Saturday, July 31, 2004
Heez.... So happy..... My bf got me the NDP tickets. Then he gave one to Elyn too. Look forward to that day. Today whole day rot at home... Just feel like relaxing after the pcomd project.... So glad.. Really really really glad that it's over... Only left the final project I guess. Today then realise I haven do my quiz 5 and 6. The quizs are increasing... So I got to work hard again.
Lol just now my previous boss called me again. He asked me to help him work tomorrow. Too bad.... I need to go out with my bf to sell my 6510 pnone. He kept groaning and grumbling kekeke lol so cute.....
Haiz.... Just did a stupid thing just now. I stood on my dad's chair... The chair like beach chair lidat.... Then I lost my blance and fall..... There is one part which can move, it just slides and my leg go in between it.... Pain...pain... sob sob.... but now it's ok... Thought my leg will go swollen but luckily no.... Guess my luck is really coming back.
Look forward to tomorrow. Another day to relax wahahaha......
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11:31 PM
Wahaha.... Finished my pcomd proposal already..... What a relief.... Phew~ Today Mark and me took 5 hours to complete it. Damn shagged..... And also, to communicate with Mark is really difficult.... I guess just now the whole lab can hear us talking... I really had fun during the 5 hours. So many funny things happened.... Just now Sarah's group also told me that they pity me for grouping with him lolx.... Waha.... So glad they understand me... Sob sob.....
I felt so relax now.... But in fact, I still got so many things haven do... Especially language of flim. I guess I'm not going to hand up the assignment on Monday. Haiz.... Haven even watch the flim yet. So boring now.... Don't care, just feel like relaxing now. Play games with my bf hehehe... Later maybe watch vcd. Too bad is not my favourite serial movie... Haiz when can I watch the rest of the episode? I'm waiting....
Got to go.... Nothing much to say also.... Hahaha~~~~~~
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12:35 AM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
I was so sad today in school... Becoz of yesterday's unhappy thing.... In the end, A and me got back again... Just by msn, then after that by phone. He told me that yesterday he scolded B for that thing haha.... Just blaming on him only lor. But nothing else happen la... I feel bad... He is so innocent... Haiz...
Wow today, I brought all the logos for my bf friend to see. He is surprised by our logo, but also a bit comments lor... Hehe... But I don't care as long as he chose one. Then he chose my friend logo. He decided to give us $300. Hmmm... I began to feel that being a designer is so easy to make money. Just design what suits them and they'll pay you... But of course your idea have to be good la. Not like me so lousy.... I hate my work, I hate my design.... I feel that I'm not suitable to be in Design school... Sometimes I was wondering why I never go hospitality course. Sometimes when I see hospitality students, I got a bit of envy.... Maybe is because I feel they are so cheerful.... So united... Hehe but then also love Visual Com at first. Haiz.... What's done cannot be undone. If only I went for the Visual Com interview, I won't be in this course..... Too late.... This is fate..... Nvm....
Recently I was in love with a movie name "100% senorita". It's a chinese serial again... By Taiwan actors and actresses and one Hong Kong actor. It's a super nice movie lor.... I am unable to continue watching now because the rest of the episode is still with Bao Zhen. Haiz..... My mind kept thinking of that movie.... I want to watch it!!!! I'm crazy over it!!!!!!!
Hmm.... yeah and last month, I began to fall in love with Panasonic X70 phone lor... Dunno why but I just love it. I don't want Nokia 6230 anymore haha... I hope to buy X70 without having to sign any contract. However it's very expensive lor.... Hope next year when my contract end, I can get a better phone than X70 hehe... I'm waiting...... Ok got to finish up my most stress pcomd proposal by tonite hehe buai...
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9:58 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
I'm very frustrated now... Super super angry..... very very frustrated!!!!!!
Ok imagine there is one person, A, who introduced job for me. That employer is his friend, B. B is going to employ me. Then, B kept changing the orders that he wanted me to do. Then, while chatting on the phone today with A, I told him that B is so troublesome, kept changing this and that. Then, the only thing that A said was "don't do lor...." How would you feel??? Hey man it feels like someone pouring cold water on me you know? And by the way, I've finished what I've done already... Only left a bit things to settle. Then I asked A why is he so uncouraging? He said that little bit money I do till lidat. Hey man, no money is little to me k? And by the way, it's not a stressful thing at all to me, as my classmate is helping out too k? And everyone is happily doing the things, and had finished already. A misunderstood me, he thought I'm blaming on him too as B is so undecisive about his work. I'M NOT ACCUSING A! I'm just CHATTING on the phone with him.... Just a casual chat, I'm not implying that it is his fault too! I asked him, if one day he happen to open a shop, and I asked him "don't do lor", how would he feel. Well he said lot's of things that is unrelevant. In the end, he said up to me, dunno what I want. Well the answer is clear enough, I don't want anything. I just hate people to accuse/misunderstood me.
What's wrong man? I just don't feel like talking anymore. I had enough of quarrels... I'm looking forward to holiday, so that I can rest well.... I feel very bad now..... In a low morale.... However, I'm sure that I AM NOT IN THE WRONG! Maybe we both had some misunderstanding. However, I don't think that's the right way for A to say all the hurting things to me. I think I'm getting used to it gradually..... I'm not very hurt like last time.... Ha..... Just now, suddenly got the urge to do stupid things... which I don't feel like mentioning here. Haiz..... but after second thought I feel that I must not be so repulse la..... It's stupid.... Haiz....
Who else is unlucky like me? I've been unlucky since the end of June till now. When will my curse be gone? damn..... I think maybe until I stop talking that much, then nothing will happen. Maybe every word that is coming out from my mouth will make me unlucky, make people misunderstood what I've said and offen people too. Ok I shall talk less now... Only when I'm outside, not in school or at home wahaha.....
Aha by the way.... in the msn, someone put his nick as "I hate people to shout at me".... Well..... No comments..... I won't shout at people unless they accuse me, make me angry...... All I've said is clear enough...... Aha... Someone online but purposely put his statuts as appear offline.... Well I'm not stupid..... Hmmmm...... I'm getting more and more sarcastic.... Hehe... Well.... no comments too... The anger in me is overtaking my whole brain now... Got no brain to think now.
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10:35 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
Argggg...... Been having fever for the past 2 days. Shit man, this afternoon in school I almost vomitted in the toilet. Don't know due to what reason, but I knew that after I did the Alias in the lab I began to feel sick. Maybe the Alias thing make me so giddy, coz I kept on turning the perspective view round and round and round hahaha.... Funny.... Then half way through I stop doing my work. Then went toilet to vomit, the feeling came but I never vomit out anything. My throat from just now till now still so pain. Then my bf just now came and took me to his home to rest. Zzzz.....
I am really so unlucky these few days. It's like I'm under a curse lidat.... Yesterday was the last day of psyco quiz. So unlucky I fell sick, and I got no choice but to continue doing my quiz. The feeling was terrible man. I really couldn't concentrate at all. Luckily in the end I passed the quiz. With a little help from my bf too hehe...
Tomorrow don't feel like going to school, but no choice, the stupid doctor only gave me 1 day mc. This is the first and last time I'm going to visit that doctor anymore. This doctor was late for half an hours... So many patients waiting for him. Then, he only asked what happen to me, and didn't say the reasons why I fall sick, and didn't ask me to drink more water or avoid this and that. All he did was record what I said, take my temperature, and listen to my heartbeat or what so ever, then that's it! What a doctor... And the medicine cost me $35 man. This is the first time I paid for much for the medicine. And he also gave me lozenges which tasted like polo sweets. What the hell man..... Cheat my money.
I am feeling terrible now. I still got 2 more psyco journals to go.... Tomorrow got pcomd presentation somemore, and I haven even prepare anything... Sucks... Got to meet Mark early in the morning tomorrow to prepare for the presentation... how to present when I'm so sick?? I'm half dead now... Then today I never go to watch that language of flim video. I was wondering if that lecturer could lend me the dvd tml and I can watch it at home so that I can finish his assignment. However, he asked me to go library borrow.... Shit man... bully patient.... So stingy one.... Haha.... Ok I got to do my work already.. Slowly.... Slowly.... Like an old grandma..... Ho Ho....
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10:15 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Very sad..... Today whole day stayed at home to do hw. In the end, from afternoon till now, I only managed to finish reading 1 chapter of my psycology textbook and finished 1 quiz. I scored 6/10 for that quiz, which is just passed only. Then for the 3rd journal, I'm still doing. Although I wrote a few pages, I knew that I'm writing shits and craps in it. It's totally rubbish! I know that I'm going to fail for this stupid journal. I know that I'm going to fail!! But I could do nothing! I really don't know how to apply the psycology terms in the journal. Although I've read and understood that chapter already. Hai... The feeling is bad... To open my eyes big big and see myself fail! What to do? Sigh...... 2 and a half more journals to finish before Wednesday! I need to finish alot of things by this week! I'm dead....
Hmmm... Then today, so angry my dad. You know, my bf out of good will buy durian for us to eat. Then my dad said that the durian is lousy... Cheap stuff! How can he say that? I was so angry lor. I told him that we got no money so we have to buy cheap stuff. If he don't like he can just leave it. Nobody is forcing him to eat! I told him that all of us don't mind the cheap stuff! So angry..... I swear I won't ask my bf to buy anymore durians for my family anymore!!!! My dad even say that if don't have money don't buy lor. But I told him I like it!!!! I am used to it!!! I don't need good stuff! Haiz.... Then I went back to my room and shut the door to do my things. Hump! What's wrong with him? I don't know.... Don't wanna know!!!!!! Pls dad, you got to think what to say before hurting people ok? And wasting people's good will and effort!
Hmmm.... the day before yesterday, I saw my 3rd bro with his new gf under my block. I just got back from bf house and passed by the bbq pit. Then I smelled something nice... So I turned around and saw them eating packet mee goreng haha... Then I hide behind the trees and called my bro hp and teased him. He asked me over, and so I went. Then I was introduced to his new gf. Oh my god.... She is the same age as me! Imagine myself calling someone sister in law who is the same age as me.... hmmm..... No choice la... My bro is not young anymore. I think this should be his future wife already. And my future sister in law!!!!! Oh can I just call her name? And don't call her sister in law???? So embarrassing.....
Ok I'm back to my work already... Stress! Got to write more shits and craps in my journal book now.... tata....
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9:34 PM
Friday, July 23, 2004
So tired these few days. I must say that I'm getting more and more unlucky these days. These few days I've been running here and there to get all the documents required for the application of tp bursary. Only students who pay there school fees by tution fee loan then can apply. They needed sooooo much evidence and documents. It's so hard to get all my family IC and those particular thing. Yesterday is actually the closing date for the submission, but lucky, that lady in the student development is soooo nice. She gave me a chance and let me submit today. Anyway, I don't think I'm the only one keke, coz I saw the list of names which she wrote on the paper. I'm the 5th one. So, today, hai..... Suay..... Went library to make a photocopy of those document, then went cyber. Who knows the cyber centre is closed for polling. Then, I initially thought that my studio lab new printer haven come, then I went so many places just to get my things to print online. Hai.... I don't know how many places I've been to just to find one computer with a printer. Then I asked Regine to bring me to her lab to use the printer. Hai.... Don't know how to use. Then asked a girl there to help. Who knows she looked so unwilling. It's ok, I'm just asking. I was about to say nvm to her, but then another girl from that batch stood up and help me with it. I haven even say thank you to her then she quickly turned and went back to her seat. Fine, it's ok, you don't have to help me if you don't want. Just say that you are busy and F off. Anyway there are so many people there. I don't have to see your black face right? Hump.... So cold.... Just then, I got no enough paper to print already. Then I told Elyn who is with me lor. Then the girl beside me offer some of her papers to me. I'm so touched. Just then, I felt some warmth in my heart. Hee.... Then I stuttered and asked whether she want to sell it to me for few cents haha... Then she said nvm and gave me a smile. =)
Finally I cooled down lor. Maybe she know that I'm angry. =p
Then went tampines to get my bro's cpf statement again. Then went back to school again to submit the form. Damn.... So troublesome. Then saw mabz in tampines interchange. She told me that our studio lab printer is there all day long. I was.... So so so angry! I am so stupid!!! So unlucky.... She can't even stand me lor haha..... Ok I know I'm blur! Haiz... Wasted so much time and energy lor. stupid! Must knock myself on the head la. Then today met my bf, elyn and some of my bf campmate to go ktv at Chinatown. So cheap hehe... Then went for dinner and bought some durians home. Not as yummy as Geylang's durian I think.... Haven try, maybe eat later.
Well well.... Tonite and tomorrow I shall work hard and finish most of my hw asap. Must finish my psyco journal and quizs. Then language of flim, then pid1 design brief, then pcomd proposal, not forgetting my bf fren who asked us to design logo for him. Haiz... So many work la. Oh ya the principle of Engineering also... Ahhhhh so many things! Most headache one is psyco la.... Shit!
Overall I must say, these few days very unlucky la. Even urgent want to go toilet also must give 10 cents. Then never bring wallet somemore. And must walk all the way.... From north to south to get my wallet! Damn! I hate it!!!! Suay! Ok la it's durian time! kekeke.....
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11:02 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
I'm tired.... Really very very tired.... So many things to do.... Tomorrow must hand in pid1 project brief, I haven do anything yet. For the psyco journal, I haven finish reading the text book yet. My friend (forgot who) asked me don't read the text book. If I don't read, how will I understand the terms and apply those terms to my journal?? Haiz.... I'm so tired now, what to do? Got 2 more quiz also. Then, hai... Alot of things to do la. Then today Pcomd, Mark kept asking whether I've finish the written proposal too, as well as the Principle of Engineering thing. Oh my god, so many things to do. I'm really going insane..... Insane!!!!! I got no time! No time!!!!!!
Got to go, feeling damn sleepy now. Got to read the psyco textbook again. I really felt that I've been neglecting all my course work and always concentrating on my psycology. That's a bad thing. What to do? I want to pass my CDS too what. Then this module so difficult. For me, I really felt that I need to read the text book, as the slides given by the lecturer is so complicated. Ok.... Go liao... Broom~
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11:06 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
Today I'm so unlucky! First, while I was walking in TM, my slipper actually broke. So unlucky..... However, it's not that bad because it actually happened outside the shoe shop, "Charles & Keith" hahaha lol. Then I dragged my feet with that broken slipper and went in to that shop with Elyn. I was "forced" to buy new slipper under this situation. Then I bought one which I ever thought of buying last time. Hai... The price is still $19.90, never drop a single cent hehe... My heart is soooo pain.... Then, I bought a bag at "Double Index" with Elyn too.... No choice la I love that bag so much. It's sooooo sweet.... Pure blue colour and feminie-like. I think it's suitable for going out ba... Should spoil myself coz I am so unlucky huh? keke.
Hmmm... Then today knocked my head while sitting on the bus too. Bad things kept happening to me nowadays. And you know what? I said before, I was looking forward to the cruise thing.... It's actually today! Then my bf called this afternoon and told me that today the cruise won't be taking us around, so they only go there to have a look at the place only. Then, I said I don't go lor. In the end my bf went. And in the end he told me they rented a small boat and went touring.... nice view. He was making me jealous!!! I was so angry man. Lol... But not because I'm jealous of him, but just because I don't know he is going... I thought he is going to meet me today. Then just now, after clarification, I realised that it's our communication problem. He and I misinterpret it. Damn.... Almost quarrel with him again. Then I was so upset and mad before we both talk on the phone lor. Then my god bro knew about it. He kept console me lor. Kept telling me the right and wrong things. Sometimes I felt I really need him to help me lor. I felt that I'm just a childish, spoilt child that only my bf and him will tolerate. I was really furious at that time and kept on typing out loudly on my keyboard to complain everything to him. I was almost banging the keyboard. The typing sound is louder than my songs that I'm listening to.... Erm.... Then.... I... I saw one of his sms that made me shed one drop of tears. He said that I've already grew up, he can't be there for me everytime. Ask me everything must consider before blowing my temper.... Hai.... I was so scared he said this, as I felt that, he is going to leave me like that. These few days he kept saying those strange things. Erm... I asked him not to scare me lor. Then he say anything can happen in future, no one can predict. Hmmmm...... I really don't know what to say. Strange.... But I was touched by what he said. True friends aka god bro indeed. I don't want anyone to leave me....
Well, I thought my bf friend is going to meet me today to talk about the freelance thing.... who knows..... They go see boat themself..... Diao.... Nvm.....I'm sure I'll meet him again... Force him to use us lol..... Sure plus guarantee he'll use us haha..... wahaha..... I'm nuts....
After all the stupid things I've done, I've learnt to control my temper.... I really don't want to be an unreasonable person. I want to grow up, and I hope I'm doing fine.... It's just that, I needed more time to learn... To get used to it. Maybe what my god bro say is true, and I realised it myself too... Just that I don't dare to admit in the first place, and now I did. =)
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10:11 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Haiz...... Today is Sunday. Kept thinking of that cruise thing... Sad... Nvm... Today spent the whole day with my bf. Totally forgot about my assignment haha.... Left 2 more psychology journal man. I haven finish reading the 3rd chapter of the textbook, so I can't start with my journal and quiz right now. Lucky I managed to finish the 2nd one. Anyway, the dateline I think is next 2 more weeks.
My bf just sms and told me that maybe tomorrow his friend will bring us to see the boat. I hope I can go... Coz tomorrow I need to meet my group members for project meeting. My bf friend said he got something else for our people to do. I hope he won't trick us again... I mean.... I hope nothing will happen again. Tomorrow most probably will meet them after my project discussion. And hope he got big big job for us hehe.... I hope I can see the boat la... Don't know why, just feel like touring around in the sea.... Love the breeze, love the sea, love the peaceful of the sea, love the sound of the wave.....
Wahaha.... My bf dad just gave me a 925 silver necklace. So so so embarrassed to take from him haha.... Because I already have one, and he kept asking me to take. Then no choice lor, just took from him. It's actually quite a nice necklace la.... But.... Still embarrassed man lol. I feel I kept taking free things from him haha... Thick skin!
Hmmm... Watching channel u variety show now. I'm so slack... slacker.... No mood to study liao..... Tomorrow la tomorrow then say... Hee... bye
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11:21 PM
Hello.... Hee.... Today, I spent the whole day at home cleaning up my room... I feel so comfortable now... I saw my secondary school photo album and I opened to see. I really miss the days with my secondary school friend. I was smiling at one class photo which I looked so stupid and ugly in it. Haha... Oh well, I realised I still have many secondary school textbook haven throw away. I just can't bear to throw books away... Hopefully some day I can bring those books to Bras Basah to sell.... I've done that before. Although the person gave me little money, but still, it's money! It's just that the books are too heavy, I can't possibly carry it myself all the way from Bedok to Bras Basah!
Ohhhh... Guess what? My bro and his gf cooked Hainan Chicken rice and steamboat today! Yummy yummy... I ate alot of prawns today. This is the first time I ate so many prawns, maybe is because the sauce is nice! Yum Yum... I envy my bro gf, as she can cook so well and everybody was like craving for more... I wish I can cook so well like her... But... But... Ok... I don't want to give myself excuses... I know I'm lazy... But the fact is, I got so many things to do ma. Where got time to learn to cook? Only simple food I can cook, not those complicated ones. Sad.... Then today Bao Zhen helped my mum to tend shop. I asked her over to my house to eat too. Then I accompanied her half an hours today in the shop keke...
Ok got to start doing my psycology journal now. I must finish all 3 by today!! I can't drag anymore longer... Hehe... Lucky I took a nap just now, or else I'll doze off just by staring at the psyco journal book. So hard to answer those questions!!! I want to die liao!!!! Think better do other things first la tata...
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12:02 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Waha... A change in the posting format? lol... Wow this time with colour text too kekeke... Sua gu.... -_-"
Haha yesterday went xiu zhen chalet. My bf n his fren(also my fren) tag along too. Then is like all the poly fren sit in a group and all xiu zhen's other fren sit in another group. Anyway, her chalet is damn big lor. A bungalow... So many room too...But then quite far end too. Got to walk a super long way there. Nvm, I'm back now. Had lots of laughter in her chalet. =)
Today I'm so sad and disappointed lor.... 3 things. First, my bf fren asked us to stop the freelance work. Sad.... Mainly is becoz there is some problem with the boat owner thing... Hai... First job gone... Wonder how Anne and all of them will react. Secondly, Sunday's cruise tour is cancelled.... Due to that boat owner also. Dunno la... Maybe they wanted to change it to Monday, but on that day I got meeting for project.... Sad la.... Everything is spoiled... Thirdly, actually Saturday and Sunday my bf intended to go out with me de. Who knows tomorrow he got to go for NDP rehearsal again. Shit man. Hate the army. Always last minute then say. Everything is spoiled and I am damn unhappy and sad. Nvm, tomorrow I shall spend the whole day doing my work. I want to read my psyco text book, finish 3 journals, finish language of flim and lastly, finish my 2 psyco quizs asap!! I can't overload my mind already. I need to finish some work before more and more work pile up on my table.
Today had a gd laugh during Dennis class too. Mark and Wen Jin really make me laugh like hell. Not only me, even Elyn can't stop laughing too. Dennis project is damn stress. Anyway, I shall not think too much already. Wanna die liao. Concentrate on my psyco first. Bloody hell....
I'm so hungry now... No I can't eat anymore!!!! Ok I shall go to sleep now, in case I get more and more hungry. Boom!~ Vanish in the air~
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1:02 AM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
I'm tired..... Very very tired.... This morning I was really reluctant to wake up.... In the end I still got up, and I was 5 mins late for the psyco lecture, who cares....
Today the lecturer did something different. He gave us raisins, and did some experiment on us. This is to make us understand the things in the topic... Blah blah.. Anyway, the raisin was yummy....
Oh ya, after lesson today Elyn and me went Orchard to buy present for Xiu Zhen birthday chalet tomorrow. Then my bf and his friends came too. His friend talked to me about the things he wanted us to design for his company. I've finally added alot of things to the attachment and sent it to my friends. Besides so many projects, I still got this job to do.... Damn stress..... No time no time!!!
Then today I finished up my Alias tutorial 1. Finally... Been doing it for 6 days liao... Kept changing the design hehe. Let me see, how many more stuff to do before going to the 1/2 day cruise on Sunday. Hmmmm... 1, Language of flim journal. Final project heck care.... 2, pcomd design proposal. Final product heck care now... 3, psycology 3 quizs and 3 journals. Next Monday got to meet group members to write 1500 words for the coming project too. Then, pid1, I've yet to find research on what I'm going to design. I've yet to done anything yet! I've yet to come out with a brief!!! Hmmm... then, Principals of engineering, heck care it... Later part then do. So so so..... many many... well actually it's better than the final project. As compare, I think it's not really stress. Only the final project like shit man. Ok since I got so many things to rush, why am I here blogging? Got to do work now... Sian....
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1:12 AM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Wahhhh.... Lot's of things to do and catch up. Anyway nothing special today.... Just that I had my initial presentation today and it turned out to be fine. Every group had either miss out something or the lecturer had something to comment about us. Next week must hand in written assignment... Sian... So many things to do.... Especially psyco! 3 quizes to finish and 3 journal to do. Tonight I shall try to finish at least one or two more journal. My bf is going to bring me on a one day cruise this Sunday... Yuppy so happy... Go in the day and return at night. However, I mustn't be too happy so early. Wait his friend cock up, or maybe that cruise is nothing special, just move around the sea then come back to same place.... Hmmm... Actually that company belong to his friend, so we are there to test test only hehe.... So... better hurry up and finish up my work. Well... Don't feel like telling my mum this. As you know, she like to imagine things.. She'll say something like what if the ship sinks? Blah blah... Something pessimistic la... So, better not tell her or she'll forbid me to go. Hee... Am I bad? Well a bit... However, I feel that I'm old enough to take care of myself. Who knows when I'll have the next time to go right? And not telling her is not letting her worry and think so much keke... And it's only for a day!! Ya ya whatever....
Oopsy ....I did an embarrass thing yesterday night. My bf friend had actually wanted our people to help him design a logo. Yesterday night I tried to send the attachments to Kai Ren, as he is in charge of the fund raising thing for the Europe trip. When I came to school today, Kai Ren asked why did I send him my PcomD presentation... lol... So embarrassing man. I'm soooo blur. Actually the first email I sent to him I forgot to add attachment, then the 2nd one I send wrong attachment, and today I sent him a 3rd email lol.... So..... blur!!! I got everything mixed up!!! And what a shame to let him see my lousy lousy pcomd slides...
kekeke.... Ok I got to go now... GO GO GO!!
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12:10 AM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
What a tiring day... I was so reluctant to get up this morning. However, I didn't want to skip lecture, so I went school hehe..... Today's language of flim is boring.... The flim is black and white again.... And there are no sound in that flim, only background music. The flim is call "The battleship Potemkin". I think it's from Russia... And is damn damn damn old already that movie... Boring.... Lucky only lasted 1 hour.
Wah... One thing I must mention today. I was so glad that I finally understood what Mark said to me today. We are finally able to communicate lol... We discussed about the presentation tomorrow already. He showed me some slides and I added some into it too. However, I still feel that some parts is unrelavant... Who cares... Hope I can finish up my presentation tomorrow asap. Mark designed a logo. It was nice, cool and professional... I love it =)
Hmmmm.... Today went Orchard with Elyn, hoping to find a birthday gift for Xiu Zhen as this thursday is her bithday chalet... However, we found nothing as we are not too sure what to buy, so we decided to buy maybe tomorrow or wednesday kekeke... Then today surprisingly my bf came out and I asked him to meet us at Orchard lor... Then went walk walk, and went home after that. Sian...Bought nothing today.... Only eat the whole day. However I saw a sandal at Heatwave and it's so cute and nice....Even Elyn also agreed. Problem is the price. I think it's not worth it as it's just a normal sandal... The cost is $33. Not really interested in the price..... Nvm... give up hehe...
Okok got to go.... Need to prepare for the presentation tomorrow.... tata... +(
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12:34 AM
Monday, July 12, 2004
Hehe... changed my blogskin again. Just simply love the background....
Hmmm....Today open shop with my bf again. It's been such a long time since we are together to open this shop again hehe. Coz we are too lazy... And all these days is my mum who look after the shop. I took my psycology text book down to read, before doing my quiz 2 and journal 2 and 3.... Then halfway through, my bf and I watched 1 movie.... And from that movie onwards I begin to slack lol... And now, I feel so tired... Sian man...
Today I asked Bao Zhen to help me print my hw, as my printer is spoil... Sob... Then I went her house to collect as she live near me. Then I also asked her to lend me the "dolphin at the bay" soundtrack cd.... Then, to my surprise, she gave me a plastic bag, and in it, I saw a note she wrote for me and a present. She said she knew I love that cd, so she bought it for me, as she rather bought something which I like lor... So touched. Then she wished me an early happy 19th birthday keke... So happy lor. Initially I thought she gave me the cd which belong to her, but when I opened the present, I realised that cd is new.... Omg... She went to buy one more disc for me... Hee... Right now, I'm listening to it lor. Love it... I'm grinning from mouth to mouth man hehe... This is my first 19th birthday present... And usually, she is always the first to wish me happy birthday or give me present... 10 over years of friendship liao hehe... However, this year her present came a bit early la.... keke
Oh man.... I got to say this... I I I... really can't stand Mark!!!! I want to strangle him!!!! I want to hang myself!!!! I I I!!! I... I don't know how and what to say now.... ok relax.... I guess Tuesday our presentation will be fine... That's what I wish for... And I hope he can understand the brief.... And don't relate it to something which is SUPER NOT RELEVANT!!!! OMG! Ok got to sleep now.. Got to wake up so early tomorrow... =(
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12:44 AM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Nothing special to blog about hehehe..... Today went Millenia Walk to take pictures for my pcomd project. That mark really ah... can't stand him. Communication break down man.... He kept saying things which I don't understand. Today sms alot of funny questions to me. I was so... diaoz..... until I never reply him hahaha... And finally I told him I really don't understand what is he talking about. Nvm, I took the pictures already.. Hope he can have a good look of that place. Lucky my bf accompanied me there today as the place is so messy now, under renovation.... Walk round and round just to get into Marina square... Sian.
Got to finish up my 2 psyco journal... The quiz..... Still got about one week to finish... Haiz.. So many hw now.... Pid1 design brief.... I haven thought of anything yet... And and that pcomd!!!! Oh my god.... So many many things!! Haiz... I'm beginning to feel stress wor... And now, I got cough, sore throat and flu.... I'm looking everywhere for that medicine which I took before last time as I got the same sickness also. Can't find it now. Maybe I should just go back to Bedok to buy lor... I can't afford to fall sick now man... I hate the coughing feeling manz...
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12:43 AM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
La la la la.... Hee yesterday my big bro and I share a cake for my 3rd bro. We celebrated his birthday at 11.30pm lidat hehe.... It's been a long time since my family member all sat together to eat something. However, my 2nd bro and sis is not there as my bro is married and doesn't live with us. Then my sis is in England lor... Too bad...
Wah this afternoon is drizzling. I was late for my cad class ahaaaa... Then lucky Mok also late, then we enter the lab together. I love today's lesson because I finally understood how to use that studio software. I've completed the chair that Eric call us to do, only left my own chair design haven do... It was fun man. Then that "officer" (love to call him that =p) stood behind me just now and saw me doing other things. Excuse me I'm not in his class ok? He asked "finish doing your chair"? (In a rude manner). Then I said finished, without looking at him. K-po!!! As if I won't do my assignment lidat. Then he walked around the lab looking at everyone's chair. Oh please.... You are not the lecturer, so stop acting like one. But... Ok, to think it in a positive way, maybe he is just trying to help la... Ok... Don't always pin point him la. Give him face! Bleah.....
Hmmm... Well... Got to know one shocking news about my friend "A". Haiz.. her relationship with some people is getting more and more messy. She have a bestfriend, and this bestfriend of her actually got bf liao. Think together for 4 to 5 years or so. Then this boy told "A" that he like her very much. This is what "A" told me. Wow... So confusing. This "A" got bf, then like other guy, then "A" bestfriend bf like her.... Omg... lol... Haha I'm also quite k-po la. But the final decision is still up to her lor. If she ask, I'll surely call her to return to her bf. Now she didn't say anything, I just kept quiet lor.
Hehe... Then today I went to meet my bf. Omg, I'm so unlucky lor. I took bus 69 to bedok, then bus 168 to woodland. Then I realised that bus 168 is actually near Tp, only one stop further. I could have just change a bus there, instead of taking 69 to bedok to catch bus 168. Then, the damn stupid bus got some problem, and it stopped at Seletar camp at Yio Chu Kang. Everyone got down and the driver gave us a ticket for the next ride. Then, just as I got down, another bus 168 reached. However, when it was my turn to get up, the driver asked me to wait for another bus as that bus was full. Damn... Stupid.... Sucks..... I was so.... alamak! Imagine it was my turn to get up the bus and the driver actually said that the bus is full!!! Then I can't stand it anymore, I called Elyn and asked her which bus go to Woodland, then she told me. Then I board that bus lor. After that, I felt that the bus is damn slow. Really can't stand it anymore so I alight at Yishun and took the mrt to Woodland. Stupid right? I took 2 hrs and 15 min just to get to Woodland. And I actually thought I can save money for my transport because I'm using bus stamps... Who knows.....What an unlucky day..... I hate it!!!!
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11:29 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
I'm so tired today... Woke up so early to chase bus. Every monring lesson is like that. Sianz... I did my psycology quiz yesterday night and I was so glad that I actually got 5/10. I know it's still not very good but I was just glad that I can pass, as some of the answers I anyhow "tikam" one lol. Then... Well.. I dunno whether I should say this. I got one friend name "A". She is a bit older than me. Sometimes I really don't like her thinking and attitude. Sometimes I just feel that my thinking is more matured than her. Not that I want to praise myself. Hmmm... Well... Today she asked me to give her the answers for the psycology quiz. Although I did that quiz already, but I was not given the answer, just grades. However, she said she is glad to have 5/10 as well. Frankly speaking, I think that this is so unfair lor... To me and to others... So I just said to her "wah"... Then she said nvm she do herself lol... Don't know what I did was right or selfish or not. I hope that what I did is helping her, and not harming her.
Then.... Haiz... "A" actually got a bf liao. Together so long. And now, she came to know a new guy and was interested in him. I don't know what is she thinking lor. Why is she cheating herself and her bf? I asked whether she will break with his bf? She said no... Hai... Why step two boat at a time?? This is so not her.... Sometimes a bit disappointed with her. Then today, she wanted to meet that guy, but she never tell me. Then her bf called me to ask where is she. Where the hell would I know. Then asked alot of questions. Then I sms to "A" and told her about it. She called and asked me to tell her bf she is with me..... And at my house, and blah blah.... I told her that I've already told her bf I'm at home without her. She kept asking me to help, and there she goes meeting that guy.... OMG what a flirt... Erm... Ok sorry to say that.... But I just feel so unsatisfied with her unfaithfulness... If you don't like your bf, why don't you just break with him and go on flirting with your new guy? I felt so guilty and sorry to cover up for her to her bf. Omg this is so not me too... However... I think, And I hope, that she is just out to relax and have fun now. Hope she'll return back to her bf lor. Maybe she wanna play before marry as we are all still young hehe... But I swear I won't do that. I've already found my one. I don't want to involve in anybody's boy-girl relationship. Ask them to solve themself la... I got a lesson in secondary school liao... I was dragged down that time. I won't forget it forever. I don't wanna have a 2nd time again. Heez... Overall, conclusion, results, lol, all this doesn't mean that I hate/ dislike her la lol. She is still my gd fren... Just very unhappy of her thinking la... Why lidat? Haiii...
I just had a short nap this evening. Now I feel so damn refreshed... Can do my hw already. Haiz I'm really very blur about that pcomd thing... Sian.... Hate pcomd...
Hmmm... Today, "B" told me that "C" got some problem in his/her arm.... Well.... Actually I don't know anything about it. Coz I seldom meet "C" and talk to him/her. I was quite sad and worried for him/her actually. I saw him/her today and I think I just act blur as if I know nothing. If he/she want to say, he'll/she'll tell me personally. I won't ask. Just hope the operation goes well to him/her!!
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9:58 PM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Oh well, I was doing my psycology journal now. It's getting fine hehe.... At first I couldn't think of anything to write, but after some time, I manage to write something. Damn I got so much work to do now. 3 Psycology journal (one to be handed in tomorrow), 3 psycology quizs, One essay for language of flim, Final project next time then say haha. Oh ya then tomorrow must hand in the design brief for my Pid1 lecture. Wah... Haven do... Don't think all of them will do la kekeke. Know my class too well.
This afternoon Pcomd class, I was late for 5 mins keke. All because of that stupid bus which move so damn slow, and the lift which came so slow too... Haiz..... But anyway, I wasn't the latest one, and nobody said anything about me being late. Anyway who cares? It's only 5 mins and the lecturer just started the class. Wah today is a damn funny day. All because of Mark. He make me laugh off the chair today during pcomd class. Both of us were really very confused about the projects. Mark don't even know the projects were real. He thought it was a fake one lol. He don't know that our proposals were for the next yr events hehehe. However, only the good proposal will be used by the school hehe. He kept saying irrelavant thing... I was really laughing out loud. Can't stand him! Blur man... Then I think, we really got communication problem. We were like one chicken talking to a duck. I don't understand anything he said and he don't understand anything I said either. Although we used English and a little bit of mandrain to communicate. He is soooo funny man. I nearly vomitted blood just now. Then after our lesson, we two went to the studio and we saw Mabz discussing the brief with Elyn and Alex. Then we two went to ask them about the brief. Then there goes Mark again, asking and bombing them lots of repeated questions lol. We were really laughing off the chair. I was banging my head to the white board near Elyn's table. OMG! lol... Then Alex said he know how I felt already haha... Don't really know what is happening. After asking them about the brief, I understood some part of it. The rest tomorrow then say hehe...
Hmmm.... Then today my bro's friend, Si Ying (Also my new friend), met me and passed me my brother's birthday present heez... Tomorrow is his birthday... Sorry bro nothing to buy for u. My big bro and I decided to share a birthday cake for him. Maybe tonight or tomorrow we'll get to eat it. Hee.... Cake cake cake!!!
Then evening, I met Regine and went for my psyco lecture. This lecturer is better than last week that one. At least I understand what he is talking about, and, he is sooooo cute.... His actions is soooooo Funny and he love to move around so much. He's a caucasian by the way.. So, not surprise.... Just now I wasn't paying attention to what he asked and then he shot a question at me and I was... stunt haha... Idiot me...
Ok got to go... Finish up my journal now or else tomorrow become panda bear... I don't want to live in a black and white world lol... Tada....
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11:21 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
Hmmm... I think I am more and more interested in Language of flim. I realised that the projects in this module is not difficult. I think I can manage it as the final project is all hand written... I mean, need to present it in printable format. Today I manage to finish watching the whole flim. Hmmm... Nice... But still is an old movie. That lecturer kept on talking and talking about the flim until I can't even concentrate on the shots and stuff blah blah... He is really very enthusiastic in all the movies. Kept asking whether we understood the lecture.... haha.... Good lecturer....
Finished this module on time.... It's really on time. No early release and no late release... damn (Hope there are early dismissal). Went our lab. Our new com is ready for us, so Elyn and me went to have a "try" on it kekeke... Nice nice.... It's better than the previous one. 3 cheers for moses who listened to our feedback and gave us a new com kekeke.... Then Eric came in to kpo kpo too, to see what programme does the com have. After that went Orchard with Elyn again. This time to look for birthday present for my bro and her bf. Their birthday is only 1 day away... Scratch head... Don't know what to buy for my bro... Buy nothing for him today, but for me, I bought earrings and new bag from mini toon kekeke... Bf said he buy the bag for me but I just don't want lor hehe... Next time perhaps keke... Oh ya then I bought a long wallet for my mum too. Nice colour and pattern. She loved it. I was so glad... I hereby declare bankruptcy lol...
Well talking about earring, just now I felt so stupid. I just don't dare to take out my stud. As you know the first time I pierced my ear hole the stud is already there. It's just a thick one, unlike those normal earrings. I took so long to pull it out. So hard and tight man. Scary... Thought it's painful but lucky, it's not painful at all. I just got shocked when I pulled out that thing. At the same time happy that I don't have to wear that thick stud anymore. Hehehe.... So stupid of me just now... Scared so much... Waste time. Oh man tomorrow is pcomd again. Die.... In that pcomd class, only Mark and me is from Pid, the rest all from other course. Then my group only got Mark and me. We were so green as to what to do for the projects. This time die liao... Haven even do the brief yet. Tomorrow Desmond is going to discuss with us. Diao..... It's so bloody unfair.... Only two of us from Pid... No one helping us....
Ok I'm not going to be late tomorrow... Definately..... Oh I felt that nowadays I seldom talk about borrowing vcd from the shop hehe.... That's because I got no time for it hehehe.... I need to motivate myself to do work liao... Right now, I need to iron clothes for tomorrow then go sleep hehe tara....
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11:56 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Sian, I was scolded by my mum just now. She said that next time whenever I want to go out must tell her. I told her I've already told dad but she just felt unhappy about it. Sian so big liao still must restrict me lidat. Why can't she just say nicely? Why must she be so fierce and angry? It's not that I came home late... It's still so early lor.
Today went out with Bao Zhen and my bf to Toa Payoh. I accompanied Bao Zhen there to buy her bag. Then after that parted with Bao Zhen and went bf house. What a hot day it is today.
Haha just now I wanted to do my hw, but, I can't even find a piece of paper man lol... Long time never buy fullscape paper as now I'm in design course, all I used is layout pad, or sometimes we don't even use paper... We use foam or wood kekeke lolx... In the end I found one paper which has my scribbling over it with pencil... No choice I just got to erase it and work on it. I'm still not sure how to start with the essay thing... Difficult man first assignment...
I saw the online psycology quiz too... Oh man it was so chim... So difficult..... Haven start doing it, just read the first question and I almost fainted. I'll try doing it maybe tomorrow or some other day before the deadline.
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11:43 PM
I think it's kinda sad that I didn't get to watch spider man 2 today. Actually my bf and his friends decided to go watch it, but the tickets are all sold out.... We went 3 places to check today, most of the tickets are sold. Can't blame, it's saturday today. I mean, a few hours ago... Then my bf, his friends and me all went starbucks to have a drink. His friend bought the new "strawberry fruppachino" (dunno how to spell). It's quite nice and I recommend you all to have a try. Actually my bro asked me to buy for him as I asked him to fetch me home today. So I bought it and try it on my own. It's damn nice and I drank 1/4 of it. Then his friend was also in the car. The drink was actually for him and not my bro. I didn't know....Then his friend took the drink and drink it using my straw..... Oh my god... Was too late and quite embarrass to remind him again that I've drank it before. I remembered I told him that I drank alot... But nvm... Then, my bro went to my uncle coffee shop to take things, then his fren and I chatted lor. I even asked whether my bro like anything because his birthday is around the corner, then he told me something, but before saying out that thing, my bro came. Oh my god! So we both kept quiet in the car. I think I'm going to ask before my bro birthday. I'm going to use my bro hp to sms him. I wanted to give my bro a surprise.. Then when my bro drove, I forgot I left the drink on top of the air con, so it just dropped from there onto my jeans and on the car floor. Sad... My bro drove his friend to his semi-d house, then we used some water to clean the car. Unlucky me... Clumsy me... I'm such an annoying person!
Oh ya, actually there's a talk by the yr 3 today, but I never go. It's not compulsory anyway, and I only knew it yesterday night as I never check my tp email. Then it was alex who told me that. Thought the "officer" will sms us whenever there are any talk or whatever.... But nvm, it's our own responsibility to check our own mails. I don't have to depend him on anything. I must learn to be independent hehe... Today "officer" sms to ask whether we guys are going for the talk. Elyn asked me too but I told her, sms with that kind of people throw my face (meaning, I feel ashame =p) and also waste my sms. So I never reply his msg at all. Think not much people go for the talk. It's a sad thing.... I'll be glad to attend if it's not on a beautiful saturday. Feeling extremely tired now. Just now when my bro and I came home, my mum forced us to eat. She hate it if we promised to come home eat but never do it. So no choice, bro and I acted hungry and ate all the food. Mum will kill us if we don't. Then when we've finished the food, bro and me made a very painful expression on our face. We are damn full.... Imagine it's already 11.30pm and we ate our dinner? Damn full... stomach bursting. Got to sleep soon.... eyes closing.... Tired...
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1:51 AM
Friday, July 02, 2004
Finally I'm punctual for my lecture today. The queue for bus 69 at interchange this morning was damn long. From a corner stretch all the way till the bedok hawker centre. This is the 1st time I queue so far away. Thought I'm going to be late again, luckily 3 double decker buses came at one time. Then I saw that "officer" again, wearing sunglasses. Think he is cool? Pui..... Early in the morning act cool. I really dislike him. So unlucky that our lecture is the same this morning. The more I look at him the more I detest him. Haaa, dunno why I feel that way. I know I'm going too far.... Keke.
Oh ya forgot to mention yesterday, I bought the 2nd hand 6610 hp from my bf friend. For $130.... Then one of these days I'm going to trade in my 6510 hp for $90. That's the price offered by my bf friend. So I paid $40 extra for that 6610 hp lor. It's damn bad lor that phone. Lot's of scratches in it. Don't know how my bf friend treat his phone. Lucky the function and everything is alright. Bought a new cover to replace the ugly one. It's pink colour again hehe.... Ok this does not mean that I have given up on my 6230 dream phone. I'm going to buy it maybe after my contract is over next year. Perhaps a better phone may appear when my contract ends, then I'll change my dream phone to that phone hehe....
After so many days of slacking, I feel that I should start on my homework liao. Language of flim... Essay.... And Psycology journal..... Sianz... Got to finish it asap so that the weekend I can enjoy myself peacefully. My projects are out.... Don't wanna bother about it now, next week then say hehe... Haven even read the brief. Am I great? Yeah I guess so.... I'm the slacking queen..... Keke.... Ok I shall relax myself first before doing my essay and journal. IT'S GUNBOUND TIME!!! Tata... =)
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11:19 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Haiz..... I'm late for lesson again..... I exchanged class with Xiu Zhen today.... So she went for the 12pm lecture and I went for the 3pm lecture. Then I went school at 12pm, to accompany ELyn as she is bored, then I got nothing to do at home also. Then Rachel asked whether we wanted to go play pool at tampines, so we went with her. We played all the way till 2.50pm.... Den took cab to school haha.... Late late late..... I'm hopeless... 3pm lecture also can late. Anyway, Eric said that I'm not allowed to change class with Xiu Zhen...but he still mark my name. No choice lor, next week back to my usual time table.
Today I manage to go see the tanks with Elyn. Never really take any pics of those tank. Then my bf came to my school also. But he never talk to any of the guys there as they are leaving. Then he went to my studio. We were waiting for the "head" of the class to start our meeting. That "head", was so stuck up. Wearing the army uniform today as he is involve with the SAF thing. My bf told me that his rank is officer. So what? Stuck up face. During meeting today, he said alot of things which I really hate. So..... Mean..... He is soooooo mean...... Mean towards alot of people..... I hate him!!! Damn.... Just now, someone and someone also nearly quarrel haha.... I guess.... Coz they are arguing with each other..... Situation was so stiff. Anyway it's over.... over.... Got to face that "officer" for another 2 more years.... Hai.... Just don't wanna see his face. Stuck up face. Even my bf also feel he is so action and so stuck up. He also told me that officer is like that in army too. No wonder......
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11:08 PM
Heh.... Yesterday I was blogging half way and then the whole of Bedok suddenly black out hehe... It lasted for about half an hour.... lucky... It was the first time I encounter this. I heard my opposite block people shouting haha. So shocked... Then alot of people at my opposite block kept on playing with the torch light. Alot of my friends called me to ask whether my house got black out. Most of them got haha... And I'm lucky to be the quite early one to have light. Now I realise the importance of light. Don't really remember what I wanted to post yesterday. I remembered I was late for my pcom lecture... Then the lecturer almost don't let me in, and asked for reason, and I gave him a very lame reason, alot of them laugh at me, and I also laugh at myself for being lame. That's the last time I'm going to be late coz I've already told him that I won't be late. He asked the class to be my witness... Stupid... Why does he have to make things difficult for me? I realised that my course lecturer is the best. They'll always mark you even if you are late, and seldom ask for reasons... Why does he have to ask me reason in front of the class? diao.... Then yesterday night went for psyco lecture in business school. Sat with Regine in the LT. Was late again =p.... Then I realised alot of people from design school took psyco also. Most of the late comers are from my course lol.... Including me... My god.... Maybe it's our PID attitude haha... Too slack liao la.... Didn't really understand what the lecturer is talking.... So chim... So.... I prefer the contents in the textbook, I would prefer if he could go according to the text book. I really don't understand what the hell is he talking, although I really paid attention to him. Maybe it's due to my poor English.... =(
ok that's about it yesterday.
Today woke up early to squeeze bus with the people. I got psyco tutorial at 9am. Late again damn..... Why I also don't know. I'm getting fat and old la I guess... Reaction more and more slow. Also used to late liao. Tomorrow onwards I want to be punctual hehe... Especially Tuesday.... I want to show the lecturer that I'm not ALWAYS LATE OK?
Don't mark me for that. I want to prove to him that I can make it on time. The psyco tutorial is better than yesterday's lecture. At least I know what he is going through. That lecturer was different from my last week lecturer. I prefer the last week lecturer as he is more friendly... This lecturer who taught us today is actually a doctor. Maybe a dr. in psycology. He grouped us in many different groups made up of different schools and strangers. Elyn and I was separated.... Then I was grouped with a girl from applied science, one girl from business and one guy from business... So so so so extra and feel uncomfortable.... Lucky they are quite alright. Our group was quite united. I think writing blog has really help me to improve my English. Today while I was presenting, I realise that I tend to use more words, and I got damn lots of things to say than last time. Hiaks... happy sia.... glad sia.....
Haha then after that lesson, went eating with Elyn. Saw alot of people today. Got ke cheng, kenny, regine, siew tien, meiling and kit yee. Don't know what day is it today haha.... Saw so many secondary school friend in one day. Then my bf tank was in our school for SAF exhibition today. Didn't really go to see it as I was shy haha. All of them know my bf. Think better not go or else if they recognise me then I'll be damn pai seh again. Then today Benny kept on talking about the PIDP1 thing... sian.... this competition, if you win it, you'll be given $50000 plus... If somebody could win that money for us, it'll be used for our Europe trip. I'm not confident of myself... Don't think I can get it, but I'll try my best. Haaaa..... better than not trying =p
Ok then I saw a cockroach under my friend's table... Ok guess tomorrow I shall not sleep in my studio. In case the cockroach just climb up to my table. I hate cockroach!!!! Why are they always appearing in front of me???? I hate them!!!!! Could they just stop breeding and extinct as soon as possible?? I hate them!!!!!! Arrrgggggg...
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