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Monday, February 28, 2005
I realised I've been wasting my time.... Woke up so late today.... In fact, I always wake up very late.....
Tomorrow got to show Desmond my report.... Shit I've not finished yet. I'm still on the introduction page.... I'm doom..... If my lecturer is not him, maybe I still can relax a bit... But he's a strict lecturer man... Well... Got pros and cons la....
Yeppy today is the last day of my hp line contract. I can buy new phone already... But I seriously need to consider carefully.... M1 sell $268 with 2 yr contract. If I trade in my current phone, maybe I still need to pay $200 for the new phone... Hmmm.... $200 is not a small sum to me.... But I really love that phone very much.... I was thinking.... Maybe I can use my attachment salary to subsitute my Hong Bao money hehe.... If not I'll be sad if I spend all my Hong bao money....
I am so tired everyday... Can someone tell me how to make myself more energetic instead of tired? I hate drinking coffee now... Coz I think my body can't get used to coffee anymore.... Sigh... Any idea? Haiz....
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10:08 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
I'm rotting the whole day at home..... Initially wanted to do my report today. However, I was too tired and bored. Therefore, I only manage to finish my typo stuff, but I still need my lecturer's comment.... Sigh.... I kept sleeping and sleeping today....
I realised I got nothing to blog about today hehe.... So rot..... Shall try to start doing my report later..... :)
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8:41 PM
Bun on my hand.... So small.... =)
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2:29 AM
Top view of lotus bun....
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2:28 AM
This is a lotus bun.... Isn't it beautiful? Mum bought it for me.... It's just so cute and beautiful......
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2:28 AM
Whoa.... Had my japanese common test today. Think will pass but sure got some mistakes lor.... Hmm.... After common test, went TM with Zi Jun and Elyn for Macdonald's breakfast... It's been such a long time since I go macdonalds to have breakfast. I love sasuage muffin with egg and also egg muffin. Love it.... However, the nice aroma of the muffins is polluted by the smokers sitting somewhere near us. We were actually sitting at the smoking zone outside macdonald as we can't find any seat inside.... Hee
After the heavy breakfast, I went home immediately for a nap. I am so tired.... Slept for 3 long hours lol.... What a pig! When I woke up, I packed my room for a while and get ready to go Meiling's house for her bday bbq party. Hee... Ate alot in her house today.... I need to cut down on food man.... Fatty me.... Haa.....
I'm so tired now... It's so hot everyday... Hate it.... Shall tuck in early today... Well.... It's 2.30am already... Really very "early". Hee.... Got to write my report tomorrow.... Buai....
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2:11 AM
Friday, February 25, 2005
I'm so tired....... Just so so so tired........ Slept at 4.30am yesterday.... Been doing 9 sketches, rendering all 9 sketches, scanning in all 9 sketches to power point, and editing the 9 sketches in photoshop...... Guess what??? What I did are ALL in vain! Bloody hell........ Didn't ask properly whether today got presentation or not..... This morning then I know today no presentation.... Only consultation.... Sigh.... Wasted my precious time and my sleep..... Well.... Let Benny see my 9 sketches. Know what again? He only stop at my number 4 sketch and ask me to further develop it. And for the rest of my 5 sketches, he didn't even take a glance.... Argggg...... Why am I so stupid???
Today, went Tampines to shop shop with Elyn. Stress until cannot take it, must shop shop.... Ha.... Tomorrow Japanese common test... Haven study... Will start studying now.... Bye.... Zzzzzz
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11:07 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Wee..... Interview was successful today... Hehe..... However, I am so sad that I have to wake up so early for my attachment work next time. The office is in Ang Mo Kio. I need to take mrt to AMK mrt, then change bus to that industrial park. Think is less than 10 bus stops.... Somewhere further away from AMK ITE. Hmmm.... The office was better than I expected... I thought office in industrial park will be boring. However, when I stepped in that company, I like the environment hehe.... I didn't really see the office clearly as I was very nervous. That person who interview me asked me to sit in one room. So I went in. Inside that room, there's TV, one long table and some pictures of the events they managed for. My bf accompanied me there hehe.... Then when that lady interview me, my bf went out of the room. That lady is quite young. She said that she saw me in my friends house during new year. That friend she also know because it was him who introduced me to that company. Hehe.... Then she started asking me simple questions lor.... Salary was higher than I expected.... The working days is a 5 days week. Wow... Love it. Hmmm.... I also showed her my portfoilo.... She only saw about less than half of my portfolio... Then she nodded her head and began showing me her past design of the backdrop, invitation card, brochures and so on hehe.... I think it's very nice. She said they always stick to those old ideas because they have lots of things to do. She hoped I can do something new and exciting for them.... Diaoz... We shall see hehe.... After the interview, one friendly lady asked me over. She was actually talking to my bf when I was in the interview. Then she wanted to see my portfolio lor hehe... She really like my work lor. I think it's been a long time since someone appreciate my work. I think I'm really suitable to be in graphic design than product design. Coz most of my works I showed them are my graphic design work hehehe..... Everyone was so friendly there... I think there are more females than male. All the males are working outdoor hehe... I never see my future boss just now.... I am a bit stress because my bf and alot of them said that my future boss has a very bad temper... He'll scold until I cry.... I hope that will not happen.
After leaving that office. My bf told me that the friendly lady (not the one who interviewed me), is actually the lady boss.... Diaoz.... She used to be Miss Singapore Universe hehe.... So happening... Well I hope my attachement will be a wonderful and enjoyable one... I'm a confirmed junior graphic designer in that company liao hehe... That's what the lady boss wrote in my confirmation letter. Heez.... So happy today....
Time is getting late.... Got to go. Many many work to do tomorrow...
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2:17 AM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Wow.... Wow....
My phone line contract is ending this 28th Feb. I'm deeply in love with Sumsung E600.... 99% I'll be buying that phone unless someone pour cold water at me hehehe.... Well.... There goes my hong bao money... Sob sob... Think if I trade in my Nokia 6610, I still need to pay more for the new phone as the prices had dropped very much now. Yippy.... New phone to look forward to!!!
Hmmm... Had a terible day in school today. I hate every Tuesday. Went for mfund at 12pm. The lecturer is busy helping other students. So... I opened the dreamweaver software and play around.... I realised I forgot alot of things haha.... Luckily I manage to remember after playing around with that software. So, I picked out some questions to ask my lecturer too. This project deadline will be extended to week 15. Yeppy!!! Sigh.... Hate mfund....
Well... Straight away after mfund, I went for my comda. Lecture starts 1 hour early as the lecturer wants a make up lesson for us. My class consist of 6 pid students and 5 other students from various design course. We always felt that Desmond hate us, the pid students... Maybe because we are slack, not serious, very quiet too... Hehe... Whereas the other students from other courses are very active and attentive. Today, we pid-ians was punctual for the 3pm make up lesson, while the other group they forgot about it and came 1 hour later.... I think Desmond was so disappointed with them hehehe.... Therefore, he told them he will not repeat anything anymore... The lesson today really make me so so so so sleepy!!!
After lesson today, I walked out of class and was so shocked to see tp so hazy. The smell was so terrible that I almost stop breathing. I was wondering which forest was burned again this time. I went home after my lesson and I noticed the block opposite tp is so hazy. I saw some greyish smoke above one of the hdb block. Is it the forest over there is burned or the house?? Omg.... I hate the weather la.... So many trees were burned nowadays, all the greeny plants has turned brown too... Haiz....
I also hated the mosquito. My area got so many mosquito. Every night I sleep, sure will wake up in the mid nite to apply medicated oil to the parts where the mosquito bite me. I got mosquito coil.... It's very effective, but I hate to use it because of the smell. If i used it during the night, my hair will smell of mosquito coil in the morning.... Hate it. However, I got no choice... If I want a good night sleep, then I'll need to burn the coil every night. Guess I'll be burning it tonight too.... Sigh.... Hate the smell!!!!!!
Why is the weather so hot??? Why are there so many mosquito around??? Why???????? Sream out loud!!!
I noticed I have lots of projects deadline coming up. I'm doom this time.... Can't take it anymore!!!
My schedule:
Tomorrow- jap consultation. Got to finish my draft work by today. Sip interview at 1pm. After that, go home do project.
Thursday- typo consultation - last project haven touch
Friday- lightning presentation - haven touch anything too
Saturday - jap common test - learned 50% and forgot 30%. Meaning, need to flip through everything again.....
Sunday- the only day for me to wrap up everything
Monday- jap project presentation
Tuesday- must show desmond my written report draft...
Sigh.... What a busy day this week.... As well as next week. This sem, we only have less than a month to go workshop, and we have 3 small products to do. Oh shit! Where got time? Usually we use 1 month to do 1 product.... Now we must use 1 month to do 3 product... Arggg... I'm going crazy....
Ok.... Shall talk no more.. Or else I'll be more and more stress out.... Tata.... I'm dead.
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10:22 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
I'm back from school. The weather is bloody hot today. I remembered the news said that the forest in tampines was burned due to the hot weather. So today, I looked at those forest near my school when my bus passed by. I think it's not the place where it was burned. However, I noticed that all the trees as well as those grasses were so dried up. It was 90% brown in colour instead of green. What a pathetic sight. The nice and greeny environment is spoilt by the hot weather.....
Hmm.... Well.... I wanted to talk about yesterday......
I went parkway with my bf during evening time. Then as usual, I went Isetan looking for my colleagues for some chat. Then, I went around parkway looking for birthday gift for Tresa.... Pls someone, do not tell her I bought her gifts k? Hehe.... Then I realised the sales girl is someone I know..... Someone very very familiar... I'm sure I know her... But when that girl saw me, I'm just a normal customer to her... And she served me... I kept looking at her lol.... I was thinking, whether she is his ex gf..... his refers to someone.... My old friend.... This girl used to misunderstood me and thought that I liked my friend lol... And she used to "diao"(hokkien) me once she was with my that friend. I saw them outside in Bugis and wanted to say hello to them, but this girl pulled his bf away and "diao" me. So I was so stunned and I didn't really went up to say hello to my friend. But that girl know it's me.... Sigh.... Haha.... She got jealous over nothing haha.... I still can remember this incident lor... Got "diao-ed" by someone when I never do anything wrong. I don't really know how to say "diao" in English. Something like an angry, unhappy stare?? Hmm.... Not very sure whether it's her la...
Well, after buying gifts, I went to water-rise outside parkway for dinner. This place served burgers made of pancakes. The prices is very worth it. The food is very nice.... I ordered one pancake with crispy chicken and cheese. It's $2.80. Then the chicken wings cost $1.50 for 2. That is during evening then got half price la.... Then we ordered one sand-cooler vanilla something...... Cost about $3.50. Everything is nice. I recommend everyone to go try it out. It's just outside parkway... the stall is outdoor, near old chang kee.... I think it's the first stall selling burgers made of pan cake..... Keke....
Ok... that's it for the day.... I'll be going to my auntie house with my siblings today... Sigh... More projects coming up, but I got no mood to do.... Sigh.....
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5:20 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
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I felt so slack today........ Hmmm.... Went printing out my portfolio stuff... I wanted to go to the shop name "poster connection", but it's closed. Then I wanted to go back to "master colours" to print, but it's closed too. So I went to one shop which I've never been before to print my stuff. The A3 size printing cost is the same as the other shop, but the A4 size printing cost $1.50 per piece.... Sigh.... But of course the quality is good. Quite thick. I'm actually quite satisfied with the printing... Quite clear and nice. Hee.....
Watched Chingay at home today. Don't have the mood to go out today... Ha.... Well... There's this friend of mine, his mum just passed away very suddenly today due to some lungs problem... Sigh... I think he must be feeling terrible. Actually he is my bf friend, but we also got talk to each other lor.... Hai... Sad... Sad.... Life is unpredictable......
I'm so bored... I hate web page design... Can anyone do for me??? Haiz... Hate mfund.......
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1:16 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
Ahhhhh........ Been stressing over the cad drawings for 2 days. Yesterday, I went home at 11pm from school, and I slept at 5.30am this morning. Was supposed to wake up at 8am, but I overslept till 8.45am, and rushed to doby gaut to print out my cad stuff..... What a busy day this week.... I haven got enough rest. Lucky it's Friday today, I can do my work during the weekends.
Today I had my Major project presentation....... Hmmm..... Lecturer never criticize anything.... So happy... But I felt so disrespect because while I was presenting, 2 lecturers were talking to each other. So I play cheat a bit and skipped some slides lol.... I think one of my friend also felt the same, as he was presenting, the lecturers are talking among themselves.
I felt much relieve after this presentation. However, I need to start on my other major projects again. Got to show lecturer next Friday. Omg..... So much things to do in a week. I've stop doing my web site design and the submission date is near. Wonder when can I finish everything. Sigh.......
Got to go... time is so precious to me this and next week. Got interview, or rather, need to visit my SIP company next week.... So I got to prepare everything.... Goodbye.......
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9:46 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
What a busy day today.... Had my Jap speaking test... My god.... Think it's gone...... I got so nervous when it's my turn for the test..... Until I forgot alot of things..... After the test, then I suddenly recalled alot of things.... Haiz.... I am supposed to partner with one girl whose register is below me. Then the two of us were like laughing while having the conversation.... Haa.... After that, both of us shake head and left.... Haaa..... But not too bad, because at least the first part of the test I know... Haha....
So after the test today, I did my final sketch in studio.... After doing it for about 2 hours, I went to consult Benny. And he modified my sketch.... So.... My previous sketches I've decided to change it again haha.. Wasted 2 hours.... Hmmm... Luckily, I still get to do the cad in lab today. Guess I've finished about 85% of it already..... Thanks to the nice nice security guard. At first he gave us till 9pm. After that, seeing us so hardworking, he asked how much time more do we need. My friend said 15 more mins. Then one said half hour. In the end, the security gave us till 10pm. Before he left, he said that we can stay until he come... Haha... So that means, after 10pm.... He is great! Hmmm... So I left the lab at about 10.15pm. Time really passes fast.....
Well... I was stalked by one guy today.... While I was walking home from Bedok Interchange, I saw one guy standing by the fence. Then when I walked pass him, he stopped me and ask me questions. Here's the conversation:
Him: Hi, may I ask are you the one working in that video shop?
Me: Ya??
Him: May I know when will it be open again? (becoz my mum is too busy, so she never open the shop for about 1 week).
Me: I'm not sure....
Him: Are you still working there?
Me: Sometimes....
Him: When will the shop be open??
Me: I'm not sure.... Boss is busy....
Him: Are you the part timer?
Me: Yes....
He followed me while asking me those questions.....
Him: Is the boss your relative or are you only the part timer?
Me: I'm the part timer.
Him: You live near here?
Me: No, my relative lives here, I only stay here today.
Him: You used to work in Isetan Parkway rite?
Me: How you know???
Him: I saw you before there... So you are the part timer there? Still working there or not?
Me: Sometimes....
Him: Selling cosmetics???
Me: No.
Him: Are you commercial designer?
Me: No.
Him: Undergradute???
Me: No....
Him: Are you shocked when I approached you just now?
Me: No.
I felt more and more scared.... Then I walked super fast.. And left him without saying bye or whatever.... I was even afraid to go home when I'm under my block already.... haha.... Then I walked in to the mama shop next to my mum's shop. Those uncles I know them well... So I went in to hide haha... They don't even know I'm hiding there. I looked out again from the shop and realised that guy is gone... Phew~~~ Scared to death.... Then I rushed home quickly and locked the door haha.....
I don't ever want to see that guy again... Know so much of my things... I don't even have a slightest impression of him. Haaa....
Alright.... I'm home now... So I'm safe now... Shouldn't have talked or answered his questions just now... Lucky I know the uncle in the mama shop.... Can hide there whenever I like hehe...
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11:42 PM
I'm so stress now........ I hate this!!! I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!
Sigh....... Why is poly life so difficult? Is working life worst??? Tomorrow need to hand in Jap draft... Today, I spent the whole day doing research and writing jap draft. After that, got to study for tomorrow's jap speaking test. I'm very lost. Got no confidence at all..... It's 20% for the test, I wonder what will the lecturer test us. I hope to get an A or B for my jap, because I'm quite interested and put in alot of efforts in this module..... Hee..... Hope tomorrow's test won't drag my grades down.
Today, I skipped mfund again haha.... 2 times never go for this lesson already. Guess I'll stop skipping anymore.... Or else no chance liao... Lol.... Isn't it stupid to go for that lesson and the lecturer never teach? He wants us to concentrate on our web page design from now on. So that means, we go there to do web page... got questions then ask on the spot.... Oh my..... We do have a computer at home.... Why must we go there every week to do? Anyway, I've decided to finish up the web page design from this week to next week, so that I can ask him questions straight away next week. Or else every week go there I got nothing to ask. And do quite slowly there. Why? Because the com there is Apple com. Hate it.... I'm slow in using it... Everytime got problem too.... Haha.....
Suddenly, one thing appeared in my mind.... Well..... Suddenly I want to say this out, because somebody commented on somebody once. I heard and never say anything..... Now I want to say something. Hmmm..... In a relationship, it's difficult for us, an outsider, to judge others relationship. We cannot say who is wrong and who is right. Only they themself knows well.... Or rather, there is no right or wrong. Those who never had a relationship before, won't know what I'm talking about.... Only when you tried it yourself, you'll know it eventually.... All the views and perception will change..... I used to judge people last time too. For now, after having 2 relationship, I finally know, what to say, what to do, what not to do....... I also realised what I thought last time has changed tremendously..... So..... Do not assume just because you yourself think it's wrong.... Must experience it yourself....
I don't really know how to express what I wanted to say... Haa..... Forget it if you don't understand.... It's just something which crossed my mind. Hee.... Got to get back to my jap now... Sayonara.....
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12:53 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
Sigh....... Been feeling rather low today..... Although it's v day............
Went school for Jap today.... Waited for so long just to go for 2 hours of lesson.... And it's from 3 to 5pm. So I can only meet my bf at 6pm..... During Jap class today, one girl, I know her but not that familiar, gave me 1 hersheys chocolate hehe....How sweet of her..... Shared it with my bf just now.
Well, after lesson, went Orchard to collect my watch. I brought it to change battery the day before yesterday. So I went for collection today, at the same time, meet bf for dinner. While I was walking alone from Orchard mrt to Far East plaza, I saw alot of couples together. Most of them with either big big bouquets of flowers, or with many hearts balloons. I was so envious of those girls.... I was feeling rather low..... as if I am spending my v day alone lidat. I know my bf won't buy flowers for me.... He's a wooden log.... Well, some guys just don't know how to be romantic. Even one rose is fine with me........... So.... my bf was late for about 5 mins..... Sigh.... Oh well......
So.... know what??? He actually gave me a bouquet of 3 fake roses.... And know what? He put it inside one plastic bag.... OMG..... How unromantic can he be? Nvm nvm.... He said it's embarrassing.... Ok.... Fine.... I actually saw alot of guys holding on to some big bouquet of flowers in mrt, streets and buses.... Oh how embarrassing huh......
Actually, I can't really blame him.... Just that I feel valentine's day is a special day for couples... I'm not saying I want this or that. Just that I feel he should at least be a little bit more sincere.... That fake bouquet of roses is made by his sister.... I rather those are made from him.... Know how I felt?? Sigh.... A reminder to all guys, when a girl says she don't want, means want. When she say want, also means want..... Ha.... =p
There's actually alot of people selling bouquets of flowers in Orchard. My bf said he saw many people carrying flowers. He also quite envious. He wanted to buy me one bouquet from them too. I said no.... Someone also approached him to buy me, but I said no too.... And dragged him away..... Sigh, just don't have the mood anymore. Even if he buy 99 roses for me, it's still too late..... Why are there such unromantic person in this world? After having Ajisen with my bf, we went home.... What a ro-man-tic day it is today.... Heck care la..... Concentrate on my work la.... I've been acting as if I'm happy today. However, it's all acting.... I'm a bit disappointed lor.... I can't ask for too much right? But I only want a sincere guy.... That's all..... Am I asking too much? Aiyoyo.....
Today, forgot to do my Jap draft thing. Everyone in class handed up except for one guy and me. Lucky he accompanied me hehe..... I've been happily celebrating CNY until I've stopped doing my work. That's why lor...... So this Wednesday must hand in liao....
Enough blogging le. I'm so tired now. Got to do my sucky ComDa work now.... Damn boring man.....
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11:14 PM
Alas..... Entrance aka exit.
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12:19 AM
Group photo taken by one expert camera man hehe....
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12:18 AM
Group photo taken by one friendly auntie....
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12:17 AM
Ox..... My animal sign.....
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12:17 AM
lolx... went in illegally to take photos again.... some people copied us.... We were chased out by the staff there kekeke....
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12:15 AM
monkeys...... taken when the lights are out
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12:14 AM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Happy Valentine's Day to all my beloved friends..... Hehe....
Well.... Today, went River Hong Bao again with Bao Zhen, her bf and my bf.... Quite sad I couldn't get the "dragon beard candy" this year. It's actually some kind of candy like dragon beard. Usually people see the type of dragon beard candy with peanut inside. But the one I wanted is not that kind. Don't really know whether you guys know what is it.... Last few years got sell in River Hong Bao one. This year nobody selling.... That candy is packed in a cup with cover, and the candy can be put in refrigerator. That candy is like a floss, and is like the dragon's beard lor.... white in colour. Cost about $2 for one cup. Sad..... Couldn't find.... Before going there, we went to watch "I do I do"...... Quite hilarious lor..... The story is ok ok lor... Jack Neo's show is lidat la hehe....
Yesterday, went bf friend's house to "play"..... Stayed there till 3.30am. My brother was also there, that's why I am able to stay till so late.... Luck wasn't that good yesterday haha.... My bf lost some money... As for me, I didn't lose any.... Becoz my bf don't let me use my money, so I played very little using his money... I helped him to win back some, but not all.... My luck wasn't so good either... Guess next year I won't be playing using his money. If my money, I'll play only maximum $10 I guess. If I lose it, I'll just stop, don't want to be an addict haha.....
So.... Shall post up some new pics that we've taken today. Got to wrap up valentine's gift for someone tomorrow... Kekeke..... =p
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11:58 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
So tired today...... Went school this morning for pottery lesson. This lesson is for us to make our Guzzini cup. Quite fun lor..... Was late for about 1 hour.... but who cares? Haha... Anyway, the lesson started late too... Actually don't have to go today la.... Haiz.... Waste my sleep..... Somebody lor..... Still cheat me.... Say get up liao, going to bath liao.... In the end no lor.... Went back to sleep till 11.30am.... And called me to ask so many question when that person don't even bother to go school lor.... Then next time don't know how to do ask me lor.... Then I must repeat everything again lor.... This is not the first time lor.... Sigh.... Ha.....
So today, went off early with Mabz to have our lunch. I think half of the class didn't turn up for the lesson. Anyway, this lesson I've already learned in secondary school, so what the lecturer taught today, all I know liao haha.... Went there to play only.... Oh after that lesson, went to meet my dearest buddy, Bao Zhen... Kekeke..... It's been a long long long time since both of us go out together. She is so busy working, and I'm so busy with my work man. So today, we went round Orchard hunting valentines gift for our bf hehe... I bought a "precious moments" cushion for my bf. Think he'll use it ba.... Then she bought a t-shirt for her bf. Think we haven got enough things yet lor hehe..... But time is getting short.... Ha... Oh, then actually she wanted to buy a shoe for herself, then I bought my own slipper too.... Coz mine is spoilt. So I paid the slipper and her shoe together and told her that the shoe is for her early birthday present lor.... Well, I heard people told me that it's not good to buy shoe for your bf/gf, coz this means that you are sending that person off. So I bought shoe for her, does this means I'm sending her off? Oh no..... Hope not.... We also went to take neo card today... It's been such a long time man.... But so funny her eyes not open, and my left hand was cut off a bit.... Diaoz.... Wasted $6.... Ha....
Then after our shopping today, she came to my house to visit my parents (bai nian), then after that, I went to her house to bai nian too lor.... It's only 3 blocks away haha.... It's a happy outing with her.. Chatted alot today.... Heez....
Yesterday, went my auntie house to bai nian. Meiling called and asked me to go over her house to eat. Actually I wanted but I'm still busy going to other relatives house.... haha... Too many relatives liao.... So I rejected her offer lor... Hee..... This is the first year I'm playing cards with everyone.... Don't really know what happened to me...
Shall go back to Orchard area tomorrow to change my fossil watch battery. Such a let down, that watch I only used for one year and the battery is flat. Lousy.... Haa.... Hope the replacement is free... But.... FAT HOPE! Got to go..... So tired now.... Zzzzz
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11:49 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Hi....... What a busy day today..... Woke up at 10am today. First station to visit for Chinese New Year is my shi fu temple. Went there with my mum, 2 brothers, niece and my bf.... Hehe.... After that, went my 3rd auntie house, which is my grandma house..... I'm sad to say that everything has changed.... When my grandma was still around, every year during the first day of CNY, my whole relative will be there. However, today when we went there, we only saw my 3rd auntie family members.... My other aunties had gone back.... For the rest of them, don't really know whether they'll go there today. Since my grandma death, I've never go to my 3rd auntie house anymore. Today, I decided to go with my siblings.... Many memories appeared in my mind again... Saw my grandma's room, it's occupied by my cousin now. Saw the family photo in my aunt's house, my grandma was in there too.... My auntie prepared steamboat and some bee hoon for us.... When I was in the kitchen, the memory of my grandma appeared again.... I remembered how she used to cook for me.... What she used to cook during CNY, how she wash the dishes and so on.... Sigh.... Sad..... I miss her so much.....
Oh after that, went to my god mother's house. Sat for awhile and left the place... The last station was my bf's house kekeke.... After that, went home lor.... I ate alot today... Really alot. Think I also drank alot, because everyone was giving out drinks when I went their house. So..... Didn't really had my lunch... Actually my brother bought mee rubus for me, but I ate only 1/4 of it and gave the rest to my brother haha... I also never eat dinner.... The new year goodies really make me full.... So fat.... Oh my god......
So tired today... Got to wake up early tomorrow for another visit to my bf's relative house and my relative house too hehe......
Oh.... Nice show by Stephen Chow now... Got to catch it now.... Bye.......
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1:58 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
fake fish burger..... Haha.....
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9:25 PM
lolx.... funny funny....
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9:23 PM
little red riding hood heh heh.... (my windbreaker)
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9:22 PM
isn't this cute??? My niece with fake burger hehehe....
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9:22 PM
Firstly, I would like to wish everyone a happy chinese new yr hehehe..... I'm so happy now. Got the mood for Chinese New Year already.... Why? Because yesterday I received good comments about my work from Benny hehe..... Although there is no presentation, but Benny saw my work. He also asked why I improved so much haha..... I told him it's all thanks to Helen. Hee..... Next Friday will be another full presentation of the whole thing..... Need to go school after Chinese New Year to do Cad drawings.... Sianz.... Next, I also handed in my typo stuff..... Been looking for colour printer for the whole day yesterday keke.....
After finishing what I did yesterday, Zi Jun, Brandon, Ronald, Elyn and I went Tm for a walk. At first I wanted to get another top, but the place is so crowded, so I decided not to buy, even the fitting room queue is so long.... Too bad hehe.... Received a box of chinese new yr cookies specially made by Zi Jun hehe.... Thanks again.... Very nice.
My niece came today for reunion dinner too.... Been playing with her for the whole day.... It's so tiring..... Haa.... Shall post some of her mischevious pics here.... I'm proud of the pics as I'm her costume designer hahaha.....
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8:52 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Sad sad................ At first thought I can go out with Regine and friends today to buy new year clothes, but who knows I haven finish my work....... Sigh..... So I cancelled the dates....... Sorry all..... I'm so spoilt mood. But I really don't want to do last minute work.
Stayed at home the whole day to finish up my sketch. I took a 3 hours nap too kekeke..... Pig...... I'm sad to say that I only managed to finish 4 sketches..... And I haven shade it.... Only the outline..... I need another 5 more. Hope to finish by today so I can go out tomorrow.... Feel like going out lor.... Sick of always doing work. Yesterday slept at 5.30am..... And I only started the sketch today. Yesterday was doing research and doing rough sketch.....
My god brother asked me, why my course so many presentation one........ I didn't realise until he asked...... Hehe.... It's like that one lor........ Lucky I'm not taking LOF this sem, or else have to present once every 2 weeks. Hee.....
Got to get back to my work now........ Kanbate.......
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11:24 PM
hai........... It's me again............... Feeling damn low now...............
Today's presentation ended early.... Around 4.30pm. The presentation is to be continued on next Monday. I've been thinking very long whether I want to re-present or not. So after considering for very long, I sms Benny and asked whether I can re-present. He said sure. So that means I'll have to do another 9 more sketches at home from now till Sunday. My friends can easily finished all in 1 or 2 days, so I think I also can do it. I just don't want to get a C or D for my major project. Therefore, I've decided to re-present. It's for my own good. I hope I can present well on Monday and receive good comments. If no comments, it's fine with me. Just don't bomb me with so many questions and criticize my work. Heh....
Initially thought I can relax now, but no. Coz I volunteered to re-present...... Can't rest liao.... Maybe CNY lor. Lost one of my sketch in the lab yesterday. I was scanning it, think I forgot to take out my sketch. This morning alot people went to use the scanner. Think it's gone....
Went Sim Lim Square to buy a new phone for my room. My hello kitty phone spoilt..... Sob sob...... Don't really know who spoilt my phone. I only know when I came home the day before yesterday, there's light coming out from my phone. I thought the phone never put properly, so I went to place it back nicely. However, the sound suddenly came out from the speaker. I off the speaker but still, the sound is there..... I tried fixing it, tried using other phone wires, but still cannot..... I think it must be my itichy hand brother who spoilt my phone, because I wasn't home that time. Why would my phone suddenly go wrong? Sigh.... Bad things kept happening to me nowadays..... I'm damn unlucky man. So..... Bought a phone at $27.30. Think that suits my budget..... Just buy lor..... Nothing can be compared to my Hello kitty phone.... Sob sob la... Use for so long liao..... Haiz....
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1:05 AM
Friday, February 04, 2005
Hi...... Sigh.... I'm in school blogging now. Just finished my major presentation. Guess what? Think I'm gonna fail...... I didn't read the project brief properly..... While I was presenting, 4 lecturers kept bombing questions........ Sigh..... I missed the important part of the brief. However.... one happy thing is, one of my lectuer said my sketches had improved.... Hee..... But..... Hai...... Nvm, forget it. It's over..... I felt so much relax now.................
Found an internship job already. From my bf friend's company... Hee..... That boss accepted me without calling me..... He only want me to send him my portfolio, so he can see what thing to give me design hehe..... Glad glad...... Alot of stuff is lightened now. My burden not that heavy now hehe.......
Hope to have an enjoyable Chinese New Year this year, although predictions said that this is not a very good year to people born in the year of Ox. Sigh.....
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1:39 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
I'm bloody going crazy!!!!!!!!!! I'm nuts...... Insane....... Whatever...... Heck care........ Damn irritated........ By who I also don't know.......
Hai....... had my jap test today.... Don't really know whether I can get full marks again or not. Hehe....... However, it's only 5%....... Diaoz...... Hee...... Today, Brandon met me and gave me a box of walnut cookies as a soveniur from Hong Kong hehe...... Very nice..... Thanks again huh..... Hmmm....... Didn't do much in school.... Got no mood to meet bf today, no mood to do work... No mood to stay in school....... I didn't even accompany Elyn to peace centre today.... So she went alone...... Sorry...... Sigh...... What happened to me? Haiz...... When I came home, I took a bath and slept...... Until 7pm then I woke up..... Slacking away, thinking I got too much time to waste...... Friday is coming!!!! And I haven have my sketches ready yet...... left 3 more...... Sigh..... And now what? I'm blogging here haha....... Just too tired..... Need to relax myself...... I even went in to friendster just now.... Just to see see look look....... Suddenly got more depressed after looking at friendster... Firstly, I missed everyone from secondary school. For the next reason is because, the person I hated wrote positive things about him/herself...... And.... I got quite annoyed. I was like going "eeeeeeee".......... Then, saw someone's photograph, realised it's been long since I last met him/her. Began to miss him/her. Many memories between us appeared.... That special someone, think only 2 or 3 person know who is it... Saw what he/she wrote under the "about me" column. I think some of it is quite true...... Hmmm..... Hai.....
Ok if anyone is bored, just continue reading my craps below, or else you may go, because the below paragraph I'm typing without using my brain..... I'm talking craps, so I don't really want to waste your time. =) Ha.........
One friend wrote about himself being scared of us girls. He even said he love animals, coz animals are not that dangerous as girls..... Diaoz...... But he got gf too.... So, what does this means? This friend of mine.... We got some happy/ weird memories together too......... Hmmm..... Ok, he is now half working and half studying, complaining all his salary gone at the end of month.... Erm..... In my opinion, I think is because of his girlfriend ba? Don't know..... I don't know what to say or how to say...... Just very very miss that someone la...... Suddenly lor..... That's why I'm getting depressed and talking craps here.......
And..... Erm..... There's one person who let me down before, he used to like a girl very much, but couldn't win her heart. Soooo...... This girl got a quite handsome bf now ( saw her friendster photo), and I was like going "very good hahahah".... Laughing at that guy lor..... Erm.... But all I did is so foolish...... Very foolish...... I'm evil huh? Sigh..... Girls are indeed dangerous.... Well, not all....... Saw many things in friendster, couldn't say out everything in one go.... I only know that, I missed that someone..... Suddenly felt like talking to him/her on the phone... But.... nvm... Should just carry on with my life...... My sucky life.... Sigh........
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1:53 AM
I realised I've been wasting my time.... Woke up so late today.... In fact, I always wake up very late.....
Tomorrow got to show Desmond my report.... Shit I've not finished yet. I'm still on the introduction page.... I'm doom..... If my lecturer is not him, maybe I still can relax a bit... But he's a strict lecturer man... Well... Got pros and cons la....
Yeppy today is the last day of my hp line contract. I can buy new phone already... But I seriously need to consider carefully.... M1 sell $268 with 2 yr contract. If I trade in my current phone, maybe I still need to pay $200 for the new phone... Hmmm.... $200 is not a small sum to me.... But I really love that phone very much.... I was thinking.... Maybe I can use my attachment salary to subsitute my Hong Bao money hehe.... If not I'll be sad if I spend all my Hong bao money....
I am so tired everyday... Can someone tell me how to make myself more energetic instead of tired? I hate drinking coffee now... Coz I think my body can't get used to coffee anymore.... Sigh... Any idea? Haiz....
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10:08 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
I'm rotting the whole day at home..... Initially wanted to do my report today. However, I was too tired and bored. Therefore, I only manage to finish my typo stuff, but I still need my lecturer's comment.... Sigh.... I kept sleeping and sleeping today....
I realised I got nothing to blog about today hehe.... So rot..... Shall try to start doing my report later..... :)
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8:41 PM
Bun on my hand.... So small.... =)
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2:29 AM
Top view of lotus bun....
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2:28 AM
This is a lotus bun.... Isn't it beautiful? Mum bought it for me.... It's just so cute and beautiful......
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2:28 AM
Whoa.... Had my japanese common test today. Think will pass but sure got some mistakes lor.... Hmm.... After common test, went TM with Zi Jun and Elyn for Macdonald's breakfast... It's been such a long time since I go macdonalds to have breakfast. I love sasuage muffin with egg and also egg muffin. Love it.... However, the nice aroma of the muffins is polluted by the smokers sitting somewhere near us. We were actually sitting at the smoking zone outside macdonald as we can't find any seat inside.... Hee
After the heavy breakfast, I went home immediately for a nap. I am so tired.... Slept for 3 long hours lol.... What a pig! When I woke up, I packed my room for a while and get ready to go Meiling's house for her bday bbq party. Hee... Ate alot in her house today.... I need to cut down on food man.... Fatty me.... Haa.....
I'm so tired now... It's so hot everyday... Hate it.... Shall tuck in early today... Well.... It's 2.30am already... Really very "early". Hee.... Got to write my report tomorrow.... Buai....
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2:11 AM
Friday, February 25, 2005
I'm so tired....... Just so so so tired........ Slept at 4.30am yesterday.... Been doing 9 sketches, rendering all 9 sketches, scanning in all 9 sketches to power point, and editing the 9 sketches in photoshop...... Guess what??? What I did are ALL in vain! Bloody hell........ Didn't ask properly whether today got presentation or not..... This morning then I know today no presentation.... Only consultation.... Sigh.... Wasted my precious time and my sleep..... Well.... Let Benny see my 9 sketches. Know what again? He only stop at my number 4 sketch and ask me to further develop it. And for the rest of my 5 sketches, he didn't even take a glance.... Argggg...... Why am I so stupid???
Today, went Tampines to shop shop with Elyn. Stress until cannot take it, must shop shop.... Ha.... Tomorrow Japanese common test... Haven study... Will start studying now.... Bye.... Zzzzzz
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11:07 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Wee..... Interview was successful today... Hehe..... However, I am so sad that I have to wake up so early for my attachment work next time. The office is in Ang Mo Kio. I need to take mrt to AMK mrt, then change bus to that industrial park. Think is less than 10 bus stops.... Somewhere further away from AMK ITE. Hmmm.... The office was better than I expected... I thought office in industrial park will be boring. However, when I stepped in that company, I like the environment hehe.... I didn't really see the office clearly as I was very nervous. That person who interview me asked me to sit in one room. So I went in. Inside that room, there's TV, one long table and some pictures of the events they managed for. My bf accompanied me there hehe.... Then when that lady interview me, my bf went out of the room. That lady is quite young. She said that she saw me in my friends house during new year. That friend she also know because it was him who introduced me to that company. Hehe.... Then she started asking me simple questions lor.... Salary was higher than I expected.... The working days is a 5 days week. Wow... Love it. Hmmm.... I also showed her my portfoilo.... She only saw about less than half of my portfolio... Then she nodded her head and began showing me her past design of the backdrop, invitation card, brochures and so on hehe.... I think it's very nice. She said they always stick to those old ideas because they have lots of things to do. She hoped I can do something new and exciting for them.... Diaoz... We shall see hehe.... After the interview, one friendly lady asked me over. She was actually talking to my bf when I was in the interview. Then she wanted to see my portfolio lor hehe... She really like my work lor. I think it's been a long time since someone appreciate my work. I think I'm really suitable to be in graphic design than product design. Coz most of my works I showed them are my graphic design work hehehe..... Everyone was so friendly there... I think there are more females than male. All the males are working outdoor hehe... I never see my future boss just now.... I am a bit stress because my bf and alot of them said that my future boss has a very bad temper... He'll scold until I cry.... I hope that will not happen.
After leaving that office. My bf told me that the friendly lady (not the one who interviewed me), is actually the lady boss.... Diaoz.... She used to be Miss Singapore Universe hehe.... So happening... Well I hope my attachement will be a wonderful and enjoyable one... I'm a confirmed junior graphic designer in that company liao hehe... That's what the lady boss wrote in my confirmation letter. Heez.... So happy today....
Time is getting late.... Got to go. Many many work to do tomorrow...
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2:17 AM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Wow.... Wow....
My phone line contract is ending this 28th Feb. I'm deeply in love with Sumsung E600.... 99% I'll be buying that phone unless someone pour cold water at me hehehe.... Well.... There goes my hong bao money... Sob sob... Think if I trade in my Nokia 6610, I still need to pay more for the new phone as the prices had dropped very much now. Yippy.... New phone to look forward to!!!
Hmmm... Had a terible day in school today. I hate every Tuesday. Went for mfund at 12pm. The lecturer is busy helping other students. So... I opened the dreamweaver software and play around.... I realised I forgot alot of things haha.... Luckily I manage to remember after playing around with that software. So, I picked out some questions to ask my lecturer too. This project deadline will be extended to week 15. Yeppy!!! Sigh.... Hate mfund....
Well... Straight away after mfund, I went for my comda. Lecture starts 1 hour early as the lecturer wants a make up lesson for us. My class consist of 6 pid students and 5 other students from various design course. We always felt that Desmond hate us, the pid students... Maybe because we are slack, not serious, very quiet too... Hehe... Whereas the other students from other courses are very active and attentive. Today, we pid-ians was punctual for the 3pm make up lesson, while the other group they forgot about it and came 1 hour later.... I think Desmond was so disappointed with them hehehe.... Therefore, he told them he will not repeat anything anymore... The lesson today really make me so so so so sleepy!!!
After lesson today, I walked out of class and was so shocked to see tp so hazy. The smell was so terrible that I almost stop breathing. I was wondering which forest was burned again this time. I went home after my lesson and I noticed the block opposite tp is so hazy. I saw some greyish smoke above one of the hdb block. Is it the forest over there is burned or the house?? Omg.... I hate the weather la.... So many trees were burned nowadays, all the greeny plants has turned brown too... Haiz....
I also hated the mosquito. My area got so many mosquito. Every night I sleep, sure will wake up in the mid nite to apply medicated oil to the parts where the mosquito bite me. I got mosquito coil.... It's very effective, but I hate to use it because of the smell. If i used it during the night, my hair will smell of mosquito coil in the morning.... Hate it. However, I got no choice... If I want a good night sleep, then I'll need to burn the coil every night. Guess I'll be burning it tonight too.... Sigh.... Hate the smell!!!!!!
Why is the weather so hot??? Why are there so many mosquito around??? Why???????? Sream out loud!!!
I noticed I have lots of projects deadline coming up. I'm doom this time.... Can't take it anymore!!!
My schedule:
Tomorrow- jap consultation. Got to finish my draft work by today. Sip interview at 1pm. After that, go home do project.
Thursday- typo consultation - last project haven touch
Friday- lightning presentation - haven touch anything too
Saturday - jap common test - learned 50% and forgot 30%. Meaning, need to flip through everything again.....
Sunday- the only day for me to wrap up everything
Monday- jap project presentation
Tuesday- must show desmond my written report draft...
Sigh.... What a busy day this week.... As well as next week. This sem, we only have less than a month to go workshop, and we have 3 small products to do. Oh shit! Where got time? Usually we use 1 month to do 1 product.... Now we must use 1 month to do 3 product... Arggg... I'm going crazy....
Ok.... Shall talk no more.. Or else I'll be more and more stress out.... Tata.... I'm dead.
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10:22 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
I'm back from school. The weather is bloody hot today. I remembered the news said that the forest in tampines was burned due to the hot weather. So today, I looked at those forest near my school when my bus passed by. I think it's not the place where it was burned. However, I noticed that all the trees as well as those grasses were so dried up. It was 90% brown in colour instead of green. What a pathetic sight. The nice and greeny environment is spoilt by the hot weather.....
Hmm.... Well.... I wanted to talk about yesterday......
I went parkway with my bf during evening time. Then as usual, I went Isetan looking for my colleagues for some chat. Then, I went around parkway looking for birthday gift for Tresa.... Pls someone, do not tell her I bought her gifts k? Hehe.... Then I realised the sales girl is someone I know..... Someone very very familiar... I'm sure I know her... But when that girl saw me, I'm just a normal customer to her... And she served me... I kept looking at her lol.... I was thinking, whether she is his ex gf..... his refers to someone.... My old friend.... This girl used to misunderstood me and thought that I liked my friend lol... And she used to "diao"(hokkien) me once she was with my that friend. I saw them outside in Bugis and wanted to say hello to them, but this girl pulled his bf away and "diao" me. So I was so stunned and I didn't really went up to say hello to my friend. But that girl know it's me.... Sigh.... Haha.... She got jealous over nothing haha.... I still can remember this incident lor... Got "diao-ed" by someone when I never do anything wrong. I don't really know how to say "diao" in English. Something like an angry, unhappy stare?? Hmm.... Not very sure whether it's her la...
Well, after buying gifts, I went to water-rise outside parkway for dinner. This place served burgers made of pancakes. The prices is very worth it. The food is very nice.... I ordered one pancake with crispy chicken and cheese. It's $2.80. Then the chicken wings cost $1.50 for 2. That is during evening then got half price la.... Then we ordered one sand-cooler vanilla something...... Cost about $3.50. Everything is nice. I recommend everyone to go try it out. It's just outside parkway... the stall is outdoor, near old chang kee.... I think it's the first stall selling burgers made of pan cake..... Keke....
Ok... that's it for the day.... I'll be going to my auntie house with my siblings today... Sigh... More projects coming up, but I got no mood to do.... Sigh.....
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5:20 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Hi.......
I felt so slack today........ Hmmm.... Went printing out my portfolio stuff... I wanted to go to the shop name "poster connection", but it's closed. Then I wanted to go back to "master colours" to print, but it's closed too. So I went to one shop which I've never been before to print my stuff. The A3 size printing cost is the same as the other shop, but the A4 size printing cost $1.50 per piece.... Sigh.... But of course the quality is good. Quite thick. I'm actually quite satisfied with the printing... Quite clear and nice. Hee.....
Watched Chingay at home today. Don't have the mood to go out today... Ha.... Well... There's this friend of mine, his mum just passed away very suddenly today due to some lungs problem... Sigh... I think he must be feeling terrible. Actually he is my bf friend, but we also got talk to each other lor.... Hai... Sad... Sad.... Life is unpredictable......
I'm so bored... I hate web page design... Can anyone do for me??? Haiz... Hate mfund.......
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1:16 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
Ahhhhh........ Been stressing over the cad drawings for 2 days. Yesterday, I went home at 11pm from school, and I slept at 5.30am this morning. Was supposed to wake up at 8am, but I overslept till 8.45am, and rushed to doby gaut to print out my cad stuff..... What a busy day this week.... I haven got enough rest. Lucky it's Friday today, I can do my work during the weekends.
Today I had my Major project presentation....... Hmmm..... Lecturer never criticize anything.... So happy... But I felt so disrespect because while I was presenting, 2 lecturers were talking to each other. So I play cheat a bit and skipped some slides lol.... I think one of my friend also felt the same, as he was presenting, the lecturers are talking among themselves.
I felt much relieve after this presentation. However, I need to start on my other major projects again. Got to show lecturer next Friday. Omg..... So much things to do in a week. I've stop doing my web site design and the submission date is near. Wonder when can I finish everything. Sigh.......
Got to go... time is so precious to me this and next week. Got interview, or rather, need to visit my SIP company next week.... So I got to prepare everything.... Goodbye.......
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9:46 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
What a busy day today.... Had my Jap speaking test... My god.... Think it's gone...... I got so nervous when it's my turn for the test..... Until I forgot alot of things..... After the test, then I suddenly recalled alot of things.... Haiz.... I am supposed to partner with one girl whose register is below me. Then the two of us were like laughing while having the conversation.... Haa.... After that, both of us shake head and left.... Haaa..... But not too bad, because at least the first part of the test I know... Haha....
So after the test today, I did my final sketch in studio.... After doing it for about 2 hours, I went to consult Benny. And he modified my sketch.... So.... My previous sketches I've decided to change it again haha.. Wasted 2 hours.... Hmmm... Luckily, I still get to do the cad in lab today. Guess I've finished about 85% of it already..... Thanks to the nice nice security guard. At first he gave us till 9pm. After that, seeing us so hardworking, he asked how much time more do we need. My friend said 15 more mins. Then one said half hour. In the end, the security gave us till 10pm. Before he left, he said that we can stay until he come... Haha... So that means, after 10pm.... He is great! Hmmm... So I left the lab at about 10.15pm. Time really passes fast.....
Well... I was stalked by one guy today.... While I was walking home from Bedok Interchange, I saw one guy standing by the fence. Then when I walked pass him, he stopped me and ask me questions. Here's the conversation:
Him: Hi, may I ask are you the one working in that video shop?
Me: Ya??
Him: May I know when will it be open again? (becoz my mum is too busy, so she never open the shop for about 1 week).
Me: I'm not sure....
Him: Are you still working there?
Me: Sometimes....
Him: When will the shop be open??
Me: I'm not sure.... Boss is busy....
Him: Are you the part timer?
Me: Yes....
He followed me while asking me those questions.....
Him: Is the boss your relative or are you only the part timer?
Me: I'm the part timer.
Him: You live near here?
Me: No, my relative lives here, I only stay here today.
Him: You used to work in Isetan Parkway rite?
Me: How you know???
Him: I saw you before there... So you are the part timer there? Still working there or not?
Me: Sometimes....
Him: Selling cosmetics???
Me: No.
Him: Are you commercial designer?
Me: No.
Him: Undergradute???
Me: No....
Him: Are you shocked when I approached you just now?
Me: No.
I felt more and more scared.... Then I walked super fast.. And left him without saying bye or whatever.... I was even afraid to go home when I'm under my block already.... haha.... Then I walked in to the mama shop next to my mum's shop. Those uncles I know them well... So I went in to hide haha... They don't even know I'm hiding there. I looked out again from the shop and realised that guy is gone... Phew~~~ Scared to death.... Then I rushed home quickly and locked the door haha.....
I don't ever want to see that guy again... Know so much of my things... I don't even have a slightest impression of him. Haaa....
Alright.... I'm home now... So I'm safe now... Shouldn't have talked or answered his questions just now... Lucky I know the uncle in the mama shop.... Can hide there whenever I like hehe...
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11:42 PM
I'm so stress now........ I hate this!!! I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!
Sigh....... Why is poly life so difficult? Is working life worst??? Tomorrow need to hand in Jap draft... Today, I spent the whole day doing research and writing jap draft. After that, got to study for tomorrow's jap speaking test. I'm very lost. Got no confidence at all..... It's 20% for the test, I wonder what will the lecturer test us. I hope to get an A or B for my jap, because I'm quite interested and put in alot of efforts in this module..... Hee..... Hope tomorrow's test won't drag my grades down.
Today, I skipped mfund again haha.... 2 times never go for this lesson already. Guess I'll stop skipping anymore.... Or else no chance liao... Lol.... Isn't it stupid to go for that lesson and the lecturer never teach? He wants us to concentrate on our web page design from now on. So that means, we go there to do web page... got questions then ask on the spot.... Oh my..... We do have a computer at home.... Why must we go there every week to do? Anyway, I've decided to finish up the web page design from this week to next week, so that I can ask him questions straight away next week. Or else every week go there I got nothing to ask. And do quite slowly there. Why? Because the com there is Apple com. Hate it.... I'm slow in using it... Everytime got problem too.... Haha.....
Suddenly, one thing appeared in my mind.... Well..... Suddenly I want to say this out, because somebody commented on somebody once. I heard and never say anything..... Now I want to say something. Hmmm..... In a relationship, it's difficult for us, an outsider, to judge others relationship. We cannot say who is wrong and who is right. Only they themself knows well.... Or rather, there is no right or wrong. Those who never had a relationship before, won't know what I'm talking about.... Only when you tried it yourself, you'll know it eventually.... All the views and perception will change..... I used to judge people last time too. For now, after having 2 relationship, I finally know, what to say, what to do, what not to do....... I also realised what I thought last time has changed tremendously..... So..... Do not assume just because you yourself think it's wrong.... Must experience it yourself....
I don't really know how to express what I wanted to say... Haa..... Forget it if you don't understand.... It's just something which crossed my mind. Hee.... Got to get back to my jap now... Sayonara.....
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12:53 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
Sigh....... Been feeling rather low today..... Although it's v day............
Went school for Jap today.... Waited for so long just to go for 2 hours of lesson.... And it's from 3 to 5pm. So I can only meet my bf at 6pm..... During Jap class today, one girl, I know her but not that familiar, gave me 1 hersheys chocolate hehe....How sweet of her..... Shared it with my bf just now.
Well, after lesson, went Orchard to collect my watch. I brought it to change battery the day before yesterday. So I went for collection today, at the same time, meet bf for dinner. While I was walking alone from Orchard mrt to Far East plaza, I saw alot of couples together. Most of them with either big big bouquets of flowers, or with many hearts balloons. I was so envious of those girls.... I was feeling rather low..... as if I am spending my v day alone lidat. I know my bf won't buy flowers for me.... He's a wooden log.... Well, some guys just don't know how to be romantic. Even one rose is fine with me........... So.... my bf was late for about 5 mins..... Sigh.... Oh well......
So.... know what??? He actually gave me a bouquet of 3 fake roses.... And know what? He put it inside one plastic bag.... OMG..... How unromantic can he be? Nvm nvm.... He said it's embarrassing.... Ok.... Fine.... I actually saw alot of guys holding on to some big bouquet of flowers in mrt, streets and buses.... Oh how embarrassing huh......
Actually, I can't really blame him.... Just that I feel valentine's day is a special day for couples... I'm not saying I want this or that. Just that I feel he should at least be a little bit more sincere.... That fake bouquet of roses is made by his sister.... I rather those are made from him.... Know how I felt?? Sigh.... A reminder to all guys, when a girl says she don't want, means want. When she say want, also means want..... Ha.... =p
There's actually alot of people selling bouquets of flowers in Orchard. My bf said he saw many people carrying flowers. He also quite envious. He wanted to buy me one bouquet from them too. I said no.... Someone also approached him to buy me, but I said no too.... And dragged him away..... Sigh, just don't have the mood anymore. Even if he buy 99 roses for me, it's still too late..... Why are there such unromantic person in this world? After having Ajisen with my bf, we went home.... What a ro-man-tic day it is today.... Heck care la..... Concentrate on my work la.... I've been acting as if I'm happy today. However, it's all acting.... I'm a bit disappointed lor.... I can't ask for too much right? But I only want a sincere guy.... That's all..... Am I asking too much? Aiyoyo.....
Today, forgot to do my Jap draft thing. Everyone in class handed up except for one guy and me. Lucky he accompanied me hehe..... I've been happily celebrating CNY until I've stopped doing my work. That's why lor...... So this Wednesday must hand in liao....
Enough blogging le. I'm so tired now. Got to do my sucky ComDa work now.... Damn boring man.....
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Alas..... Entrance aka exit.
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Group photo taken by one expert camera man hehe....
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Group photo taken by one friendly auntie....
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Ox..... My animal sign.....
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lolx... went in illegally to take photos again.... some people copied us.... We were chased out by the staff there kekeke....
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monkeys...... taken when the lights are out
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
Happy Valentine's Day to all my beloved friends..... Hehe....
Well.... Today, went River Hong Bao again with Bao Zhen, her bf and my bf.... Quite sad I couldn't get the "dragon beard candy" this year. It's actually some kind of candy like dragon beard. Usually people see the type of dragon beard candy with peanut inside. But the one I wanted is not that kind. Don't really know whether you guys know what is it.... Last few years got sell in River Hong Bao one. This year nobody selling.... That candy is packed in a cup with cover, and the candy can be put in refrigerator. That candy is like a floss, and is like the dragon's beard lor.... white in colour. Cost about $2 for one cup. Sad..... Couldn't find.... Before going there, we went to watch "I do I do"...... Quite hilarious lor..... The story is ok ok lor... Jack Neo's show is lidat la hehe....
Yesterday, went bf friend's house to "play"..... Stayed there till 3.30am. My brother was also there, that's why I am able to stay till so late.... Luck wasn't that good yesterday haha.... My bf lost some money... As for me, I didn't lose any.... Becoz my bf don't let me use my money, so I played very little using his money... I helped him to win back some, but not all.... My luck wasn't so good either... Guess next year I won't be playing using his money. If my money, I'll play only maximum $10 I guess. If I lose it, I'll just stop, don't want to be an addict haha.....
So.... Shall post up some new pics that we've taken today. Got to wrap up valentine's gift for someone tomorrow... Kekeke..... =p
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Friday, February 11, 2005
So tired today...... Went school this morning for pottery lesson. This lesson is for us to make our Guzzini cup. Quite fun lor..... Was late for about 1 hour.... but who cares? Haha... Anyway, the lesson started late too... Actually don't have to go today la.... Haiz.... Waste my sleep..... Somebody lor..... Still cheat me.... Say get up liao, going to bath liao.... In the end no lor.... Went back to sleep till 11.30am.... And called me to ask so many question when that person don't even bother to go school lor.... Then next time don't know how to do ask me lor.... Then I must repeat everything again lor.... This is not the first time lor.... Sigh.... Ha.....
So today, went off early with Mabz to have our lunch. I think half of the class didn't turn up for the lesson. Anyway, this lesson I've already learned in secondary school, so what the lecturer taught today, all I know liao haha.... Went there to play only.... Oh after that lesson, went to meet my dearest buddy, Bao Zhen... Kekeke..... It's been a long long long time since both of us go out together. She is so busy working, and I'm so busy with my work man. So today, we went round Orchard hunting valentines gift for our bf hehe... I bought a "precious moments" cushion for my bf. Think he'll use it ba.... Then she bought a t-shirt for her bf. Think we haven got enough things yet lor hehe..... But time is getting short.... Ha... Oh, then actually she wanted to buy a shoe for herself, then I bought my own slipper too.... Coz mine is spoilt. So I paid the slipper and her shoe together and told her that the shoe is for her early birthday present lor.... Well, I heard people told me that it's not good to buy shoe for your bf/gf, coz this means that you are sending that person off. So I bought shoe for her, does this means I'm sending her off? Oh no..... Hope not.... We also went to take neo card today... It's been such a long time man.... But so funny her eyes not open, and my left hand was cut off a bit.... Diaoz.... Wasted $6.... Ha....
Then after our shopping today, she came to my house to visit my parents (bai nian), then after that, I went to her house to bai nian too lor.... It's only 3 blocks away haha.... It's a happy outing with her.. Chatted alot today.... Heez....
Yesterday, went my auntie house to bai nian. Meiling called and asked me to go over her house to eat. Actually I wanted but I'm still busy going to other relatives house.... haha... Too many relatives liao.... So I rejected her offer lor... Hee..... This is the first year I'm playing cards with everyone.... Don't really know what happened to me...
Shall go back to Orchard area tomorrow to change my fossil watch battery. Such a let down, that watch I only used for one year and the battery is flat. Lousy.... Haa.... Hope the replacement is free... But.... FAT HOPE! Got to go..... So tired now.... Zzzzz
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
Hi....... What a busy day today..... Woke up at 10am today. First station to visit for Chinese New Year is my shi fu temple. Went there with my mum, 2 brothers, niece and my bf.... Hehe.... After that, went my 3rd auntie house, which is my grandma house..... I'm sad to say that everything has changed.... When my grandma was still around, every year during the first day of CNY, my whole relative will be there. However, today when we went there, we only saw my 3rd auntie family members.... My other aunties had gone back.... For the rest of them, don't really know whether they'll go there today. Since my grandma death, I've never go to my 3rd auntie house anymore. Today, I decided to go with my siblings.... Many memories appeared in my mind again... Saw my grandma's room, it's occupied by my cousin now. Saw the family photo in my aunt's house, my grandma was in there too.... My auntie prepared steamboat and some bee hoon for us.... When I was in the kitchen, the memory of my grandma appeared again.... I remembered how she used to cook for me.... What she used to cook during CNY, how she wash the dishes and so on.... Sigh.... Sad..... I miss her so much.....
Oh after that, went to my god mother's house. Sat for awhile and left the place... The last station was my bf's house kekeke.... After that, went home lor.... I ate alot today... Really alot. Think I also drank alot, because everyone was giving out drinks when I went their house. So..... Didn't really had my lunch... Actually my brother bought mee rubus for me, but I ate only 1/4 of it and gave the rest to my brother haha... I also never eat dinner.... The new year goodies really make me full.... So fat.... Oh my god......
So tired today... Got to wake up early tomorrow for another visit to my bf's relative house and my relative house too hehe......
Oh.... Nice show by Stephen Chow now... Got to catch it now.... Bye.......
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
fake fish burger..... Haha.....
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lolx.... funny funny....
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little red riding hood heh heh.... (my windbreaker)
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isn't this cute??? My niece with fake burger hehehe....
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Firstly, I would like to wish everyone a happy chinese new yr hehehe..... I'm so happy now. Got the mood for Chinese New Year already.... Why? Because yesterday I received good comments about my work from Benny hehe..... Although there is no presentation, but Benny saw my work. He also asked why I improved so much haha..... I told him it's all thanks to Helen. Hee..... Next Friday will be another full presentation of the whole thing..... Need to go school after Chinese New Year to do Cad drawings.... Sianz.... Next, I also handed in my typo stuff..... Been looking for colour printer for the whole day yesterday keke.....
After finishing what I did yesterday, Zi Jun, Brandon, Ronald, Elyn and I went Tm for a walk. At first I wanted to get another top, but the place is so crowded, so I decided not to buy, even the fitting room queue is so long.... Too bad hehe.... Received a box of chinese new yr cookies specially made by Zi Jun hehe.... Thanks again.... Very nice.
My niece came today for reunion dinner too.... Been playing with her for the whole day.... It's so tiring..... Haa.... Shall post some of her mischevious pics here.... I'm proud of the pics as I'm her costume designer hahaha.....
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
Sad sad................ At first thought I can go out with Regine and friends today to buy new year clothes, but who knows I haven finish my work....... Sigh..... So I cancelled the dates....... Sorry all..... I'm so spoilt mood. But I really don't want to do last minute work.
Stayed at home the whole day to finish up my sketch. I took a 3 hours nap too kekeke..... Pig...... I'm sad to say that I only managed to finish 4 sketches..... And I haven shade it.... Only the outline..... I need another 5 more. Hope to finish by today so I can go out tomorrow.... Feel like going out lor.... Sick of always doing work. Yesterday slept at 5.30am..... And I only started the sketch today. Yesterday was doing research and doing rough sketch.....
My god brother asked me, why my course so many presentation one........ I didn't realise until he asked...... Hehe.... It's like that one lor........ Lucky I'm not taking LOF this sem, or else have to present once every 2 weeks. Hee.....
Got to get back to my work now........ Kanbate.......
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hai........... It's me again............... Feeling damn low now...............
Today's presentation ended early.... Around 4.30pm. The presentation is to be continued on next Monday. I've been thinking very long whether I want to re-present or not. So after considering for very long, I sms Benny and asked whether I can re-present. He said sure. So that means I'll have to do another 9 more sketches at home from now till Sunday. My friends can easily finished all in 1 or 2 days, so I think I also can do it. I just don't want to get a C or D for my major project. Therefore, I've decided to re-present. It's for my own good. I hope I can present well on Monday and receive good comments. If no comments, it's fine with me. Just don't bomb me with so many questions and criticize my work. Heh....
Initially thought I can relax now, but no. Coz I volunteered to re-present...... Can't rest liao.... Maybe CNY lor. Lost one of my sketch in the lab yesterday. I was scanning it, think I forgot to take out my sketch. This morning alot people went to use the scanner. Think it's gone....
Went Sim Lim Square to buy a new phone for my room. My hello kitty phone spoilt..... Sob sob...... Don't really know who spoilt my phone. I only know when I came home the day before yesterday, there's light coming out from my phone. I thought the phone never put properly, so I went to place it back nicely. However, the sound suddenly came out from the speaker. I off the speaker but still, the sound is there..... I tried fixing it, tried using other phone wires, but still cannot..... I think it must be my itichy hand brother who spoilt my phone, because I wasn't home that time. Why would my phone suddenly go wrong? Sigh.... Bad things kept happening to me nowadays..... I'm damn unlucky man. So..... Bought a phone at $27.30. Think that suits my budget..... Just buy lor..... Nothing can be compared to my Hello kitty phone.... Sob sob la... Use for so long liao..... Haiz....
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Friday, February 04, 2005
Hi...... Sigh.... I'm in school blogging now. Just finished my major presentation. Guess what? Think I'm gonna fail...... I didn't read the project brief properly..... While I was presenting, 4 lecturers kept bombing questions........ Sigh..... I missed the important part of the brief. However.... one happy thing is, one of my lectuer said my sketches had improved.... Hee..... But..... Hai...... Nvm, forget it. It's over..... I felt so much relax now.................
Found an internship job already. From my bf friend's company... Hee..... That boss accepted me without calling me..... He only want me to send him my portfolio, so he can see what thing to give me design hehe..... Glad glad...... Alot of stuff is lightened now. My burden not that heavy now hehe.......
Hope to have an enjoyable Chinese New Year this year, although predictions said that this is not a very good year to people born in the year of Ox. Sigh.....
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
I'm bloody going crazy!!!!!!!!!! I'm nuts...... Insane....... Whatever...... Heck care........ Damn irritated........ By who I also don't know.......
Hai....... had my jap test today.... Don't really know whether I can get full marks again or not. Hehe....... However, it's only 5%....... Diaoz...... Hee...... Today, Brandon met me and gave me a box of walnut cookies as a soveniur from Hong Kong hehe...... Very nice..... Thanks again huh..... Hmmm....... Didn't do much in school.... Got no mood to meet bf today, no mood to do work... No mood to stay in school....... I didn't even accompany Elyn to peace centre today.... So she went alone...... Sorry...... Sigh...... What happened to me? Haiz...... When I came home, I took a bath and slept...... Until 7pm then I woke up..... Slacking away, thinking I got too much time to waste...... Friday is coming!!!! And I haven have my sketches ready yet...... left 3 more...... Sigh..... And now what? I'm blogging here haha....... Just too tired..... Need to relax myself...... I even went in to friendster just now.... Just to see see look look....... Suddenly got more depressed after looking at friendster... Firstly, I missed everyone from secondary school. For the next reason is because, the person I hated wrote positive things about him/herself...... And.... I got quite annoyed. I was like going "eeeeeeee".......... Then, saw someone's photograph, realised it's been long since I last met him/her. Began to miss him/her. Many memories between us appeared.... That special someone, think only 2 or 3 person know who is it... Saw what he/she wrote under the "about me" column. I think some of it is quite true...... Hmmm..... Hai.....
Ok if anyone is bored, just continue reading my craps below, or else you may go, because the below paragraph I'm typing without using my brain..... I'm talking craps, so I don't really want to waste your time. =) Ha.........
One friend wrote about himself being scared of us girls. He even said he love animals, coz animals are not that dangerous as girls..... Diaoz...... But he got gf too.... So, what does this means? This friend of mine.... We got some happy/ weird memories together too......... Hmmm..... Ok, he is now half working and half studying, complaining all his salary gone at the end of month.... Erm..... In my opinion, I think is because of his girlfriend ba? Don't know..... I don't know what to say or how to say...... Just very very miss that someone la...... Suddenly lor..... That's why I'm getting depressed and talking craps here.......
And..... Erm..... There's one person who let me down before, he used to like a girl very much, but couldn't win her heart. Soooo...... This girl got a quite handsome bf now ( saw her friendster photo), and I was like going "very good hahahah".... Laughing at that guy lor..... Erm.... But all I did is so foolish...... Very foolish...... I'm evil huh? Sigh..... Girls are indeed dangerous.... Well, not all....... Saw many things in friendster, couldn't say out everything in one go.... I only know that, I missed that someone..... Suddenly felt like talking to him/her on the phone... But.... nvm... Should just carry on with my life...... My sucky life.... Sigh........
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