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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Feeling moody the whole day.......
Why? Ok let me start with my complain now. Let's name the main character who made me moody as "xiao qiang" (cute name!). We are doing the engineering project. I'm in charge of doing the pirate ship. I made the ship twice as I felt that the first one cannot make it. It's actually a wasting of my time and effort when I did the first ship. Then, I threw away the first ship and made the 2nd one. I took quite a long time to do also.... Quite some effort too... To cut and paste and colour..... "W" actually said ok, good. "E" said nice. I was glad, so when I finished everything, I passed it to "xiao qiang". Guess what? He kept on "yucking" away... I know my work are not up to his expectation. However, what he did is too much. Today when I went school, I saw my pirate ship stand on the table. However, the ship is different. "xiao qiang" made another one himself. Compared to mine, I'll choose his. However, this means that all my efforts had been wasted. All he preserved was my pirate ship STAND! Can you imagine it? And he didn't even tell me he changed my ship. Pls lor....... Dennis said all he wanted to see is the mechanism inside. Appearance of the model is not important. So why is "xiao qiang" so fussy??? I felt so unrespected...... Where is my pride? I told "xiao qiang" I spend quite some time on it. Then "xiao qiang" said he only spend less than 1 hour doing it. Win liao lor...... I am speechless.... Then I told him alright, use the new one that he did....
I'm just very sad and angry that without asking, he changed my ship! Don't he know that I got feelings too? Not that I'm petty over this small matter, but it's a matter of my feelings. Hey if I know he is going to change my ship, I would have spend more time on doing my other projects! Just now, dunno why he asked "E" is it not happy him. Then I think "E" told him that I'm very upset with him. Then he came to ask me what happen. Anything can talk to him. I just said nothing happen. Don't want to say anything anymore.
Anyway what's done cannot be undone.
Today, Regine gave me a letter. I thought it's a belated birthday card for me. When I opened it, it's a crane card which she folded, one letter and one hong bao inside. She said that the hong bao is for me to buy stuff which I like lor hehe..... Thanks Regine! Felt bad.... I guess she's the first friend to give me hong bao. So cute hehe.... I told her I'm going to use it wisely.... To eat wahahaha......
Haiz..... stress level increasing..... More and more work! Pcomd presentation is fixed..... 14th of September. Hope holiday come soon...... I'm getting hungry very fast these days. Got to try out the new instant mash potato that my bro gave me just now hehe...... buai......
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10:18 PM
Monday, August 30, 2004
I am so hungry now! My stomach really got worms man..... This morning after I ate the pandan cake, I felt so hungry the whole day! After lesson, I went Bugis to buy thing. Then my bf, Elyn and me went to eat $6.80 Tepanyaki. I was so damn hungry.... Like never eat for many years lidat. After eating, I was full at first. Then after a while, less than half an hour... I felt hungry again. Then I bought a cup of corn to eat. Then today after leaving my bf house, I ate 2 packet of small biscuit. When I went home, I bought dinner to eat. After 1 hour, I felt hungry again!!! Oh my god. What the hell?? However, I control myself... Don't really want to eat so much. I am seriously getting fatter and fatter. I am also very tired now.... I felt like I'm going to rot or melt soon.... Sickening feeling....
I'm going to sleep after packing my stuff. Hope it drives my hunger away. Tomorrow is Tuesday. Hate Tuesday. PCOMD!!!! Grrrrr....... Hope the time past quickly tomorrow keke.
Today, my 2nd bro met with a car accident. He was half driving and half sleeping. OMG! Then he knocked onto a big lorry. His car windows were all broken into pieces. He said he felt his face swollen. However, when he went to the hospital for a check up, the doctor said he was alright. Not even a single bruise was found on him. My mum said that he was lucky and was bless by the Buddha as he always like to pray. I was glad too. He said his heart was still beating very fast now. I hope he can recover soon. I tried to call him just now but nobody answered. Then I sms him and ask him to take care lor hehe..... Got a shock just now...... Phew~
Ok I seriously need to go.... I don't care anything anymore. I want to sleep!!!!!!
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11:50 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Absolutely crazy today.... Wrote a journal which is 4 pages long. Usually I'll write 1 and a half page or 2 page.... Lol..... However, I'm quite happy with it.... Tomorrow got to hand up. Got to type it out later.....
Today open shop with my bf. Met some fussy customer..... One uncle requested to photocopy A3 size document. He got lot's of it for us to photocopy. Actually, we charge people 50 cent per page. Then since he got so much, I told him I charge him 30 cents per page. Then he shouted and said "What? Usually that lady charge me 20 cents!!! I always come here to photocopy!!!" Then I called my mum and ask. She said she never charge people 20 cents before. Hai that uncle very irritating.... Kept on complaining..... Saying that other places charge 25 cents... Blah blah...... How I wish I could just say " then go there and print lor"..... But I didn't.... My mum said that she follow the market price. So we can't anyhow change the price. That will be unfair to others too. Anyway, I already printed a few pages for him already. Then he so fussy.... Kept counting the pages over and over again..... It's only 10 pages! He kept nagging and shaking his head... Kept sighing too...... I'm so annoyed.... My bf too! Haiz nvm.... Let him go.... Since he say other places charge him 25 cents. My mum don't really care.... Well I don't care too.... Our paper is branded.... Go other place to print you might not get this type of quality. Bleah...... !!!
So tired of working there.... Some time ago my mum decided to take deposit from people as they always return the disk late..... Then we'll take the fine from the deposit. Or else we'll return the deposit back to them if they are punctual in returning..... Then some people...... Grrr........ When they saw me working, they'll say " You know what? That lady (referring to my mum) don't take deposit from me..... Never ever..... Why you take from me?" I'm so tired of explaining! They thought I wanted to cheat their money.... It's so so so irritating.... When they look at me with that kind of eye..... Sigh.... I hope my mum is there to talk for me.... She is good in talking!
I'm getting sleepy now..... Time pass so fast today. Got to type out my journal now.... Sigh.....
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10:24 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Wow.... Eggs price are increasing.... Today I bought one packet of noodle for my dad. Actually the price is only $4. Now it cost $4.50 just because of the egg..... I love eggs.... How can I live without it? Hope the price of the egg will go down.... like as usual......
Today went school for psycology project. Hmmm.... Finished discussing about the written report. I love this group as it only consist of 3 girls including me. Somemore they are all very cooperative. Hehe..... Then after that went bf house to do hw. He is going to ORD soon.... Yuppy! In fact, he is clearing his leave now. That means, he ORD already!!! Hurray! Wow then today, his relative gave them durian cake. OMG! The cake is so tall.... Unlike the usual height of the cake. It is taller by about 4cm more. Trust me I'm really getting fat! Plus the cream on top of the cake.... After eating the cake, I felt so full.... The cake could be my lunch! Jumbo cake!
So fast Saturday... Felt I haven had enough rest. Still struggling with my work. Alright..... Got to continue with it now..... Tata....
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11:55 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
Wee~ I got back the 100% senorita vcd again... Now I'm half watching it and half doing my project. Hope to finish it asap..... But there's still so much episode left.... Tomorrow is Saturday..... Got to go school for psycology project discussion.... What a boring day tomorrow.... Saturday burn....
This afternoon I waited Elyn for 1hr n 15 mins in TM! My god.... She can really dilly dally..... I swear, from now on, if I want to meet her, I'll be later than her! Let's say if we meet 12pm, I'll get up at 12pm and bath, then go out to meet her..... Maybe still, she'll be late! Gosh..... Lucky we meet in TM, then I went for a big walk there...... Or else I'll die just by standing for so long!!!
Just quarrelled with him on the phone again.... Very obvious who is that "him". I must say that there is no right or wrong.... Whose right or whose wrong.... Anyway, we are back to normal again hehe..... Everytime when we quarrel, first unlucky person I nag to is my god bro..... Lol... Haiz.....
I'm so tired so quarrelling...... I don't like it anyway..... Sometimes there's really no choice..... And.... Couples do quarrel.... Ok.... treat it normal..... One friend told me, in future, if my friend accept him, he won't let her have a shed of tears. I told him, that's impossible...... He'll know it sooner or later.... He just won't believe... We shall see......
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11:44 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
What an exciting day today lol..... Erm..... Yesterday the people from student development called and ask me to go for the bursary interview today. I was late for 5 mins.... Luckily, they are still interviewing one student. My heart was thumping so fast, as if I'm taking the 'O' level oral like that.... Hehe... The two lady who interviewed me was the same as the previous year. They also asked whether they've seen me before.... Well, this time I felt that the interview is shorter than last time. I also know how to answer alot of their questions too. One thing she said was ..... " your utility bill is so high!!!!! How come?" I was stunt....... Don't really know how to answer her question..... It's really high..... Too embarrassing to say out the amount here lol...... I just hope I can get the bursary.... It will help me in paying part of my school fees and some allowance for myself.....
Haiz...... projects are really getting more and more stress. I had come out with a model I wanted to make, but, I need to finish my product engineering first..... Haiz.... I can see myself rushing at the end of the semester again... Sob.... How I wish we could just finish the engineering asap, and start doing on my pid1 model.... Psycology test coming too...... !!!! No time!
Tomorrow there will be no lecture as Dennis let us do our engineering..... However, still have to go school..... It's always project project..... I rather study and have exams rather than doing projects for the whole day..... We are always staying late in the studio to do.... Other people just have to go home and revise for their exams. Even if it's project, they can finish within a day. What about us? Doing a model for whole month... Perspiring in the workshop, handling all the dangerous stuff there, risking our life out there too... Phew... Boring.... Boring life..... Boring everything.......
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11:24 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
I'm so tired!!!!! Super tired and sleepy now... What to do? Got to finish up my pid1 sketches by today as tomorrow I got pid1 interim. Today stayed in studio till 9pm to do product Engineering too. Alot of them were also in the studio till 9pm. Haven finish up my stuff yet. Tomorrow I'll continue to do it maybe till 9pm again sigh..... Two days cannot meet my bf. Actually tomorrow Regine asked me to go citilink with her as there are sales there..... Too bad I need to finish my project asap.
Wah super tired and hungry now..... Got to grab some bite now too. Cya~~~
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11:24 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
What a boring Monday again.... Today after lesson, Elyn and I went Bugis for a walk straight away hehe...... Don't know why we still got the mood to shop when we have full or projects to do keke..... Finally I bought myself new socks! 4 for $10. I chose two cute cartoon and 2 sweet sweet type of socks hehe..... Hope it won't get loosen after washing. Hate the feeling.... For my old socks, everytime when it get lose, and when I walk a few steps, the sock will shrink inside my shoe. Hate the uncomfortable and irritating feeling. Hehe.... but 4 for $10 is quite cheap la I must say.... =p
Oh ya today when Elyn and I was eating in the food court, we saw Tay Ping Hui! Oh my my my my god!!!!! He is soooooo soooo cool...... So handsome! Keke..... Hope my bf won't get to read this..... :p:p:pp However, he walked quite far to find his seat, so Elyn and I just couldn't see him anymore haha... Don't know where he diappeared to. Lol..... Hmmm..... Then when we are walking on level 1, we saw another media corp artist. His name is Zhu Hou Ren. Hmmm.... Not sure of his English name, but he was involved in acting the "Shuang Tian Zhi Zun" chinese local serial. Lol don't really know the English name of that movie. Anyway, he's is just an old artist, not really that excited over him hahaha..... =p
I'm getting more and more slack. Well, psyco common test is coming soon..... Haven even read anything yet. All those chapters that I've read had already been forgotten lol... Haiz..... We'll see...... Just very very tired.... Got to tuck in early today.... Hate Tuesday lesson....
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11:34 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
What a pity man.... Li Jia Wei lost the match again. A correction, if yesterday she won that match, she could have got herself $500,000.... Not $50,000. Today, if she won the match, she could also have $250,000.... However, luck is not with her today. I felt that yesterday she played better than today....
Earlier on my bf and I had planned not to go out yesterday and today as we had spend too much during the past few weeks. So today, I stayed in his house again. Then, his friend asked us to go Plaza Singapore with him to buy present. So we went. I was wearing a shorts which is somewhere around my knee and a blue t-shirt. This is the first time I wear until so so so casual to go town area. Then, we saw Swensen having a National day promotion. The ice-cream there, which is called topless 5, cost only $1.39. I recommend you all to go try. It's very nice. The ending promotion is on 12th Sept. And the time is before 5pm. Well, the service at PS Swensen really really sucks.... Nobody served us at all when we are sitting there for so long. And the waitress actually took the orders from the customer who just came, rather than us, who sat there for so damn long.
Haiz.... today don't feel like doing anything again. No motivation.... Yesterday just finished language of film journal and one psyco quiz. Felt a sense of relieve everytime I finish something. Back to surfing net..... Buai.. Keke....
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11:05 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
Mauritania. Caravan of dromedaries near Nouakchott. Nice pic....
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11:14 PM
Mauritania. Caravan of dromedaries near Nouakchott.
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11:13 PM
Here are some pictures I got from my email... This place is at France, New Caledonia. Mangrove Swamp of Coeur De Voh.
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11:10 PM
Lalala.... My ulcer is finally recovering. Today's food is so tasty... Hehe... I can eat all I want. Well today, for the whole day, I stayed in my bf house to do work. Took a super long nap too... I was reluctant to do my hw anyway. Nvm, tomorrow I shall continue with my pid1. I also watched the ping pong match of Li Jia Wei. Very seldom I'll watch the sports competition... Including olympic or world cup or whatever.... Unless got special reason. Well it's such an exciting match. However, I got one thing to add. That opponent.... Kim.... whatever her name, is such a nuisance. She kept making that irritating noise. Don't even know what she is shouting about. So irritating that I wished she could just lost that match. Jia Wei scored 3-1... Altogether 7 matches. Actually if she win one more round, then that's it. She'll receive the $50,000. Too bad... It's so close..... That opponent just caught up with her.... Such a pity. I almost thought Jia Wei could win... Nvm... I know she tried her best. Maybe she is irritated by the noise that the pinky gal made....
This month is going to be tough. Today I shall do my psyco quiz. Psyco common test is coming soon also. Don't really know whether I got the time to study or not. If I go workshop everyday, it's obvious I won't have time to revise my psyco... Just hope I can pass this module, faster clear my cds... I need inspirations right now to do my work.... Ahhhhhhh......
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10:48 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
This morning I can't really pull myself out of bed. So when the alarm rang and rang so many times, I went back to sleep..... Until it's about 9am then I got up haha. I thought I was late for my lesson, so I decided not to go. Anyway alot of them were saying that maybe today got no lesson. So I just sms Elyn and told her I'll be going to school late. In the end I got up at 10 and went school.... For what purpose I also don't know. Maybe there's project discussion today. I also wanted to find Benny for consultation..... But he was busy. So I went school for subject selection. Well this time, I really hope I can get in the modules that I want.... I really really want to learn Japanese.... I also hope I can get the electives I want.
Today is Anne's bday.... Shared a present with Elyn and friends for her. Anne actually invited us to go Zouk today. Actually I felt like going as I have never been there before.... She also asked my bf along, but the main problem lies with my mum. She wanted me to get home early. So what's the point of going? Go there and touch the door then go home? I actually promised, or rather, told my friends that I'll be going at first.. Hai.... (Sorry Amy) hehe.... It's a rare chance that I got friend also never go there before. Then both of us can be "sua gu" together.... Rather than next time I go and be so "sua gu" myself wahaha.... Hai.... Really hope that one day I can go Zouk with friends or whoever.... Go and see the society haha..... My mum is a spoiler..... Hmmm..... Today Meiling came to my mum shop. Then my mum asked why didn't she go for my fren's bday. Then I told her Meiling doesn't know my friend. Then she asked why you all study in same school don't know each other? Haiz.... This is like so hard to explain to her. Ok I just told her, my school got 14000 students.... And my course year 2 only got 30 plus over students. You think me and her same class? Then she study science I study design...... Hai..... Finally she understood. My parents always think that study in Tp means we always get to meet each other .... And be in the same class..... Her friend is my friend, her lecturer is my lecturer...... Dots...... I thought she was using Meiling to test me, to test whether I lied to her about my friends bday. Haiz..... I didn't go.... However, she never scold me. Lucky..... I want freedom!!!!! I hope to be 21!!!!! Ok when I'm 21, maybe I'll organise something..... Alright it's still long I better stop day dreaming..... 2 years is still long for me.... Haiz..... (had been hai-ing for so many times today)
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11:30 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
I'm so hungry now!!!!!! I only ate bread, bun and salad today..... It's like I'm having a diet like that. I really got no appetite the whole day, but now I'm feeling hungry... I just don't want to eat rice or noodles or what..... Pain pain.... However, I think that my ulcer is recovering.... but need few more days I guess. This is the worst ulcer I got since young. Pain until cannot eat! Guess I'll go find something soft to eat later. Like old granny lidat..... Like no teeth to bite solid food lidat.
Today's CAD lesson is so boring.... Eric just kept talking non-stop. In the end, I still can finish lor hehe.... Feeling so tired now. Need some inspiration to sketch my Pid1. Enough blogging buai heeeez....
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11:07 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Help!!!! I got ulcer..... So many days already.... So pain. These few days no appetite eat as my ulcer is so painful. It's near my last teeth.... So whatever I bite I'll feel the pain. Haiz.....
Yesterday slept for only 4 hours just because of the Pid1 mock presentation. I waited Benny for 3 hours, in the end when it's my turn, he asked me to continue next week. So unlucky.... He should've told us earlier. I've waited so long! Hmmm.... Felt so ashame of my work. Saw some of my friends with good product. Even if their product is not good, their sketches is so marvellous.... I'm so ashame....
Today got back my psyco journal. I was thinking that this time I will really fail terribly. To my surprise, I passed. And what's more surprising is that I got an A for it lol. This is the 2nd time during my 1 and a half years in Tp that I got an A. Glad.... Actually, what I wrote in there are all craps... Didn't know the lecturer is so lenient in marking. The lowest in class is C instead of D. Hmmm.... I started to have a little bit of confidence in Psycology hehe... Then today's lesson the lecturer taught us stress relieve exercise. I felt that it's just an exercise, I didn't feel much relieve after doing that exercise. Quite fun in today's class as there are two jokers who kept on making us laugh.
Oh ya forgot to mention yesterday Chew Yan bought me a belated birthday present. Think she got it from Malaysia during holiday. It's a lamp with a cylinder shape, and outside got swallow flying and plants.... It's very beautiful and I love it very much. At night I on it to play haha.... Then before I slept I off it.
Today is also my bf father birthday. His sister, my bf and me bought a Goldlion wallet for him. Hope he like it... Then my bf sis also bought a Mango cake from Crystal Jade to celebrate at home. I must say that the cake is very nice. However, I just couldn't finish eating even half of it as my ulcer in my mouth is really painful. Such a waste that I couldn't finish it...
Ok guess I'll have to prepare more things for the Pid1 mock up presentation next week. It's getting stress.... All I hoped is that Benny accept my product and then I will be able to start going to the workshop to do... I hate last minute work!
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11:25 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
I sucked in my work..... Damn I took so long to sand my mock up model. Thought Gerald told me my product is alright. Then today I went to consult Benny. He said that by adding a digital clock and a scratcher to my massager doesn't make it a new product. He suggested that I make a massager, and when you extend it, it becomes a walking stick for the elderly. In fact, I don't really want to do walking stick as alot of them are doing. My brain is really cracking now... What else can I do? Guess I'll give up my foam..... Damn it.
Should I stick on doing the walking stick? As Mark and Wen Jin said that it's a good idea.... Haiz.....
Oh ya today Mabeline interviewed me. It's about some project for her elective subject. Coz I'm the only one who is quite free, so she asked me for help. Haha quite fun la... Erm and I had a long chat with her just now. Chatting about what we planning to do in the future.... And other things also..... Then I realised that she, like me, was interested in VSC instead of PID haha.... Guess alot of people really liked VSC. Sometimes I really regret that I didn't go for the interview..... Haiz.... Anyway.... It's been a long time since I chatted with other friends in studio.... Except for Elyn haha lol... Everyone is just so busy....
Tomorrow is the crit.... What to do? Got to finish it man.... Sucks..... Guess I'll do more research now.... Bzzzz.......
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11:45 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
Today is a very super boring day. This morning I was late for lecture. My lecture starts at 9am, but I woke up at 8.30am hehe.... Then by the time I bathed finish, it's already 8.50am. Lucky my bus came when I reached the interchange. Today's Language of film is quite interesting, because the lecturer showed us black and white comedy. Well I've also learned one thing today. I realised that until now then I know the correct spelling for "film", it's actually spelled as "F-I-L-M". I always thought is "F-L-I-M". What a nerd.... Maybe a primary school student can spell better than me. Lol......
Hmmm... Took a foam back to do my mock up model. Damn it took me so long just to shape my model. In the end, half of my room floor is covered with the powder. I swept for 2 times and cleaned the floor using cloth for one time. I just couldn't get my shape. So tired now.... I stopped doing that already as I wanted to continue tomorrow... Think I better take a nap now first, Shagged.....
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11:52 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
HoHo... This morning I was woke up by my dad. My China relative came to Singapore for tour. Don't even know them at all.... My dad relative is all over the world man. When I saw them, I just don't know what and how to call them. Then my Dad told me to call this uncle this, that auntie that.... In our dialect. Then that auntie, whom I've never met before, held my hand so tightly.... I was so embarrassed.... I kept looking at my bro.... I kept wanting to run away....He kept laughing at me. That auntie just couldn't let go of my hand.... As if I'm her long lost daughter lidat.... Scary wahaha.... Then they also brought their daughter in law here.... their daughter in law is so pretty and young.... Like not very much older than me like that. Oh ya and the cute grandson of them. He called me "gu gu".... Which is auntie. He is so cute.... He came to my room and played with me and my stuff toy. He kept asking alot of questions. I've a cage and 2 dogs inside. He asked me whether that was a real dog or a fake one. So funny.... It's just so obvious that is is fake. Then he asked why is the dog in the cage? I just don't know how to answer a 7 yr old..... Then before I go out, I gave a wand to that boy. It's a wand I bought from donation last time. He is so happy... Then he asked me a question in mandrian which is so chim.... I always felt so lousy when speaking mandrian with China people.... Especially when he is a kid! Haha then I just anyhow answer him..... Don't even know what chim thing he asked.... Then he told me that he is going to Uncle Wei Song house later... I was so confused.... Don't even know who is uncle Wei Song. Then I suddenly remembered that the Media Corp composer, Lee Wei Song and Lee Si Song is our relative haha.... But I also don't know them at all.... Never met them in my life....My mum kept saying their music so lousy...I got nothing to say... Then when I wanted to go out, that boy kept calling me "gu gu" here "gu gu" there.... Kept asking where I wanna go.... Haha.... Can't really bear to leave him. He is so cuteeee... I hoped that I could play with him a while longer..... Haha then I patted the little bald head of his and said bye bye.... He is so active and cute..... Wah...... ha.... But I got a bit scared of that auntie..... Scared she hold me again haaaaaha.....
Hmmmm...... Today went to collect cert lor..... Everybody is like saying I grow taller already.... Oh please.... I've already stopped growing tall since secondary school ok? It's not that I never see them for so long.... The last time I saw them was during Vesak day I guess? Haha... All of a sudden I've grew taller again huh? Ok I know I'm getting fat..... Guess they just don't dare to say and so they rephrase it.... Haha..... Diaoz.... Oh then after receiving the cert, my bro and I just sneaked off..... Escaped from the talk.... Haha.... Then I went my mum shop to accompany my bf. Hmmm..... So happy I got back the 100% senorita Vcd.... I'm going to watch it now! Last day.... Tomorrow school reopen..... Sucks...... Enjoy my very last day today..... Buai...
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10:54 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Today went kite flying with my bf again wahaha.... For the whole day man..... Think got 4 hours..... And guess what? I'm roasted already.... So funny.... My whole body is so red.... Tomorrow I will become dark I guess. My bf kite just couldn't fly.... Then we decided to buy a new kite which is Pikachu!!! Lol..... That's the only design left. However, it flew very well and within few minutes, it just flew up up up into the sky....... Until it just vanishes..... I'm so happy..... It's the first time the kite fly so high man. We used two rolls of string to release the kite. It really vanishes into the cloud. So proud hehe.... Then, my bf and I decided to pull back the kite and release again. Our hand itchy. Then we realised somebody's kite and ours were tangled. However, our kite is still flying. I don't know how long I took to pull back the kite. I really took a long time to pull it back. Until I finally see my kite..... Wah ha.... So happy.... I guess I'm addicted to flying kite. It's the cheapest game too.... Sadly, the second time we wanted to fly the kite again, it failed.... So sad..... Nvm, at least we flew it high for the first time. Hmmm... So restless after that. Then just as we were about to leave, we saw a little kid shouting "kite! Kite!" Then my bf gave it to him haha..... So cute....
I came home early today. Very sweaty and sticky. Hate the feeling, so I went to have a comfortable shower..... I've finished my hw already, except for the mock up model for pid1. Sad..... Haiz..... Tired now.... My whole body is aching. Maybe I haven been exercising for too long and now my muscle is cramped. Hope these 2 days I cut down some of my fats. So fat. Yesterday went to visit my colleagues, they also said I've grown fatter and fatter. What a sad news.... So sad wor sob..... Ok I'm going work hard to cut off my fats hehe..... =p
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8:46 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
Went cycling today with my bf. Wah.... Ride 1 hour free 1 hour. So good. Altogether we cycled for 2 hours. My leg is aching now, as I haven been exercising for quite a long time. I'm getting a bit darker too. Hmmm.... Everyone is like so busy with their projects. Only me, kept slacking and playing. Ok after blogging I'm going to do my work already. Finish it all at one go. I've actually did some sketches for the pid1 already. Heard this coming Wednesday we are going to have a crit..... Damn I haven even collect my material in the workshop. This means that I'll have to rush my mock up model on Monday... Crit on Wednesday.... Diaoz.... Haven even consult Benny about my model. This is so last minute.... I hope I can finish the mock up on time as it's just a mock up!!!
Seems to me that I've been celebrating my bday for many days... As these few days I'm always playing outside. This Sunday I'm going to receive a certificate of graduation for my Buddhist Studies in Singapore Federation of Chinese Clan Associations. It's been so long that I graduated, but my shi fu decided to give it to us this Sunday. We are also going to celebrate his bday on that day. Then my mum decided to bring me to eat also and she said treat it as it's also my bday. Hmmm... Hai... haha.... So, I'm only left with today and tomorrow to finish up my work. I think finish it by today is the best. I've been taking a long nap this evening. So I guess I won't be sleeping so early tonite. Got to "chiong" homework and projects already... This time I'm serious wahaha.... Ok gtg..... Wish me luck tataaaa.......
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11:45 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Bleah.... Nothing much happened today.... Boring.... Keke. However, evening went to Bishan Junction 8 for a walk. And it's really a walk! (Walk up and down along the shops, but not in and out). Nothing much to see there. Singapore is getting boring.... Yuppy yup yup.... tomorrow I'm going to go cycling with my bf. Last minute decision. Nothing to do. Hmmm..... Guess I'm going to do my work now. A bit of language of flim..... Nitez....
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11:55 PM
Hehe... 19 candles....
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12:15 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Lol my bf tot I was 20, then he suddenly remembered I am only 19. So he went back to change the no. Now it looked like I'm 29...
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11:52 PM
My birthday cake!!! Weird background......
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11:51 PM
Wee~~ So happy today... It's my birthday! I'm officially 19 now... This morning at 12am, alot of my friends sms me to wish me happy birthday. I'm so glad.... As I didn't tell anyone of them.... Only that they remembered... So touched. Then when I woke up today, a few more of my friends sms to me too. Hee.... Then today Elyn asked me to go out. So I went out with her since I got no plan today. Hmmm.... Went Bugis walk walk while waiting to meet my bf in the evening. To my surprised, he popped up in front of me when Elyn and I was shopping. Then I knew that he and Elyn wanted to give me a surprise. Heh.... Then he bought my favourite cheese cake!!!! Wow wow.... Hehe.... And also a present lor..... Hmmm.... Went Genki sushi to eat too.... However, we ended up eating the a-la-carte food instead... due to miscommunication..... As I thought he wanted that, and he thought I wanted that... But in fact, we both wanted to eat the sushi which is on the table which kept turning and turning (dunno what it's call). Haiz.... Funny... Real funny hee...
Then I went to his house after dinner, and I ate my cake there.... So embarrased..... With his family instead of my family and friends.... Then my bf father kept on snapping my pic like reporter lidat... A bit of embarrassed.... However, I asked him to eat his cake first, that was when he stopped taking anymore pics haha.... phew~ He also gave me an Hong Bao... Waha... Can use to pay phone bill already... I'm very broke now... No money.... Sianz....
Hehe.... Today is a happy day for me... Oh ya I also got back the vcd, 100% senorita.... So happy.... Can watch till drop.... Haiz but I haven start my work! All I know is to complain and complain only.... I want to do my work! Hmmm.. Maybe I shall return the disc and watch some other day perharps? haha.... see how.... Ok got to go and do my stuff now tata!
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11:31 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
Happy birthday Singapore!!! Wakakaka....... So happy today.... Went NDP with Elyn n her bf. Then first time saw my bf in his army uniform... Wah haha..... So handsome kekeke.... =p.... Only met him for 5 mins.... Then went in to sit liao. Hmmm..... Felt that this year NDP nothing special.... Only that this year like alot of fireworks appear when the people are performing. So hot today... I can say that the place I'm sitting in is not very good as the fireworks are behind us! And there are some metal bar behind us and we have to look through the bars to see fireworks. Haiz.... Nvm at least we still manage to see it when we stood up. So long never sing the National Athem and say pledge already.... Lucky I still can remember haha... This year Mr Goh Chok Tong is stepping down. They made a special tribute to him. Such a good Prime Minister.... Such a pity he stepped down.... Then then.... Wow.... Saw my Idol..... Mr Lee Kuan Yew!!!! Wee wo wee....... Heez.... He's my hero.... My idol!!!! Though the view of him not very clear, but I still manage to see his white figure (as he was wearing all white and waving). That's a satisfactory for me keke....
Overall... I just love the fireworks.... And was "wahing" away again haha..... Nice nice..... Then.... Hai it's so difficult to squeeze with 60000 ppl out of the stadium. In the end, I managed to reach the mrt, and when I was at the platform, I just hopped onto the train. Guess what? I actually took the wrong side of the train.... Damn me... So blur. I only realised it when I was in Tanjong Pagar mrt lolx...... I was dreaming in the train..... that's why I didn't realise I took the wrong side of the train. Stupid..... In the end got home at around 9 plus. Then saw my cute cute niece. Played with her all day long. And gave her all my goodie bag stuff. She is so happy and was busy "da bao-ing" (means packing) all the things I gave her into her bag. Really had a great fun with her today..... Then I taught her alphabets.... And a bit of spelling.... So fun...
However.... one boring news came.... Which is tomorrow I have to go back school for project discussion.... Sianz..... Fun days are over.... Time to buck up and do work! Oh no.... 2 journals for language of flim ,1 psyco quiz, pid1 project brief, product engineering 2 project all haven do.... Sianz..... no mood, no motivation, no inspiration, no energy to do!!!!! Haiz.... Always must force myself.... tomorrow then say... =p Ok back to my show now.... don't care... today is Singapore birthday, so no work for me :p
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11:55 AM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Wow.... Today went kite flying with my bf. So fun.... However, the kite just couldn't fly high enough. We kept running with the kite.... Like so sua gu lidat..... Alot of people were there. We also saw Adrian Pang kekeke.... I think with his family.... Their kite is so big... A dragon kite... With a long tail. Then I also saw a Japanese family with their cutie cutie super cutie dog. Their kite is also very cute. It's a 3-D boat.... It just attracts everyone who went past them. I thought I could kill my fats after a bit of running and sweating under the hot sun. However, after kite flying, my bf and I including some of his friends went to eat steamboat at Marina South. I think I am getting even fatter as I ate a lot. No point running so much just now. =p
Then when eating, we saw the fireworks. OMG... this year is the most time I see fireworks. Tomorrow another time kekeke. So altogether is 3 times. It's just so nice.... Eveyone was "wahing" away lol.... It's just so so so beautiful.... Love it! The fireworks just made my day! =)
It's a happy day for me today. I'll treat it as the early celebration of someone's big day haha.....
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11:35 AM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
OMG.... Just now a big cockroach landed on my table again. It just flew from outside to my table. Ok this time..... I'm not going to open door at night anymore keke............... Then I asked my dad and mum to catch for me.... Shock man....
Haiz..... Very tired.... I was rushing for my psyco quiz.... In the end, got 7/10... How I wish I could get 9/10 or 10/10 in any one of the quiz..... Sometimes I feel that the answer should be correct, in the end, it ended up wrong.... Diaoz.....
Hehe today went Orchard with my bf and his friends. Then that fren gf (which I mentioned earlier on) also went.... Hmmm..... this time her attitude changed..... Her bf introduced her to us. Then got talk lor. We also played a game of pool.... My skill sucks to the core.... Heez... she won me lor. Expected.... Lucky I mentioned before I'm not a good player. =p
Ok today quite normal.... but at least go went out today lor.... heez... Ok back to gunbound....
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11:55 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
Yeepee!!!!! Finally holiday liao. Actually a bit sianz also... Must do psyco quiz later.... Going to close soon. Just now Alex told us to go back school on Tuesday to do project. Damn sian! Holiday burn.... Though is only one day, but who knows maybe will appear alot of days... Everytime like that one. However, Wednesday I'm going to play till rot as it's somebody's big day wahaaaa... lol...
Nothing much to say. Got to stop blogging now. Must finish my thing asap during holiday. I hate last minute work. Wah stress now.....
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11:19 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Wahaaa.... Vain vain... I've changed the blogskin again. Leo, my zodiac.... So nice, like in the sky lidat..... What is constellation? I also don't know haha.... Sianz..... These few days like eating wrong food. Stomach always pain. Haiz.... More and more weak. And..... unlucky..... Nvm. Actually this month is better already. Cannot always say I unlucky. Heez, went to borrow another chinese serial again. It's called "Huang Gong Bao Bei". There is no English name for it. I think to translate it's called "Palace Precious" ??? I think so keke.... It's the ancient type of flim. Haiz more and more boring. Those ancient flim like to show people how the "fake" prince was exchanged with the real princess, who is suffering outside the palace and alot of things. It's like repeating over and over. Nothing new. This time is the princess fall in love with the Emperors illegimate(Don't know how to spell, it means the emperor's son, without anyone knowing) son. Then the princess and the son fall in love with each other. However, they don't know they are siblings. Then.... alot of things happened lor. So sad..... But story a bit like "Huan zhu ge ge" lidat... Very naggy one.... Lolx...... Anyway, my 100% senorita is still not back on the shelf, so I just took that chinese serial home to watch first. Wah I missed 100% Senorita manz....
Hmmm..... After tomorrow I can have 1 week break already. So happy, but still, I got to finish up my psyco quiz 5. Damn it's going to due soon. At the moment, my hair is still wet, so cannot sleep. So tired now..... Feel like sleeping, but better not. My room is in a mess, I'm doing the product Engineering project. Head big big. No idea.... Idealess..... (Is there such word?) Sigh.....
Oh yeah, today met my bf in the evening. Then 1 of his army friend came too. Then after a while, that army friend gf came too. Omg don't know what happened to her. When she saw my bf and me, she was like so angry like that. Then kept staring at his bf . Then my bf and I walked front and I asked him is it she very unhappy to see us? Then he say maybe. Then I say since that case we walk ourself lor. Then in the end we really walk ourselves. Haiz.... So anti-social. What's the problem? Showing us black face instead of smiling.... 2 couple go out also quite fun what. Diaoz.... Heez.... Nvm I don't intend to know her too. Bleah......
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11:08 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Can anybody please help me? I'm in a deep shit! I just hate it!!!!! Very vexed and frustrated.... The shop!!!!! I hate it!!!!!! What's the matter with my mum? The shop isn't earning AT ALL!!!! Why don't she just closed it and carry on with our life?? Huh? What the hell...... Why can't she be a little bit more understanding????? WHY? I'm damn fed up now. Super hot! She just doesn't have a business experience. Why does she still want to act tough?? Although I'm complaining here, that doesn't mean I hate her. Hey man I love my family very much. I JUST HATE PEOPLE TO SAY MY MUM CHEAT THEIR MONEY. I HATE PEOPLE TO INSULT MY FAMILY! WHAT THE HELL? NAME CALLING??? Well who likes their family members to be insulted? Hey man.... After so many unfortunate things happened to me, can't I just take a break? Who have I offended? Just who??? My mind just can't get off the names that HE GAVE TO MY MUM.
I'm tired... Real tired.... Who can understand me? I told my god bro about it. After analysing, he told me that it's half my mum and that person's fault. Well they won't admit, so no point telling them. All of them are very stubborn. Can I just have a break? I can't... Becoz once this thing doesn't solve, it'll always be on my mind. Sometime, I just wish I could ran away...... I wish I could die faster... I just don't want to be here anymore!!!! I hate this life!!!! Haiz......
Name calling name calling... It kept appearing on my mind. Imagine somebody insulted your family.... Your one and only trusted family..... Doesn't he have a mother? Can somebody please get me out of here???
I'm really very moody now..... Haiz.... Damn it
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10:55 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Hmmm.... I'm so upset. It's about my mum and the shop thing again. So many things la...... So sian....... So so so tired...... Alot of things I'm sandwiched in the middle. Haiz..... I still got that crumpy face.
Today I went to sell my 6510 hp. Hmmm.... Initailly when my bf called that person and asked, he said he'll give us minimum $100. Then when we went there, he said my ear piece is spoilt and he offer me $95. Better than nothing lor.... Because other places only offer me $70 to $80. Then my bf asked the man how much is X70. He said X70 not good. So sad...... But then I told my bf that I like it can already. Somemore my friend is using GD 88 and she said it's not bad, so X70 should be alright too. I don't care... I want X70!! It's still so expensive now. Everywhere is selling for $560 and above without contract. So ex man... Sob...
So tired today.... Haiz tomorrow is another boring day.... got to go... sianz...
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10:52 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
Hmmm....... K is so kind to give C free things. Then, S, who is K friend, decided to sell it at $40 to C. Then today when I asked C for the $40, as I wanted to pass it to S. Then you know what C said? C said "show me the thing first". I said I will pass it to her when we are there together. Then, C asked me, does K also earn a bit money from it? I was so angry, but I remained clam. Hey, K gave it to u FREE as you are my friend ok? K could've sell it to you too but he didn't. Kindness doesn't repay good. (Is that the correct phrase? Whatever). Then C said she know, but she was wondering did K and S planned it together. I almost shouted. Come on, if K wanted that money, K would've sell it to you, and not give you free ok? Haiz..... In the end, C asked me to relax. She asked me not to tell K about it. C said she know the feeling too if people ask her like that. Glad that C know it. Well.... I got a bit regret, I should've ask K not to give C free..... Instead, give it to me and I gave it to my other friend myself. Call me petty but it's really very insulting to K, and me, coz she thought that K would earn some money too. I'm not that type of person who take friends money. It's S who wanted to sell it. Not K. Ok forget it.... I will never ever give C any privilege again. Ask K not to also. I still got other friends, not C alone.... Wakao.... Hard hearted liao.....
Hmmm..... Today went Clarke Quay after lesson with my bf and her sis. We went to see stocks for her sis shop. Wow there are so many nice nice things, most of them saw it before in the market. The only difference is that it's wholesale. It's so cheap.... cheap cheap cheap!!! However, they don't really sell individual, but becoz they saw his sis buying stocks, then they sell individual. Actually alot of things so nice but I try to control.... Don't always buy buy buy. Hehe.... I feel that the market people really sell so ex.... But can't blame them because they need to earn too. Next time if we go together again then I'll try to buy.... Coz cheap cheap ma..... Oh ya my bf bought so many lights.... Those cute cute light which you can stick anywhere you like as it's magnet. He bought alot of extras and gave some to me. Kekeke I guess tonight my room will be lit by those cutie lights. Ok got to rush for my favourite variety show liao buai...
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11:42 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Hehehe..... So happy today. In the afternoon, my big bro, his gf, his gf bro and my bf went ktv together. Hehe then my bro treat me to the ktv. After that, went Marina for dinner with my bf. Then suddenly remember there is fireworks there. Wow it's so crowded from suntec city to Marina square. It's obvious that everyone go there to watch fireworks. We headed to Burger King, then it's so long the queue. No choice, we still have to eat our dinner. Then my bf queued for about 45 mins. Wow.... I was half dozing off on the seat. Then so coincidence, after eating, we heard fireworks sound from outside. Then we ran as fast as we could as if there were fire in that building lidat haha... Wow so nice..... Although it is so crowded, but we still managed to occupy one space and see fireworks. It's oh my god...... damn nice..... Whenever there is something or some pattern that is absolutely nice, everybody will go "WAH" hahaha.... like so sua gu like that. Actually it's true, fireworks doesn't happen all the time. I think only National day. At the end of the fireworks, everybody clapped. So funny actually.... However, it's really a very happy day for me. I was in such a good mood today after watching the fireworks. Kekeke.....
Haiz then we loiter around and around Suntec city. The crowd is still there. So many people. Then it's drizzling somemore.... Anyway, we managed to take shuttle bus from suntec city. The bus will bring us to city hall mrt. Then, it's so damn long. When the bus came, one parent and one little boy cut my queue..... Damn it..... Don't know where the hell they appear from. Then my bf and I was so angry. Then I told my bf in a loud voice. I said " Wah so good no need to queue one". Then my bf replied " Ya lor, no manners". Then the students behind me said " Wah how come got people cut queue one?" Then the other students asked " who? who?" Then one replied and said there, there 3 lor, carrying lagguage one".... Wah so frustrated lor. The queue is so long, don't they know what is queue? Manners? I knew they heard us because they spoke chinese. So thick skin. Still heard the woman say " go further front". Wah.... Hai..... Where got such person one? Led her child wrongly.....
However, they still haven spoil my entirely mood. Hehe.... I love fireworks..... Love it love it!!!!!
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11:55 PM
Feeling moody the whole day.......
Why? Ok let me start with my complain now. Let's name the main character who made me moody as "xiao qiang" (cute name!). We are doing the engineering project. I'm in charge of doing the pirate ship. I made the ship twice as I felt that the first one cannot make it. It's actually a wasting of my time and effort when I did the first ship. Then, I threw away the first ship and made the 2nd one. I took quite a long time to do also.... Quite some effort too... To cut and paste and colour..... "W" actually said ok, good. "E" said nice. I was glad, so when I finished everything, I passed it to "xiao qiang". Guess what? He kept on "yucking" away... I know my work are not up to his expectation. However, what he did is too much. Today when I went school, I saw my pirate ship stand on the table. However, the ship is different. "xiao qiang" made another one himself. Compared to mine, I'll choose his. However, this means that all my efforts had been wasted. All he preserved was my pirate ship STAND! Can you imagine it? And he didn't even tell me he changed my ship. Pls lor....... Dennis said all he wanted to see is the mechanism inside. Appearance of the model is not important. So why is "xiao qiang" so fussy??? I felt so unrespected...... Where is my pride? I told "xiao qiang" I spend quite some time on it. Then "xiao qiang" said he only spend less than 1 hour doing it. Win liao lor...... I am speechless.... Then I told him alright, use the new one that he did....
I'm just very sad and angry that without asking, he changed my ship! Don't he know that I got feelings too? Not that I'm petty over this small matter, but it's a matter of my feelings. Hey if I know he is going to change my ship, I would have spend more time on doing my other projects! Just now, dunno why he asked "E" is it not happy him. Then I think "E" told him that I'm very upset with him. Then he came to ask me what happen. Anything can talk to him. I just said nothing happen. Don't want to say anything anymore.
Anyway what's done cannot be undone.
Today, Regine gave me a letter. I thought it's a belated birthday card for me. When I opened it, it's a crane card which she folded, one letter and one hong bao inside. She said that the hong bao is for me to buy stuff which I like lor hehe..... Thanks Regine! Felt bad.... I guess she's the first friend to give me hong bao. So cute hehe.... I told her I'm going to use it wisely.... To eat wahahaha......
Haiz..... stress level increasing..... More and more work! Pcomd presentation is fixed..... 14th of September. Hope holiday come soon...... I'm getting hungry very fast these days. Got to try out the new instant mash potato that my bro gave me just now hehe...... buai......
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10:18 PM
Monday, August 30, 2004
I am so hungry now! My stomach really got worms man..... This morning after I ate the pandan cake, I felt so hungry the whole day! After lesson, I went Bugis to buy thing. Then my bf, Elyn and me went to eat $6.80 Tepanyaki. I was so damn hungry.... Like never eat for many years lidat. After eating, I was full at first. Then after a while, less than half an hour... I felt hungry again. Then I bought a cup of corn to eat. Then today after leaving my bf house, I ate 2 packet of small biscuit. When I went home, I bought dinner to eat. After 1 hour, I felt hungry again!!! Oh my god. What the hell?? However, I control myself... Don't really want to eat so much. I am seriously getting fatter and fatter. I am also very tired now.... I felt like I'm going to rot or melt soon.... Sickening feeling....
I'm going to sleep after packing my stuff. Hope it drives my hunger away. Tomorrow is Tuesday. Hate Tuesday. PCOMD!!!! Grrrrr....... Hope the time past quickly tomorrow keke.
Today, my 2nd bro met with a car accident. He was half driving and half sleeping. OMG! Then he knocked onto a big lorry. His car windows were all broken into pieces. He said he felt his face swollen. However, when he went to the hospital for a check up, the doctor said he was alright. Not even a single bruise was found on him. My mum said that he was lucky and was bless by the Buddha as he always like to pray. I was glad too. He said his heart was still beating very fast now. I hope he can recover soon. I tried to call him just now but nobody answered. Then I sms him and ask him to take care lor hehe..... Got a shock just now...... Phew~
Ok I seriously need to go.... I don't care anything anymore. I want to sleep!!!!!!
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11:50 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Absolutely crazy today.... Wrote a journal which is 4 pages long. Usually I'll write 1 and a half page or 2 page.... Lol..... However, I'm quite happy with it.... Tomorrow got to hand up. Got to type it out later.....
Today open shop with my bf. Met some fussy customer..... One uncle requested to photocopy A3 size document. He got lot's of it for us to photocopy. Actually, we charge people 50 cent per page. Then since he got so much, I told him I charge him 30 cents per page. Then he shouted and said "What? Usually that lady charge me 20 cents!!! I always come here to photocopy!!!" Then I called my mum and ask. She said she never charge people 20 cents before. Hai that uncle very irritating.... Kept on complaining..... Saying that other places charge 25 cents... Blah blah...... How I wish I could just say " then go there and print lor"..... But I didn't.... My mum said that she follow the market price. So we can't anyhow change the price. That will be unfair to others too. Anyway, I already printed a few pages for him already. Then he so fussy.... Kept counting the pages over and over again..... It's only 10 pages! He kept nagging and shaking his head... Kept sighing too...... I'm so annoyed.... My bf too! Haiz nvm.... Let him go.... Since he say other places charge him 25 cents. My mum don't really care.... Well I don't care too.... Our paper is branded.... Go other place to print you might not get this type of quality. Bleah...... !!!
So tired of working there.... Some time ago my mum decided to take deposit from people as they always return the disk late..... Then we'll take the fine from the deposit. Or else we'll return the deposit back to them if they are punctual in returning..... Then some people...... Grrr........ When they saw me working, they'll say " You know what? That lady (referring to my mum) don't take deposit from me..... Never ever..... Why you take from me?" I'm so tired of explaining! They thought I wanted to cheat their money.... It's so so so irritating.... When they look at me with that kind of eye..... Sigh.... I hope my mum is there to talk for me.... She is good in talking!
I'm getting sleepy now..... Time pass so fast today. Got to type out my journal now.... Sigh.....
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10:24 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Wow.... Eggs price are increasing.... Today I bought one packet of noodle for my dad. Actually the price is only $4. Now it cost $4.50 just because of the egg..... I love eggs.... How can I live without it? Hope the price of the egg will go down.... like as usual......
Today went school for psycology project. Hmmm.... Finished discussing about the written report. I love this group as it only consist of 3 girls including me. Somemore they are all very cooperative. Hehe..... Then after that went bf house to do hw. He is going to ORD soon.... Yuppy! In fact, he is clearing his leave now. That means, he ORD already!!! Hurray! Wow then today, his relative gave them durian cake. OMG! The cake is so tall.... Unlike the usual height of the cake. It is taller by about 4cm more. Trust me I'm really getting fat! Plus the cream on top of the cake.... After eating the cake, I felt so full.... The cake could be my lunch! Jumbo cake!
So fast Saturday... Felt I haven had enough rest. Still struggling with my work. Alright..... Got to continue with it now..... Tata....
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11:55 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
Wee~ I got back the 100% senorita vcd again... Now I'm half watching it and half doing my project. Hope to finish it asap..... But there's still so much episode left.... Tomorrow is Saturday..... Got to go school for psycology project discussion.... What a boring day tomorrow.... Saturday burn....
This afternoon I waited Elyn for 1hr n 15 mins in TM! My god.... She can really dilly dally..... I swear, from now on, if I want to meet her, I'll be later than her! Let's say if we meet 12pm, I'll get up at 12pm and bath, then go out to meet her..... Maybe still, she'll be late! Gosh..... Lucky we meet in TM, then I went for a big walk there...... Or else I'll die just by standing for so long!!!
Just quarrelled with him on the phone again.... Very obvious who is that "him". I must say that there is no right or wrong.... Whose right or whose wrong.... Anyway, we are back to normal again hehe..... Everytime when we quarrel, first unlucky person I nag to is my god bro..... Lol... Haiz.....
I'm so tired so quarrelling...... I don't like it anyway..... Sometimes there's really no choice..... And.... Couples do quarrel.... Ok.... treat it normal..... One friend told me, in future, if my friend accept him, he won't let her have a shed of tears. I told him, that's impossible...... He'll know it sooner or later.... He just won't believe... We shall see......
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11:44 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
What an exciting day today lol..... Erm..... Yesterday the people from student development called and ask me to go for the bursary interview today. I was late for 5 mins.... Luckily, they are still interviewing one student. My heart was thumping so fast, as if I'm taking the 'O' level oral like that.... Hehe... The two lady who interviewed me was the same as the previous year. They also asked whether they've seen me before.... Well, this time I felt that the interview is shorter than last time. I also know how to answer alot of their questions too. One thing she said was ..... " your utility bill is so high!!!!! How come?" I was stunt....... Don't really know how to answer her question..... It's really high..... Too embarrassing to say out the amount here lol...... I just hope I can get the bursary.... It will help me in paying part of my school fees and some allowance for myself.....
Haiz...... projects are really getting more and more stress. I had come out with a model I wanted to make, but, I need to finish my product engineering first..... Haiz.... I can see myself rushing at the end of the semester again... Sob.... How I wish we could just finish the engineering asap, and start doing on my pid1 model.... Psycology test coming too...... !!!! No time!
Tomorrow there will be no lecture as Dennis let us do our engineering..... However, still have to go school..... It's always project project..... I rather study and have exams rather than doing projects for the whole day..... We are always staying late in the studio to do.... Other people just have to go home and revise for their exams. Even if it's project, they can finish within a day. What about us? Doing a model for whole month... Perspiring in the workshop, handling all the dangerous stuff there, risking our life out there too... Phew... Boring.... Boring life..... Boring everything.......
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11:24 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
I'm so tired!!!!! Super tired and sleepy now... What to do? Got to finish up my pid1 sketches by today as tomorrow I got pid1 interim. Today stayed in studio till 9pm to do product Engineering too. Alot of them were also in the studio till 9pm. Haven finish up my stuff yet. Tomorrow I'll continue to do it maybe till 9pm again sigh..... Two days cannot meet my bf. Actually tomorrow Regine asked me to go citilink with her as there are sales there..... Too bad I need to finish my project asap.
Wah super tired and hungry now..... Got to grab some bite now too. Cya~~~
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11:24 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
What a boring Monday again.... Today after lesson, Elyn and I went Bugis for a walk straight away hehe...... Don't know why we still got the mood to shop when we have full or projects to do keke..... Finally I bought myself new socks! 4 for $10. I chose two cute cartoon and 2 sweet sweet type of socks hehe..... Hope it won't get loosen after washing. Hate the feeling.... For my old socks, everytime when it get lose, and when I walk a few steps, the sock will shrink inside my shoe. Hate the uncomfortable and irritating feeling. Hehe.... but 4 for $10 is quite cheap la I must say.... =p
Oh ya today when Elyn and I was eating in the food court, we saw Tay Ping Hui! Oh my my my my god!!!!! He is soooooo soooo cool...... So handsome! Keke..... Hope my bf won't get to read this..... :p:p:pp However, he walked quite far to find his seat, so Elyn and I just couldn't see him anymore haha... Don't know where he diappeared to. Lol..... Hmmm..... Then when we are walking on level 1, we saw another media corp artist. His name is Zhu Hou Ren. Hmmm.... Not sure of his English name, but he was involved in acting the "Shuang Tian Zhi Zun" chinese local serial. Lol don't really know the English name of that movie. Anyway, he's is just an old artist, not really that excited over him hahaha..... =p
I'm getting more and more slack. Well, psyco common test is coming soon..... Haven even read anything yet. All those chapters that I've read had already been forgotten lol... Haiz..... We'll see...... Just very very tired.... Got to tuck in early today.... Hate Tuesday lesson....
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11:34 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
What a pity man.... Li Jia Wei lost the match again. A correction, if yesterday she won that match, she could have got herself $500,000.... Not $50,000. Today, if she won the match, she could also have $250,000.... However, luck is not with her today. I felt that yesterday she played better than today....
Earlier on my bf and I had planned not to go out yesterday and today as we had spend too much during the past few weeks. So today, I stayed in his house again. Then, his friend asked us to go Plaza Singapore with him to buy present. So we went. I was wearing a shorts which is somewhere around my knee and a blue t-shirt. This is the first time I wear until so so so casual to go town area. Then, we saw Swensen having a National day promotion. The ice-cream there, which is called topless 5, cost only $1.39. I recommend you all to go try. It's very nice. The ending promotion is on 12th Sept. And the time is before 5pm. Well, the service at PS Swensen really really sucks.... Nobody served us at all when we are sitting there for so long. And the waitress actually took the orders from the customer who just came, rather than us, who sat there for so damn long.
Haiz.... today don't feel like doing anything again. No motivation.... Yesterday just finished language of film journal and one psyco quiz. Felt a sense of relieve everytime I finish something. Back to surfing net..... Buai.. Keke....
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11:05 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
Mauritania. Caravan of dromedaries near Nouakchott. Nice pic....
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11:14 PM
Mauritania. Caravan of dromedaries near Nouakchott.
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11:13 PM
Here are some pictures I got from my email... This place is at France, New Caledonia. Mangrove Swamp of Coeur De Voh.
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11:10 PM
Lalala.... My ulcer is finally recovering. Today's food is so tasty... Hehe... I can eat all I want. Well today, for the whole day, I stayed in my bf house to do work. Took a super long nap too... I was reluctant to do my hw anyway. Nvm, tomorrow I shall continue with my pid1. I also watched the ping pong match of Li Jia Wei. Very seldom I'll watch the sports competition... Including olympic or world cup or whatever.... Unless got special reason. Well it's such an exciting match. However, I got one thing to add. That opponent.... Kim.... whatever her name, is such a nuisance. She kept making that irritating noise. Don't even know what she is shouting about. So irritating that I wished she could just lost that match. Jia Wei scored 3-1... Altogether 7 matches. Actually if she win one more round, then that's it. She'll receive the $50,000. Too bad... It's so close..... That opponent just caught up with her.... Such a pity. I almost thought Jia Wei could win... Nvm... I know she tried her best. Maybe she is irritated by the noise that the pinky gal made....
This month is going to be tough. Today I shall do my psyco quiz. Psyco common test is coming soon also. Don't really know whether I got the time to study or not. If I go workshop everyday, it's obvious I won't have time to revise my psyco... Just hope I can pass this module, faster clear my cds... I need inspirations right now to do my work.... Ahhhhhhh......
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10:48 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
This morning I can't really pull myself out of bed. So when the alarm rang and rang so many times, I went back to sleep..... Until it's about 9am then I got up haha. I thought I was late for my lesson, so I decided not to go. Anyway alot of them were saying that maybe today got no lesson. So I just sms Elyn and told her I'll be going to school late. In the end I got up at 10 and went school.... For what purpose I also don't know. Maybe there's project discussion today. I also wanted to find Benny for consultation..... But he was busy. So I went school for subject selection. Well this time, I really hope I can get in the modules that I want.... I really really want to learn Japanese.... I also hope I can get the electives I want.
Today is Anne's bday.... Shared a present with Elyn and friends for her. Anne actually invited us to go Zouk today. Actually I felt like going as I have never been there before.... She also asked my bf along, but the main problem lies with my mum. She wanted me to get home early. So what's the point of going? Go there and touch the door then go home? I actually promised, or rather, told my friends that I'll be going at first.. Hai.... (Sorry Amy) hehe.... It's a rare chance that I got friend also never go there before. Then both of us can be "sua gu" together.... Rather than next time I go and be so "sua gu" myself wahaha.... Hai.... Really hope that one day I can go Zouk with friends or whoever.... Go and see the society haha..... My mum is a spoiler..... Hmmm..... Today Meiling came to my mum shop. Then my mum asked why didn't she go for my fren's bday. Then I told her Meiling doesn't know my friend. Then she asked why you all study in same school don't know each other? Haiz.... This is like so hard to explain to her. Ok I just told her, my school got 14000 students.... And my course year 2 only got 30 plus over students. You think me and her same class? Then she study science I study design...... Hai..... Finally she understood. My parents always think that study in Tp means we always get to meet each other .... And be in the same class..... Her friend is my friend, her lecturer is my lecturer...... Dots...... I thought she was using Meiling to test me, to test whether I lied to her about my friends bday. Haiz..... I didn't go.... However, she never scold me. Lucky..... I want freedom!!!!! I hope to be 21!!!!! Ok when I'm 21, maybe I'll organise something..... Alright it's still long I better stop day dreaming..... 2 years is still long for me.... Haiz..... (had been hai-ing for so many times today)
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11:30 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
I'm so hungry now!!!!!! I only ate bread, bun and salad today..... It's like I'm having a diet like that. I really got no appetite the whole day, but now I'm feeling hungry... I just don't want to eat rice or noodles or what..... Pain pain.... However, I think that my ulcer is recovering.... but need few more days I guess. This is the worst ulcer I got since young. Pain until cannot eat! Guess I'll go find something soft to eat later. Like old granny lidat..... Like no teeth to bite solid food lidat.
Today's CAD lesson is so boring.... Eric just kept talking non-stop. In the end, I still can finish lor hehe.... Feeling so tired now. Need some inspiration to sketch my Pid1. Enough blogging buai heeeez....
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11:07 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Help!!!! I got ulcer..... So many days already.... So pain. These few days no appetite eat as my ulcer is so painful. It's near my last teeth.... So whatever I bite I'll feel the pain. Haiz.....
Yesterday slept for only 4 hours just because of the Pid1 mock presentation. I waited Benny for 3 hours, in the end when it's my turn, he asked me to continue next week. So unlucky.... He should've told us earlier. I've waited so long! Hmmm.... Felt so ashame of my work. Saw some of my friends with good product. Even if their product is not good, their sketches is so marvellous.... I'm so ashame....
Today got back my psyco journal. I was thinking that this time I will really fail terribly. To my surprise, I passed. And what's more surprising is that I got an A for it lol. This is the 2nd time during my 1 and a half years in Tp that I got an A. Glad.... Actually, what I wrote in there are all craps... Didn't know the lecturer is so lenient in marking. The lowest in class is C instead of D. Hmmm.... I started to have a little bit of confidence in Psycology hehe... Then today's lesson the lecturer taught us stress relieve exercise. I felt that it's just an exercise, I didn't feel much relieve after doing that exercise. Quite fun in today's class as there are two jokers who kept on making us laugh.
Oh ya forgot to mention yesterday Chew Yan bought me a belated birthday present. Think she got it from Malaysia during holiday. It's a lamp with a cylinder shape, and outside got swallow flying and plants.... It's very beautiful and I love it very much. At night I on it to play haha.... Then before I slept I off it.
Today is also my bf father birthday. His sister, my bf and me bought a Goldlion wallet for him. Hope he like it... Then my bf sis also bought a Mango cake from Crystal Jade to celebrate at home. I must say that the cake is very nice. However, I just couldn't finish eating even half of it as my ulcer in my mouth is really painful. Such a waste that I couldn't finish it...
Ok guess I'll have to prepare more things for the Pid1 mock up presentation next week. It's getting stress.... All I hoped is that Benny accept my product and then I will be able to start going to the workshop to do... I hate last minute work!
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11:25 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
I sucked in my work..... Damn I took so long to sand my mock up model. Thought Gerald told me my product is alright. Then today I went to consult Benny. He said that by adding a digital clock and a scratcher to my massager doesn't make it a new product. He suggested that I make a massager, and when you extend it, it becomes a walking stick for the elderly. In fact, I don't really want to do walking stick as alot of them are doing. My brain is really cracking now... What else can I do? Guess I'll give up my foam..... Damn it.
Should I stick on doing the walking stick? As Mark and Wen Jin said that it's a good idea.... Haiz.....
Oh ya today Mabeline interviewed me. It's about some project for her elective subject. Coz I'm the only one who is quite free, so she asked me for help. Haha quite fun la... Erm and I had a long chat with her just now. Chatting about what we planning to do in the future.... And other things also..... Then I realised that she, like me, was interested in VSC instead of PID haha.... Guess alot of people really liked VSC. Sometimes I really regret that I didn't go for the interview..... Haiz.... Anyway.... It's been a long time since I chatted with other friends in studio.... Except for Elyn haha lol... Everyone is just so busy....
Tomorrow is the crit.... What to do? Got to finish it man.... Sucks..... Guess I'll do more research now.... Bzzzz.......
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11:45 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
Today is a very super boring day. This morning I was late for lecture. My lecture starts at 9am, but I woke up at 8.30am hehe.... Then by the time I bathed finish, it's already 8.50am. Lucky my bus came when I reached the interchange. Today's Language of film is quite interesting, because the lecturer showed us black and white comedy. Well I've also learned one thing today. I realised that until now then I know the correct spelling for "film", it's actually spelled as "F-I-L-M". I always thought is "F-L-I-M". What a nerd.... Maybe a primary school student can spell better than me. Lol......
Hmmm... Took a foam back to do my mock up model. Damn it took me so long just to shape my model. In the end, half of my room floor is covered with the powder. I swept for 2 times and cleaned the floor using cloth for one time. I just couldn't get my shape. So tired now.... I stopped doing that already as I wanted to continue tomorrow... Think I better take a nap now first, Shagged.....
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11:52 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
HoHo... This morning I was woke up by my dad. My China relative came to Singapore for tour. Don't even know them at all.... My dad relative is all over the world man. When I saw them, I just don't know what and how to call them. Then my Dad told me to call this uncle this, that auntie that.... In our dialect. Then that auntie, whom I've never met before, held my hand so tightly.... I was so embarrassed.... I kept looking at my bro.... I kept wanting to run away....He kept laughing at me. That auntie just couldn't let go of my hand.... As if I'm her long lost daughter lidat.... Scary wahaha.... Then they also brought their daughter in law here.... their daughter in law is so pretty and young.... Like not very much older than me like that. Oh ya and the cute grandson of them. He called me "gu gu".... Which is auntie. He is so cute.... He came to my room and played with me and my stuff toy. He kept asking alot of questions. I've a cage and 2 dogs inside. He asked me whether that was a real dog or a fake one. So funny.... It's just so obvious that is is fake. Then he asked why is the dog in the cage? I just don't know how to answer a 7 yr old..... Then before I go out, I gave a wand to that boy. It's a wand I bought from donation last time. He is so happy... Then he asked me a question in mandrian which is so chim.... I always felt so lousy when speaking mandrian with China people.... Especially when he is a kid! Haha then I just anyhow answer him..... Don't even know what chim thing he asked.... Then he told me that he is going to Uncle Wei Song house later... I was so confused.... Don't even know who is uncle Wei Song. Then I suddenly remembered that the Media Corp composer, Lee Wei Song and Lee Si Song is our relative haha.... But I also don't know them at all.... Never met them in my life....My mum kept saying their music so lousy...I got nothing to say... Then when I wanted to go out, that boy kept calling me "gu gu" here "gu gu" there.... Kept asking where I wanna go.... Haha.... Can't really bear to leave him. He is so cuteeee... I hoped that I could play with him a while longer..... Haha then I patted the little bald head of his and said bye bye.... He is so active and cute..... Wah...... ha.... But I got a bit scared of that auntie..... Scared she hold me again haaaaaha.....
Hmmmm...... Today went to collect cert lor..... Everybody is like saying I grow taller already.... Oh please.... I've already stopped growing tall since secondary school ok? It's not that I never see them for so long.... The last time I saw them was during Vesak day I guess? Haha... All of a sudden I've grew taller again huh? Ok I know I'm getting fat..... Guess they just don't dare to say and so they rephrase it.... Haha..... Diaoz.... Oh then after receiving the cert, my bro and I just sneaked off..... Escaped from the talk.... Haha.... Then I went my mum shop to accompany my bf. Hmmm..... So happy I got back the 100% senorita Vcd.... I'm going to watch it now! Last day.... Tomorrow school reopen..... Sucks...... Enjoy my very last day today..... Buai...
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10:54 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Today went kite flying with my bf again wahaha.... For the whole day man..... Think got 4 hours..... And guess what? I'm roasted already.... So funny.... My whole body is so red.... Tomorrow I will become dark I guess. My bf kite just couldn't fly.... Then we decided to buy a new kite which is Pikachu!!! Lol..... That's the only design left. However, it flew very well and within few minutes, it just flew up up up into the sky....... Until it just vanishes..... I'm so happy..... It's the first time the kite fly so high man. We used two rolls of string to release the kite. It really vanishes into the cloud. So proud hehe.... Then, my bf and I decided to pull back the kite and release again. Our hand itchy. Then we realised somebody's kite and ours were tangled. However, our kite is still flying. I don't know how long I took to pull back the kite. I really took a long time to pull it back. Until I finally see my kite..... Wah ha.... So happy.... I guess I'm addicted to flying kite. It's the cheapest game too.... Sadly, the second time we wanted to fly the kite again, it failed.... So sad..... Nvm, at least we flew it high for the first time. Hmmm... So restless after that. Then just as we were about to leave, we saw a little kid shouting "kite! Kite!" Then my bf gave it to him haha..... So cute....
I came home early today. Very sweaty and sticky. Hate the feeling, so I went to have a comfortable shower..... I've finished my hw already, except for the mock up model for pid1. Sad..... Haiz..... Tired now.... My whole body is aching. Maybe I haven been exercising for too long and now my muscle is cramped. Hope these 2 days I cut down some of my fats. So fat. Yesterday went to visit my colleagues, they also said I've grown fatter and fatter. What a sad news.... So sad wor sob..... Ok I'm going work hard to cut off my fats hehe..... =p
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8:46 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
Went cycling today with my bf. Wah.... Ride 1 hour free 1 hour. So good. Altogether we cycled for 2 hours. My leg is aching now, as I haven been exercising for quite a long time. I'm getting a bit darker too. Hmmm.... Everyone is like so busy with their projects. Only me, kept slacking and playing. Ok after blogging I'm going to do my work already. Finish it all at one go. I've actually did some sketches for the pid1 already. Heard this coming Wednesday we are going to have a crit..... Damn I haven even collect my material in the workshop. This means that I'll have to rush my mock up model on Monday... Crit on Wednesday.... Diaoz.... Haven even consult Benny about my model. This is so last minute.... I hope I can finish the mock up on time as it's just a mock up!!!
Seems to me that I've been celebrating my bday for many days... As these few days I'm always playing outside. This Sunday I'm going to receive a certificate of graduation for my Buddhist Studies in Singapore Federation of Chinese Clan Associations. It's been so long that I graduated, but my shi fu decided to give it to us this Sunday. We are also going to celebrate his bday on that day. Then my mum decided to bring me to eat also and she said treat it as it's also my bday. Hmmm... Hai... haha.... So, I'm only left with today and tomorrow to finish up my work. I think finish it by today is the best. I've been taking a long nap this evening. So I guess I won't be sleeping so early tonite. Got to "chiong" homework and projects already... This time I'm serious wahaha.... Ok gtg..... Wish me luck tataaaa.......
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11:45 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Bleah.... Nothing much happened today.... Boring.... Keke. However, evening went to Bishan Junction 8 for a walk. And it's really a walk! (Walk up and down along the shops, but not in and out). Nothing much to see there. Singapore is getting boring.... Yuppy yup yup.... tomorrow I'm going to go cycling with my bf. Last minute decision. Nothing to do. Hmmm..... Guess I'm going to do my work now. A bit of language of flim..... Nitez....
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11:55 PM
Hehe... 19 candles....
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12:15 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Lol my bf tot I was 20, then he suddenly remembered I am only 19. So he went back to change the no. Now it looked like I'm 29...
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11:52 PM
My birthday cake!!! Weird background......
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11:51 PM
Wee~~ So happy today... It's my birthday! I'm officially 19 now... This morning at 12am, alot of my friends sms me to wish me happy birthday. I'm so glad.... As I didn't tell anyone of them.... Only that they remembered... So touched. Then when I woke up today, a few more of my friends sms to me too. Hee.... Then today Elyn asked me to go out. So I went out with her since I got no plan today. Hmmm.... Went Bugis walk walk while waiting to meet my bf in the evening. To my surprised, he popped up in front of me when Elyn and I was shopping. Then I knew that he and Elyn wanted to give me a surprise. Heh.... Then he bought my favourite cheese cake!!!! Wow wow.... Hehe.... And also a present lor..... Hmmm.... Went Genki sushi to eat too.... However, we ended up eating the a-la-carte food instead... due to miscommunication..... As I thought he wanted that, and he thought I wanted that... But in fact, we both wanted to eat the sushi which is on the table which kept turning and turning (dunno what it's call). Haiz.... Funny... Real funny hee...
Then I went to his house after dinner, and I ate my cake there.... So embarrased..... With his family instead of my family and friends.... Then my bf father kept on snapping my pic like reporter lidat... A bit of embarrassed.... However, I asked him to eat his cake first, that was when he stopped taking anymore pics haha.... phew~ He also gave me an Hong Bao... Waha... Can use to pay phone bill already... I'm very broke now... No money.... Sianz....
Hehe.... Today is a happy day for me... Oh ya I also got back the vcd, 100% senorita.... So happy.... Can watch till drop.... Haiz but I haven start my work! All I know is to complain and complain only.... I want to do my work! Hmmm.. Maybe I shall return the disc and watch some other day perharps? haha.... see how.... Ok got to go and do my stuff now tata!
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11:31 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
Happy birthday Singapore!!! Wakakaka....... So happy today.... Went NDP with Elyn n her bf. Then first time saw my bf in his army uniform... Wah haha..... So handsome kekeke.... =p.... Only met him for 5 mins.... Then went in to sit liao. Hmmm..... Felt that this year NDP nothing special.... Only that this year like alot of fireworks appear when the people are performing. So hot today... I can say that the place I'm sitting in is not very good as the fireworks are behind us! And there are some metal bar behind us and we have to look through the bars to see fireworks. Haiz.... Nvm at least we still manage to see it when we stood up. So long never sing the National Athem and say pledge already.... Lucky I still can remember haha... This year Mr Goh Chok Tong is stepping down. They made a special tribute to him. Such a good Prime Minister.... Such a pity he stepped down.... Then then.... Wow.... Saw my Idol..... Mr Lee Kuan Yew!!!! Wee wo wee....... Heez.... He's my hero.... My idol!!!! Though the view of him not very clear, but I still manage to see his white figure (as he was wearing all white and waving). That's a satisfactory for me keke....
Overall... I just love the fireworks.... And was "wahing" away again haha..... Nice nice..... Then.... Hai it's so difficult to squeeze with 60000 ppl out of the stadium. In the end, I managed to reach the mrt, and when I was at the platform, I just hopped onto the train. Guess what? I actually took the wrong side of the train.... Damn me... So blur. I only realised it when I was in Tanjong Pagar mrt lolx...... I was dreaming in the train..... that's why I didn't realise I took the wrong side of the train. Stupid..... In the end got home at around 9 plus. Then saw my cute cute niece. Played with her all day long. And gave her all my goodie bag stuff. She is so happy and was busy "da bao-ing" (means packing) all the things I gave her into her bag. Really had a great fun with her today..... Then I taught her alphabets.... And a bit of spelling.... So fun...
However.... one boring news came.... Which is tomorrow I have to go back school for project discussion.... Sianz..... Fun days are over.... Time to buck up and do work! Oh no.... 2 journals for language of flim ,1 psyco quiz, pid1 project brief, product engineering 2 project all haven do.... Sianz..... no mood, no motivation, no inspiration, no energy to do!!!!! Haiz.... Always must force myself.... tomorrow then say... =p Ok back to my show now.... don't care... today is Singapore birthday, so no work for me :p
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11:55 AM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Wow.... Today went kite flying with my bf. So fun.... However, the kite just couldn't fly high enough. We kept running with the kite.... Like so sua gu lidat..... Alot of people were there. We also saw Adrian Pang kekeke.... I think with his family.... Their kite is so big... A dragon kite... With a long tail. Then I also saw a Japanese family with their cutie cutie super cutie dog. Their kite is also very cute. It's a 3-D boat.... It just attracts everyone who went past them. I thought I could kill my fats after a bit of running and sweating under the hot sun. However, after kite flying, my bf and I including some of his friends went to eat steamboat at Marina South. I think I am getting even fatter as I ate a lot. No point running so much just now. =p
Then when eating, we saw the fireworks. OMG... this year is the most time I see fireworks. Tomorrow another time kekeke. So altogether is 3 times. It's just so nice.... Eveyone was "wahing" away lol.... It's just so so so beautiful.... Love it! The fireworks just made my day! =)
It's a happy day for me today. I'll treat it as the early celebration of someone's big day haha.....
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11:35 AM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
OMG.... Just now a big cockroach landed on my table again. It just flew from outside to my table. Ok this time..... I'm not going to open door at night anymore keke............... Then I asked my dad and mum to catch for me.... Shock man....
Haiz..... Very tired.... I was rushing for my psyco quiz.... In the end, got 7/10... How I wish I could get 9/10 or 10/10 in any one of the quiz..... Sometimes I feel that the answer should be correct, in the end, it ended up wrong.... Diaoz.....
Hehe today went Orchard with my bf and his friends. Then that fren gf (which I mentioned earlier on) also went.... Hmmm..... this time her attitude changed..... Her bf introduced her to us. Then got talk lor. We also played a game of pool.... My skill sucks to the core.... Heez... she won me lor. Expected.... Lucky I mentioned before I'm not a good player. =p
Ok today quite normal.... but at least go went out today lor.... heez... Ok back to gunbound....
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11:55 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
Yeepee!!!!! Finally holiday liao. Actually a bit sianz also... Must do psyco quiz later.... Going to close soon. Just now Alex told us to go back school on Tuesday to do project. Damn sian! Holiday burn.... Though is only one day, but who knows maybe will appear alot of days... Everytime like that one. However, Wednesday I'm going to play till rot as it's somebody's big day wahaaaa... lol...
Nothing much to say. Got to stop blogging now. Must finish my thing asap during holiday. I hate last minute work. Wah stress now.....
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11:19 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Wahaaa.... Vain vain... I've changed the blogskin again. Leo, my zodiac.... So nice, like in the sky lidat..... What is constellation? I also don't know haha.... Sianz..... These few days like eating wrong food. Stomach always pain. Haiz.... More and more weak. And..... unlucky..... Nvm. Actually this month is better already. Cannot always say I unlucky. Heez, went to borrow another chinese serial again. It's called "Huang Gong Bao Bei". There is no English name for it. I think to translate it's called "Palace Precious" ??? I think so keke.... It's the ancient type of flim. Haiz more and more boring. Those ancient flim like to show people how the "fake" prince was exchanged with the real princess, who is suffering outside the palace and alot of things. It's like repeating over and over. Nothing new. This time is the princess fall in love with the Emperors illegimate(Don't know how to spell, it means the emperor's son, without anyone knowing) son. Then the princess and the son fall in love with each other. However, they don't know they are siblings. Then.... alot of things happened lor. So sad..... But story a bit like "Huan zhu ge ge" lidat... Very naggy one.... Lolx...... Anyway, my 100% senorita is still not back on the shelf, so I just took that chinese serial home to watch first. Wah I missed 100% Senorita manz....
Hmmm..... After tomorrow I can have 1 week break already. So happy, but still, I got to finish up my psyco quiz 5. Damn it's going to due soon. At the moment, my hair is still wet, so cannot sleep. So tired now..... Feel like sleeping, but better not. My room is in a mess, I'm doing the product Engineering project. Head big big. No idea.... Idealess..... (Is there such word?) Sigh.....
Oh yeah, today met my bf in the evening. Then 1 of his army friend came too. Then after a while, that army friend gf came too. Omg don't know what happened to her. When she saw my bf and me, she was like so angry like that. Then kept staring at his bf . Then my bf and I walked front and I asked him is it she very unhappy to see us? Then he say maybe. Then I say since that case we walk ourself lor. Then in the end we really walk ourselves. Haiz.... So anti-social. What's the problem? Showing us black face instead of smiling.... 2 couple go out also quite fun what. Diaoz.... Heez.... Nvm I don't intend to know her too. Bleah......
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11:08 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Can anybody please help me? I'm in a deep shit! I just hate it!!!!! Very vexed and frustrated.... The shop!!!!! I hate it!!!!!! What's the matter with my mum? The shop isn't earning AT ALL!!!! Why don't she just closed it and carry on with our life?? Huh? What the hell...... Why can't she be a little bit more understanding????? WHY? I'm damn fed up now. Super hot! She just doesn't have a business experience. Why does she still want to act tough?? Although I'm complaining here, that doesn't mean I hate her. Hey man I love my family very much. I JUST HATE PEOPLE TO SAY MY MUM CHEAT THEIR MONEY. I HATE PEOPLE TO INSULT MY FAMILY! WHAT THE HELL? NAME CALLING??? Well who likes their family members to be insulted? Hey man.... After so many unfortunate things happened to me, can't I just take a break? Who have I offended? Just who??? My mind just can't get off the names that HE GAVE TO MY MUM.
I'm tired... Real tired.... Who can understand me? I told my god bro about it. After analysing, he told me that it's half my mum and that person's fault. Well they won't admit, so no point telling them. All of them are very stubborn. Can I just have a break? I can't... Becoz once this thing doesn't solve, it'll always be on my mind. Sometime, I just wish I could ran away...... I wish I could die faster... I just don't want to be here anymore!!!! I hate this life!!!! Haiz......
Name calling name calling... It kept appearing on my mind. Imagine somebody insulted your family.... Your one and only trusted family..... Doesn't he have a mother? Can somebody please get me out of here???
I'm really very moody now..... Haiz.... Damn it
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10:55 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Hmmm.... I'm so upset. It's about my mum and the shop thing again. So many things la...... So sian....... So so so tired...... Alot of things I'm sandwiched in the middle. Haiz..... I still got that crumpy face.
Today I went to sell my 6510 hp. Hmmm.... Initailly when my bf called that person and asked, he said he'll give us minimum $100. Then when we went there, he said my ear piece is spoilt and he offer me $95. Better than nothing lor.... Because other places only offer me $70 to $80. Then my bf asked the man how much is X70. He said X70 not good. So sad...... But then I told my bf that I like it can already. Somemore my friend is using GD 88 and she said it's not bad, so X70 should be alright too. I don't care... I want X70!! It's still so expensive now. Everywhere is selling for $560 and above without contract. So ex man... Sob...
So tired today.... Haiz tomorrow is another boring day.... got to go... sianz...
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10:52 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
Hmmm....... K is so kind to give C free things. Then, S, who is K friend, decided to sell it at $40 to C. Then today when I asked C for the $40, as I wanted to pass it to S. Then you know what C said? C said "show me the thing first". I said I will pass it to her when we are there together. Then, C asked me, does K also earn a bit money from it? I was so angry, but I remained clam. Hey, K gave it to u FREE as you are my friend ok? K could've sell it to you too but he didn't. Kindness doesn't repay good. (Is that the correct phrase? Whatever). Then C said she know, but she was wondering did K and S planned it together. I almost shouted. Come on, if K wanted that money, K would've sell it to you, and not give you free ok? Haiz..... In the end, C asked me to relax. She asked me not to tell K about it. C said she know the feeling too if people ask her like that. Glad that C know it. Well.... I got a bit regret, I should've ask K not to give C free..... Instead, give it to me and I gave it to my other friend myself. Call me petty but it's really very insulting to K, and me, coz she thought that K would earn some money too. I'm not that type of person who take friends money. It's S who wanted to sell it. Not K. Ok forget it.... I will never ever give C any privilege again. Ask K not to also. I still got other friends, not C alone.... Wakao.... Hard hearted liao.....
Hmmm..... Today went Clarke Quay after lesson with my bf and her sis. We went to see stocks for her sis shop. Wow there are so many nice nice things, most of them saw it before in the market. The only difference is that it's wholesale. It's so cheap.... cheap cheap cheap!!! However, they don't really sell individual, but becoz they saw his sis buying stocks, then they sell individual. Actually alot of things so nice but I try to control.... Don't always buy buy buy. Hehe.... I feel that the market people really sell so ex.... But can't blame them because they need to earn too. Next time if we go together again then I'll try to buy.... Coz cheap cheap ma..... Oh ya my bf bought so many lights.... Those cute cute light which you can stick anywhere you like as it's magnet. He bought alot of extras and gave some to me. Kekeke I guess tonight my room will be lit by those cutie lights. Ok got to rush for my favourite variety show liao buai...
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11:42 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Hehehe..... So happy today. In the afternoon, my big bro, his gf, his gf bro and my bf went ktv together. Hehe then my bro treat me to the ktv. After that, went Marina for dinner with my bf. Then suddenly remember there is fireworks there. Wow it's so crowded from suntec city to Marina square. It's obvious that everyone go there to watch fireworks. We headed to Burger King, then it's so long the queue. No choice, we still have to eat our dinner. Then my bf queued for about 45 mins. Wow.... I was half dozing off on the seat. Then so coincidence, after eating, we heard fireworks sound from outside. Then we ran as fast as we could as if there were fire in that building lidat haha... Wow so nice..... Although it is so crowded, but we still managed to occupy one space and see fireworks. It's oh my god...... damn nice..... Whenever there is something or some pattern that is absolutely nice, everybody will go "WAH" hahaha.... like so sua gu like that. Actually it's true, fireworks doesn't happen all the time. I think only National day. At the end of the fireworks, everybody clapped. So funny actually.... However, it's really a very happy day for me. I was in such a good mood today after watching the fireworks. Kekeke.....
Haiz then we loiter around and around Suntec city. The crowd is still there. So many people. Then it's drizzling somemore.... Anyway, we managed to take shuttle bus from suntec city. The bus will bring us to city hall mrt. Then, it's so damn long. When the bus came, one parent and one little boy cut my queue..... Damn it..... Don't know where the hell they appear from. Then my bf and I was so angry. Then I told my bf in a loud voice. I said " Wah so good no need to queue one". Then my bf replied " Ya lor, no manners". Then the students behind me said " Wah how come got people cut queue one?" Then the other students asked " who? who?" Then one replied and said there, there 3 lor, carrying lagguage one".... Wah so frustrated lor. The queue is so long, don't they know what is queue? Manners? I knew they heard us because they spoke chinese. So thick skin. Still heard the woman say " go further front". Wah.... Hai..... Where got such person one? Led her child wrongly.....
However, they still haven spoil my entirely mood. Hehe.... I love fireworks..... Love it love it!!!!!
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11:55 PM