really enjoy today la. Early in the morning at 7.15am lidat, my home downstairs got some RC activities. So so so so damn noisy... So disturbing. The MC talked very very loud I think the whole neighbourhood can hear. This lasted for 3 hours. I can't really pull myself out of bed today. Therefore, I sms my boss to ask whether I can work from 12 to 4pm instead. At first he asked me to work from 10 to 2pm. Gee I know he'll allow me to change the time coz as long as I can help he is happy enough. So I slept for another 2 hours keke. I dun intend to work in Isetan today coz I need to help mum tend shop. No choice he kept asking me.... Hai... Ask me to help 4 hours he also happy... Desperate... So tired for me. This shall be the last day working in Isetan I guess. Maybe next time he'll ask me to work also....
Before going to open shop, one of my fren, other promoter, cooked something and brought for us to eat. So I went to the canteen with her and she gave me some rice and the food she cooked. Sooooooo nice.... I wish I could cook like her.... After eating I went shop straight away. Mum told me she had cleared away the cockroach already. I'm relieved... So I dared went in today. Chatted with Bao Zhen on the phone today. She told me that she got boyfriend already. She seem to sound sooo happy on the phone. Very obvious but she never realise. Well she only know that guy for about 2 weeks??? And went out 2 time, den become her first boyfriend... Hmmmm... I got nothing to say. As long as she is happy it's enough. Hope they can be together forever. We grew up together, sometimes I got that strange and funny feeling that friends around me changed... Especially those friends in primary school who grew up together with me. I'm also one of them who changed alot I guess. In terms of thinking....
Todays is father's day. Went one place to eat. I'm not too sure of the name of the place. We had fish head steamboat.... Not too sure of the English name but I just translate it directly from the chinese word. Chinese is call yu(2) tou(2) lu(2).... Haha.... Don't really fancy it. I prefer fish head curry to fish head steamboat. My siblings and I shared the bills... We treated our parents today. Feel very tired today after running here and there working... Tomorrow.... is.... the.... most...... boring.... day........!!!! Not really... hehe, coz I got no lesson tomorrow. I just wanted to go school to check up on my timetable. There's some problem in it as I got no electives.... Not only me, some of my friends also. Got to go office and check tomorrow..... Diaoz.... After that can go home liao hehe... Maybe meet my bf after that.
So late now.... But feel like watching vcd... Erm.... See how.... ZzzzZzzzZzzzz
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1:20 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
SianZzZzzz.... Today went school early in the morning for the director's briefing. The director cheated us to go school as he is not in town! Anyway someone replaced him to give us a talk. A boring useless talk. I think it is meant for the freshmen more than us. Waste our precious time. Collected thermometer from school today also. Thought SARS is over? Hmmm.... Ya and so glad that we've move our studio to the yr 2 studio. I chose the window seat.... Wah so happy I got the window seat. Then I booked one locker too. It's quite near to my seat, and no longer behind as I booked early keke... The freshies so pathetic, their studio table is different from what we used last sem. I prefer the last sem table. Their table is so normal. Flat and can oversee everything. Yuppy I love my new seat.
Today my mum asked my bf to open shop as I don't want to open. In the end, I went out with my bf, Elyn and her bf to Orchard. My bf was reluctant to open shop too so he gave my mum an excuse and say that he needed to go home to collect his army uniform. I think my mum is angry with me. When she came back today, I talked to her but she just ignore me and walk away. Sad lor.... I really very tired. I never promise mum to help her for one week. I only say I help but not confirm!!! And now she show me a black face. Tired... Tired....
Yesterday overheard mum and dad talking about moving house again. SIANZ! I DUN WANNA MOVE!!! I love here..... I really love this place. I love my location, my room, my everything.... And alot of my primary school frens stay here.... This place got lots of memory for me. I dun wanna leave... But I also got think lor, if my big bro marry, there'll only me my dad, mum, 3rd bro and me left. So maybe a 3 room flat is enough for us.... But this means that I'll have to share my room with my 3rd bro..... Oh gosh...... Can I don't? Or can I just don't move?? We'll talk about that later... I hate this topic!
Ok here comes a cute game.... This is actually an email post to me for quite some time. Those of you who are bored can try playing the lame game. Instructions: click the ape and wait for the penguin to fall. Once the penguin fall, click the ape again and hit the penguin. It's something like a baseball game. You'll see the penguin slide a distance away.... Quite lame but cute. Sometimes the penguin's head might even land into the ground haha... cute... Enjoy....
clickpenguin game
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10:51 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
I really dunno what the hell happen to me. I'm really in no good mood these few days. Volcano eruption. Hey I really wish I could just scream out loud. Yell out loud..... Yesterday quarrel with my bf. It's normal I guess.... Couples do quarrel.... We always quarrel awhile, den after some time will be ok. I think it's both our fault. I got nothing to comment. Just very angry yesterday. Today worse. I dun feel like opening shop. I asked my mum whether I could just go out, but she just said if I never open one day, we'll lost one day sales. She said that I promised her already I should do it. My company boss is better, whenever I'm tired he'll let me off.... Whenever I got problem he'll also let me go... Then today while working, saw a cockroach again. Hey man I'm really tired... the cockroach is playing hide and seek with me. Sian lor.... Then suddenly I don't feel good and feel very super duper sleepy. Even no appetite to eat just now. Now can feel a bit hungry. Dun care la no mood to eat. Feel so dreamy now...
Suddenly I thought of closing shop early. I called mum, in the end she very angry with me. She said up to me and hang the phone. I become more sian lor.... Actually I wanted to tell her that tomorrow I'm also unable to work as I need to return school for the director's talk. She just hang up.... My bf and I closed the shop at 8pm instead of 10pm. 2 hours only ma.....My bf also dun intend to work tomorrow. He just returned from Thailand training last week, and since then he had been working with me till now. Tomorrow night he is going back camp again, therefore, he wanted to rest tomorrow. How to tell my mum? How? I just dunno. I'm sure that my mum will think my bf and I gang up together and dun wanna open shop. She'll say why so coincedence? I'm really tired to talk to her about anything now.
Today, I thought about what I had done during the holidays. Looking back, I feel that I've been working all day long! Or else is just stay at home! I haven been going out with Elyn at all, and Kit Yee.... It's either working in Isetan, Taka or my mum's shop. Earn nothing much also.... Sian... Wasted my holiday. Maybe mum will force me to work when I return from school tomorrow. What the hell.... I'm not going to get in the shop until I saw somebody got the cockroach. I'm not..... That's me..... The stubborn old me....... I'm indeed stubborn and I hate myself. Dun feel like going to work on Sunday as well. Monday school reopen.... Why can't I rest? I'm really TIRED!!!!! Haven been sleeping well these days too!!!! I hate the noise.... Got no rights to blow my top.
Okok finish venting my frustrations again. Just now in shop, I really wish to bang my head on the counter..... I wanted to fall sick, I wanted to faint, I wanted to get an MC and show it to my mum that I'm really sick and tired!!! And I dun want to open shop tomorrow and Sunday... I'm a spoilt and bad child I guess... Now I'm really sleepy.... Guess I'll just turn in early today. Or else mum will ask why I say tired and still playing com. She don't understand.....
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8:43 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Was in a foul mood today. Reason..... Haiz....
I regret..... I.... hate soccer. Why does the Euro thing appear now? What's so fun about soccer? Shouldn't be soft hearted in the first place.
Next, Well.... Dunno whether I should say this. I really hope that my friends dun think that I got bf dun wan them. It's really very hard to make decision sometimes. I'm being sandwiched in the middle. I don't always go out with him. I just wan my friends to know that I'm really working, helping my mum, sometimes helping my company. I make my bf unhappy as I wanted to go out with friends and not him. Anyway it's only one day so he dun mind. Why can't my friends understand? I'm not that type of person who will forget friends when got bf. I know friends are important to me... They really are..... Or else I won't be here..... They are there to encourage me.... From last time till now.... Sometimes they understand me more than my parents do... So how will I forget them? Next, school reopen, I really got lots of projects to cope.... Therefore I got no time to go out with them... I'm not like them.. They kept saying they got lots of projects like me, but why I see them playing badminton, watch movies, sometimes can take bus go Tampines walk walk? Dun understand..... I'm not picking on anyone... Just very sad they anyhow accuse me. No one knows me.... Haiz.....
What happen to me? Why my temper become so bad? Sometimes I wish I could just scream out loud!!!! Today my bf is staying over here again... As tomorrow he want to accompany me to tend shop. Just now I also dunno why I vent out my frustration on him. Very guilty.... He still let me vent. I'm so lousy.... I feel lousy.... I'm a loser.... Makes me more unhappy now.... and guilty....
Think I cool down a bit already.... Hehe we watched ghost serial movie just now. Think tonite I'm not going to close my door to sleep hehehe...
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1:52 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
So tired today... My bf woke up soooo damn early, at 7 or 8am. Can't remember as I was so dreamy at that time. Then he came my room to play gunbound.... Wah... Noisy but I got no strength to ask him lower the volume lolz... Really tired... In the end woke up at 12pm. And he played till 12.30 also. Then we went down to open shop. Chose another chinese serial movie.... Took back to watch. It's altogether 27 vcds.... watch later.
Something happened just now. Never mention before about my neighbour. My upstairs Malay neighbour is a sicko and asshole. Heez.... A bit harsh but who cares. Since many years ago when I moved here till now, they are always so noisy. 24 hours non stop, somemore is everyday... They kept making the banging noise.... The ball bouncing noise, the furniture moving around noise, the leg stomping noise. I suffered the most as my room upstairs is the most noisy one. My dad says maybe the kids live up there. As you know kids love to climb up climb down.... like monkey so noisy. We've never ever offend them becoz we dunno each other at all. Sick.... My dad went up couple of times already. Today is the 4th time I guess. Haiz.... My mum was so worried that they'll beat my father as his temper is so bad. She called my bf to go up to have a look. Initially, they told my father that it's the 5th floor who make noise not them. I'm staying on the 3rd floor. If the 5th floor make noise, will we be able to hear that? Stupid excuses...Then suddenly they told my dad that they love making noise and they are very happy about it. They told my dad if he's not happy he can go report to the police. Then when my bf went up, they kept quiet hehe.... Wah think my dad good to bully. Stupid asshole..... No brain. Noise maker.... like king kong lidat walk also make so much noise. Sigh... Angry with that type of attitude. Dunno how to teach their children also. Lucky over the years I've become numb to their noise already. However sometimes early in the morning I'm also very frustrated of the noise. Long ago I've been hoping that they'll move, but I guess maybe we'll be the one moving out 1st ba.... Hai Hai Hai....
Got one happy news. That is, my bf is going to ord on Oct instead of December! Yeah... so happy... Not too sure why... Just watched the news today. Heez...
Damn hungry again. Got sore throat. Ate lots of spicy stuff yesterday. Think I need to drink lots of water from now on.... I hate the sore throat feeling. School reopening!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh.......... I'm sick... Dead*
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11:03 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
Yesterday I slept at 5am.... So tired.... Bro and I went to fetch my bf. Today he is staying in my house again as we are going to tend shop tomorrow. Suddenly got the crave to eat Bedok "zhui kueh". It's some kind of... snacks??? Dunno how to say... I only know it's very nice especially those in Bedok. Also feel like eating black carrot cake now lolz... Too bad... It's too late now... Eat eat eat... I'm really GETTING FAT!!!
Today slept till 1pm lidat... Damn tiring lor... Then played few rounds of gunbound before going out with my bf. Now going to see him in gunbound again as he is using my bro's com now. Slept alot today.. Maybe can play till very late. Sad tomorrow working again. Haha bf bought durian for his family again.... omg I really got phobia now. Once again I sat there looking at him and his mother eat. Got sore throat so I don't dare eat too much. However I helped them to eat 1 hehe... Couldn't control again... I'm so scared of durian... So scared of yellow yellow!!! Hahaha...
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11:42 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
"TA DA"!! Heez... Hand itichy.... This is my new skin. I think this skin suits me very much as I love art and Design keke. Actually I wanted to download the final fantasy skin, I love the background music. However, I'm not very sure of how to edit the template. The rest is easy but that was difficult.
Today I went back to Isetan work. I MISSSSS my colleague... So happy I saw them again. I also saw some of the taka promoter there. I was so surprise. They are having promotion in Isetan till Thursday. This means that today is the last day to see them again. Chatted so long with them. I never been to my counter for 2 months. Alot of new stocks came. Very very nice. I never knew my supplier was so great... He's a great designer. Got to know one very sad news also... That is... One of my colleague (Married) is pregnant with her 3rd kid. She told me that she is going for abortion this week... I was so shocked.... She is not that kind of lady... I asked her not to go or else she'll feel guilty all her life. However, her explaination gave me a 2nd thought. She said that she already have 2 kids. Singapore standard of living is high. She can't afford to raise 3 kids. School fees is expensive too. She hope to give her children a good life. She said her husband and family all agreed. So sad.... I'm speechless.... A poor little life is lost just like that... Oh no I'm so sad......
Making the decision to have a child -its momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body
Today is the day I never watch vcd. Coz working ma... Today midnite, which is tomorrow morning, my bro and I will be going to fetch my bf liao hehe... He's coming back.... Going to stay in my house as my house is near the airport. My mum just broke me a bad news. She wanted me to help her work from Tuesday all the way till Sunday. What the hell??? Lucky I never promise my boss to work next Sunday. Sad lor that means tomorrow is the last day for me to play! Damn! I don't care... I will find another day to go out! Ya...To watch Harry Potter hehehe...
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10:45 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
Darn.... rewrite my blog now.... All my bro's fault. He wanted to use my com play gunbound as my big bro is using his com. Today lie on my sofa to watch that vcd again... finishing soon... I'm really getting fatter and fatter by sitting on my sofa all day long! Yesterday Elyn asked me whether today I wanted to go k box with her and her bf. I rejected as I was lazy... and wanted to save money hehe.... So I chatted with Bao Zhen online as she no need to work today. Today my big bro and her gf came back to cook for us. Yummy yummy..... Hmmmm..... today's lunch is teochew noodles... What is teochew noodles? It's some kind of noodles plus vinegar I guess. I only know she said teochew people eat noodles lidat... But I'm not teochew people. I also never ask whether she is one. I can't stand the vinegar taste... nevertheless, I ate all as I was hungry hehe... Today's dinner was fabulous... They cooked Hainan chicken rice and sea coconut for dessert. Not very sure how long they took to cook, but my bro's gf Hainan chicken rice is the best! super nice... Hehe...
Tried playing my DVD player again. It was spoilt long long ago... I was too lazy to go change for one. Actually I only watched 2 movies using that player. I could have exchanged it or ask the people why it is spoilt...... Sad.... I really got no time ma... I also don't know where to change... Stupid lousy player! So sad it's really spoilt.... When I insert the disc can press the play button, the player wrote "no disc". Tried so many times oso no use... I gave up!
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9:25 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
Once again a boring day... At least I never rot the whole day at home. This evening I help mum tend shop again. At first Brandon they all plan to go watch Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban.... But suddenly Regine cannot make it. Too bad... So we intend to watch next week. See how the organiser plan lor. Today watched "hua(1)
hao(3) yue(4) yuan(2)" in shop. Not too sure of the English title. This is a chinese movie. If I'm not wrong I think the English title is "Exlier of love". Exlier? Not too sure of that spelling also. Haha my spelling sucks sometimes. Quite a nice and touching movie. It's about a princess born to be smelly. One day when she grew up, the king announced to the world that whoever can cure the princess's smelliness can marry her. The princess is cast by Mirium Chueng (forgot the spelling again hahaha) and the poor man is Richie Ren. The princess escaped from the palace and got to know him. They soon fell in love with each other. Richie even wanted to forget about his dream to marry the princess, so he gave his invention, which is the pill to Mirium Cheung (who is also very smelly), not knowing she is the princess. Haha... Ending is always expected. The princess went back to the palace. To his surprise, the girl he love and cured was the princess... They were married soon after.... Quite a new movie... can go watch hehez....
Today 2 Indian lady wanted to buy the vcd from us. I called my mum and she said sell them $12.80 as that is a new movie and we got it from outside not from supplier. That 2 lady kept asking me for discount and kept on nagging. I was so frustrated. I told her many times it's a new movie. They kept saying my mum always charge them $8 for any new movies.... In the end they wanted to speak to my mum on the phone. My mum told them she is busy. (actually she wanted me to tell them go other place to buy). Haha... In the end I asked them to come tomorrow.... So troublesome!!!!!
This afternoon Brandon showed me this website. Intro for you all to watch..... One pitiful boy was bullied by his classmates.... How he tolerate them I also dunno. If I were him I'll report to the principal, or at most transfer school. Haiz.... Enjoy....
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11:01 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
LOLX.... This is a good one.....
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8:41 PM
Boring day..... Stayed at home the whole day again. This afternoon chatted with Elyn on the phone for about 2 hours, den online send her song. After that borrowed new movie serial from my mum shop. The title is call "man of wisdom". A chinese serial. It's a story about a man in ancient time who help innocent people to fight for their case. Like a lawyer... Quite a nice serial... but just started watching only. Played a few rounds of gunbound again with my bro. Oh ya whole day I've been downloading song from irc..... But it's so slow.... So I only manage to get two songs from there.
Think I'm getting fatter and fatter by each day.... Sitting on the sofa watching movie... surfing net... Haiz... more and more unhealthy.... One day passed so fast. School reopening soon..... AHHHH!!!!
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7:52 PM
Ahhhhh.... bored to death... It's raining so heavily this afternoon. Got no mood to go out. Only one word to descibe. BORED! Hmmm... afternoon played gunbound with my bro... After that borrow vcd from my mum shop again. I borrowed the new Sun Wu Kong. A new version of Journey to the west. It's still broadcasting now in channel U every Mon to Fri at 7pm. Finally managed to finish watching the whole episode. Now I can borrow new movies hehehe... So sad that one disc is spoil don't know due to what. So I miss one episode... Nvm as long as I can finish watching. I think this is the most not up to standard Journey to the west. Coz sometimes I think something is quite fake. They also change some of the script I guess... However some parts are quite bo liao and funny.
Not too sure what to do tomorrow.... Maybe go out with Elyn... We'll see... heez....
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1:18 AM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Today Regine and me went to Science Centre to watch the transition of Venus on Sun. It was a hot afternoon. The queue at science centre was quite short actually.... Dunno why. I thought Singaporean are the most kpo one? Maybe becoz alot of people are working at that time. Hmmm.... the staff at the science centre handed me a black colour plastic thingy... Then ask me to use it to see the sun. I saw the sun with a small small tiny tiny black dot on it. So...... wonderful..... It was the shadow of Venus. I was so glad to see it. Last time I also went there with Regine and friends to see the Mars passing by the planet but I didn't get the chance to see as the queue was long. This time I'm satisfied. =)
After that, Regine and I went to IMM to walk walk. We went Daiso( A Japanese store) for a long walk. After that, we met Meiling for dinner at Chinatown. Regine went home after that and I accompanied Meiling to eat dessert and buy her cd. Hmmm... I intended to go home after that but Meiling pulled me to eat durian with Ronald and Brandon. So I headed to Geylang with her. While walking to the bus stop, we saw a snake. Yeeeek!!! A small snake! One passerby called us to buy 4D hehe... We'll see.... Then.... Had a great time "looking" at Ronald and Brandon eat durian hehe.... I was reluctant to eat as I had alot these few days.... However, I helped Meiling to taste one durian... So I only ate one keke... Reached home quite late today... Played gun bound with my bro.... What a busy day... Tomorrow maybe will be going out too... See how...
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2:19 AM
Monday, June 07, 2004
This is me and the horse... (obvious). Outside the Grand ballroom of Hilton hotel.
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11:37 PM
This is me outside my hotel room. It's room 235... Kekeke hotel name is Galadari... The so called "4 or 5 star hotel"... Bleah.... Won't step in this hotel anymore..
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11:28 PM
Oh... This is me again... Offering food to the monks as there are insufficent helper. My bro say I look like a vampire... I think so too....
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11:26 PM
These are the monks at the conference.. A bit dark as the lights are off and the stupid digital cam is lousy...
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11:26 PM
This is the prime minister of Sri Lanka.... His name is...... Erm... I think forget about it, it's damn long.
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11:25 PM
This is me in the conference hotel. It's not where I'm staying. This is Hilton hotel. 5 star hotel which we can't afford to stay...
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11:24 PM
Hehe... My bf came to my home to stay for 2 days yesterday and the day before. He slept with my bro. Yesterday was a very scary day..... I was having a serious hiccup for very long. Den while my bf and me was sitting there, I was so stone and I kept on making the hiccup sound. (Not that I wan). Den, it was so quiet until suddenly my bf
"boo" at me and raise his hands up. I shouted... Haha... Den my hiccup was cured. He did it purposely becoz lidat then my hiccup will cure. I was DAMN shocked and he laughed at me so long... After some time, my hiccup came back. Then when I went to the shop toilet, our neighbour was standing outside, when I turned around I was shocked by her haha... Den my hiccup was cured again. Still after a while, my hiccup returned hehe... Den.............I brought lunch boxes to the shop to eat as my mum got cook for us. I was half eating and half lifting up my head to watch tv.... suddenly...... OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! OHHHHHH..... A COCKROACH WAS ON MY LUNCH BOX!!!!! I know all of you will think it's gross.... Needless to say, my reaction was so shocked. I shouted then ran out of the counter. I don't know when did the cockroach climb up to my lunch box, maybe while I was eating and watching tv. OMG till now I feel like vomitting. Very obvious my hiccup was cured again. I threw away those food although the cockroach never really landed on my food. BUT IT LANDED ON MY BOX OK!!!! Hmmmm.... After some time, I returned to the counter to sit again as my bf cannot find the cockroach. Den my hiccup returned... Haiz.... Den, my bf suddenly pointed at the table and shout.... I shouted with him somemore haha... Den my hiccup was fully cured.... But actually there's nothing on the table.. Haiz... Actually, when people got hiccup, scaring them is one of the way to cure too.... A bad day yesterday... Yesterday morning I got sore eyes also.... Maybe because the day before I ate alot of durian hehe. Yummy yummy.... Too heaty.... Now I'm scared of durian again hehe.... Now my sore eyes is ok...
My bf is going to Thailand for training tomorrow. Sad lor. Lucky these few days got meet him. Tonight I'll be watching vcd again.... Maybe tomorrow going science centre with Meiling they all... See how. My bro was influenced by my bf and me. He started playing gunbound also hahaha.... Another gunbound freak. Now I can also play with him. But first, I need to try posting pics again.. Don't really know why that time can post now cannot haiz......
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10:52 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
Ok here are some of the pics I promised to show you all. Not alot becoz I really got no time and no place to take photos.... So sad.... Next year will be great... My shi fu will organise a trip to Sri Lanka again. This time is travelling and no more "business trip".
Hmmm... Today is another boring day. When I woke up today, the feeling is like I never slept for the past 10 days lidat. I feel so good! So refreshing! So comfortable! Singapore is a great place! I love my home! I love my bed! But somehow I feel my muscles aching... Actually yesterday when I came back, one of my friend sms me to ask me watch movie.. I intended to go out with her today but I really feel very weak. Therefore I never reply her sms hehez.....
Been slacking at home today. Borrowed some vcds too.... sufing net for the whole day... This morning my god bro sms and say I never treat him as bro becoz I come back also never tell him. I really feel bad.... I forgot about him!!!! Lolx.... I gave excuse and told him I only on my hp today hehe.... Then I sms to tell Elyn I'm back too... keke... Then I played gunbound today again with Jeff, my bf, my bro and his sergeant major... We had a fun and exciting game....
Feeling damn hungry now.. cannot eat already I'm getting fatter..... I'm sleeping soon too... Ok enjoy my few few photos la... Nothing much to show. Nothing special too hehe...
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2:42 AM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
I'm finally back from the trip.... I miss Singapore!!!!! My trip is more like a charity work trip lidat. I was in the hotel for the past 6 days... We had nowhere to go becoz we need to prepare alot of stuff for the conference. I helped to wrap 280 gifts for the monks and 100 gifts for the poor people cum helper. I injured my fingers 2 times lor, becoz some of the gifts we use metal wire to tie, and put a ribbon over it. So stupid. den den.. My mum use a stupid bag, nice to see but not good to hold. It's like a thorn, everytime my mum carry her bag and I go near her, her bag will scratch my elbow. Owww..... So pain... Then I told her many times not to get close to me if she carry that bag. She say I'm troublesome hehe.... So... I got lots of scratches on my hand and elbow.
Hmmm... I stay in the same hotel throughout the trip. They say the hotel is 5 star hotel. What the hell? Where are the stars????? Their service attitude sucks lor. Their breakfast is more lousy than a 3 star hotel. Everyday is the same food for breakfast. I even can memorize the order of the food in the buffet. I told my mum and she laughed. The waitress there really... got attitude problem. My mum friend complained to the manager about it as she kept pestering us for the coupon when we told her alot of times that the reception will settle with her. She was scolded by the manager. This time I really support my mum friend. Coz her attitude really makes me frustrated. My shi fu told the manager in their language that this waitress always pull a long face, as if there's a stone stuck in her throat. Sri Lanka people must smile, make tourist feel more welcome.... Dun make people load them..... blah blah... What he say is really true lor. Alot of things cocked up during the trip and I'm damn frustrated... All the way till I reached Singapore.
Firstly, Sri Lankan reporters are told to interview my shi fu. The interview time is 9am. We waited in the meeting room for 2 long hours and only 1 turn up. This interview is actually organized by the hotel. Oh my god what are they doing? My mum was damn frustrated too... And demanded refund for the reservation of meeting room. Lucky my shi fu was interviewed the next day and he was on tv with my mum's friend hehe... They mentioned something about our Singapore blah blah Mr Lee Kuan blah blah.... This concerns politics! Stupid them, what the hell does Mr Lee got to do with the religion thing? And the International conference? This is not organized by him. That uncle was so shocked. He told us the seriousness of this lor. He say if someone told our Government about this, alot of things will happen. Haiz.. dunno la. Den den.... I really really dun understand what the stupid idiotic hell is the Sri Lankan people doing. Their movement and service and everything is slow!!!!! Not that I want to condem them. It's damn frustrating to wait and wait and wait. Somemore some of them don't understand English. How do they serve? I wonder... Today, we used 1 hour to check in. 20 people in our trip. Next, my shi fu took our passports together with his becoz, monks have special privileges in their country. They don't have to queue. We are together as a group. Therefore, they took all our 20 passports to check. We waited for another 1 and a half hour... Come on.. All you need to do is just see our face, check passport, stamp it, and blah blah. I dunno what the hell is he doing. I heard our Singapore passport is the most recognised in the world. Don't he know? Donno what the hell is he checking. If we know we would have queue one by one ourself. In the end, we all shouted for that man and told him that our plane is flying!!!! At last he return our passport. We had to RUN to the plane!!! And the bloody custom people confiscated my friend's pineapple! 3 pineapple! Why can't we bring it to the plane? They scared we'll throw the pineapple on people is it? I think they want it for themself ba? Damn it lor super frustrated just now. In Singapore where got such slow and bloody service? If he were to work in our country, I think he might be fired!
I've been to Sri Lanka since primary 2 till now. This is the 1st time I encounter soooo many problems. Oh ya.... regarding the conference, also damn cock up. Guest and monks late for 3 hours. There are some punctual ones, but the seats are not full so we never start the conference. And you know what? The president of Sri Lanka did not come. She didn't even reply. My shi fu told her office people, all of them say they will inform but in the end we receive no calls. Only the Prime Minister agreed to come. Powerful.... He was late for 3 and a half hours. All the monks and Nuns and us waiting for HIM! So many press came too. His body guards are so skinny.... 6 skinny body guards that make us laugh and mock on. All surrounded him while walking in. Dancers led him in while dancing. It was so grand... And each of us carried a walkie talkie. When they say "prime minister arriving", we all panicked haha.. So excited that time.
I got lots of things to say and comment la. Lots of complains too. However, this is a nice trip too. This is our 1st International Buddhist Conference. We've learnt lots of things from the first conference. The 2nd conference will be better I guess. I had a great time with my 2 joker brothers and some friends over there. During our last stay, we even had a small gathering in one of our friends room. All the way till 2am haha... So fun. Hmmm... Finally back lor... Miss the food and people and friends here, not forgetting my dear haha... I miss my bed.. I'm going to sleep now, on my comfy comfy bed hehe.... Forget all the bloody things =p
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