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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
I was just wondering, why is someone that childish.....
Well well.... I am not afraid to say that there was once this Sri Lanka guy, who used to be my mum's "god son". But he did something wrong, something very wrong.... Which is telling many lies... And alot of things happened. My good impression of him also gone far far away. Then he began courting me. Oh pls who will accept him. And he is not from my country some more. Omg.... Then alot of things happened. Then now, he got married to one woman who looks older and fatter than him 2 times. Ok I'll not talk about the description of his wife. But look, he emailed me, as if gloating over, saying that that is his wedding picture. And oh he only send it to me, with the extra extra large photo. Well.. Is he gloating? And he didn't really wrote anything, all he wrote was "Look at my wedding picture". Oh for god's sake..... He think I'll get jealous? Oh no man..... I already found the right guy , as I told him long ago, so I won't feel a single thing about it haha.... One day when I get married, I'll send him my pics extra large too lol.... I'm not jealous about him getting married, just that I felt so funny the way he send me those pics and the way he wrote things..... Damn proud. Eeeeeek!
I just hope that the woman is not feeding him... That's all..... Or he'll be letting his mum down... Haiz.... In the end, I just replied his mail as a form of courtesy. And said things like "Oh you are married, congratulations, din know about it.. blah blah blah.... " Haa....
Well well... So today, went school for submission. Finished 1 more subjects. 2 more to clear... Quite relaxed now..... Hope tml can find someone to teach me do animation... Really very confused haha.....
Hmmmm... So hungry... Shall grab a bite and think of something to do later... tata....
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4:44 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
It's complaining time!
Today helped out in event again at Hougang district..... The big big event..... Haiz.... Today is the 2nd time I blew my temper in front of crowd... This time even more daring... Scolded a kid in front of her mum. I just can't stand her..... Zzzzz.... I love kids... But I hate spoilt child.... The kid is so spoilt... But her mum nv say anything... Just kept quiet.... So funny... Is that how she teach her child? Her child was queuing for quite long... Yes this I know... But others behind her queued longer..... Then she kept nagging and nagging... When I'm at the most busy period... She kept standing in front of my table and nag... And she kept saying I don't want to give her play that thing... Kept blaming me... I can't stand it, so I told her, you are in a hurry, so are those people behind you... You wait very long, so are the people behind u too.... Then she kept quiet. Her mum also.... After that, she suddenly shouted "Mum, we don't play here, anyway our house got ALOT. GOT SO SO SO MANY.... Don't play here liao... In my heart I was thinking, she is saying the grape is sour when she can't have it..... Haa..... I very much wanted to talk back to her, telling her "if that's the case, you can play at home, why queue here for so long then"? But I didn't, coz I felt I had enough... Don't wanna say anymore... In the end, that girl and mum still stuck at my counter until its their turn... haa.... Kids is just kids.... Even her mum felt embarrassed and laughed....
Another thing, one indian lady cut queue with her 2 kids... In the end, a quarrel arise... Many things happened... And my partner and I told her many times to re queue, but they insist that their queue is there.... In the end, couldn't chase her off, so we let her queue, until it's her turn, we skipped her turn and gave the stuff to those behind her.... Quarrel arise again... Really heck care.... Lucky she knew how to walk away herself... She only wanted us to give her some beads.... haaa..... Alot things cropped up today... And my friend brought one new friend to work today... I can't stand her.... I know she is new... But she is just so blur until I felt that she can replace me.... She really really can replace me.... Where got people put hot iron onto PLASTIC SHEET? where got people take the loose beads in the coaster template made by the people and bang on the table? And is 3 times? And he spoilt 2 coaster made by the people, almost spoilt the iron.... And blah blah.... I was wondering whether the button mania machine is spoilt by her too... Coz that's the one and only left in my company. And it's used by her.... It's very precious and it's spoilt.... I never tell anyone... Coz scared she'll be scolded or what... But I also cannot say she spoil one... Maybe the machine is already like that... Half spoilt... Alot things happened la... Those aunties uncle, only know how to talk... Don't understand the situation at all....
I always believed in having a good service attitude... However, since I came to this event company, I realised everyone is the same, and I have to shout and scold to calm things down.... Or else the good service attitude also no use... This company is making me more and more fierce and also lot's of white hair liao... That's what my bf friend said. He said I got white hair becoz of the stress in this company lol.....
Wow complained alot.....
Hmmm... So after event, went dinner with the company's senior manager, my bf and his friends. This is the first time we eat crab bee hoon.... That place quite crowded, but the bee hoon crab is worst than I thought haha....
Chatted alot things about company's thing.... Really alot things happening in office... Lucky my attachment finised already lol... Don't need go back office, at most go warehouse lol.... Ho ho... Well well... Super tired... Slept for only 3 hours yesterday night... Shall sleep now... Byez.zzzz
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11:08 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
Today never go school haha.... Coz I cleared most of my subjects already... and the rest of the work I can do at home.... Hee.... So today, felt quite slack, and never do any work today. Instead, went out with Fanny, my bf and his friends. I think today is the first time I played so many rounds of pool.... More than 5 rounds.... With each and everyone of them... Hee....
Yesterday night, I watched the pirated dvd : Charlie and the chocolate factory... Haha... I've never read the story book before... And so, I am curious and began watching that movie. I like Willy Wonker... He is cute... And there's one song which goes "Willy Wonker... Willy Wonker.. lalalala..... " Very cute!!! Love that song.... The chocolate in the factory made me feel like eating chocolate all of a sudden... And I can't stand one of the spoilt girl in that movie... Forgot her name... She is damn spoilt.... I guess nowadays many children are also like her la haa.... Hmmm... To me, it's an interesting movie... Sometimes it's also good to watch this kind of movie instead of always watching those horror la... Romance la.... Hilarious movie lor..... Hee....
Been a long day today... Shall watch my vcd : la bi xiao xin... And sleep... Zzzz.... I can't stand myself... So childish! =X
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12:18 AM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Spent the whole day in the lab doing my video editing work as the submission date is tomorrow.... Do until my neck and shoulder so pain... I didn't even know it's 9pm until the security came to alert us... I even forgot to eat my dinner today.... So damn busy....
Luckily I managed to finish editing the video today... But the storyboard haven finish... So much things to do... Haiz.... Tomorrow got video editing, and at the same time, got presentation for Monday's subject.... So rushy... But after that can clear 2 subjects at one go. So happy =)
I'm penniless now... Really penniless.... Spent the last few Hong Baos I received during my bday on 3 months internet bills.... Argggg.... Really hope holiday can finish and I can go back Allure work. Hope the yan dao kia (My merchandiser nick) give me more more days for my roaster haha.
Something interesting to share with everyone....
Fun game (go and try this game!)
Russell Peters (Russell Peters Video Clip)
Nothing else to say liao... Boring... Zzz
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12:12 AM
Monday, August 22, 2005
Ahhhhhh.... Not my day! Hate it!
Today I'm so damn cock up.... I thought the presentation is at 10am... Coz usually lesson starts at 10 ma... Who knows presentation starts at 9am.... I'm the 2nd to present, but 9am that time I just woke up happily dilly dallying.... Haiz... The mail lecturer sent to us is on Aug 12, he said presentation starts at 9am, stops at 10am and resume at 11am. Then the stupid me reached school at 10am, thinking that I'm still early.... While walking, fren told me presentation starts at 11am. Then the stupid me began cursing and swearing the lecturer for not telling me that the presentation had postpone to 11am (In fact the presentation already started at 9am) -_-;
Then went to lab with Elyn. At 11am sharp, both of us went down. However, lecturer's face is so black. I looked at the clock on the wall and it says 11.09am.... Diaoz... My watch damn slow... That's the first time I saw KH face so black. Think he not in good mood. Maybe something happened during his meeting. Then I told him sorry I din know presentation starts at 9am... haiz... No use... What I said is useless... It's me who never see properly the timing... In the end, got no chance to present as the time is up and other lecturer wants to use the class room. So unlucky, only Elyn and me cannot present today lor... Only Wednesday then can present with other class. Haiz.... Next, KH said must hand in written report... WTH... I vandalised my whole report, by highlighting them, sketching things over the pages and so on.... In the end, re-typed the whole page.... And use eraser to rub off all the sketches and doodle-ling (dunno how to spell)... What a waste of time! Told KH I formatted my com and lost that power point. He don't believe... Cannot blame him... becoz Moko told him he lost his ipod... Then I say i format my com... Who will believe? He said "Why u all always format com la, some say com spoilt la, some say this lost that lost.....? I got nothing to say... What can I do? Nothing... So got to re-typed lor...
Actually my blog name should be UNLUCKYPERSON.blogspot.com instead of this current address... Coz I'm always that unlucky... I very badly want to clear this subject by today one lor... Haiz... From the 2nd presenter, I became the last presenter on Wednesday liao... So... Cannot complain so much when lecturer place u anywhere.... Coz u might not get a chance to present.... Haiz... I wasted so much time rushing the ppt... But still... couldn't present... I really very sick lor.... Why things turned out like this?
Today went Tangs to have a long chat with my colleagues. I don't know whether I'm really that blur, that stupid, or that unlucky... Should get down at Orchard... I've been working at Tangs for a long while last time.. And always go Orchard shopping, but somehow, I got down at Somerset... And walked all the way to CK Tang... haiz... I dunno what am I thinking or doing.... Well... quite a while never see my colleagues already... After chatting with them, met my bf and friends for dinner then went home liao.. Guess this is the last time I go out because I'll be so damn busy for the next 2 weeks... Looking forward for holiday.... =P
Been a long day today... Got to chiong work in school for the whole day tml... haiz...................
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11:05 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
This is my dream dog, West Highland Terrier... Looks cute and blur right? Really hope to rear this dog in the future...
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6:10 PM
This is how it looks like when it's a puppy....
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6:09 PM
Cute hor? So innocent.....
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6:08 PM
Hee... A newly designed chinese chess.... Not many changes though.... All chess pieces is within the box, and the chess pieces is double side, one side is graphic and one side is chinese characters. There's actually one part I designed wrongly... But lazy to change... nvm... Hope lecturer dun notice when I present =P
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6:05 PM
Plastic rod to hold all chess pieces, becoz even when the pieces have magnet, a shake of the board will still make the pieces move around... I've experienced it b4....
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6:01 PM
Heh heh... This is how it looks when closing... Chess pieces will be sticked to the board. And you don't have to pack the pieces when u finished playing, becoz it's all within the box. Just closed the box and carry it around. =)
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6:00 PM
Feeling free... But in fact not.... Just want to relax after doing one project for 2 long days. I really used 2 long days to do one model drawing... can't believe I'm so interested in that work. Maybe because that one is chess? Haha.... I'm a chinese chess freak now. Others who don't know think I re-designed the chess for my own interest only... But no... It's my cultural Anthropology work.... Tomorrow is my presentation and lecturer placed me 2nd to present... Ahhhh.... Stress... Why must he do that to me!!!! But lucky I'm not the first. =)
Wanted to go out today, but who knows I woke up super late... Coz I slept this morning haha... I wanted to finish my work so that today I can go out... Who knows too late when I woke up... Then nvm lor don't go liao... Haiz... So boring.... Staring at com for 2 long days is so boring, now I'm forced to stare at com again... Because nothing to do. Raining soon.... =(
Just sms my Sales Merchandiser from Allure la.... Not the event one. I told him I'm having a holiday soon. If he need me I can help. Don't know will I regret or not... But I really need to work and earn money... But the roaster he gave me is anywhere and not everyday must work... Although I like it, but the money will be less because I don't work full month (As I'm a part timer). See how lor... Anyway I also got the event company. Got event I'll go help lor... But not every week got event and not everytime I'm interested to work. Zzzzz... I'm an irritating person... Next sem will be a very free semester for me. Maybe I'll continue helping Allure... Or maybe go find out other job. But, I'll not go back to Event company office to work again... Sucks there... Haha....
Meanwhile, shall post up some pictures... Damn bored and free haha....
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5:17 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
Wasted my time going to school today. There's no lecture, only go school to hand in report... Haiz.... Before I reached school, met Elyn at Tm and went to buy a gift for my bf dad as it's his bday today hehe.... Then went school, after that, went Tm again... So funny... Lucky I got bus concession stamp... Wanted to collect my NDP boards from the office today, but they told me it's exhibited in the Design space now... Then Elyn and I went up to have a look. Suddenly, both of us felt so proud of ourself heh heh.... =P However, I think I lost 2 of my boards last semester... Haiz... I wanted to take back because I spend $10 reprinting them, and I lost them again... Sianz....
This week and next week is a very stress week for me.... Alot of submission coming up. Really cannot stand it. This 2 weeks is really a tough one... After that, I can enjoy!!! Next sem also can enjoy!!! haha..... Yesterday I did my last assignment for marketing. I really tried my very best and is very satisfied with my work, but, I just hope the lecturer will also find my report satisfying... If not I'll feel sad if I fail... Haiz... Moon told me she gave up... She totally gave up with the subject and said she will take sup paper.... Diaoz.... For me is never give up! haha.... Until I pass.... =)
Ok... Shall spend my weekends wisely.... By doing project. Well... Will try my best not to be distracted by my tv, bed and computer wahaha....
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12:16 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Today my contracter, John came to find me in the workshop. Had an appointment with him. But he is late... And he actually waited for me to call him then he come... Haiz.... What a responsible boss. More and more student sub their work to John, but I don't think he got give us discount... Today, John asked me, "that time I say your project how much ah"? I remembered he told me $550... But seeing that he forgot, I just told him "That time u said $500 plus lor..." Then he nodded his head.... He said he can bring away my model today... I asked him to finish up the sanding part for me, as well as connection and spraying.... He said he can only helped me to do the fibre glass first, if it fits, then he'll do the connection for me, spraying part later than say... Haiz... No promise... Ok I understand.... Then I asked him to wait for me I go print thing for him, in the end when I went to the lab, CY told me he left... ARGGGG.... He brought my model back too... Somehow, I got a weird feeling... As if he'll lost my model lol.... He called me awhile later and told me... The charging is wrong... =( Then he said must add $100.... I hate him... I told him he promised me $550..... haiz... Ok.... So now is $650 lor... Win liao.... Complained to Ong, Ong told me nvm la.... He said they must do this do that ma... Ok lor.... Win liao.... :(
Today also very unlucky.... I spent around half hour scanning thing, in the end, all document lost... I actually saved in my mp3 becoz I forgot to bring thumb drive to school, who knows when I opened my thumb drive and want to retrieve the document, everything is blank... I deleted my files from the com which I use to scan things... haiz... I am really very tired.... What I do is always wrong and in vain... Can't stand it anymore....
Today went Office to collect certificate from the NDP. They gave us a certificate of participation cert hehe... It's very nice.... They also gave us a NDP goodie bag, but I guess the shaker inside is different from those which the people used during NDP 2005. Don't really know what is inside the bag yet as I only took it for the sake of cert, so I threw everything in my locker and went out with bf just now haha....
Feeling extremely tired nowadays... I'm glad that I don't have to go workshop anymore. Not at the moment. However, more deadlines coming up next week... Critical period... Someone pls take away my Tv, computer and bed pls... Thank you.... =X
Watching "war and beauty" now. Very nice Hong Kong serial movie.... It's about the people in the ancient Forbidden city. About how the wives of the emperor fighting against each other to win the emperor's heart. Alot of twist in this movie... Quite a nice show to catch. Tata... Going off to catch it now.... =)
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1:46 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
I love this love this... And I finally got this... Thanks to bf friend.. Hehez... =)))) Actually I love all my presents la....
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1:58 AM
Vodka plus Sprite.... Proudly mixed by bf friend haha.... Nice nice....
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1:53 AM
That's my bday cake hehe... Chocolate Indulgence.... Poor photo skills by me....
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1:50 AM
Yesterday was the 20th year that I lived in this world lol.... My friends celebrated my bday with me at "The One" ktv.... That palce looks high class, but the charges is quite ok, not that expensive. The snacks there are nice too. Been a happy day, friends from Primary school, secondary school, Poly, colleague and bf friends turned up. Lucky they manage to interact and hit off well... Heez.
Didn't want to go home that soon, however, the time is so late, so my bf friend sent me home. I reached home quite late and my mum scolded me until very badly lol... Think I'm at fault too, as I promised her to be home by 12am, but in the end, got home at 1.30am. I got my reasons ok.... Becoz my bf friend sent his and my friend home ma.... Then I am the last one to got home, so I was late lor... Haiz... Bday got scolded by mum.... But nvm, after that everything is ok.... But just afraid that next time mum won't let me go out till so late already.... =(
Today I went work shop for only 1 hour. Sand a bit of thing and went chatting with Mok Mok as I really got no mood to do any more stuff. It's been a long time since we catch up. Talked alot about relationship things with him lor.... I owe an apology to him as today he stepped on my foam lol... His pants and precious shoe got stained by the foam.... And at last he got to use the Acetone chemical to wash it off.... Well, he's the unlucky one... =P
After work shop, went Marina Bay with my bf and his friends. We wanted to watch the car Rally at Marina Bay. Who knows that it ended during National Day... Haiz.... Waste trip. So we only went there to eat bbq steam boat lor.... $10 per person, but food isn't that nice.... But service is good... Heh....
Tomorrow is Saturday. Planning to go out, but dunno go where... Singapore is just so boring lor.... Why ah? I also dunno y..... Haiz..... No more place to hang out.
Meanwhile, shall watch la bi xiao xin haha.... Byez.
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1:25 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Happy Birthday Singapore.....
I failed my marketing assignment 2..... Yup I failed..... Sad to say.... It's the first time I fail an assignment in TP. Quite sad... Year 3 already.... Haiz.... Maybe lecturer bias? But he can't be so bias as to fail me.... All the people from my course failed.... Well... There's only 3 of us keke... However, those who did no fail, their grades also dropped 2 times.... Meaning those who got B, got D, and those who got D that time, got F now. I think 15% failed.... I'm one of them. I think not lecturer fault. It's me who is poor in writing. Haiz... I dunno... I did my best, I dunno y he still fail me. Sometimes I feel that those people who are good in English got advantage, coz they know how to write and express what they wanna write, as for someone whose English is poor like me, I can't even write a proper report... Sigh..... In my report, I can see the comments, he praised some part 4 times, and comment something bad 5 times. Still, I did my best, seeing that I got some part which I done well, why don't he be more lenient and give me a D? Instead of F. And I did 10 pages of report, whereas someone only did 4 pages, but in the end we got the same grades.... I think it's really the quality not quantity. Haiz... I just can't forget this, I failed!!!! A big shocked to me... All effort wasted.... Lucky this assignment only 20% haha.... Hate marketing....
Today went bf house to see fireworks hehe.... Not very near but still can see lor... Beautiful....
It's quite a boring day today except the time when I see fireworks. I think the NDP parade is getting more and more boring... Don't know why.... Oh ya, I was quite puzzled when I saw some of the fun packs that the Singaporeans are using on TV. Those fun packs just seem so alike like last year's one. The torch, fan, cap.... Except the whistle.... Just curious why the MINDEF people called us to design for them, in the end they used last year's fun pack? Actually they got choose alot of my friend's design, but I don't know why they didn't use it.... The Design GO is actually giving out shakers, it's designed by my friend, but I don't know why I don't see them on TV... Strange... Hah... A waste of time again.....
Hate going to workshop. Tomorrow is workshop day again..... Hate it hate it.... Hate poly life... Why am I in this course?
Life just sucks.... Someone save me pls.......
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10:45 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
Spent the whole day in workshop today. Wasted 4 days doing the model. Today, I only managed to cut away the edges, and I took 3 hours to do it. After that, was exhuasted. So I sat down and stare outside for very long. I was nearly dying... Think I'm still sick la.... Then suddenly, thought of something.... I still have my old mecad in the studio. So I brought down and re build the foam. Took me one long hours to do it. Lucky my old model someone want it haha... Or else I'll be wasting the foam. Haiz... Wasted 4 days.... Damn..... All my sweat and cuts and bruises I got for nothing. Ong and Lee kept laughing at me, as they already told me it's difficult to make haha.... Haiz... I almost finished doing the foam for my new model, but too bad no time. Guess I'll have to do it on Wednesday. =(
Forgot to mention I went to watch seven swords with my bf on Saturday. I think that show not bad, just that the killing is cruel.... The show lasted 2 and a half hours, heh... the ticket quite worth la.... I always love Tsui Hark movie.... Any show directed by him I also like hehe..... So to me, that show not bad lor.....
Tomorrow is National Day. An early Happy Birthday to Singapore!!! Tomorrow is a busy day for me.... =X
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7:44 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
I'm left with 10ml of cough syrup and yet, my coughing hasn't stop. Sigh..... However, the cough is better than the past few days la keke... And I'm starting to eat tidbits and stuff now.... My 3rd brother's fever had gone high up to 39 degrees now. Doctor suspected he got dengue fever... But hasn't confirm yet. He had seen 3 doctors in different days... Heh... Hope he recover fast....
I hate Monday.... Why does weekend past especially fast? Tomorrow must go workshop... Haiz... Hate it.
Sometimes I wonder, am I selfish? Coz I hate lending people my work which I uses lots of effort and time to do. And I hate that someone will take and copy all.... If that someone is those who usually do his or her work, nvm. If that someone only take my work as a guide line for him/herself, nvm. If that someone want to see my work for suggestion, also nvm. But I hate someone take my work and COPY ALL!! Yeah that's what I hate since Primary school till now.... Hopefully, someone will not ask for my work to copy tml.... I know my work isn't something great, it maybe has lots of error in it, but still, it's MY WORK! MY EFFORT! Hate some lazy bums who only know how to copy! Yeah, shall drop my work to lecturer asap... Sue me, I'm selfish.... Dots....
Yesterday, had a funny dream. Oh man it's really exciting.... I dreamt of ghost!! Scary.... After that, dreamt I was in a hotel room with my poly friends, then someone knocked on the door. One friend suggested that he picked up one tool. So he picked it and went to open the door. One ugly vampire came in, my friend used the tool to hit on the vampire's head, then the vampire vanished.... After that, we locked the door... The scene changed to a row of classroom at some place. There are many people there. I remember I got some special power. I crossed my arms and the wall got the reflection of a "X". It's orange in colour lol... Then I surrounded the wall with my special powers... When the troop of vampires came, my friends and I hide below the windows and when the ghost barge in, I used the pot to hit them hard lol.... 3 vampire was gone, the next troop came, and I hit them hard with the pot, but got no use. Then my friend attacked them, they died, and we got to take the weapons from those vampires. Those weapons are some stick and rod in the basket. Lol... Then I took one rod, intending to hit the next batch of vampires, when one came in, I used my special power to hit him, he vanished, but I was reluctant to use my powers to hit every vampire as I'm afraid I may lose my power lol... Haiz... Finally the war ended lor...
I feel like laughing at what I dreamt yesterday. It's so hilarious, as if I'm a character in the game. Maybe I played too much games? Or maybe I'm too stressed? haha... Funny funny.... Special power indeed.....
Got to go.... Feeling tired after spending one whole day doing journal.... Sianz.... Byez...
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11:10 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
I swear I'm not going to see the doctors from BEDOK if next time I'm sick. I'll go back to my usual Bedok Reservoir Eastern doctor. Yeah I think I'm only suitable to eat Chinese medicine, and not western Medicine. Last time when I eat Chinese medicine, I'll recover the next day. Nowadays when I'm sick, I just attend the doctor near my neighbourhood because I got no strength to go to Bedok Reservoir. Next time I shall take cab there..... I'm sick for 4 days, and till now, I'm still coughing non stop... Terrible terrible... I've finished the lozenges given by the doctor, still no effect.... Lousy....
Today, as usual, an unlucky day for me.... Woke up in the morning and did my Apel value reflection thing. We are to typed out our reflection in 500 words..... I typed 611 words, and click "submit", and guess what? Server error...... Diaoz..... In the end, got to retype everything.... Haiz.... Printed out everything, brought portfolio to school. Reached level 3 and got a big shocked. It's CCN day today. The whole school is so happening.... The whole design entrance is blocked by the crowd. I got to squeezed in the crowd to go to the General Office to submit my MC, then got to squeeze my way in again to go level 4, then went to find Apel lecturer, but he is not in... Haiz... Brought my portfolio for nothing. Then went to workshop and got another big shocked. The workshop is not open!!! Ahhhhh.... Bad day bad day.... Don't believe my fate and squeezed through my way again back to level 3 to find Lee as I saw him there. He said workshop is CLOSED! Diaoz....
Squeezed through my way back to studio again, and I realised studio is empty.... The wind of loneliness blew across my face lol..... Then I went up to the lab hoping I could see mark and gang... Who knows no one is there... I also don't know what to do. I realised I got nothing to do, so I log out the com and went home lol.... haiz.... Really not my day.
Feeling of staying at home is great, if only I don't waste my time going to school just now.... I found one more coursemate who is sicked. It's BY haha.... Pathetic.... Everyone sick at this period of time. Project deadlines should extend man lol...
Today I kept asking myself, when will my luck change to the better? haiz.... My big day is coming, I hope I can recover soon and enjoy myself... hehez....
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2:54 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Yesterday I was sicked like hell.... Went to school at 11am, and went home at 12pm lol.... I felt feverish when I woke up yesterday morning.. But still went school... Wasted my time... I thought I can go for my video editing class.... But still, before lesson even started, I went home... It was raining heavily... It's really not my day these few months.... Elyn told me when I reached the point where I'm the most unluckiest one, my luck will change to the better.... lol.... So when is my most unluckiest moment? Yesterday went to the clinic again to ask for my MC, because the stupid me rejected the MC when doctor asked that time... I thought I only had slight coughing and sore throat. Who knows after one day, I turned feverish.... I reached the clinic, but nurse said the doctor will only be there after one hour.... So.... I asked my mum to collect for me =P
I asked her to help me apply a 2 days MC, in case today I'm still sick...
Waited for mum to fetch me from the clinic to home, and I waited for almost half an hour for her... And it's still raining heavily... I'm half dead... Eyes kept closing.... When I reached home, immediately I changed and slept all the way till 7pm. Elyn was sick too, I think I passed the virus to her few days ago. She went to see doctor and all her medicine cost her $19. For me, my useless medicine cost me $33..... I don't even have the medicine for fever... I asked 2 tablets of fever and pain relieve medicine from Elyn and ate one. When I woke up, my fever is gone... Mind quite refresh too hehe.... However, my coughing still persist, and it's terrible....
I never bring my cough syrup to school as I'm afraid I'll get drownsy in school.... The first time when I ate the cough syrup, I felt so drownsy and wanted to sleep. When I lied on bed, the feeling is so great, as if I've never sleep for few months... At that point of time, I was thinking, maybe I really need a good rest, so I threw my work aside and slept....
This morning, I woke up feeling great, but still coughing lor... Haiz.... Lozenges finishing soon... No use at all.... I was coughing non stop today.... Terrible terrible.....
Still got presentation today... Haiz... It's really not my day... I got 2 days MC and yet I still go to school everyday... Today I finally realised that my marketing lecturer is super bias. I didn't believe what my friends said at first, but now I believe... Today's presentation is only 5%, an informal one.... My class consist of many yr 1s and eight yr 3s..... Because that is an elective subject. When it's Elyn and my turn to present, we just talked a few words, and lecturer said we got no pictures to proof our work.... Straight away, he gave us a big ZERO. Well.... I'm not the only one who got ZERO.... I think he should have given us at least 2 or 3 points, because we did our work, just that we got no time to take pictures.... I was SICKED OK? When the yr one was presenting, they got so much errors, but lecturer never said anything. He even helped to correct them. The pictures they showed were super very irrelevant.... Haiz.... Why he so bias? Maybe because the yr 1 are all pretty gals... By the way, Elyn and I haven even start our presentation and was chased off by him...... WTH!
After lesson, met up with my friend who is in the same class as me just now, she left after her presentation. She asked me how's my presentation, and I told her about it. She said she felt the same as me, so just now when she left the class with her group, she sms that lecturer and told him this :" We, the last 2 group who had just presented, felt that you are bias against the yr 3s". I was speechless.... But i totally agreed with her.... She told me lecturer didn't reply her anything... Haaa.....
I regretted I gave this lecturer too good comments for his evaluation.... Shouldn't have done that.... He is bias against us!!! I got many evidence.... Actually I should say that almost all yr 3 got ZERO, and some yr 1 guys also.... Haiz... Hate this class.... Yr 3s got so much things to do, and yr one so free... Of course they got time to take pictures, some more this is only the first time I never provide pictures as I was sick lor.....
Today I found that alot of my course mate are sick.... About 4 of them... I guess it's really a stressful period for everyone.... Especially my course.... Haiz.... My 3rd brother is sick too.. I hope I'm not the one who passed the virus to him... He is more sick than I am... =P
2 sick chickens in my home now... Dad just told me he got a bit not feeling well too... Opps... Pls.... It's not me pls..... haha.... I don't have so big power.......
Meanwhile, shall continue with my CAD drawings.... Gotta hand up next Monday.... And oh no, got to go workshop tomorrow... Ong is nagging at KR to ask me go workshop to clear my mess lol... Hate his nagging!!!! Ahhhh.... Like ah peh...... Zzzzz
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9:12 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Woke up early this morning feeling very very sick. However, I still want to go school.... Reached school at 9.30am, and continue doing my foam... I still need to add more chemical to it, so, I used alot of time and energy to do it. Really very tiring and no strength.... Workshop is closing for a break and I am still mixing the chemicals.... Very very rush... After that, Ong still asked me to mix a little bit more!!! Lights is off already and I'm still doing it... Really so panicked just now.... Can't imagine I so sick already still got strength to rush here and there.... Haiz........ After that, went studio... Totally restless.....
Spent my whole day in lab today to do Rhino rendering.... I used to use Alias software instead of Rhino as I knew it better... But alot of them said that Rhino is much more easier to use... Today I tried to figure out myself... And slowly, I began to feel that Rhino is really must more easier than Alias... Hehe... Quite happy with the results lor.... But I spent whole day to do a bit only, as I wasted alot of time on trying out the software kekeke....
After school, went to see Doctor at Bedok. Missed my bus stop and got to walk one stop... Sigh... What could be worst? That day, Mabz told me she is sick, in my mind, I was thinking, how come she always sick one??? Then yesterday, Salad told me she is sick, vomitted... I told her cannot sick too long... Because this is a very important and stressful month.... Then today, I am sick!!!! Haiz..... Sick liao still stare at com so long today....
Will still be doing work with my com later.... Sianz......
I can't afford to be sick this month! I won't be drinking the cough syrup in school as it may cause drowsiness.... But coughing is my biggest problem.... I hate to cough every min.... Cough until my stomach also crump already..... Haiz..... Hate it.... zzzz
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8:28 PM
Today is the most tiring day of all............... Went school to make PU foam.... Haiz.... The chemical stained on my hand, and it cannot be washed off at all... So Ong gave me a chemical call "Acetone" (spelling is something lidat......) Once KR opened that tin and pour out the chemical, I was choked till almost fainted... The chemical is so strong.... After wiping my hand on that chemical, my hand felt so hot.... And reddish.... But the chemical dropped off. I was behaving like a crazy rough woman in the workshop today.... KR taught me how to mix the chemical, and kept asking me to "HURRY UP, STIR FASTER, HURRY UP!!!!" I panicked.... I was not even prepared to stir that thing, who knows after pouring the chemical, KR shouted lol..... Was shocked.... However, must thank him for helping me alot of stuff today, not forgetting Ong too. He helped me to cut the board out... I had difficulty cutting them, so he helped out.... He kept asking me to pull... But I really got no strength, I used all ways and tactics to pull out the board, but no use... I even sit and stepped on my mould... Lol.... Really felt so rough and crazy today. After pulling out everything with the help of Ong, I was half dead.... Ong said I haven die he die already lol... Because he kept sawing the board and asking me to pull, but I got no strength, so he had to saw over and over again lol... He said I'll have difficulty doing that foam because that is not a girl's job... No choice... Who asked me must use fibre glass.... Really hilarious today... But... Half dead... And guess what? My sore throat is getting worst... Now I'm feeling sick... Whole body aching.....
Initially, I wanted to stay back in school after 6pm to do my CAD, as submission is this Friday.... But I was really too tired... Then I took a cab home from school with Elyn.... TP is only 10mins journey to my house, but I was too tired, so I took a cab, that shows how tired I am....
After bathing, I slept for 2 hours... And now, I felt sick... I'm afraid I'll have no strength to do work tml........ Haiz.... Must continue to saw and saw my foam.... Tml still must add more chemical... I'm damn stupid... Been adding the chemical for 3 times, tml is the 4th time..... why am I so stupid? Should have added everything at one go... Blame me for forgetting to put down the dimension. Sigh...
Shall eat panadol before sleep... Hope I'll feel fine tml morning... Byez
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12:45 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005
Friday, 29th July....
Went to find my contracter with Elyn again... This time, we took a cab from Kranji Mrt to that place... I'm afraid of getting lost again..... However, due to my poor memory, I forgot which slot belongs to that contracter... Elyn and I walked around the building.... Then I finally called John and told him that I forgot which slot in that building belongs to his company... So he laughed and told me... Haha... Then finally my memory came back. Mr John, the contracter wasn't in, so we find Mr Phua, another contracter.... He is good... Very friendly and helpful.... He told me more about how to do my stuff and so on. He also said he don't charge us high rate because we are only student. He said alot of our seniors always find them last time... Now I know why so many students look for this contracter.... He even let them use his workshop and treat them coffee.... Mr Phua took me to his workshop and showed me what is a PU foam.... Hmmm... He even tore a one metre red sand paper (which is quite expensive and doesn't sell individually outside) and gave it to me to use in the school workshop hehe.... Guess I saved some money... =P Actually John charged me quite cheap for my furniture... I'm really very very glad... Hope they do a good job for me.....
Saturday, 30th July....
Went to my bf friend's daughter one year old birthday chalet at Changi country club.... That place is quite nice..... The catering is nice too.... And my bf friend's daughter is so chubby and cute..... After everything, it's about 11pm, my bf, his group of friends and I sat down to have a game. His friend mixed the drink with Jean Tonic and Lime juice together... Well, I managed to have a sip of it and it tastes weird.... Then all of us decided to have a game, we drew poker cards, those who got the smallest will have to drink up the weird drink, so I joined in the game and told them if I lose, my bf will help me to drink it... =P..... I lost one round and my bf was going crazy lol..... 2nd round, my bf lost again, his friend laughed until his face became all red and he even shed tears... Yesterday was really so fun. Next, we even played a new game, that is, we mixed 3-4 desserts together, we are supposed to take the card and put on our forehead without seeing it, but other party can see... So the smallest will have to drink up the weird dessert, but everyone will have a chance to add in more ingredients... We managed to see one friend having the number "2" card, all of us laugh until our cheeks go reddish.... He don't even know that he got the smallest, and insisted on adding ingredients too lol... It's so fun....
Hmmm... Next year I'll be organising my 21st birthday party, but I don't know where to organise.... If really I organise, I'll invite all my bf friend's to join in, as well as all my precious friends from pri sch to sec sch to poly to working to temple friends lol..... They are just so fun to be with.... Heh....
And today, zzzzzzz..... Boring day....... I woke up with a terrible sore throat....... Ate too much heaty stuff the day before..... And guess what's my dinner? Curry vegetable and fish....... zzzz.... No choice... Got to eat it or go hungry.......
Tml shall be the day to get dirty in the workshop... Lecturer told me "be prepared for the itchiness and dirtiness".... as the PU foam is very dirty and may cause itchiness.... Haiz.......
That's all... Sleep... Byez.
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12:24 AM
I was just wondering, why is someone that childish.....
Well well.... I am not afraid to say that there was once this Sri Lanka guy, who used to be my mum's "god son". But he did something wrong, something very wrong.... Which is telling many lies... And alot of things happened. My good impression of him also gone far far away. Then he began courting me. Oh pls who will accept him. And he is not from my country some more. Omg.... Then alot of things happened. Then now, he got married to one woman who looks older and fatter than him 2 times. Ok I'll not talk about the description of his wife. But look, he emailed me, as if gloating over, saying that that is his wedding picture. And oh he only send it to me, with the extra extra large photo. Well.. Is he gloating? And he didn't really wrote anything, all he wrote was "Look at my wedding picture". Oh for god's sake..... He think I'll get jealous? Oh no man..... I already found the right guy , as I told him long ago, so I won't feel a single thing about it haha.... One day when I get married, I'll send him my pics extra large too lol.... I'm not jealous about him getting married, just that I felt so funny the way he send me those pics and the way he wrote things..... Damn proud. Eeeeeek!
I just hope that the woman is not feeding him... That's all..... Or he'll be letting his mum down... Haiz.... In the end, I just replied his mail as a form of courtesy. And said things like "Oh you are married, congratulations, din know about it.. blah blah blah.... " Haa....
Well well... So today, went school for submission. Finished 1 more subjects. 2 more to clear... Quite relaxed now..... Hope tml can find someone to teach me do animation... Really very confused haha.....
Hmmmm... So hungry... Shall grab a bite and think of something to do later... tata....
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4:44 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
It's complaining time!
Today helped out in event again at Hougang district..... The big big event..... Haiz.... Today is the 2nd time I blew my temper in front of crowd... This time even more daring... Scolded a kid in front of her mum. I just can't stand her..... Zzzzz.... I love kids... But I hate spoilt child.... The kid is so spoilt... But her mum nv say anything... Just kept quiet.... So funny... Is that how she teach her child? Her child was queuing for quite long... Yes this I know... But others behind her queued longer..... Then she kept nagging and nagging... When I'm at the most busy period... She kept standing in front of my table and nag... And she kept saying I don't want to give her play that thing... Kept blaming me... I can't stand it, so I told her, you are in a hurry, so are those people behind you... You wait very long, so are the people behind u too.... Then she kept quiet. Her mum also.... After that, she suddenly shouted "Mum, we don't play here, anyway our house got ALOT. GOT SO SO SO MANY.... Don't play here liao... In my heart I was thinking, she is saying the grape is sour when she can't have it..... Haa..... I very much wanted to talk back to her, telling her "if that's the case, you can play at home, why queue here for so long then"? But I didn't, coz I felt I had enough... Don't wanna say anymore... In the end, that girl and mum still stuck at my counter until its their turn... haa.... Kids is just kids.... Even her mum felt embarrassed and laughed....
Another thing, one indian lady cut queue with her 2 kids... In the end, a quarrel arise... Many things happened... And my partner and I told her many times to re queue, but they insist that their queue is there.... In the end, couldn't chase her off, so we let her queue, until it's her turn, we skipped her turn and gave the stuff to those behind her.... Quarrel arise again... Really heck care.... Lucky she knew how to walk away herself... She only wanted us to give her some beads.... haaa..... Alot things cropped up today... And my friend brought one new friend to work today... I can't stand her.... I know she is new... But she is just so blur until I felt that she can replace me.... She really really can replace me.... Where got people put hot iron onto PLASTIC SHEET? where got people take the loose beads in the coaster template made by the people and bang on the table? And is 3 times? And he spoilt 2 coaster made by the people, almost spoilt the iron.... And blah blah.... I was wondering whether the button mania machine is spoilt by her too... Coz that's the one and only left in my company. And it's used by her.... It's very precious and it's spoilt.... I never tell anyone... Coz scared she'll be scolded or what... But I also cannot say she spoil one... Maybe the machine is already like that... Half spoilt... Alot things happened la... Those aunties uncle, only know how to talk... Don't understand the situation at all....
I always believed in having a good service attitude... However, since I came to this event company, I realised everyone is the same, and I have to shout and scold to calm things down.... Or else the good service attitude also no use... This company is making me more and more fierce and also lot's of white hair liao... That's what my bf friend said. He said I got white hair becoz of the stress in this company lol.....
Wow complained alot.....
Hmmm... So after event, went dinner with the company's senior manager, my bf and his friends. This is the first time we eat crab bee hoon.... That place quite crowded, but the bee hoon crab is worst than I thought haha....
Chatted alot things about company's thing.... Really alot things happening in office... Lucky my attachment finised already lol... Don't need go back office, at most go warehouse lol.... Ho ho... Well well... Super tired... Slept for only 3 hours yesterday night... Shall sleep now... Byez.zzzz
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11:08 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
Today never go school haha.... Coz I cleared most of my subjects already... and the rest of the work I can do at home.... Hee.... So today, felt quite slack, and never do any work today. Instead, went out with Fanny, my bf and his friends. I think today is the first time I played so many rounds of pool.... More than 5 rounds.... With each and everyone of them... Hee....
Yesterday night, I watched the pirated dvd : Charlie and the chocolate factory... Haha... I've never read the story book before... And so, I am curious and began watching that movie. I like Willy Wonker... He is cute... And there's one song which goes "Willy Wonker... Willy Wonker.. lalalala..... " Very cute!!! Love that song.... The chocolate in the factory made me feel like eating chocolate all of a sudden... And I can't stand one of the spoilt girl in that movie... Forgot her name... She is damn spoilt.... I guess nowadays many children are also like her la haa.... Hmmm... To me, it's an interesting movie... Sometimes it's also good to watch this kind of movie instead of always watching those horror la... Romance la.... Hilarious movie lor..... Hee....
Been a long day today... Shall watch my vcd : la bi xiao xin... And sleep... Zzzz.... I can't stand myself... So childish! =X
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12:18 AM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Spent the whole day in the lab doing my video editing work as the submission date is tomorrow.... Do until my neck and shoulder so pain... I didn't even know it's 9pm until the security came to alert us... I even forgot to eat my dinner today.... So damn busy....
Luckily I managed to finish editing the video today... But the storyboard haven finish... So much things to do... Haiz.... Tomorrow got video editing, and at the same time, got presentation for Monday's subject.... So rushy... But after that can clear 2 subjects at one go. So happy =)
I'm penniless now... Really penniless.... Spent the last few Hong Baos I received during my bday on 3 months internet bills.... Argggg.... Really hope holiday can finish and I can go back Allure work. Hope the yan dao kia (My merchandiser nick) give me more more days for my roaster haha.
Something interesting to share with everyone....
Fun game (go and try this game!)
Russell Peters (Russell Peters Video Clip)
Nothing else to say liao... Boring... Zzz
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12:12 AM
Monday, August 22, 2005
Ahhhhhh.... Not my day! Hate it!
Today I'm so damn cock up.... I thought the presentation is at 10am... Coz usually lesson starts at 10 ma... Who knows presentation starts at 9am.... I'm the 2nd to present, but 9am that time I just woke up happily dilly dallying.... Haiz... The mail lecturer sent to us is on Aug 12, he said presentation starts at 9am, stops at 10am and resume at 11am. Then the stupid me reached school at 10am, thinking that I'm still early.... While walking, fren told me presentation starts at 11am. Then the stupid me began cursing and swearing the lecturer for not telling me that the presentation had postpone to 11am (In fact the presentation already started at 9am) -_-;
Then went to lab with Elyn. At 11am sharp, both of us went down. However, lecturer's face is so black. I looked at the clock on the wall and it says 11.09am.... Diaoz... My watch damn slow... That's the first time I saw KH face so black. Think he not in good mood. Maybe something happened during his meeting. Then I told him sorry I din know presentation starts at 9am... haiz... No use... What I said is useless... It's me who never see properly the timing... In the end, got no chance to present as the time is up and other lecturer wants to use the class room. So unlucky, only Elyn and me cannot present today lor... Only Wednesday then can present with other class. Haiz.... Next, KH said must hand in written report... WTH... I vandalised my whole report, by highlighting them, sketching things over the pages and so on.... In the end, re-typed the whole page.... And use eraser to rub off all the sketches and doodle-ling (dunno how to spell)... What a waste of time! Told KH I formatted my com and lost that power point. He don't believe... Cannot blame him... becoz Moko told him he lost his ipod... Then I say i format my com... Who will believe? He said "Why u all always format com la, some say com spoilt la, some say this lost that lost.....? I got nothing to say... What can I do? Nothing... So got to re-typed lor...
Actually my blog name should be UNLUCKYPERSON.blogspot.com instead of this current address... Coz I'm always that unlucky... I very badly want to clear this subject by today one lor... Haiz... From the 2nd presenter, I became the last presenter on Wednesday liao... So... Cannot complain so much when lecturer place u anywhere.... Coz u might not get a chance to present.... Haiz... I wasted so much time rushing the ppt... But still... couldn't present... I really very sick lor.... Why things turned out like this?
Today went Tangs to have a long chat with my colleagues. I don't know whether I'm really that blur, that stupid, or that unlucky... Should get down at Orchard... I've been working at Tangs for a long while last time.. And always go Orchard shopping, but somehow, I got down at Somerset... And walked all the way to CK Tang... haiz... I dunno what am I thinking or doing.... Well... quite a while never see my colleagues already... After chatting with them, met my bf and friends for dinner then went home liao.. Guess this is the last time I go out because I'll be so damn busy for the next 2 weeks... Looking forward for holiday.... =P
Been a long day today... Got to chiong work in school for the whole day tml... haiz...................
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11:05 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
This is my dream dog, West Highland Terrier... Looks cute and blur right? Really hope to rear this dog in the future...
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6:10 PM
This is how it looks like when it's a puppy....
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6:09 PM
Cute hor? So innocent.....
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6:08 PM
Hee... A newly designed chinese chess.... Not many changes though.... All chess pieces is within the box, and the chess pieces is double side, one side is graphic and one side is chinese characters. There's actually one part I designed wrongly... But lazy to change... nvm... Hope lecturer dun notice when I present =P
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6:05 PM
Plastic rod to hold all chess pieces, becoz even when the pieces have magnet, a shake of the board will still make the pieces move around... I've experienced it b4....
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6:01 PM
Heh heh... This is how it looks when closing... Chess pieces will be sticked to the board. And you don't have to pack the pieces when u finished playing, becoz it's all within the box. Just closed the box and carry it around. =)
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6:00 PM
Feeling free... But in fact not.... Just want to relax after doing one project for 2 long days. I really used 2 long days to do one model drawing... can't believe I'm so interested in that work. Maybe because that one is chess? Haha.... I'm a chinese chess freak now. Others who don't know think I re-designed the chess for my own interest only... But no... It's my cultural Anthropology work.... Tomorrow is my presentation and lecturer placed me 2nd to present... Ahhhh.... Stress... Why must he do that to me!!!! But lucky I'm not the first. =)
Wanted to go out today, but who knows I woke up super late... Coz I slept this morning haha... I wanted to finish my work so that today I can go out... Who knows too late when I woke up... Then nvm lor don't go liao... Haiz... So boring.... Staring at com for 2 long days is so boring, now I'm forced to stare at com again... Because nothing to do. Raining soon.... =(
Just sms my Sales Merchandiser from Allure la.... Not the event one. I told him I'm having a holiday soon. If he need me I can help. Don't know will I regret or not... But I really need to work and earn money... But the roaster he gave me is anywhere and not everyday must work... Although I like it, but the money will be less because I don't work full month (As I'm a part timer). See how lor... Anyway I also got the event company. Got event I'll go help lor... But not every week got event and not everytime I'm interested to work. Zzzzz... I'm an irritating person... Next sem will be a very free semester for me. Maybe I'll continue helping Allure... Or maybe go find out other job. But, I'll not go back to Event company office to work again... Sucks there... Haha....
Meanwhile, shall post up some pictures... Damn bored and free haha....
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5:17 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
Wasted my time going to school today. There's no lecture, only go school to hand in report... Haiz.... Before I reached school, met Elyn at Tm and went to buy a gift for my bf dad as it's his bday today hehe.... Then went school, after that, went Tm again... So funny... Lucky I got bus concession stamp... Wanted to collect my NDP boards from the office today, but they told me it's exhibited in the Design space now... Then Elyn and I went up to have a look. Suddenly, both of us felt so proud of ourself heh heh.... =P However, I think I lost 2 of my boards last semester... Haiz... I wanted to take back because I spend $10 reprinting them, and I lost them again... Sianz....
This week and next week is a very stress week for me.... Alot of submission coming up. Really cannot stand it. This 2 weeks is really a tough one... After that, I can enjoy!!! Next sem also can enjoy!!! haha..... Yesterday I did my last assignment for marketing. I really tried my very best and is very satisfied with my work, but, I just hope the lecturer will also find my report satisfying... If not I'll feel sad if I fail... Haiz... Moon told me she gave up... She totally gave up with the subject and said she will take sup paper.... Diaoz.... For me is never give up! haha.... Until I pass.... =)
Ok... Shall spend my weekends wisely.... By doing project. Well... Will try my best not to be distracted by my tv, bed and computer wahaha....
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12:16 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Today my contracter, John came to find me in the workshop. Had an appointment with him. But he is late... And he actually waited for me to call him then he come... Haiz.... What a responsible boss. More and more student sub their work to John, but I don't think he got give us discount... Today, John asked me, "that time I say your project how much ah"? I remembered he told me $550... But seeing that he forgot, I just told him "That time u said $500 plus lor..." Then he nodded his head.... He said he can bring away my model today... I asked him to finish up the sanding part for me, as well as connection and spraying.... He said he can only helped me to do the fibre glass first, if it fits, then he'll do the connection for me, spraying part later than say... Haiz... No promise... Ok I understand.... Then I asked him to wait for me I go print thing for him, in the end when I went to the lab, CY told me he left... ARGGGG.... He brought my model back too... Somehow, I got a weird feeling... As if he'll lost my model lol.... He called me awhile later and told me... The charging is wrong... =( Then he said must add $100.... I hate him... I told him he promised me $550..... haiz... Ok.... So now is $650 lor... Win liao.... Complained to Ong, Ong told me nvm la.... He said they must do this do that ma... Ok lor.... Win liao.... :(
Today also very unlucky.... I spent around half hour scanning thing, in the end, all document lost... I actually saved in my mp3 becoz I forgot to bring thumb drive to school, who knows when I opened my thumb drive and want to retrieve the document, everything is blank... I deleted my files from the com which I use to scan things... haiz... I am really very tired.... What I do is always wrong and in vain... Can't stand it anymore....
Today went Office to collect certificate from the NDP. They gave us a certificate of participation cert hehe... It's very nice.... They also gave us a NDP goodie bag, but I guess the shaker inside is different from those which the people used during NDP 2005. Don't really know what is inside the bag yet as I only took it for the sake of cert, so I threw everything in my locker and went out with bf just now haha....
Feeling extremely tired nowadays... I'm glad that I don't have to go workshop anymore. Not at the moment. However, more deadlines coming up next week... Critical period... Someone pls take away my Tv, computer and bed pls... Thank you.... =X
Watching "war and beauty" now. Very nice Hong Kong serial movie.... It's about the people in the ancient Forbidden city. About how the wives of the emperor fighting against each other to win the emperor's heart. Alot of twist in this movie... Quite a nice show to catch. Tata... Going off to catch it now.... =)
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1:46 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
I love this love this... And I finally got this... Thanks to bf friend.. Hehez... =)))) Actually I love all my presents la....
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1:58 AM
Vodka plus Sprite.... Proudly mixed by bf friend haha.... Nice nice....
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1:53 AM
That's my bday cake hehe... Chocolate Indulgence.... Poor photo skills by me....
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1:50 AM
Yesterday was the 20th year that I lived in this world lol.... My friends celebrated my bday with me at "The One" ktv.... That palce looks high class, but the charges is quite ok, not that expensive. The snacks there are nice too. Been a happy day, friends from Primary school, secondary school, Poly, colleague and bf friends turned up. Lucky they manage to interact and hit off well... Heez.
Didn't want to go home that soon, however, the time is so late, so my bf friend sent me home. I reached home quite late and my mum scolded me until very badly lol... Think I'm at fault too, as I promised her to be home by 12am, but in the end, got home at 1.30am. I got my reasons ok.... Becoz my bf friend sent his and my friend home ma.... Then I am the last one to got home, so I was late lor... Haiz... Bday got scolded by mum.... But nvm, after that everything is ok.... But just afraid that next time mum won't let me go out till so late already.... =(
Today I went work shop for only 1 hour. Sand a bit of thing and went chatting with Mok Mok as I really got no mood to do any more stuff. It's been a long time since we catch up. Talked alot about relationship things with him lor.... I owe an apology to him as today he stepped on my foam lol... His pants and precious shoe got stained by the foam.... And at last he got to use the Acetone chemical to wash it off.... Well, he's the unlucky one... =P
After work shop, went Marina Bay with my bf and his friends. We wanted to watch the car Rally at Marina Bay. Who knows that it ended during National Day... Haiz.... Waste trip. So we only went there to eat bbq steam boat lor.... $10 per person, but food isn't that nice.... But service is good... Heh....
Tomorrow is Saturday. Planning to go out, but dunno go where... Singapore is just so boring lor.... Why ah? I also dunno y..... Haiz..... No more place to hang out.
Meanwhile, shall watch la bi xiao xin haha.... Byez.
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1:25 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Happy Birthday Singapore.....
I failed my marketing assignment 2..... Yup I failed..... Sad to say.... It's the first time I fail an assignment in TP. Quite sad... Year 3 already.... Haiz.... Maybe lecturer bias? But he can't be so bias as to fail me.... All the people from my course failed.... Well... There's only 3 of us keke... However, those who did no fail, their grades also dropped 2 times.... Meaning those who got B, got D, and those who got D that time, got F now. I think 15% failed.... I'm one of them. I think not lecturer fault. It's me who is poor in writing. Haiz... I dunno... I did my best, I dunno y he still fail me. Sometimes I feel that those people who are good in English got advantage, coz they know how to write and express what they wanna write, as for someone whose English is poor like me, I can't even write a proper report... Sigh..... In my report, I can see the comments, he praised some part 4 times, and comment something bad 5 times. Still, I did my best, seeing that I got some part which I done well, why don't he be more lenient and give me a D? Instead of F. And I did 10 pages of report, whereas someone only did 4 pages, but in the end we got the same grades.... I think it's really the quality not quantity. Haiz... I just can't forget this, I failed!!!! A big shocked to me... All effort wasted.... Lucky this assignment only 20% haha.... Hate marketing....
Today went bf house to see fireworks hehe.... Not very near but still can see lor... Beautiful....
It's quite a boring day today except the time when I see fireworks. I think the NDP parade is getting more and more boring... Don't know why.... Oh ya, I was quite puzzled when I saw some of the fun packs that the Singaporeans are using on TV. Those fun packs just seem so alike like last year's one. The torch, fan, cap.... Except the whistle.... Just curious why the MINDEF people called us to design for them, in the end they used last year's fun pack? Actually they got choose alot of my friend's design, but I don't know why they didn't use it.... The Design GO is actually giving out shakers, it's designed by my friend, but I don't know why I don't see them on TV... Strange... Hah... A waste of time again.....
Hate going to workshop. Tomorrow is workshop day again..... Hate it hate it.... Hate poly life... Why am I in this course?
Life just sucks.... Someone save me pls.......
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10:45 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
Spent the whole day in workshop today. Wasted 4 days doing the model. Today, I only managed to cut away the edges, and I took 3 hours to do it. After that, was exhuasted. So I sat down and stare outside for very long. I was nearly dying... Think I'm still sick la.... Then suddenly, thought of something.... I still have my old mecad in the studio. So I brought down and re build the foam. Took me one long hours to do it. Lucky my old model someone want it haha... Or else I'll be wasting the foam. Haiz... Wasted 4 days.... Damn..... All my sweat and cuts and bruises I got for nothing. Ong and Lee kept laughing at me, as they already told me it's difficult to make haha.... Haiz... I almost finished doing the foam for my new model, but too bad no time. Guess I'll have to do it on Wednesday. =(
Forgot to mention I went to watch seven swords with my bf on Saturday. I think that show not bad, just that the killing is cruel.... The show lasted 2 and a half hours, heh... the ticket quite worth la.... I always love Tsui Hark movie.... Any show directed by him I also like hehe..... So to me, that show not bad lor.....
Tomorrow is National Day. An early Happy Birthday to Singapore!!! Tomorrow is a busy day for me.... =X
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7:44 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
I'm left with 10ml of cough syrup and yet, my coughing hasn't stop. Sigh..... However, the cough is better than the past few days la keke... And I'm starting to eat tidbits and stuff now.... My 3rd brother's fever had gone high up to 39 degrees now. Doctor suspected he got dengue fever... But hasn't confirm yet. He had seen 3 doctors in different days... Heh... Hope he recover fast....
I hate Monday.... Why does weekend past especially fast? Tomorrow must go workshop... Haiz... Hate it.
Sometimes I wonder, am I selfish? Coz I hate lending people my work which I uses lots of effort and time to do. And I hate that someone will take and copy all.... If that someone is those who usually do his or her work, nvm. If that someone only take my work as a guide line for him/herself, nvm. If that someone want to see my work for suggestion, also nvm. But I hate someone take my work and COPY ALL!! Yeah that's what I hate since Primary school till now.... Hopefully, someone will not ask for my work to copy tml.... I know my work isn't something great, it maybe has lots of error in it, but still, it's MY WORK! MY EFFORT! Hate some lazy bums who only know how to copy! Yeah, shall drop my work to lecturer asap... Sue me, I'm selfish.... Dots....
Yesterday, had a funny dream. Oh man it's really exciting.... I dreamt of ghost!! Scary.... After that, dreamt I was in a hotel room with my poly friends, then someone knocked on the door. One friend suggested that he picked up one tool. So he picked it and went to open the door. One ugly vampire came in, my friend used the tool to hit on the vampire's head, then the vampire vanished.... After that, we locked the door... The scene changed to a row of classroom at some place. There are many people there. I remember I got some special power. I crossed my arms and the wall got the reflection of a "X". It's orange in colour lol... Then I surrounded the wall with my special powers... When the troop of vampires came, my friends and I hide below the windows and when the ghost barge in, I used the pot to hit them hard lol.... 3 vampire was gone, the next troop came, and I hit them hard with the pot, but got no use. Then my friend attacked them, they died, and we got to take the weapons from those vampires. Those weapons are some stick and rod in the basket. Lol... Then I took one rod, intending to hit the next batch of vampires, when one came in, I used my special power to hit him, he vanished, but I was reluctant to use my powers to hit every vampire as I'm afraid I may lose my power lol... Haiz... Finally the war ended lor...
I feel like laughing at what I dreamt yesterday. It's so hilarious, as if I'm a character in the game. Maybe I played too much games? Or maybe I'm too stressed? haha... Funny funny.... Special power indeed.....
Got to go.... Feeling tired after spending one whole day doing journal.... Sianz.... Byez...
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11:10 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
I swear I'm not going to see the doctors from BEDOK if next time I'm sick. I'll go back to my usual Bedok Reservoir Eastern doctor. Yeah I think I'm only suitable to eat Chinese medicine, and not western Medicine. Last time when I eat Chinese medicine, I'll recover the next day. Nowadays when I'm sick, I just attend the doctor near my neighbourhood because I got no strength to go to Bedok Reservoir. Next time I shall take cab there..... I'm sick for 4 days, and till now, I'm still coughing non stop... Terrible terrible... I've finished the lozenges given by the doctor, still no effect.... Lousy....
Today, as usual, an unlucky day for me.... Woke up in the morning and did my Apel value reflection thing. We are to typed out our reflection in 500 words..... I typed 611 words, and click "submit", and guess what? Server error...... Diaoz..... In the end, got to retype everything.... Haiz.... Printed out everything, brought portfolio to school. Reached level 3 and got a big shocked. It's CCN day today. The whole school is so happening.... The whole design entrance is blocked by the crowd. I got to squeezed in the crowd to go to the General Office to submit my MC, then got to squeeze my way in again to go level 4, then went to find Apel lecturer, but he is not in... Haiz... Brought my portfolio for nothing. Then went to workshop and got another big shocked. The workshop is not open!!! Ahhhhh.... Bad day bad day.... Don't believe my fate and squeezed through my way again back to level 3 to find Lee as I saw him there. He said workshop is CLOSED! Diaoz....
Squeezed through my way back to studio again, and I realised studio is empty.... The wind of loneliness blew across my face lol..... Then I went up to the lab hoping I could see mark and gang... Who knows no one is there... I also don't know what to do. I realised I got nothing to do, so I log out the com and went home lol.... haiz.... Really not my day.
Feeling of staying at home is great, if only I don't waste my time going to school just now.... I found one more coursemate who is sicked. It's BY haha.... Pathetic.... Everyone sick at this period of time. Project deadlines should extend man lol...
Today I kept asking myself, when will my luck change to the better? haiz.... My big day is coming, I hope I can recover soon and enjoy myself... hehez....
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2:54 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Yesterday I was sicked like hell.... Went to school at 11am, and went home at 12pm lol.... I felt feverish when I woke up yesterday morning.. But still went school... Wasted my time... I thought I can go for my video editing class.... But still, before lesson even started, I went home... It was raining heavily... It's really not my day these few months.... Elyn told me when I reached the point where I'm the most unluckiest one, my luck will change to the better.... lol.... So when is my most unluckiest moment? Yesterday went to the clinic again to ask for my MC, because the stupid me rejected the MC when doctor asked that time... I thought I only had slight coughing and sore throat. Who knows after one day, I turned feverish.... I reached the clinic, but nurse said the doctor will only be there after one hour.... So.... I asked my mum to collect for me =P
I asked her to help me apply a 2 days MC, in case today I'm still sick...
Waited for mum to fetch me from the clinic to home, and I waited for almost half an hour for her... And it's still raining heavily... I'm half dead... Eyes kept closing.... When I reached home, immediately I changed and slept all the way till 7pm. Elyn was sick too, I think I passed the virus to her few days ago. She went to see doctor and all her medicine cost her $19. For me, my useless medicine cost me $33..... I don't even have the medicine for fever... I asked 2 tablets of fever and pain relieve medicine from Elyn and ate one. When I woke up, my fever is gone... Mind quite refresh too hehe.... However, my coughing still persist, and it's terrible....
I never bring my cough syrup to school as I'm afraid I'll get drownsy in school.... The first time when I ate the cough syrup, I felt so drownsy and wanted to sleep. When I lied on bed, the feeling is so great, as if I've never sleep for few months... At that point of time, I was thinking, maybe I really need a good rest, so I threw my work aside and slept....
This morning, I woke up feeling great, but still coughing lor... Haiz.... Lozenges finishing soon... No use at all.... I was coughing non stop today.... Terrible terrible.....
Still got presentation today... Haiz... It's really not my day... I got 2 days MC and yet I still go to school everyday... Today I finally realised that my marketing lecturer is super bias. I didn't believe what my friends said at first, but now I believe... Today's presentation is only 5%, an informal one.... My class consist of many yr 1s and eight yr 3s..... Because that is an elective subject. When it's Elyn and my turn to present, we just talked a few words, and lecturer said we got no pictures to proof our work.... Straight away, he gave us a big ZERO. Well.... I'm not the only one who got ZERO.... I think he should have given us at least 2 or 3 points, because we did our work, just that we got no time to take pictures.... I was SICKED OK? When the yr one was presenting, they got so much errors, but lecturer never said anything. He even helped to correct them. The pictures they showed were super very irrelevant.... Haiz.... Why he so bias? Maybe because the yr 1 are all pretty gals... By the way, Elyn and I haven even start our presentation and was chased off by him...... WTH!
After lesson, met up with my friend who is in the same class as me just now, she left after her presentation. She asked me how's my presentation, and I told her about it. She said she felt the same as me, so just now when she left the class with her group, she sms that lecturer and told him this :" We, the last 2 group who had just presented, felt that you are bias against the yr 3s". I was speechless.... But i totally agreed with her.... She told me lecturer didn't reply her anything... Haaa.....
I regretted I gave this lecturer too good comments for his evaluation.... Shouldn't have done that.... He is bias against us!!! I got many evidence.... Actually I should say that almost all yr 3 got ZERO, and some yr 1 guys also.... Haiz... Hate this class.... Yr 3s got so much things to do, and yr one so free... Of course they got time to take pictures, some more this is only the first time I never provide pictures as I was sick lor.....
Today I found that alot of my course mate are sick.... About 4 of them... I guess it's really a stressful period for everyone.... Especially my course.... Haiz.... My 3rd brother is sick too.. I hope I'm not the one who passed the virus to him... He is more sick than I am... =P
2 sick chickens in my home now... Dad just told me he got a bit not feeling well too... Opps... Pls.... It's not me pls..... haha.... I don't have so big power.......
Meanwhile, shall continue with my CAD drawings.... Gotta hand up next Monday.... And oh no, got to go workshop tomorrow... Ong is nagging at KR to ask me go workshop to clear my mess lol... Hate his nagging!!!! Ahhhh.... Like ah peh...... Zzzzz
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9:12 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Woke up early this morning feeling very very sick. However, I still want to go school.... Reached school at 9.30am, and continue doing my foam... I still need to add more chemical to it, so, I used alot of time and energy to do it. Really very tiring and no strength.... Workshop is closing for a break and I am still mixing the chemicals.... Very very rush... After that, Ong still asked me to mix a little bit more!!! Lights is off already and I'm still doing it... Really so panicked just now.... Can't imagine I so sick already still got strength to rush here and there.... Haiz........ After that, went studio... Totally restless.....
Spent my whole day in lab today to do Rhino rendering.... I used to use Alias software instead of Rhino as I knew it better... But alot of them said that Rhino is much more easier to use... Today I tried to figure out myself... And slowly, I began to feel that Rhino is really must more easier than Alias... Hehe... Quite happy with the results lor.... But I spent whole day to do a bit only, as I wasted alot of time on trying out the software kekeke....
After school, went to see Doctor at Bedok. Missed my bus stop and got to walk one stop... Sigh... What could be worst? That day, Mabz told me she is sick, in my mind, I was thinking, how come she always sick one??? Then yesterday, Salad told me she is sick, vomitted... I told her cannot sick too long... Because this is a very important and stressful month.... Then today, I am sick!!!! Haiz..... Sick liao still stare at com so long today....
Will still be doing work with my com later.... Sianz......
I can't afford to be sick this month! I won't be drinking the cough syrup in school as it may cause drowsiness.... But coughing is my biggest problem.... I hate to cough every min.... Cough until my stomach also crump already..... Haiz..... Hate it.... zzzz
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8:28 PM
Today is the most tiring day of all............... Went school to make PU foam.... Haiz.... The chemical stained on my hand, and it cannot be washed off at all... So Ong gave me a chemical call "Acetone" (spelling is something lidat......) Once KR opened that tin and pour out the chemical, I was choked till almost fainted... The chemical is so strong.... After wiping my hand on that chemical, my hand felt so hot.... And reddish.... But the chemical dropped off. I was behaving like a crazy rough woman in the workshop today.... KR taught me how to mix the chemical, and kept asking me to "HURRY UP, STIR FASTER, HURRY UP!!!!" I panicked.... I was not even prepared to stir that thing, who knows after pouring the chemical, KR shouted lol..... Was shocked.... However, must thank him for helping me alot of stuff today, not forgetting Ong too. He helped me to cut the board out... I had difficulty cutting them, so he helped out.... He kept asking me to pull... But I really got no strength, I used all ways and tactics to pull out the board, but no use... I even sit and stepped on my mould... Lol.... Really felt so rough and crazy today. After pulling out everything with the help of Ong, I was half dead.... Ong said I haven die he die already lol... Because he kept sawing the board and asking me to pull, but I got no strength, so he had to saw over and over again lol... He said I'll have difficulty doing that foam because that is not a girl's job... No choice... Who asked me must use fibre glass.... Really hilarious today... But... Half dead... And guess what? My sore throat is getting worst... Now I'm feeling sick... Whole body aching.....
Initially, I wanted to stay back in school after 6pm to do my CAD, as submission is this Friday.... But I was really too tired... Then I took a cab home from school with Elyn.... TP is only 10mins journey to my house, but I was too tired, so I took a cab, that shows how tired I am....
After bathing, I slept for 2 hours... And now, I felt sick... I'm afraid I'll have no strength to do work tml........ Haiz.... Must continue to saw and saw my foam.... Tml still must add more chemical... I'm damn stupid... Been adding the chemical for 3 times, tml is the 4th time..... why am I so stupid? Should have added everything at one go... Blame me for forgetting to put down the dimension. Sigh...
Shall eat panadol before sleep... Hope I'll feel fine tml morning... Byez
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12:45 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005
Friday, 29th July....
Went to find my contracter with Elyn again... This time, we took a cab from Kranji Mrt to that place... I'm afraid of getting lost again..... However, due to my poor memory, I forgot which slot belongs to that contracter... Elyn and I walked around the building.... Then I finally called John and told him that I forgot which slot in that building belongs to his company... So he laughed and told me... Haha... Then finally my memory came back. Mr John, the contracter wasn't in, so we find Mr Phua, another contracter.... He is good... Very friendly and helpful.... He told me more about how to do my stuff and so on. He also said he don't charge us high rate because we are only student. He said alot of our seniors always find them last time... Now I know why so many students look for this contracter.... He even let them use his workshop and treat them coffee.... Mr Phua took me to his workshop and showed me what is a PU foam.... Hmmm... He even tore a one metre red sand paper (which is quite expensive and doesn't sell individually outside) and gave it to me to use in the school workshop hehe.... Guess I saved some money... =P Actually John charged me quite cheap for my furniture... I'm really very very glad... Hope they do a good job for me.....
Saturday, 30th July....
Went to my bf friend's daughter one year old birthday chalet at Changi country club.... That place is quite nice..... The catering is nice too.... And my bf friend's daughter is so chubby and cute..... After everything, it's about 11pm, my bf, his group of friends and I sat down to have a game. His friend mixed the drink with Jean Tonic and Lime juice together... Well, I managed to have a sip of it and it tastes weird.... Then all of us decided to have a game, we drew poker cards, those who got the smallest will have to drink up the weird drink, so I joined in the game and told them if I lose, my bf will help me to drink it... =P..... I lost one round and my bf was going crazy lol..... 2nd round, my bf lost again, his friend laughed until his face became all red and he even shed tears... Yesterday was really so fun. Next, we even played a new game, that is, we mixed 3-4 desserts together, we are supposed to take the card and put on our forehead without seeing it, but other party can see... So the smallest will have to drink up the weird dessert, but everyone will have a chance to add in more ingredients... We managed to see one friend having the number "2" card, all of us laugh until our cheeks go reddish.... He don't even know that he got the smallest, and insisted on adding ingredients too lol... It's so fun....
Hmmm... Next year I'll be organising my 21st birthday party, but I don't know where to organise.... If really I organise, I'll invite all my bf friend's to join in, as well as all my precious friends from pri sch to sec sch to poly to working to temple friends lol..... They are just so fun to be with.... Heh....
And today, zzzzzzz..... Boring day....... I woke up with a terrible sore throat....... Ate too much heaty stuff the day before..... And guess what's my dinner? Curry vegetable and fish....... zzzz.... No choice... Got to eat it or go hungry.......
Tml shall be the day to get dirty in the workshop... Lecturer told me "be prepared for the itchiness and dirtiness".... as the PU foam is very dirty and may cause itchiness.... Haiz.......
That's all... Sleep... Byez.
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12:24 AM