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Sunday, January 30, 2005
My animal sign.... Ox.... hehe.... Hugging my Ox
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11:11 PM
Take for fun hehe......
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10:59 PM
God of fortune/wealth aka "Cai Shen Ye"....
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10:59 PM
My bf and the Wishing Well....
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10:57 PM
Rooster hugging me.... Or me hugging rooster? Kekeke......
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10:53 PM
Went into the fence to take pictures haha... No one scold us.... Bleah.... A big gold tale.... Made of paper.... Wonder what will happen if it rains......
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10:53 PM
Sigh...... Tomorrow school reopen....... sianz.... Not prepared.... I haven had enough of my holiday.... I haven finish my work..... Today, I tried tidying 2 drawers hehe..... I am left with 2 more drawers to tidy... After that, can prepare for Chinese New year....
Today, went out for 3 hours... My bf and I went to Hong Bao River. Thought it's opened, however, no..... Only the god of fortune/wealth is there as well as the 12 animals.... No stalls were there... So today, we went there to take pictures... No body was there to block us hehe.... Yeah.... Will post some pics here.... Enjoy.....
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10:28 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
So boring........ Been online for the whole day.... Not really doing my work but chatting with friends. However, I did some research today........ Hee.... Haiz... Wish to find more material name for the coffee cup......... But don't really know how to find online..... So I intend to use some other easy terms to present...... Realised the time is getting short.... I'll be presenting in less than a week. I know all my sketches can't make it, because I only sketch it for fun, don't have theme or concept...... So I'm going to sketch it again after doing my research... Hee....
Time really passed very fast. I remembered I just switch on my com, it's so fast night time already now...... And I've been watching the tv from 7.30pm till now hehe...... Think after this variety show I'll start doing my work...... I'm watching "tian cai Go Go Go" from channel 8.... hee..... A bit hungry and tired.... Sigh........
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10:33 PM
Friday, January 28, 2005
I'm very very happy today....... Went school for make up classes. Actually, when Amy told me that today got Helen's class, I was so sad..... Like no holiday for me lidat..... But I never regret I went school today hehe..... I really learnt alot today..... I wanted to learn perspective badly as I've forgotten most of it since yr 1.... Haha..... I was the 2nd to reach studio. That "officer" was the first to reach..... Well..... To be frank, I don't really hate him like last time.... Not that hate anymore.... Although sometimes still a bit dislike him..... Why the sudden change? I don't know.... Maybe because several weeks ago, when we were rushing for our NDP rendering, he came to our rescue... muahahha.... Sounds as if he is hero lidat..... Actually he finished his rendering, but he came back to school just to help us. See if we need help. No lecturers were in the lab that time.... Hmmm.... Sometimes he is good la... Sometimes.... Bleah..... Then I told Elyn what I felt, she also agree with me. That time, she even talked to him haha..... Today, the studio only me and him. He chatted with me awhile lor.... Asking me whether I done this or done that.... Then blah blah.... Then I kid to him something and he beat my shoulder and laugh.... As if I'm very close to him lidat.... Haha.... but anyway..... This time I don't hate him that much.... It's a neutral feeling.... But others still hate him.... Just now my fren were still talking behind his back lol.... Ok, don't provoke me again "officer".... Or I'll change the good impression of you very fast..... Hee..... Now I understand why his "gang" stays with him..... Hmmm....
Well, today I drew lots and lots of coffee cups. My idea were flowing very rapidly..... Usually, my inspiration come very slow.... My sketching also very slow, can spend 1 hour just to draw a cup neatly. Today, after learning perspective, I can sketch 20 over cups at one go... All different design..... It's so easy.... Helen even said my cup looks good hehe..... Yeah, thanks to her... It's her effort..... She also taught us using pastel and copic markers to render..... She also showed us her past work. All in a photo album. My god.... It's damn nice and realistic.... Everything she done is so professional.... So nice.... So amazing.... Fantastic.....
Well, half of the day today, I was very angry.... Hmmm.... At first I called Elyn, someone answered and I can feel that that someone is sleeping. Sounds like a 20 over years old lady. I asked is that Elyn? She asked me "what number you called"? In a very frustrated and rude voice. Then I said sorry wrong number. Then I looked at my phone. It's actually correct leh... because I called from my phone book in my hp. Elyn's name also appear. Then I sms to her. Elyn said her phone didn't ring at all..... Strange.... In the afternoon, someone called me. The number starting with 8. It's starhub line. I listened and can only hear some sound, but no one speaks. Then I hung up. Then about 4 plus, someone called, don't know that number at all.... I listened and that someone, I think is a very old auntie, started scolding me in Hokkien. She said "I told you you called the wrong number already, why you kept calling and calling, very happy is it?" Then she goes "~!#$%^&*$%^" (scold bad words) at me ...... I hung up her phone too.... Well.... I never call anyone..... My line got problem I think.... Sigh.... Bad mood after hearing what that auntie scolded me. So fierce..... I'm so damn innocent lor..... Lucky she never call again, or I'll sure explain to her.... I was so angry until I wanted to call M1 and ask what happened..... But I guess it's not their fault.... Hmmm.... nvm.... Is it my phone too old? Need to change? Haha.... Finding excuse to buy new phone.... My dream phone "Sumsung E600"..... Buy for me buy for me........
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7:42 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Oh I LOVE this pic.... Very very much..... Don't know why... Just love this pic!!!! Those are crystal pebbles. This pic is taken by my friend and edited by him using macro and photoshop... Keke.... Love it la....
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3:02 AM
Yippee......... Apel 2 is cleared this sem.....
Everyone was late for Apel today........ So strange.... Actually the presentation starts at 9am, but when it's 9am, only about 7 of us turned up, and don't know where the other 20 people go..... Saw Eric today and he was very very angry. He complained to Mabz and me that the lecturers took the effort to organise the camp for our convenience and blah blah blah.... But the students took it for granted and be late... Grumble and grumble.... Diaoz.... mabz and I was speechless..... Haa.....
So today, after presentation went Orchard with Elyn for a while.... Long time never go.... Before that, I had lunch with Rachel, Mabz and Elyn at Bendemeer market.... Hmmm.... The food is cheap over there.....
Well.... Finished my typo assignment today.... Just heck care liao.... Complete it and hand in when school reopen.... Got to concentrate on other project already.....
It's 3am now.... Got to sleep soon..... Boring..... Zzzz..... That's it.... Fullstop.
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2:52 AM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Boring...... Today's Apel camp is damn boring!!!! Didn't really listen to the talk except for the teenage abortion part.... The lecturer gave us listen to an interview of the teenagers who aborted their babies... Hmmm.... Quite sad..... Oh then tomorrow, must present!!! Arggg..... Those who attended the citibank talk need not present. I don't even know there's such talk. Well....ok la..... I know there's such talk. But imagine the talk is held on the 4th of January and I only check my mail on the 4th of January night.... Sigh.... Think the lecturer send the mail quite late.... Coz I check my mail quite regularly leh.... Haiz.... Unfair.... If I went for that talk, I don't have to present tomorrow..... Ahhhh.... Only 27 people never attend that talk... So tomorrow the 27 of us will have to present lor.... Lucky my group all the people I know haha... So last minute the presentation.... We chose the topic of "The Parachute Mind".... Think that topic quite easy... Each person must present 4 mins. I finished doing my stuff... I realised my presentation part can only last for 2 mins haha..... Tomorow presentation can be from anything, power point, role play, OHP, projecter and so on..... We chose projecter haha.... More easy.... Just write the stuff on paper and show it on the projecter wahaha..... After this presentation, we'll be given 1cus, meaning, our Apel 2 is cleared haha.... Tomorrow Apel camp is half day again hehe.... So happy....
Hmmmm.... Accompanied my bf for his job interview just now. Finally, he got in wahaha... But that company requires training first, and must pay some membership money and training fees first.... Hope everything turn out well.... He was given 14 mcq questions to do... In the end, he scored 13/14 haha..... Good.... When he step in the office, that person told him "You are in". Lol.... As easy as 123..... However, I think this job is not going to be easy.... Don't know why.... Never mind.. Just work for the time being.... Hee.....
Oh yeah... Bought a demin skirt today... Yeah... Finally got one.... Was wishing to have one.... But this one is kinda short lor.... I prefer something above my knee length a bit, not too much, but my bf said it doesn't suit me. So in the end, I bought the short one hehe.... It's hipster, so can pull long long la haha..... This is my first new year bottom. Actually I don't mind wearing old clothes for CNY keke.... But... Since new year arriving.... Must find reason to buy new clothes lor haha...
I'm so bored now.... Got to sleep soon.... Coz got to wake up at 7.30am in tomorow... Sigh.... Long time never wake up so early liao hehe.... Ok bye
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1:47 AM
Monday, January 24, 2005
Hi............ I realised I don't blog so often as last time.... Hee.....
Well...... Yesterday, went city plaza walk walk for fun with my bf haha.... After that, went to bring my niece to my home. My bf and I brought her to the playground too.... Hmmm.... I also played the slide in the playground haha.... No one was there.... Suddenly thought of my childhood memory.... It's so fun playing the slide..... I also carried my niece down the slide, it was much more exciting maybe because of our weight. We screamed so loud... I felt like a child haha.... Had a great laugh yesterday..... Missed laughing for very long.....
As for today, I stayed at home for the whole day doing work.... Didn't do much.... So much things to do, don't even know which to start first, so I'm doing everything bit by bit, a little here and there.... Sigh.... No holiday for me.... Still must spend 2 days in school to complete apel camp tomorrow. Then the rest of the day stay at home do project again.... Sigh.... Sad.... New year coming... Haven buy new clothes.... How leh how leh?? Sigh....
Back to work.... Tata..... Zzzzz
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9:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Hmmmm.... Went Sim Lim today with my bf to change my A drive as well as the keyboard. Although that person product is not that good, but his service is good. At least he is patient with us and willing to change his stuff with us. He didn't even check my stuff. He also never give us an ugly face or what. Think maybe alot of people complain before? heh heh... Don't think so ba.... Anyway, I tested everything in his shop, and everything turned out well. Now I can type "A" easily kekeke..... Then today my bf helped me to fix many things. He tried fixing the A drive for very long as the light kept appearing when we didn't even use the A drive. So in total, he tried 3 times. And for the 4th time, the windows explorer isn't working... Arggg.... But nvm, everything is solved now. Thanks for Seng yong's help again keke.... My bf also helped me to download the scanner thing. Now the old scanner can be used again hehe.. Yipeee.... happy happy....
Saw Bao Zhen in Bugis today with her new boyfriend. Wow... She is so pretty now wor lolx.... From primary school till now, she really changed alot... Unlike me.... Bleah.... So she intro her new bf to us lor hehe... Quite polite la... shake hand with us ....
Cleaned up one of my cupboard today. I think I'm weird, as these few days I kept on cleaning my room, one place by one place, not the whole room haha.... Hmmmm.... Threw away many useless things... Saw my sec sch report book. Realised my results very uncertain.... Also saw some good comments which my teachers had given me last time. I think of my life in poly now.... Haiz..... Comments??? Sucks......
I got no mood to do work la.... Sigh....
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11:52 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
heh... Only managed to take one picture in Chinatown. This was taken when I was sitting behind... crowdy eh? (got such words? Lolx...)
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11:50 PM
A very Hari Raya Haji to everyone..... If you are celebrating it kekeke.....
Heee......... Went Chinatown with my bf today. We are crazy... Got no place to go.... Trying to be funny..... We went there to squeeze with other people.... It's so crowded today.... We went to the waterloo market for dinner... Oh man the seats are so full.... We shared our seat with others in the end. Then we saw one "Cai Shen Ye", which means god of fortune/wealth.... That was disguise by a man. He wore those ancient time suit and long beard and all that.... So cute hehe.... Then he walked around the market and kept laughing "ha ha ha ha"..... It makes me think of santa claus as santa claus always like to say"ho ho ho".... Hehe..... Then the way the "god of fortune/wealth" walk is so funny.... He took a big step at a time. Everyone was like asking him for 4D number.... Hmmmm.......
After eating, we went walk walk around chinatown. Oh my god, the new year cookies are selling cheap. It cost $1 per box for everything.... Everyone was like snatching it fast, but the stocks seem unlimitted.... My bf bought alot of cookies, as for me, I bought 1 box of cookies and 1 box of gummy candy. However, it's not that nice la hehe......... We went one place and that place was jam for very long. Don't really know what happened in front, coz the jam wasn't moving at all.... So we went to the side and sat for a while, many people also like that. however, it's too long, so my bf and I decided to walk backwards hehe....
Phew... A long day in Chinatown.....
Oh ya, I'm so glad.... My project has extended to after school reopen haha....... So so so happy.... At first I was still struggling like hell.... Lucky Benny send letter to ask the Italy ppl to extend for us wahahhaa..... I'm a bit slacking now hehe....
So annoying my keyboard. All the words I typed kept missing the letter "A"... Must retype... Sigh.... I'm getting irritated.... Think I'll get this keybord changed tml... And also my A drive.... Sob.... Troublesome.... !!!!
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11:17 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Hihi.... I'm back hehe..... Finally got my new com.... It's......... How to say??? Hmmm..... Troublesome...... First day I got my com, the moniter got no signal.... My bf helped to fix everything.... We tried for very long but still cannot lor.... So nvm..... We called the ppl and ask. He told my bf blah blah blah.... Then he tried, finally can. Then, the windows xp cd which regine lend me cannot work. Then I was so sad.... Hee..... Then I decided to ask friends staying near my area. Finally Seng Yong replied and said he have.... Glad.... So glad that my bf and I immediately went his house to take. He helped me to burn the software. Then he started flipping all his cd, asking me do I have this? Do you need this? My saliver was dripping and I said "yes yes yes"(noding my head hard).... Then he burned everything for me lolx.... I'm so glad.... He got so so so many design software. I think I owned him alot lol.... Total, he gave me 4 cds.... Hee..... happy happy.... Now I got photoshop in my com! Finally.... And all other software which I wanted too! heez......... Hmmmm.... My keyboard, something is wrong with the letter "A" I guess.... Sometimes can type, sometimes cannot.... Then for my A drive, it's spoilt.... That person call me to bring down and exchange.... what the....... Cheat my money is it? Ok la I know it's only $10 for the drive, but can't they just do it properly? Alamak........
Overall, quite happy with my new com lor.... It's better and nicer than last time that one la hehe....
Hmmm..... Alot of work to do now... Stress... Monday presentation.... Ahhhh... Buck up buck up.... Got to go..... Buai...
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10:12 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
So long never blog already....... Also never poke my nose into anyone's blog for so long haha.........
Sigh...... I'm very stress now.... Even sleeping also can dream of work. I really loathe the work this sem.... Although I'm glad with the time table, but the modules really gave me a hard time. Especially the P2 and Mfund...... Sigh...... Designing a coffee cup and saucer as well as a coffee mug is not that simple. I know everyone will ask me don't think straight, think something different. I know that too...... But this is not art and craft, it's a household product used by people of any age.... Cannot be too complicated, must be usable, washable, this is that...... Sigh..... Some designs I thought of had already been designed..... Haa..... But I'm glad my inspirations had come.... Got to sketch some later.... Something different, unique, fun, usable and washable keke....
Sigh.... I swear I'm not going to be a product designer after I graduate. This is really not the right course for me. I heard some yr 3 had withdrawn from the course..... They really can't stand the stress anymore I guess..... But I think that's a bit silly as they've wasted so much time..... One guy even withdraw and went to study graphic design (VSC), meaning, he got to start all over again in Tp as yr 1....... Oh my...... He is great I think... At least he knows what he want..... For me, I know what I want but I think it's too late.... I got no big ambition when I grow up. So..... Forget it........
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8:23 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Happy 1 yr Anniversary to my dear..... keke... Time really passes so fast eh.... Went Orchard walk walk lor..... Actually I don't really feel like going, as I got so many work... But today is a special day, so no choice lor... I also don't want to tell him I don't feel like going.... Hee.... We went home quite early too...... Sigh..... I'm really very tired.... I don't know what to do first, so many submisson........
Tomorrow there is no Jap class, but I still must go school to do project... Very boring..........
Actually got lots of things to blog today...... But I forgot..... Haa..... So.... got to go do work liao...... Byez.....
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11:45 PM
Hee...... Went Sim Lim today to find new ram for my computer. I needed photoshop software badly..... My com can't even use a thumb drive. Hee.... In the end, my bf decided to buy me a new com. As it's much easier and better, rather than installing everything by myself..... I didn't know com are cheap nowadays..... It's only around $1000+ for a new set. Hee..... So Wednesday will be the delivery day of my new com. Thanks to Brandon who adviced me in many things. I've been harrassing him so many times today haha....... =p
Tidied my cupboard today.... New Year coming.... haha... Packed many old clothes in a bag to give to the poor. I realised I've grown fat, because some of the pants and shorts I can't wear anymore....
Hmmm..... Well..... I saw my primary school friend at the traffic light just now. Most of my primary school friends live near me. She actually got "shot gun" when she was in secondary school. After that, she started avoiding all of us..... Whenever she sees us, she'll walk away, pretending she don't know us at all.... I think it's kinda strange..... Usually if I saw people I know outside, I'll surely wave, or at least, say hello.... But.... I know she wanted to avoid me, so I walked passed her with my head looking at the ground. I noticed she walked super fast pass me.... Diaoz..... Don't know what to say....
I realised the most wonderful teacher in the world, Mr Gui (Sec sch teacher), have a blog of his own too. Just read his blog.... He introduced another person's blog for us. That person passed away already....leaving behind her blog as an inspiration for others .... at www.dyingis.blogspot.com
very touching .....
Suddenly, I missed everyone in secondary school again.... I passed by my sec sch just now when I went out ...... I really miss those days.... With Mr Gui, Mr Sun, friends, enemies...... lol...... Sigh...... In my whole life, I won't forget Mr Gui as well as Miss Poh, my primary school wonderful teacher...... Wish them happiness always...... =)
Oh I'm getting too emotional today...... haaa....... Got to sleep soon.... I've not done any school work today.... Oops..... Hee......
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1:21 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Today is a sad day....... Sigh.... I've been rushing almost everyday to do my work. It's really very tiring....... I really tried my best to do everything as soon as possible. Nv slack already..... Still, need to rush and wrap up everything at the last minute.......
Today, the ministry of defense ppl came to look at our NDP interactive kit design. Many of the army guys came, as well as same guys wearing shirts and pants. One lady came with them too. Hmmm....... Comments for ny design were poor..... Sigh.... One of the guy said my heart light should be used during valentines.... What the..... If he shut up I'll feel better, but why he want to be so sarcastic? I think maybe the lecturers are right. Our work will always be criticize, must learn to take it, don't treat as if it's the end of the world..... Ya.... I know.... But.... Sad la...... I tried so hard to do all these..... One guy almost chose my fan, but another guy went over to chat with him, then he walked off from my board..... Sigh....... I saw him tearing off my board just now, only half way... Lol.... Nvm nvm, I know he got the heart, at least I know one of my design in appreciated by him.
I think I admit my heart light is a bit not suitable for NDP. Think maybe I shouldn't blame that guy.... For the fan, I think it's also not a very good design. Maybe I haven try hard enough....... I only like my pledge light. It's my most satisfied piece.... Some of my friends like that too hehe... Ok at least some of my friends also appreciated my work..... haaa..... Cheer up.... Cheer up......
Ok next presentation is coming up again. Got to sketch 9 coffee mug and 9 saucers, that makes it 18 sketches..... After that, choose one you feel is suitable, got to render in lab.... After that, go peace centre to print again in board, after that, burn everything into a cd. Inside must include developmental process..... What the...... Within 1 week plus can do so many thing meh? Rendering really takes up most of my time.... I've really tried so hard to do everything on time, but everytime will end up last minute. 1 week meet bf 2 times only I guess, because of all this craps..... I got no time to rest too..... No time!!!! Straight away must start this project. Before that, I still must design name cards, letterhead and logo. Then for mfund, I need to create a web site, I only did one and a half page... I still got Jap project, still got other shit to do..... During holiday got 2 days APEL camp...... Ahhhhh...... During holiday must come back school for presentation.... I... I......I...... I am dying..... Help me........ Sob....
I can't think anymore.... Inspiration driven out..... I need to sleep.... Sleep!!! I can't celebrate Chinese New Year anymore.... Stressful Chinese New Year........!!!!!
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3:05 AM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Wonder why I never blog for the last few days? That's because I am so busy and got no time to blog. Sigh.... Somethings been bothering me too..... It affected my mood very much. I'm really very unhappy these few days.... Or should I say from now onwards, I'll be very unhappy each day....... Sigh
Today stayed in school to do P2. Since 3pm, I've been in the lab till 11pm. The only time I left the lab was to go toilet. The rest of the time I was in the lab doing my rendering.... Sigh..... Forgotten to eat my dinner too. As a result, got a terrible gastric pain in lab. When I went home just now, my stomach was in pain..... I've waited the bus for about 15minutes. It's so damn long..... Lucky the guys in my course took the same bus as me, so that I got company hehe...... And I even "psychoed" them to eat under my block haha.... They even agreed. Actually the reason why I psycho them is because I needed someone to accompany me home.... Or else I'll be so lonely and bored haha..... Somemore it's quite late and dark, I'll be afraid too keke.....
Tomorrow got to wake up early to do some typo work..... My rendering is finishing soon.. But still need to touch up tomorrow... Keke.... Got to go peace centre to print everything out. I needed a thumb drive badly!!! My mp3 is spoilt... Arrrgggggg..... Sad...... Sad....... Now I can't save my work, have to go around asking everyone to lend me. I need to buy one asap!!! Yes ASAP!!!!
Yawn..... Tired...... Dead beat..... very very exhausted..... Got to tuck in now.... Bye......
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1:24 AM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
My mum is back from Sri Lanka finally..... Hmmm..... I saw my shi fu and some other devotees too. Their facial expression is very stiff and they all looked so exhausted and pale.
Didn't really talk much with mum, coz I asked her how was it in Sri Lanka, she said bad..... After fetching her, the people from the temple fetched her to the temple. Mum said she wanted to go back temple to discuss about the tsunami thing..... Till now, she's still not back.....
Went East Point today with my bf after fetching my mum. We also went to Pet Safari to see dog. I love the dogs there.... So cute...... Especially the golden retriever. They looked so innocent and pure. Well, I really love dogs, but I don't know whether I want to keep one when I have a family of my own. I am afraid that the dog will die earlier than me, then I'll be so sad.... Afraid to be sad...... Heez..... But I really love doggies.....
I was thinking of buying a keyboard wrist rest, as my wrist is so pain when I'm typing. It's rubbing the keyboard drawer all the time. However, my bf and I went around East Point but couldn't find any. So I decided to make one myself. I wanted to use small beanie foam to make it. I saw one shop selling beanie stuff. They also sell the beans and cloth. I asked whether he sell the beans in small pack. The uncle asked me how much I want. I said a little only. He said he'll give me for free. Heez.... So good. how nice of him.... Haha..... So my bf took some from him and we both leave that shop. I'm feeling so embarrased..... haha.... But I'm glad he gave us for free... Anyway, I think it's cheap. He got lot's of big big sacks of beans too... Heez....
I made one keyboard wrist rest myself... The cloth I took from my mum haha.... Sew it by hand.... Heez.... Glad I did that myself... Now I have a sense of satisfaction... Saved money too hehe
Time really passes so fast.... Tomorrow is school again. Sigh... Hate it.. No mood to blog anymore... Sigh..... Bye...
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11:30 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Whoa...... Watched "Seed of chucky" today. This episode is quite hilarious haha.... My bf never watch the previous 2 episode, so he asked me how the story ended from the 2nd episode of "chucky and the bride". I think I forgotten all, so I told him I've forgotten haha......
Anyway, for this episode of "seed of chucky", the last part is confusing. Thought Chucky had died, but don't really know why his hands can still move during the last scene. Is there another episode next time? Haha...
Oh so today, went Millenia Walk too. We went to buy sweets from "Candy Empire". That's the place where they sell lots of imported candies and chocolates..... Some of the packaging is so cute and nice, but the price is expensive, most of them over $12. Hmmm..... We only can afford to buy "pick and mix" chocolates..... I will strongly recommend everyone to buy the "pick and mix" chocolates without wrapper. Coz the taste of the chocolates with wrapper is a bit common. I love the "spicy chocolate" and one of it, I forgot the name, but I know it's coated with white powder. It tastes so creamy, even the inside part of the chocolate is creamy too. Oh ya and we've tried the "coffee bean chocolate" too. It really tastes like coffee! Bitter when we bite it. Lucky the chocolate neutralised the bitter taste. Haha I think I talked to much. I hope everyone can go there and give it a try.... Those chocolates are imported. Some from Germany.... Hehe... It only cost $3.80 per 100gram. Heez.....
It's been raining so long today.... Got my leg soaked into rain water just now. Terrible..... I was walking under the marina square shelter, but that part was covered with a pool of water..... Sigh.... Hate that feeling. Lucky I'm home now. It's a windy day today! Hee....
Mum is coming back tomorrow afternoon. Guess maybe I'll go fetch her. Love going to the airport. Why? I also dunno leh. Haaa....
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10:47 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
I'm damn depressed today....... Yesterday, I did my presentation preparation since after my lesson till 4am...... Damn shagged. It's only been a month and the major project presetation is today..... Sigh.....
Having to partner with someone who doesn't know how to use computer is damn stress. I'm saying, basic knowledge of using the com. My partner don't even know how to attach a file into the email, taught her alot of time. Sigh.... Therefore, wake up so early especially to help her finish up the stuff..... No I'm not blaming her.... Just ..... Sigh........ Can't stand her man. Take my hats off her sometimes.... Lol.....
My/ our presentation totally sucks to the core. I've tried my best to improve my sketches, but the lecturer still asked us to improve. In fact, those lecturers said almost half the class hasn't sketch well... No 3D perspective. I agree.... Haha.... Mine also lidat. The presentation starts from 10am all the way till 6pm. Many lecturers gave us a debrief and tell us how terrifying our work is. How other people in other world see us, how we get to work in future if we remain lidat. Sigh...... They talked alot. It's like giving us a lecture lidat. In the end, all of us were so depress...... I felt many many many buckets of cold water poured onto me..... Then, Eric told us to cheer up.... Haha.... Sigh..... I said I wanted to work hard this sem. I think I tried my best, but still not 100%. Eric said we are always thinking in a circle.... I think it's true. I always don't dare to explore the different ideas or techniques. Scared this scared that...... But if I go over the circle, I think I need courage.... Most importantly is a wise brain. One of my friend went out of the circle today. Although their idea is too wild, and maybe not useful or economical, but the lecturers love it. That's the way they want it.... Haa....... And Benny always told us not to design things that is too literal. Well..... I saw alot of things other designers designed. It's also very literal what. Why can't we do that? I think maybe it applies to our project brief.... Or maybe he just wants us to think differently....
After this important presentation today, there's another important presentation again in another 3 weeks time. Sigh..... Ok.... I'll buck up. Maybe I'll force myself to stay in studio to do.... Hee......
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11:36 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Lol...... My mum is on BBC news..... She called my dad and asked us to see the scv BBC news. The people interviewed her about the tsunamis thing in Sri Lanka. However, we are not really sure what time it broadcast, so we just ignore lol..... Can't imagine what she wear and how she speaks. English or Mandrain?? Well, her English is not that good. As for mandrain, who can translate for her? Haha.... Got to ask her when she is back. She extended her stay to this Sunday morning. Sigh...... She said they haven finish distributing stuff. She also asked the temple people to continue raise funds.
Sigh..... I am really getting stress.... Today, I spent my whole day in school doing typo assignment. All the printers had either go berserk or unavailable. Decided to print it before lesson and paste everything on the mounting board wahaha..... Super last minute work. What to do? Oh ya before that, I spent 3 hours during mid-night on Tuesday. I had to submit a proposal to my lecturer that day..... Forgotten and did it when it's about 1am in the morning. =_="........ Chiong and chiong..... Friday I'm having a P2 presentation. Got to chiong again tomorrow... In fact, I'm still doing now. Need to come up with 5 more sketch.... No inspiration..... I saw my friends work today. Excellent......... Compared to mine, I think I can pack up and go home....
Today, Gerald asked whether I've found any SIP job. I said no. He advised me to look now. He gave me a list of some company to go through.... Hmmm..... Most of them is at Bukit Timah la and some other places I've never heard before. The pay from each company ranges from $420 to $600. I got no mood to see just now. So I told him maybe I'll find the job myself. He said not necessary must find jobs related to pid. So....I was thinking of going to the graphic design company for internship hahaha.... Must find a job latest by 18th Feb.. Die...... No time.... Maybe should ask some friends around whether they got any internship job lobang hehe..... Stress.....
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2:01 AM
Monday, January 03, 2005
I'm bored....... Bored to death.........
These few days, I am so moody. I don't know why..... There's something in my mind which I can't describe. I just kept thinking and thinking.... Very moody and restless........ I am feeling so bad.... Grrrrrr..........
Haiz...... Sigh........ Well........ I felt that I got no much friends in school. Though I know alot of them, but we are all not that close at all. Anything I'll be the last to be informed I guess, unless I ask first. Poly life sucks.... Miss my seconday and primary school life. No close friends now..... Maybe only 1... All of them know who, but if she's not there, I'll just be there alone again... Sigh....
Today I stayed at home for the whole day. Doing what? Slacking away. Dad woke me up at 9am, asking me where is the money my mum asked me to pay for the shop renewal license. I told him one auntie helped my mum to renew already. He asked me that because one guy came my home to ask about the money. It's really irritating to be waken up so early in the morning. Somemore my father shouted at me so loud, making me so refresh later. Arggg....... About awhile later, I woke up and bath. Then I played maple, the lame game for awhile and had my lunch. After that, played awhile more and watch vcd which I borrowed from shop yesterday. After that, did some sketches. Went to find some inspiration too. Couldn't find any....... Erase and sketch, erase and sketch again...... Sigh.... Finally, I got 6 sketches now. Quite satisfied with 5 of them. The other is anyhow sketch. No inspiration at all. I left the flag and raincoat to design. Anyhow can tell me how to design a flag and raincoat? A flag is a stick with a pole, so how should I design it with other pattern? A disposable raincoat is disposable...... How should I design? Huh? Design nice nice, use one time and throw away? Alamak..... Use your brain use your brain. Sigh.. Low morale.......
No mood again. Menopause liao.... Old liao..... Sigh...... What do you want from me??? Argggg.............
Oops..... My library book is due tomorrow... Haven finish reading it. How ah? Lol........
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11:37 PM
What a cold day...... It's been raining for almost the whole day. Went bf house today. Hehe..... I took over 20+ of his doraemon comics home to read kekeke...... So happy got comics to read, to occupy my time..... I only drew about 4 sketches of the ndp kit. Guess I need more.... Maybe 6 to 8 more lidat.... Heez...... No more inspiration.... Thinking of going to school tomorrow to use cad, however, think I'll just forget it. Better finish my sketches first. Tomorrow got no Japanese hehe.... It's a self directive learning day for us.... Yipee..... Guess maybe it'll rain again tomorrow. Yeah can sleep comfortably..... Yahahhaah.......
In the middle of the night just now, about 2am, my 3rd brother and me went to mum's shop to borrow vcd waha.. Open the shop so late. One guy came in to ask whether we've closed. Well of course..... He gave us a fright man. Hehe..... Borrowed 2 vcd, shall watch it maybe tomorrow. Got to do my stuff now. Had my supper just now. Can't really sleep now..... Sigh.... I regret.......
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2:37 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
A very Happy New Year to all...... Wish this year would be a better year than the previous year.
Hmmm.... It's been rather cold these few days. Mum had gone to Sri Lanka this morning. Wished everything were smooth.... I was quite worried about her. However, there's few uncles going with her. So I guess they'll take care of her hehe.
Yesterday, Meiling, Ronald, Brandon, my bf and I celebrated New Year in my house. We had a sumptuous meal. While eating, I was thinking about the people in the Tsunamis. Are we too fortunate? Or are we heartless as to eat so happily while people are suffering in the other country.... Hmmm.... Don't know. However, mum also wanted to eat as she said she need to eat a sumptuous meal before going to Sri Lanka as she might not have much food to eat there already... Hmmm.... So we all bought alot of extra food for her too. Celebrated my bf birthday early too. Bought a cake for him. He was so surprised wahaha...
I think time really pass so fast...... It's 2005 already. I think I really need to work hard now. Today, stayed at home to do sketches of the NDP kit. I really got no inspiration. However, I was quite satisfied with some sketches I've drawn wahaa....
Ok, got to go now... wahaaaa......
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10:12 PM
My animal sign.... Ox.... hehe.... Hugging my Ox
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11:11 PM
Take for fun hehe......
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10:59 PM
God of fortune/wealth aka "Cai Shen Ye"....
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10:59 PM
My bf and the Wishing Well....
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10:57 PM
Rooster hugging me.... Or me hugging rooster? Kekeke......
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10:53 PM
Went into the fence to take pictures haha... No one scold us.... Bleah.... A big gold tale.... Made of paper.... Wonder what will happen if it rains......
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10:53 PM
Sigh...... Tomorrow school reopen....... sianz.... Not prepared.... I haven had enough of my holiday.... I haven finish my work..... Today, I tried tidying 2 drawers hehe..... I am left with 2 more drawers to tidy... After that, can prepare for Chinese New year....
Today, went out for 3 hours... My bf and I went to Hong Bao River. Thought it's opened, however, no..... Only the god of fortune/wealth is there as well as the 12 animals.... No stalls were there... So today, we went there to take pictures... No body was there to block us hehe.... Yeah.... Will post some pics here.... Enjoy.....
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10:28 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
So boring........ Been online for the whole day.... Not really doing my work but chatting with friends. However, I did some research today........ Hee.... Haiz... Wish to find more material name for the coffee cup......... But don't really know how to find online..... So I intend to use some other easy terms to present...... Realised the time is getting short.... I'll be presenting in less than a week. I know all my sketches can't make it, because I only sketch it for fun, don't have theme or concept...... So I'm going to sketch it again after doing my research... Hee....
Time really passed very fast. I remembered I just switch on my com, it's so fast night time already now...... And I've been watching the tv from 7.30pm till now hehe...... Think after this variety show I'll start doing my work...... I'm watching "tian cai Go Go Go" from channel 8.... hee..... A bit hungry and tired.... Sigh........
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10:33 PM
Friday, January 28, 2005
I'm very very happy today....... Went school for make up classes. Actually, when Amy told me that today got Helen's class, I was so sad..... Like no holiday for me lidat..... But I never regret I went school today hehe..... I really learnt alot today..... I wanted to learn perspective badly as I've forgotten most of it since yr 1.... Haha..... I was the 2nd to reach studio. That "officer" was the first to reach..... Well..... To be frank, I don't really hate him like last time.... Not that hate anymore.... Although sometimes still a bit dislike him..... Why the sudden change? I don't know.... Maybe because several weeks ago, when we were rushing for our NDP rendering, he came to our rescue... muahahha.... Sounds as if he is hero lidat..... Actually he finished his rendering, but he came back to school just to help us. See if we need help. No lecturers were in the lab that time.... Hmmm.... Sometimes he is good la... Sometimes.... Bleah..... Then I told Elyn what I felt, she also agree with me. That time, she even talked to him haha..... Today, the studio only me and him. He chatted with me awhile lor.... Asking me whether I done this or done that.... Then blah blah.... Then I kid to him something and he beat my shoulder and laugh.... As if I'm very close to him lidat.... Haha.... but anyway..... This time I don't hate him that much.... It's a neutral feeling.... But others still hate him.... Just now my fren were still talking behind his back lol.... Ok, don't provoke me again "officer".... Or I'll change the good impression of you very fast..... Hee..... Now I understand why his "gang" stays with him..... Hmmm....
Well, today I drew lots and lots of coffee cups. My idea were flowing very rapidly..... Usually, my inspiration come very slow.... My sketching also very slow, can spend 1 hour just to draw a cup neatly. Today, after learning perspective, I can sketch 20 over cups at one go... All different design..... It's so easy.... Helen even said my cup looks good hehe..... Yeah, thanks to her... It's her effort..... She also taught us using pastel and copic markers to render..... She also showed us her past work. All in a photo album. My god.... It's damn nice and realistic.... Everything she done is so professional.... So nice.... So amazing.... Fantastic.....
Well, half of the day today, I was very angry.... Hmmm.... At first I called Elyn, someone answered and I can feel that that someone is sleeping. Sounds like a 20 over years old lady. I asked is that Elyn? She asked me "what number you called"? In a very frustrated and rude voice. Then I said sorry wrong number. Then I looked at my phone. It's actually correct leh... because I called from my phone book in my hp. Elyn's name also appear. Then I sms to her. Elyn said her phone didn't ring at all..... Strange.... In the afternoon, someone called me. The number starting with 8. It's starhub line. I listened and can only hear some sound, but no one speaks. Then I hung up. Then about 4 plus, someone called, don't know that number at all.... I listened and that someone, I think is a very old auntie, started scolding me in Hokkien. She said "I told you you called the wrong number already, why you kept calling and calling, very happy is it?" Then she goes "~!#$%^&*$%^" (scold bad words) at me ...... I hung up her phone too.... Well.... I never call anyone..... My line got problem I think.... Sigh.... Bad mood after hearing what that auntie scolded me. So fierce..... I'm so damn innocent lor..... Lucky she never call again, or I'll sure explain to her.... I was so angry until I wanted to call M1 and ask what happened..... But I guess it's not their fault.... Hmmm.... nvm.... Is it my phone too old? Need to change? Haha.... Finding excuse to buy new phone.... My dream phone "Sumsung E600"..... Buy for me buy for me........
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7:42 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Oh I LOVE this pic.... Very very much..... Don't know why... Just love this pic!!!! Those are crystal pebbles. This pic is taken by my friend and edited by him using macro and photoshop... Keke.... Love it la....
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3:02 AM
Yippee......... Apel 2 is cleared this sem.....
Everyone was late for Apel today........ So strange.... Actually the presentation starts at 9am, but when it's 9am, only about 7 of us turned up, and don't know where the other 20 people go..... Saw Eric today and he was very very angry. He complained to Mabz and me that the lecturers took the effort to organise the camp for our convenience and blah blah blah.... But the students took it for granted and be late... Grumble and grumble.... Diaoz.... mabz and I was speechless..... Haa.....
So today, after presentation went Orchard with Elyn for a while.... Long time never go.... Before that, I had lunch with Rachel, Mabz and Elyn at Bendemeer market.... Hmmm.... The food is cheap over there.....
Well.... Finished my typo assignment today.... Just heck care liao.... Complete it and hand in when school reopen.... Got to concentrate on other project already.....
It's 3am now.... Got to sleep soon..... Boring..... Zzzz..... That's it.... Fullstop.
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2:52 AM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Boring...... Today's Apel camp is damn boring!!!! Didn't really listen to the talk except for the teenage abortion part.... The lecturer gave us listen to an interview of the teenagers who aborted their babies... Hmmm.... Quite sad..... Oh then tomorrow, must present!!! Arggg..... Those who attended the citibank talk need not present. I don't even know there's such talk. Well....ok la..... I know there's such talk. But imagine the talk is held on the 4th of January and I only check my mail on the 4th of January night.... Sigh.... Think the lecturer send the mail quite late.... Coz I check my mail quite regularly leh.... Haiz.... Unfair.... If I went for that talk, I don't have to present tomorrow..... Ahhhh.... Only 27 people never attend that talk... So tomorrow the 27 of us will have to present lor.... Lucky my group all the people I know haha... So last minute the presentation.... We chose the topic of "The Parachute Mind".... Think that topic quite easy... Each person must present 4 mins. I finished doing my stuff... I realised my presentation part can only last for 2 mins haha..... Tomorow presentation can be from anything, power point, role play, OHP, projecter and so on..... We chose projecter haha.... More easy.... Just write the stuff on paper and show it on the projecter wahaha..... After this presentation, we'll be given 1cus, meaning, our Apel 2 is cleared haha.... Tomorrow Apel camp is half day again hehe.... So happy....
Hmmmm.... Accompanied my bf for his job interview just now. Finally, he got in wahaha... But that company requires training first, and must pay some membership money and training fees first.... Hope everything turn out well.... He was given 14 mcq questions to do... In the end, he scored 13/14 haha..... Good.... When he step in the office, that person told him "You are in". Lol.... As easy as 123..... However, I think this job is not going to be easy.... Don't know why.... Never mind.. Just work for the time being.... Hee.....
Oh yeah... Bought a demin skirt today... Yeah... Finally got one.... Was wishing to have one.... But this one is kinda short lor.... I prefer something above my knee length a bit, not too much, but my bf said it doesn't suit me. So in the end, I bought the short one hehe.... It's hipster, so can pull long long la haha..... This is my first new year bottom. Actually I don't mind wearing old clothes for CNY keke.... But... Since new year arriving.... Must find reason to buy new clothes lor haha...
I'm so bored now.... Got to sleep soon.... Coz got to wake up at 7.30am in tomorow... Sigh.... Long time never wake up so early liao hehe.... Ok bye
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1:47 AM
Monday, January 24, 2005
Hi............ I realised I don't blog so often as last time.... Hee.....
Well...... Yesterday, went city plaza walk walk for fun with my bf haha.... After that, went to bring my niece to my home. My bf and I brought her to the playground too.... Hmmm.... I also played the slide in the playground haha.... No one was there.... Suddenly thought of my childhood memory.... It's so fun playing the slide..... I also carried my niece down the slide, it was much more exciting maybe because of our weight. We screamed so loud... I felt like a child haha.... Had a great laugh yesterday..... Missed laughing for very long.....
As for today, I stayed at home for the whole day doing work.... Didn't do much.... So much things to do, don't even know which to start first, so I'm doing everything bit by bit, a little here and there.... Sigh.... No holiday for me.... Still must spend 2 days in school to complete apel camp tomorrow. Then the rest of the day stay at home do project again.... Sigh.... Sad.... New year coming... Haven buy new clothes.... How leh how leh?? Sigh....
Back to work.... Tata..... Zzzzz
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9:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Hmmmm.... Went Sim Lim today with my bf to change my A drive as well as the keyboard. Although that person product is not that good, but his service is good. At least he is patient with us and willing to change his stuff with us. He didn't even check my stuff. He also never give us an ugly face or what. Think maybe alot of people complain before? heh heh... Don't think so ba.... Anyway, I tested everything in his shop, and everything turned out well. Now I can type "A" easily kekeke..... Then today my bf helped me to fix many things. He tried fixing the A drive for very long as the light kept appearing when we didn't even use the A drive. So in total, he tried 3 times. And for the 4th time, the windows explorer isn't working... Arggg.... But nvm, everything is solved now. Thanks for Seng yong's help again keke.... My bf also helped me to download the scanner thing. Now the old scanner can be used again hehe.. Yipeee.... happy happy....
Saw Bao Zhen in Bugis today with her new boyfriend. Wow... She is so pretty now wor lolx.... From primary school till now, she really changed alot... Unlike me.... Bleah.... So she intro her new bf to us lor hehe... Quite polite la... shake hand with us ....
Cleaned up one of my cupboard today. I think I'm weird, as these few days I kept on cleaning my room, one place by one place, not the whole room haha.... Hmmmm.... Threw away many useless things... Saw my sec sch report book. Realised my results very uncertain.... Also saw some good comments which my teachers had given me last time. I think of my life in poly now.... Haiz..... Comments??? Sucks......
I got no mood to do work la.... Sigh....
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11:52 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
heh... Only managed to take one picture in Chinatown. This was taken when I was sitting behind... crowdy eh? (got such words? Lolx...)
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11:50 PM
A very Hari Raya Haji to everyone..... If you are celebrating it kekeke.....
Heee......... Went Chinatown with my bf today. We are crazy... Got no place to go.... Trying to be funny..... We went there to squeeze with other people.... It's so crowded today.... We went to the waterloo market for dinner... Oh man the seats are so full.... We shared our seat with others in the end. Then we saw one "Cai Shen Ye", which means god of fortune/wealth.... That was disguise by a man. He wore those ancient time suit and long beard and all that.... So cute hehe.... Then he walked around the market and kept laughing "ha ha ha ha"..... It makes me think of santa claus as santa claus always like to say"ho ho ho".... Hehe..... Then the way the "god of fortune/wealth" walk is so funny.... He took a big step at a time. Everyone was like asking him for 4D number.... Hmmmm.......
After eating, we went walk walk around chinatown. Oh my god, the new year cookies are selling cheap. It cost $1 per box for everything.... Everyone was like snatching it fast, but the stocks seem unlimitted.... My bf bought alot of cookies, as for me, I bought 1 box of cookies and 1 box of gummy candy. However, it's not that nice la hehe......... We went one place and that place was jam for very long. Don't really know what happened in front, coz the jam wasn't moving at all.... So we went to the side and sat for a while, many people also like that. however, it's too long, so my bf and I decided to walk backwards hehe....
Phew... A long day in Chinatown.....
Oh ya, I'm so glad.... My project has extended to after school reopen haha....... So so so happy.... At first I was still struggling like hell.... Lucky Benny send letter to ask the Italy ppl to extend for us wahahhaa..... I'm a bit slacking now hehe....
So annoying my keyboard. All the words I typed kept missing the letter "A"... Must retype... Sigh.... I'm getting irritated.... Think I'll get this keybord changed tml... And also my A drive.... Sob.... Troublesome.... !!!!
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11:17 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Hihi.... I'm back hehe..... Finally got my new com.... It's......... How to say??? Hmmm..... Troublesome...... First day I got my com, the moniter got no signal.... My bf helped to fix everything.... We tried for very long but still cannot lor.... So nvm..... We called the ppl and ask. He told my bf blah blah blah.... Then he tried, finally can. Then, the windows xp cd which regine lend me cannot work. Then I was so sad.... Hee..... Then I decided to ask friends staying near my area. Finally Seng Yong replied and said he have.... Glad.... So glad that my bf and I immediately went his house to take. He helped me to burn the software. Then he started flipping all his cd, asking me do I have this? Do you need this? My saliver was dripping and I said "yes yes yes"(noding my head hard).... Then he burned everything for me lolx.... I'm so glad.... He got so so so many design software. I think I owned him alot lol.... Total, he gave me 4 cds.... Hee..... happy happy.... Now I got photoshop in my com! Finally.... And all other software which I wanted too! heez......... Hmmmm.... My keyboard, something is wrong with the letter "A" I guess.... Sometimes can type, sometimes cannot.... Then for my A drive, it's spoilt.... That person call me to bring down and exchange.... what the....... Cheat my money is it? Ok la I know it's only $10 for the drive, but can't they just do it properly? Alamak........
Overall, quite happy with my new com lor.... It's better and nicer than last time that one la hehe....
Hmmm..... Alot of work to do now... Stress... Monday presentation.... Ahhhh... Buck up buck up.... Got to go..... Buai...
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10:12 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
So long never blog already....... Also never poke my nose into anyone's blog for so long haha.........
Sigh...... I'm very stress now.... Even sleeping also can dream of work. I really loathe the work this sem.... Although I'm glad with the time table, but the modules really gave me a hard time. Especially the P2 and Mfund...... Sigh...... Designing a coffee cup and saucer as well as a coffee mug is not that simple. I know everyone will ask me don't think straight, think something different. I know that too...... But this is not art and craft, it's a household product used by people of any age.... Cannot be too complicated, must be usable, washable, this is that...... Sigh..... Some designs I thought of had already been designed..... Haa..... But I'm glad my inspirations had come.... Got to sketch some later.... Something different, unique, fun, usable and washable keke....
Sigh.... I swear I'm not going to be a product designer after I graduate. This is really not the right course for me. I heard some yr 3 had withdrawn from the course..... They really can't stand the stress anymore I guess..... But I think that's a bit silly as they've wasted so much time..... One guy even withdraw and went to study graphic design (VSC), meaning, he got to start all over again in Tp as yr 1....... Oh my...... He is great I think... At least he knows what he want..... For me, I know what I want but I think it's too late.... I got no big ambition when I grow up. So..... Forget it........
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8:23 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Happy 1 yr Anniversary to my dear..... keke... Time really passes so fast eh.... Went Orchard walk walk lor..... Actually I don't really feel like going, as I got so many work... But today is a special day, so no choice lor... I also don't want to tell him I don't feel like going.... Hee.... We went home quite early too...... Sigh..... I'm really very tired.... I don't know what to do first, so many submisson........
Tomorrow there is no Jap class, but I still must go school to do project... Very boring..........
Actually got lots of things to blog today...... But I forgot..... Haa..... So.... got to go do work liao...... Byez.....
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11:45 PM
Hee...... Went Sim Lim today to find new ram for my computer. I needed photoshop software badly..... My com can't even use a thumb drive. Hee.... In the end, my bf decided to buy me a new com. As it's much easier and better, rather than installing everything by myself..... I didn't know com are cheap nowadays..... It's only around $1000+ for a new set. Hee..... So Wednesday will be the delivery day of my new com. Thanks to Brandon who adviced me in many things. I've been harrassing him so many times today haha....... =p
Tidied my cupboard today.... New Year coming.... haha... Packed many old clothes in a bag to give to the poor. I realised I've grown fat, because some of the pants and shorts I can't wear anymore....
Hmmm..... Well..... I saw my primary school friend at the traffic light just now. Most of my primary school friends live near me. She actually got "shot gun" when she was in secondary school. After that, she started avoiding all of us..... Whenever she sees us, she'll walk away, pretending she don't know us at all.... I think it's kinda strange..... Usually if I saw people I know outside, I'll surely wave, or at least, say hello.... But.... I know she wanted to avoid me, so I walked passed her with my head looking at the ground. I noticed she walked super fast pass me.... Diaoz..... Don't know what to say....
I realised the most wonderful teacher in the world, Mr Gui (Sec sch teacher), have a blog of his own too. Just read his blog.... He introduced another person's blog for us. That person passed away already....leaving behind her blog as an inspiration for others .... at www.dyingis.blogspot.com
very touching .....
Suddenly, I missed everyone in secondary school again.... I passed by my sec sch just now when I went out ...... I really miss those days.... With Mr Gui, Mr Sun, friends, enemies...... lol...... Sigh...... In my whole life, I won't forget Mr Gui as well as Miss Poh, my primary school wonderful teacher...... Wish them happiness always...... =)
Oh I'm getting too emotional today...... haaa....... Got to sleep soon.... I've not done any school work today.... Oops..... Hee......
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1:21 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Today is a sad day....... Sigh.... I've been rushing almost everyday to do my work. It's really very tiring....... I really tried my best to do everything as soon as possible. Nv slack already..... Still, need to rush and wrap up everything at the last minute.......
Today, the ministry of defense ppl came to look at our NDP interactive kit design. Many of the army guys came, as well as same guys wearing shirts and pants. One lady came with them too. Hmmm....... Comments for ny design were poor..... Sigh.... One of the guy said my heart light should be used during valentines.... What the..... If he shut up I'll feel better, but why he want to be so sarcastic? I think maybe the lecturers are right. Our work will always be criticize, must learn to take it, don't treat as if it's the end of the world..... Ya.... I know.... But.... Sad la...... I tried so hard to do all these..... One guy almost chose my fan, but another guy went over to chat with him, then he walked off from my board..... Sigh....... I saw him tearing off my board just now, only half way... Lol.... Nvm nvm, I know he got the heart, at least I know one of my design in appreciated by him.
I think I admit my heart light is a bit not suitable for NDP. Think maybe I shouldn't blame that guy.... For the fan, I think it's also not a very good design. Maybe I haven try hard enough....... I only like my pledge light. It's my most satisfied piece.... Some of my friends like that too hehe... Ok at least some of my friends also appreciated my work..... haaa..... Cheer up.... Cheer up......
Ok next presentation is coming up again. Got to sketch 9 coffee mug and 9 saucers, that makes it 18 sketches..... After that, choose one you feel is suitable, got to render in lab.... After that, go peace centre to print again in board, after that, burn everything into a cd. Inside must include developmental process..... What the...... Within 1 week plus can do so many thing meh? Rendering really takes up most of my time.... I've really tried so hard to do everything on time, but everytime will end up last minute. 1 week meet bf 2 times only I guess, because of all this craps..... I got no time to rest too..... No time!!!! Straight away must start this project. Before that, I still must design name cards, letterhead and logo. Then for mfund, I need to create a web site, I only did one and a half page... I still got Jap project, still got other shit to do..... During holiday got 2 days APEL camp...... Ahhhhh...... During holiday must come back school for presentation.... I... I......I...... I am dying..... Help me........ Sob....
I can't think anymore.... Inspiration driven out..... I need to sleep.... Sleep!!! I can't celebrate Chinese New Year anymore.... Stressful Chinese New Year........!!!!!
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3:05 AM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Wonder why I never blog for the last few days? That's because I am so busy and got no time to blog. Sigh.... Somethings been bothering me too..... It affected my mood very much. I'm really very unhappy these few days.... Or should I say from now onwards, I'll be very unhappy each day....... Sigh
Today stayed in school to do P2. Since 3pm, I've been in the lab till 11pm. The only time I left the lab was to go toilet. The rest of the time I was in the lab doing my rendering.... Sigh..... Forgotten to eat my dinner too. As a result, got a terrible gastric pain in lab. When I went home just now, my stomach was in pain..... I've waited the bus for about 15minutes. It's so damn long..... Lucky the guys in my course took the same bus as me, so that I got company hehe...... And I even "psychoed" them to eat under my block haha.... They even agreed. Actually the reason why I psycho them is because I needed someone to accompany me home.... Or else I'll be so lonely and bored haha..... Somemore it's quite late and dark, I'll be afraid too keke.....
Tomorrow got to wake up early to do some typo work..... My rendering is finishing soon.. But still need to touch up tomorrow... Keke.... Got to go peace centre to print everything out. I needed a thumb drive badly!!! My mp3 is spoilt... Arrrgggggg..... Sad...... Sad....... Now I can't save my work, have to go around asking everyone to lend me. I need to buy one asap!!! Yes ASAP!!!!
Yawn..... Tired...... Dead beat..... very very exhausted..... Got to tuck in now.... Bye......
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1:24 AM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
My mum is back from Sri Lanka finally..... Hmmm..... I saw my shi fu and some other devotees too. Their facial expression is very stiff and they all looked so exhausted and pale.
Didn't really talk much with mum, coz I asked her how was it in Sri Lanka, she said bad..... After fetching her, the people from the temple fetched her to the temple. Mum said she wanted to go back temple to discuss about the tsunami thing..... Till now, she's still not back.....
Went East Point today with my bf after fetching my mum. We also went to Pet Safari to see dog. I love the dogs there.... So cute...... Especially the golden retriever. They looked so innocent and pure. Well, I really love dogs, but I don't know whether I want to keep one when I have a family of my own. I am afraid that the dog will die earlier than me, then I'll be so sad.... Afraid to be sad...... Heez..... But I really love doggies.....
I was thinking of buying a keyboard wrist rest, as my wrist is so pain when I'm typing. It's rubbing the keyboard drawer all the time. However, my bf and I went around East Point but couldn't find any. So I decided to make one myself. I wanted to use small beanie foam to make it. I saw one shop selling beanie stuff. They also sell the beans and cloth. I asked whether he sell the beans in small pack. The uncle asked me how much I want. I said a little only. He said he'll give me for free. Heez.... So good. how nice of him.... Haha..... So my bf took some from him and we both leave that shop. I'm feeling so embarrased..... haha.... But I'm glad he gave us for free... Anyway, I think it's cheap. He got lot's of big big sacks of beans too... Heez....
I made one keyboard wrist rest myself... The cloth I took from my mum haha.... Sew it by hand.... Heez.... Glad I did that myself... Now I have a sense of satisfaction... Saved money too hehe
Time really passes so fast.... Tomorrow is school again. Sigh... Hate it.. No mood to blog anymore... Sigh..... Bye...
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11:30 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Whoa...... Watched "Seed of chucky" today. This episode is quite hilarious haha.... My bf never watch the previous 2 episode, so he asked me how the story ended from the 2nd episode of "chucky and the bride". I think I forgotten all, so I told him I've forgotten haha......
Anyway, for this episode of "seed of chucky", the last part is confusing. Thought Chucky had died, but don't really know why his hands can still move during the last scene. Is there another episode next time? Haha...
Oh so today, went Millenia Walk too. We went to buy sweets from "Candy Empire". That's the place where they sell lots of imported candies and chocolates..... Some of the packaging is so cute and nice, but the price is expensive, most of them over $12. Hmmm..... We only can afford to buy "pick and mix" chocolates..... I will strongly recommend everyone to buy the "pick and mix" chocolates without wrapper. Coz the taste of the chocolates with wrapper is a bit common. I love the "spicy chocolate" and one of it, I forgot the name, but I know it's coated with white powder. It tastes so creamy, even the inside part of the chocolate is creamy too. Oh ya and we've tried the "coffee bean chocolate" too. It really tastes like coffee! Bitter when we bite it. Lucky the chocolate neutralised the bitter taste. Haha I think I talked to much. I hope everyone can go there and give it a try.... Those chocolates are imported. Some from Germany.... Hehe... It only cost $3.80 per 100gram. Heez.....
It's been raining so long today.... Got my leg soaked into rain water just now. Terrible..... I was walking under the marina square shelter, but that part was covered with a pool of water..... Sigh.... Hate that feeling. Lucky I'm home now. It's a windy day today! Hee....
Mum is coming back tomorrow afternoon. Guess maybe I'll go fetch her. Love going to the airport. Why? I also dunno leh. Haaa....
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10:47 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
I'm damn depressed today....... Yesterday, I did my presentation preparation since after my lesson till 4am...... Damn shagged. It's only been a month and the major project presetation is today..... Sigh.....
Having to partner with someone who doesn't know how to use computer is damn stress. I'm saying, basic knowledge of using the com. My partner don't even know how to attach a file into the email, taught her alot of time. Sigh.... Therefore, wake up so early especially to help her finish up the stuff..... No I'm not blaming her.... Just ..... Sigh........ Can't stand her man. Take my hats off her sometimes.... Lol.....
My/ our presentation totally sucks to the core. I've tried my best to improve my sketches, but the lecturer still asked us to improve. In fact, those lecturers said almost half the class hasn't sketch well... No 3D perspective. I agree.... Haha.... Mine also lidat. The presentation starts from 10am all the way till 6pm. Many lecturers gave us a debrief and tell us how terrifying our work is. How other people in other world see us, how we get to work in future if we remain lidat. Sigh...... They talked alot. It's like giving us a lecture lidat. In the end, all of us were so depress...... I felt many many many buckets of cold water poured onto me..... Then, Eric told us to cheer up.... Haha.... Sigh..... I said I wanted to work hard this sem. I think I tried my best, but still not 100%. Eric said we are always thinking in a circle.... I think it's true. I always don't dare to explore the different ideas or techniques. Scared this scared that...... But if I go over the circle, I think I need courage.... Most importantly is a wise brain. One of my friend went out of the circle today. Although their idea is too wild, and maybe not useful or economical, but the lecturers love it. That's the way they want it.... Haa....... And Benny always told us not to design things that is too literal. Well..... I saw alot of things other designers designed. It's also very literal what. Why can't we do that? I think maybe it applies to our project brief.... Or maybe he just wants us to think differently....
After this important presentation today, there's another important presentation again in another 3 weeks time. Sigh..... Ok.... I'll buck up. Maybe I'll force myself to stay in studio to do.... Hee......
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11:36 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Lol...... My mum is on BBC news..... She called my dad and asked us to see the scv BBC news. The people interviewed her about the tsunamis thing in Sri Lanka. However, we are not really sure what time it broadcast, so we just ignore lol..... Can't imagine what she wear and how she speaks. English or Mandrain?? Well, her English is not that good. As for mandrain, who can translate for her? Haha.... Got to ask her when she is back. She extended her stay to this Sunday morning. Sigh...... She said they haven finish distributing stuff. She also asked the temple people to continue raise funds.
Sigh..... I am really getting stress.... Today, I spent my whole day in school doing typo assignment. All the printers had either go berserk or unavailable. Decided to print it before lesson and paste everything on the mounting board wahaha..... Super last minute work. What to do? Oh ya before that, I spent 3 hours during mid-night on Tuesday. I had to submit a proposal to my lecturer that day..... Forgotten and did it when it's about 1am in the morning. =_="........ Chiong and chiong..... Friday I'm having a P2 presentation. Got to chiong again tomorrow... In fact, I'm still doing now. Need to come up with 5 more sketch.... No inspiration..... I saw my friends work today. Excellent......... Compared to mine, I think I can pack up and go home....
Today, Gerald asked whether I've found any SIP job. I said no. He advised me to look now. He gave me a list of some company to go through.... Hmmm..... Most of them is at Bukit Timah la and some other places I've never heard before. The pay from each company ranges from $420 to $600. I got no mood to see just now. So I told him maybe I'll find the job myself. He said not necessary must find jobs related to pid. So....I was thinking of going to the graphic design company for internship hahaha.... Must find a job latest by 18th Feb.. Die...... No time.... Maybe should ask some friends around whether they got any internship job lobang hehe..... Stress.....
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2:01 AM
Monday, January 03, 2005
I'm bored....... Bored to death.........
These few days, I am so moody. I don't know why..... There's something in my mind which I can't describe. I just kept thinking and thinking.... Very moody and restless........ I am feeling so bad.... Grrrrrr..........
Haiz...... Sigh........ Well........ I felt that I got no much friends in school. Though I know alot of them, but we are all not that close at all. Anything I'll be the last to be informed I guess, unless I ask first. Poly life sucks.... Miss my seconday and primary school life. No close friends now..... Maybe only 1... All of them know who, but if she's not there, I'll just be there alone again... Sigh....
Today I stayed at home for the whole day. Doing what? Slacking away. Dad woke me up at 9am, asking me where is the money my mum asked me to pay for the shop renewal license. I told him one auntie helped my mum to renew already. He asked me that because one guy came my home to ask about the money. It's really irritating to be waken up so early in the morning. Somemore my father shouted at me so loud, making me so refresh later. Arggg....... About awhile later, I woke up and bath. Then I played maple, the lame game for awhile and had my lunch. After that, played awhile more and watch vcd which I borrowed from shop yesterday. After that, did some sketches. Went to find some inspiration too. Couldn't find any....... Erase and sketch, erase and sketch again...... Sigh.... Finally, I got 6 sketches now. Quite satisfied with 5 of them. The other is anyhow sketch. No inspiration at all. I left the flag and raincoat to design. Anyhow can tell me how to design a flag and raincoat? A flag is a stick with a pole, so how should I design it with other pattern? A disposable raincoat is disposable...... How should I design? Huh? Design nice nice, use one time and throw away? Alamak..... Use your brain use your brain. Sigh.. Low morale.......
No mood again. Menopause liao.... Old liao..... Sigh...... What do you want from me??? Argggg.............
Oops..... My library book is due tomorrow... Haven finish reading it. How ah? Lol........
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11:37 PM
What a cold day...... It's been raining for almost the whole day. Went bf house today. Hehe..... I took over 20+ of his doraemon comics home to read kekeke...... So happy got comics to read, to occupy my time..... I only drew about 4 sketches of the ndp kit. Guess I need more.... Maybe 6 to 8 more lidat.... Heez...... No more inspiration.... Thinking of going to school tomorrow to use cad, however, think I'll just forget it. Better finish my sketches first. Tomorrow got no Japanese hehe.... It's a self directive learning day for us.... Yipee..... Guess maybe it'll rain again tomorrow. Yeah can sleep comfortably..... Yahahhaah.......
In the middle of the night just now, about 2am, my 3rd brother and me went to mum's shop to borrow vcd waha.. Open the shop so late. One guy came in to ask whether we've closed. Well of course..... He gave us a fright man. Hehe..... Borrowed 2 vcd, shall watch it maybe tomorrow. Got to do my stuff now. Had my supper just now. Can't really sleep now..... Sigh.... I regret.......
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2:37 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
A very Happy New Year to all...... Wish this year would be a better year than the previous year.
Hmmm.... It's been rather cold these few days. Mum had gone to Sri Lanka this morning. Wished everything were smooth.... I was quite worried about her. However, there's few uncles going with her. So I guess they'll take care of her hehe.
Yesterday, Meiling, Ronald, Brandon, my bf and I celebrated New Year in my house. We had a sumptuous meal. While eating, I was thinking about the people in the Tsunamis. Are we too fortunate? Or are we heartless as to eat so happily while people are suffering in the other country.... Hmmm.... Don't know. However, mum also wanted to eat as she said she need to eat a sumptuous meal before going to Sri Lanka as she might not have much food to eat there already... Hmmm.... So we all bought alot of extra food for her too. Celebrated my bf birthday early too. Bought a cake for him. He was so surprised wahaha...
I think time really pass so fast...... It's 2005 already. I think I really need to work hard now. Today, stayed at home to do sketches of the NDP kit. I really got no inspiration. However, I was quite satisfied with some sketches I've drawn wahaa....
Ok, got to go now... wahaaaa......
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10:12 PM