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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Woo Hoo~~~~ Finally I managed to catch movie this week... And it's 2 movies haha.... Sunday went to watch "Exorcism of Emily Rose". Quite a thrilling movie... Some of the scene I'm just too afraid to watch haha.... Scared of the loud sound. And it's sad coz I didn't know that Emily died in the end.... I didn't read the sypnosis of that movie....
And today, went to watch "Harry Potter & the goblet of fire".... I just love to watch harry potter movie.... Jx gave us the tickets from his Police Academy.... Only need to pay him $2 for the tickets, and we can get free large drinks, one popcorn and one nachos haha.... So fun.... Except that my bf came so late because of work, and he missed the first 10 min of the show. Lucky I'm quite close with his friends now, or else I might be so left out haha.... And lucky they didn't left me out, they helped me to carry all the snacks & stuff to the seats haha.... Don't know why police academy got so much free tickets and cheap tickets all the time... Jx is so damn lucky....
After I reached home, mum and dad called me and told me that my god father had passed away.... Life is really unpredictable... I remembered I last saw him during mid autumn festival, quite healthy that time, and now he is gone.... Although I'm not that close to him, but I felt quite sad.... I'm only close with my god mum.... Mum asked me to go down to his funeral everyday... Coz I'm his god daughter, which means half of his daughter.... I said ok.... Maybe I won't be working, or maybe yes, See how.... And I think I really got a problem with my schedule this week. I'm just so packed this week. Got alot of stuff to do, working, as well as gathering... If I canceled everything, sure will be scolded by alot of people. Haiz... Really not I want.... Haiz.... Why must everything happened this week? And Helen is rushing us for design concept already... I really haven sketch much yet... Tomorrow Dennis also want to see, haiz... What shall I do? Can I just show him one? Don't think so... So for now, back to sketching.... Or else Thurs I'll be shoot by Helen... haiz....
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1:58 AM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Waha.. I'm blogging while BZ is sleeping beside me... She came to my house to stay for a night... It's been so long since she stay in my house... Hehe.... Quite hungry now... Think I'll be going to sleep after blogging....
Today went Parkway to work for 5 hours... Relieve Fanny haha.... Quite cock up la... Coz initally they thought no one relieve her, so they asked Auntie Doreen to work from 12-8pm, who knows last minute I came and relieve, then quite cock up lor... Haha but nvm.... Sales not very good today, Allure is good, but today I'm not working under Allure but other brand from my company... Zzzz... I ended up serving customer who are buying Allure clothes.... But I got no commission sob....
Today I had a shocked.... I went to work, and waited for bus for quite long, then when my bus came, one auntie pointed at me and told me something. I can't hear so I kept "Huh? Sorry?" Then when she came closer, she pointed at my clothes and said "there's a cockraoch on your clothes".... Then I turned back and saw a COCKROACH on my sleeve!!! I shouted and hoped that some one could just helped me remove it, but the girls behind me moved far away from me lol.. Guess she also scared cockroach... I was dancing there, really scared.... I got no choice but to sweep it off my sleeve... YUckS!! Hate it... I felt so uneasy during the whole ride, kept thinking the cockroach is still behind me... Or on my hair.... I wonder how it climbed onto me.. Maybe because I leaned on the railing for too long.... I was wearing long sleeve shirt, that's why I can't feel a single thing haha... I felt so disgusted... I told my colleague and she kept making the "EEEEEEeeee" sound.... Haha... And said I'm disgusting... But not I want... It just climbed onto me... Sob.... I hate cockroach.. Why must it always cling on me? Or follow me?? I hate it!!!
Oh no... stomach is grumbling again... I can't stand it anymore... Shall go and sleep now... Nite! Haha....
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3:42 AM
Friday, November 25, 2005
Sometimes it's so hard to compromise with everyone.... Yes I have a bf, but that doesn't mean that I will forget my friends. Sometimes I'm really really busy with school work, or part time job, or even because I need to go temple. But during this period of time, don't know why my friends love to call and ask me to go out, have dinner and so on haha.... I really cannot go with them, not because I am dating my bf lor.... But because of the above reason.... Or sometimes I may promised this particular friend to go out first, then the other one called me.... Haha... Then of course I must turn down the sencond person who called.... My friends always say must book me before going out lol... But not true la.... Sometimes, for instance, Monday, no one called at all, then Tuesday, 3 to 4 person called and want to ask me out... How to compromise? I just feel weird, why is it that they have to call at the same day, but other day no one ask me out at all, feeling damn bored....
Then today, was supposed to meet meiling, then suddenly I remembered I must go parkway and hand in my punch card as it's the end of month already, then I cannot go out with her!!! Then here comes Si Seng who called me to have dinner together, then my schedule got so damn mixed up lol.... But in the end, settled everything, asked Meiling to go Parkway, then changed the date to eat with Si Seng, then as usual, do the most important stuff first, hand in punch card lol!
Hmmm.... Finally lecturer approved my concept of doing the major project... Phew... I finally can start off with my work already.... But quite stress under Helen's class, she kept pushing us to hand in brief by today, whereas other classes can hand in next week. But still, I love how she teach us.... She can really cover everything.... Every topic and so on... A very hardworking lady....
Well... it's late now... got to hand in my brief asap today... byez...
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3:52 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Haiz.... Beginning to feel stress now..... Today submit brief, next week must have design concepts already... Why so fast? And 2 of my brief had been rejected.... I hate this.... And my idea had been stolen by my friend. Haiz.... Shouldn't have tell people what I wanted to do lor.... Nvm, tomorrow consult lecturer again.....
Hmmm... Today, Elyn and I were thinking of going to the banquet to work. Regine also work there. I am happily preparing to work there one lor.... Then when I asked my mum, she said I'm not allowed to work there... Haiz... I asked her why... Her reason is no reason.... I hate it! I am 20 already... Why can't I work there? It's banquet not bar or pub..... Haiz.... It's not like she always give me money to spend lor... I always spend my own money.... Now I want to work and get more pay also cannot.... Why? I'm quite tired of working as promoter already... Recently kept rejecting to work when my colleagues called... haiz.... Sad la... very sad..... I want to grow up fast!!!! In fact, I'm 20 now! Am I still very young? Like a kid? Haiz.....
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11:40 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
Yesterday, went to work last minute in scotts Isetan.... Haiz always lidat one... call me last minute to work.... Don't know why I agree to work. Maybe I really need money now. And yesterday was the first time I work in Isetan Scotts. Coz Yan dao kia only give me work in 3 areas last time, now 4 areas liao.... I only left Boutique never work before lol....
So yesterday, went to look for my colleague first. Then I saw another 4 farmiliar faces over there. 3 of them is another brand's promoter and 1 of them is the supervisor of security who used to work in Isetan Katong. He had been transferred to Scotts. So I felt quite homely there lol... The rest of the promoter are quite friendly too. It's only the problem with the Isetan staff.... Haiz.... Especially the supervisor.... My colleague asked me to be careful of her as she is very mean and everything also want to pick on people. Around 1.25pm, I reached there, and my colleague helped me to find punch card. The cashier(Isetan staff) said no more, wait for supervisor, supervisor not there. Then I said ok... And went to work... Around 3 plus then the supervisor came. I went up and asked her. She said " Why didn't you report to me first? Do you know you need to report first when you came?" I told her she's not there, the cashier can be my witnessed. She said ok... Then she asked the cashier what time I came, she said 1.35pm... wth.... Fine.... My working time is 1.30pm what... Nvm 1.35 then 1.35pm lor... Didn't see me reaching there at 1.25pm. She asked me is it 1.35pm? I said 1.30pm, and she ignore me, so what's the point of asking me? F***! My colleague asked me what she told me, and I told them lor.... And my colleague tell me that everytime, supervisor will need to nag 2 sentence then happy one, asked me to ignore her haha....
Then the supervisor asked me "do you know our procedure??" And mind you, I told her a loud "YES". And guess what? She started off with telling me the basic rule of Isetan. I'm so tired of listening to all these craps, so I told her again "I know, because I ever worked in Isetan Katong".... She treat me invisible... Then I went speechless lor.... I've been working in Isetan Katong as a staff before for few months, and also worked there as a promoter for 1 year, how can I not know their rules? Haiz.... Then my 2 colleague walked pass me while the supervisor is talking to me, and we make eye contact, and they are shaking their head behind the supervior I can't control myself from smiling.... When I went back, colleague asked me what she told me, and I tell them again haha... They asked me to tell her I'm only relieving people for ONE DAY, ONE DAY only.... haha... but I didn't la....
So stressed working under this Isetan. The staff in Parkway is much more better... All super friendly including the supervisor there.... Yan Dao kia asked me to work in scotts every sat and sun next month... I haven promise him, but I am a bit scared to work there... Haiz.... Freelance is better.... Not much problems....
I want to buy a Wacom tablet!!!! cost around 100+ bucks. Is it worth? I also don't know.... How I wish I can earn lots lots money to buy... If I know how to do web site design, then maybe I can earn alot money. Feel like taking up the course.... See how haha....
Meanwhile, shall really concentrate on THINKING my major project.... BB....
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2:19 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
These are some photos I've taken at Jurong Bird Park. Quite a number of them haha.... Enjoy...
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I forgot the name of this owl... I think it's Burning wood owl? Or something lidat haha....
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Not a very clear picture... It's the snowy owl... Pictures taken in the dark room... No lights....
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3:11 PM
This is how the toilet looked like... There's actually those wire fence above the tap, to avoid birds from flying in the toilet. Beautiful toilet... But not all toilets there looked like this la....
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3:10 PM
Me feeding Lorries.... heh heh.....
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This is called "Lorries".... Very colourful and friendly. They are kept in a very very big environment, but it's like in a big big cage la... coz got those wire all around the place.
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3:06 PM
I was wondering is this "Ling Zhi Cao"? An expensive chinese herb haha.... But no la... Think it's mushroom... But it looked so much like "Ling Zhi Cao".
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3:03 PM
This is the waterfall at the Bird Park.... It's called Jurong waterfall... Zzzz
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A parrot flow onto our table while we were drinking.... Played with it for a while... So cute!!!
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This staff is quite beautiful and young haha.... She is feeding the Pelicans....
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2:59 PM
They are called Pelicans..... Like the one with a bit of black feathers in their wing. And pink beak of course haha....
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Beautiful flamingos.... Like their colour as well as how they all stand together... So nice...
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Cute cute and nerdy penguins....
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2:53 PM
Today, went Jurong Bird park with my bf, jx and shan. Didn't go for class as yesterday I already consulted Dennis haha.... Quite a good weather today as it's not so sunny. The place is also not very crowded as today is weekday. I only managed to see some tourist, in a small group instead of those big groups.
After that, went Liang Court for dinner at Shan's working place. She worked in a Japanese restaurant called "Tom Ton"... something lidat haha.... Food is excellent, but expensive.... Couldn't finish everything... Such a waste. All of us were so full that after eating, we walked from Liang Court all the way to Lucky Plaza at Orchard to digest hehe... And as usual, waited for those people to finish the token game, but too bad, we waited for half day and still the man doesn't want to go. So we changed to another kind of token game again. You insert the token and shoot it into the 50 tickets, 75 tickets or 100 tickets basket. The first one I shot into was 150 tickets, after that is 50 tickets, and next is 100 tickets again haha.... So lucky... But I also failed some time... 4 of us had shot the token into the basket at least once hehe... So lucky.... Hmmm... After that, went home... And now, I'm hungry again lol....
Bro rented vcd for me again... Got to watch it quick so that I really really can start doing my work haha... Byez...
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2:14 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Yesterday was a moody day for Bz and me..... And so, both of us met and went Tampines Mall and walked around.... Haiz... Whenever you are feeling low and moody, the one who is there for you is really your best friend lor..... So yesterday, we shopped around Tampines Mall... It's been about 2 months since I went there..... Bought quite alot of stuff... Waste money... but maybe that's the way to vent your anger haha.... Feeling better after going out with her.... But as for her, she got more and more moody.... Because of someone.....
I really hate those people who kept empty promises.... Why do they always do that? I hate them...... Ya and why do someone love to play game that much huh? Why? For god sake pls think about your age now..... F***
And to Bz... There's something I really want her to know, but she can't read my blog, coz she don't know my blog, and I never give her... coz she seldom online.... Hmmm.... I really wish she could open her eyes wide and find someone better.... This person is really not a good guy.... I just can't open my mouth to tell her.... But I already hint her.... Well.... let nature take its course la.... Can't say anything now....
Yesterday was accused by someone saying that I shouted at him.... Well... He must be brain dead, playing too much game. Play until who's the one who shouted first also don't know, and in the end msn me and said sorry it's his fault. Ya.... Play finish then know who shouted at first. Damn pissed off.... F***ing pissed off..... And at night I couldn't sleep at all... Hate people who kept empty promises and also accused me... How could I sleep well? At around 4am, Bz sms me.... Asked me whether I sleep already? And asked whether my things had settled... Haiz..... I told her I couldn't get to sleep. She asked me to call her, and she chatted with me very long, and asked me to sleep immediately... After putting down phone, she sms and asked me to sleep again haha.... And in the end, I really fell asleep....
This morning she also sms me... I looked like a problematic gal.... But it's great having someone who cares about you....
Feeling so bored today.... No mood to do my work now.... No idea no inspiration at all.... Was thinking, when a couple go out, why do the girl have to do the planning? Isn't it the guy who should do that? Sometimes when I want to go where I will voice out, but somebody got so much comments, then why bother asking me to do the planning? Wooden block! When he made a planning, since when did I have comments? Not at all.... My life just sucks....... Sucks to the core.... Feeling moody all along...
So today I'll be slacking, rotting and moody whole day.... Bye!
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2:06 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Had my lesson these 2 days. Yesterday, Dennis just gave us the project brief. 3 set of notes.... Haiz.... Getting so stressed.... The requirements for major project are so much. So much that I can't breathe.... And we only had 14 weeks to finish our design brief, research, design report, CAD, rendering, technical drawings, prototypes, actual model, loads of sketches and so on.... how to finish in 14 weeks? Especially you need to do research, do actual model, do CAD. All these really takes so much time.... And we had 2 examination. One is internal and one is external... The external examiners are those from overseas and are in a very high position in designing.... Some of them will also be our guest of honour for our diploma show at the end of the semester. Haiz... I still don't know what to design.... So much research had to be done. People always thought designing is easy. Friends always tell me "Aiya design so easy, just draw what you want lor".... Haha.... They don't know what we do.... Recently, I had read the newspaper about Celia Loe, a local fashion designer. There's a phrase she said which I strongly agree... That is " People always see design as simple, but it is just more than that". Erm... Not exactly what she said coz I can't remember the phrase, but the meaning is something lidat la.... Hehe.....
Recently had also started playing a game called maple sea.... Last time I also got play, but after they reset the game, I've stopped playing already.... Until during the holiday then I began playing till now.... Quite crazy over this game now.... Guess I really need to stop playing already... Coz the time is so packed now, almost every week there is something on for the major project, must show this show that.... I've said I hated to be under this lecturer, but sometimes, I really enjoy her class, coz what she said sometimes quite true, and I can see that she is very serious in teaching us and wanting us to do well.... Today, she had provided quite alot of notes for us... I'm quite satisfied haha... Hmmm... I guess maybe I don't like her is because she quite strict, and always talk alot during crits haha..... But overall, she's not bad, just like what Ade said la hehe....
kk enough talking.... Will start doing my research now... I really hope to do well this sem.... Haha... tata.....
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8:53 PM
Had my lesson these 2 days. Yesterday, Dennis just gave us the project brief. 3 set of notes.... Haiz.... Getting so stressed.... The requirements for major project are so much. So much that I can't breathe.... And we only had 14 weeks to finish our design brief, research, design report, CAD, rendering, technical drawings, prototypes, actual model, loads of sketches and so on.... how to finish in 14 weeks? Especially you need to do research, do actual model, do CAD. All these really takes so much time.... And we had 2 examination. One is internal and one is external... The external examiners are those from overseas and are in a very high position in designing.... Some of them will also be our guest of honour for our diploma show at the end of the semester. Haiz... I still don't know what to design.... So much research had to be done. People always thought designing is easy. Friends always tell me "Aiya design so easy, just draw what you want lor".... Haha.... They don't know what we do.... Recently, I had read the newspaper about Celia Loe, a local fashion designer. There's a phrase she said which I strongly agree... That is " People always see design as simple, but it is just more than that". Erm... Not exactly what she said coz I can't remember the phrase, but the meaning is something lidat la.... Hehe.....
Recently had also started playing a game called maple sea.... Last time I also got play, but after they reset the game, I've stopped playing already.... Until during the holiday then I began playing till now.... Quite crazy over this game now.... Guess I really need to stop playing already... Coz the time is so packed now, almost every week there is something on for the major project, must show this show that.... I've said I hated to be under this lecturer, but sometimes, I really enjoy her class, coz what she said sometimes quite true, and I can see that she is very serious in teaching us and wanting us to do well.... Today, she had provided quite alot of notes for us... I'm quite satisfied haha... Hmmm... I guess maybe I don't like her is because she quite strict, and always talk alot during crits haha..... But overall, she's not bad, just like what Ade said la hehe....
kk enough talking.... Will start doing my research now... I really hope to do well this sem.... Haha... tata.....
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Monday, November 07, 2005
A clock with various light colours.....
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3:49 PM
Mini Hello Kitty fan!!
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Tadah!!! A fan!!!
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3:47 PM
Yesterday went Singapore Expo with my bf. There's Metro sales there. However, both of us didn't buy anything at all... Nothing suits us. Initially, wanted to buy the bed sheet. From $43 discount to $15, hourly special. Alot of aunties and uncles were there snatching. I hate to squeeze in the crowd. So I just stood far away seeing each and every pieces of bed sheet they ransacked. Then I saw one which I liked. My bf and I squeezed in and asked whether they still have it, but they say no they don't have it anymore... So sad..... Or else I'll have a new set of bed sheet, coz my favourite bed sheet is torned... Ahhhh.... Sad... Very sad.... So at last, bought nothing at all... Until.....
We went to Bedok Interchange after that. And we came to a stall which sell those hello kitty and other cartoon character stuff. All very cheap. I bought a mini hello kitty portable fan. So cute!!! And my bf bought a clock which have light. The light colour will change from time to time. Hehe.... The stall is selling so much fun stuff. They even have a mini radio which is like a shape of a dog kennel, and the graphics on the kennel are those cartoon characters. So cute!
Oh speaking of dog, Yesterday, we also walked around expo and saw the Singapore kennel club organising some dog event there. I saw many big big dogs which I've seldom see in Singapore. Some of the dogs are cute, some ugly... I guess they are having some competition.... Just don't know what kind of dog competition. I only know the owners bring their dog and walked around, and the judge just gave the prize... I'm Puzzled.... Oh I managed to saw westhighland, the dog I've dreaming of... So cute.... So damn cute!!! It's a puppy! I am gonna buy this dog in the future! Hehe....
Whew.... School starting soon.... Can't waste time after that. So I should spend my time wisely... By playing games now... Haha... Byez...
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3:10 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Today worked in parkway. Was late again lol..... Always late la... sianz.... Today's business is good.... But I only sold one regular item, the rest are all sales item... Altogether got around $687... Hehe.... Love Saturday... More work to do... Not so boring.... Today I managed to see my company's another brand designer.... Oh well... Just another guy.... Hehe....
Hmmm.... Sometimes, what my colleague said is true, must listen to them... Sometimes they'll tell me about the things in life, how to do and what to do..... It's worth listening... Coz they are aunties, and know much more better than us.... It's fun working with them... =)
School reopening soon.... Left one major project to clear.... I'm under the lecturer who I hate. Ahhhhh... Why my life so terrible? Nvm, one more sem.... One more sem to go.... I am dying to graduate.... But at the same time, I might missed school... Missed the holidays especially hehe....
Sometimes I was wondering, why do the irritating person, those who don't know how to think, and how to talk, live in this world? Why? Just why? Why do they come to this world and contaminate it? Why do they even live? Do they know what is think before you speak? And also do they know how to give and take? Especially to their own family members..... Family are so important... Do they know? People just take things for granted.... Eeeeeeeekkkkkk..... Pls go away.... Irritating person!
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11:47 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Woo hoo~~~~ Had a great day today...... My 3rd bro treated my whole family for lunch at "The Lengends" in Fort Canning Park. The food there is so so so yummy and nice. Love the prawn and roasted duck there hehe..... Hmmmm..... After that, brought my precious darling niece to Orchard for a walk with my bf. She wore a super cute and beautiful white boots today. And also a demin jacket, so cool... I'll want to dress up my future daughter like that too! Hee.....
When we reached Orchard, we went to Takashimaya toys departmental store to shop for my niece's toy haha.... She dragged me in.... And she took a super long time to choose her toy.... Some is over $60 plus..... Had a cold sweat..... Haaaaa... Luckily in the end, she chose a $6.90 Sally pocket toy, and a $2.60 sweet.... Hee.... After that, went to Macdonald's to eat again.... Kept eating today....
Next, bf friend called and said he got tickets for Ocean concert, asked whether we want to go, as he is working there he got free tickets, so last minute, we went, and my sister in law mum also wanted to go, so we met them at Padang and went in.... It's such a great disappointment, couldn't see Ocean's face clearly as it's too far away... And he is wearing a cap some more... If he want to show his face, why can't he stop wearing the cap? Hee.... Well... His voice is excellent.... A pity I never bring my digi cam go.... Coz it's a last minute thing.... Sry to all friends coz it's a last min thing so I can't get tickets for u all haha....
After that, went Raffles City food court to eat again.... Haiz.... Straight away after we ate finished, we sat on the bench waiting for my bro to come and fetch us, then my bro brought my bf home, before that, we went to Whampoa market to eat again haha.... I'm getting fatter.... fatter.... Heee..... And I think I should stop for the day already... NO more supper!!!
By the way, I didn't go and see doctor, and I've fully recovered already haha..... Strange.... But I'm glad though.... Hee....
New serial movie to watch again.... This time is a movie called " revolving doors of vengeance".... Just watched 1 episode only... Shall continue now.... Tata....
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10:43 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Ah! I'm sick..... Since yesterday I woke up, my throat is feeling terrible, and I had a bad headache. However, I didn't go and see doctor. I still went out with my bf and friends haha.... Yesterday went around Orchard area to see branded wallets. Jx wanted to buy a wallet for his gf 21st birthday. All the wallets cost a bomb man.... Too ex already.... The cheapest we saw is $400 plus.... Jx asked me overall, which wallet do I fancy. Well... Seriously, I don't go for brand.... So he asked me, I also hard to choose. Hehe.... Moreover, the branded wallet are so big and bulky, I don't really like it haha.... I like simple and cute/ sweet wallet....
After shopping around in Orchard, we went lucky plaza circles circles.... This place is the usual hang out for my bf and jx. Nowadays, they kept going there... There's one game in which you drop your token inside, and the machine will push the coins down, and depend on your luck, you may get more token back, or no token at all.... And there's ticket whenever you dropped the token inside.... So overall, they had gotten about 22,000 tickets already haha..... They kept keeping the tickets, coz they still don't know what to exchange.... Hmmmm.... I'm still looking for something I like wahaha.....
Oh man my throat is feeling terrible now... Should I see the doctor later? Should I? I really hate to see the doctor near my neighbourhood.... Arghhh.... But I trust the doctor downstairs, but the queue is always slow, I can wait till die.... Haiz.... Should I or not? Got to think twice.....
Tomorrow is another public holiday... I hope to have an enjoyable week, coz my school is reopening next week... arghhhh.... Why must I always be sick at this period of time? Hump!
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1:05 PM
Woo Hoo~~~~ Finally I managed to catch movie this week... And it's 2 movies haha.... Sunday went to watch "Exorcism of Emily Rose". Quite a thrilling movie... Some of the scene I'm just too afraid to watch haha.... Scared of the loud sound. And it's sad coz I didn't know that Emily died in the end.... I didn't read the sypnosis of that movie....
And today, went to watch "Harry Potter & the goblet of fire".... I just love to watch harry potter movie.... Jx gave us the tickets from his Police Academy.... Only need to pay him $2 for the tickets, and we can get free large drinks, one popcorn and one nachos haha.... So fun.... Except that my bf came so late because of work, and he missed the first 10 min of the show. Lucky I'm quite close with his friends now, or else I might be so left out haha.... And lucky they didn't left me out, they helped me to carry all the snacks & stuff to the seats haha.... Don't know why police academy got so much free tickets and cheap tickets all the time... Jx is so damn lucky....
After I reached home, mum and dad called me and told me that my god father had passed away.... Life is really unpredictable... I remembered I last saw him during mid autumn festival, quite healthy that time, and now he is gone.... Although I'm not that close to him, but I felt quite sad.... I'm only close with my god mum.... Mum asked me to go down to his funeral everyday... Coz I'm his god daughter, which means half of his daughter.... I said ok.... Maybe I won't be working, or maybe yes, See how.... And I think I really got a problem with my schedule this week. I'm just so packed this week. Got alot of stuff to do, working, as well as gathering... If I canceled everything, sure will be scolded by alot of people. Haiz... Really not I want.... Haiz.... Why must everything happened this week? And Helen is rushing us for design concept already... I really haven sketch much yet... Tomorrow Dennis also want to see, haiz... What shall I do? Can I just show him one? Don't think so... So for now, back to sketching.... Or else Thurs I'll be shoot by Helen... haiz....
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1:58 AM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Waha.. I'm blogging while BZ is sleeping beside me... She came to my house to stay for a night... It's been so long since she stay in my house... Hehe.... Quite hungry now... Think I'll be going to sleep after blogging....
Today went Parkway to work for 5 hours... Relieve Fanny haha.... Quite cock up la... Coz initally they thought no one relieve her, so they asked Auntie Doreen to work from 12-8pm, who knows last minute I came and relieve, then quite cock up lor... Haha but nvm.... Sales not very good today, Allure is good, but today I'm not working under Allure but other brand from my company... Zzzz... I ended up serving customer who are buying Allure clothes.... But I got no commission sob....
Today I had a shocked.... I went to work, and waited for bus for quite long, then when my bus came, one auntie pointed at me and told me something. I can't hear so I kept "Huh? Sorry?" Then when she came closer, she pointed at my clothes and said "there's a cockraoch on your clothes".... Then I turned back and saw a COCKROACH on my sleeve!!! I shouted and hoped that some one could just helped me remove it, but the girls behind me moved far away from me lol.. Guess she also scared cockroach... I was dancing there, really scared.... I got no choice but to sweep it off my sleeve... YUckS!! Hate it... I felt so uneasy during the whole ride, kept thinking the cockroach is still behind me... Or on my hair.... I wonder how it climbed onto me.. Maybe because I leaned on the railing for too long.... I was wearing long sleeve shirt, that's why I can't feel a single thing haha... I felt so disgusted... I told my colleague and she kept making the "EEEEEEeeee" sound.... Haha... And said I'm disgusting... But not I want... It just climbed onto me... Sob.... I hate cockroach.. Why must it always cling on me? Or follow me?? I hate it!!!
Oh no... stomach is grumbling again... I can't stand it anymore... Shall go and sleep now... Nite! Haha....
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Sometimes it's so hard to compromise with everyone.... Yes I have a bf, but that doesn't mean that I will forget my friends. Sometimes I'm really really busy with school work, or part time job, or even because I need to go temple. But during this period of time, don't know why my friends love to call and ask me to go out, have dinner and so on haha.... I really cannot go with them, not because I am dating my bf lor.... But because of the above reason.... Or sometimes I may promised this particular friend to go out first, then the other one called me.... Haha... Then of course I must turn down the sencond person who called.... My friends always say must book me before going out lol... But not true la.... Sometimes, for instance, Monday, no one called at all, then Tuesday, 3 to 4 person called and want to ask me out... How to compromise? I just feel weird, why is it that they have to call at the same day, but other day no one ask me out at all, feeling damn bored....
Then today, was supposed to meet meiling, then suddenly I remembered I must go parkway and hand in my punch card as it's the end of month already, then I cannot go out with her!!! Then here comes Si Seng who called me to have dinner together, then my schedule got so damn mixed up lol.... But in the end, settled everything, asked Meiling to go Parkway, then changed the date to eat with Si Seng, then as usual, do the most important stuff first, hand in punch card lol!
Hmmm.... Finally lecturer approved my concept of doing the major project... Phew... I finally can start off with my work already.... But quite stress under Helen's class, she kept pushing us to hand in brief by today, whereas other classes can hand in next week. But still, I love how she teach us.... She can really cover everything.... Every topic and so on... A very hardworking lady....
Well... it's late now... got to hand in my brief asap today... byez...
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Haiz.... Beginning to feel stress now..... Today submit brief, next week must have design concepts already... Why so fast? And 2 of my brief had been rejected.... I hate this.... And my idea had been stolen by my friend. Haiz.... Shouldn't have tell people what I wanted to do lor.... Nvm, tomorrow consult lecturer again.....
Hmmm... Today, Elyn and I were thinking of going to the banquet to work. Regine also work there. I am happily preparing to work there one lor.... Then when I asked my mum, she said I'm not allowed to work there... Haiz... I asked her why... Her reason is no reason.... I hate it! I am 20 already... Why can't I work there? It's banquet not bar or pub..... Haiz.... It's not like she always give me money to spend lor... I always spend my own money.... Now I want to work and get more pay also cannot.... Why? I'm quite tired of working as promoter already... Recently kept rejecting to work when my colleagues called... haiz.... Sad la... very sad..... I want to grow up fast!!!! In fact, I'm 20 now! Am I still very young? Like a kid? Haiz.....
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Monday, November 21, 2005
Yesterday, went to work last minute in scotts Isetan.... Haiz always lidat one... call me last minute to work.... Don't know why I agree to work. Maybe I really need money now. And yesterday was the first time I work in Isetan Scotts. Coz Yan dao kia only give me work in 3 areas last time, now 4 areas liao.... I only left Boutique never work before lol....
So yesterday, went to look for my colleague first. Then I saw another 4 farmiliar faces over there. 3 of them is another brand's promoter and 1 of them is the supervisor of security who used to work in Isetan Katong. He had been transferred to Scotts. So I felt quite homely there lol... The rest of the promoter are quite friendly too. It's only the problem with the Isetan staff.... Haiz.... Especially the supervisor.... My colleague asked me to be careful of her as she is very mean and everything also want to pick on people. Around 1.25pm, I reached there, and my colleague helped me to find punch card. The cashier(Isetan staff) said no more, wait for supervisor, supervisor not there. Then I said ok... And went to work... Around 3 plus then the supervisor came. I went up and asked her. She said " Why didn't you report to me first? Do you know you need to report first when you came?" I told her she's not there, the cashier can be my witnessed. She said ok... Then she asked the cashier what time I came, she said 1.35pm... wth.... Fine.... My working time is 1.30pm what... Nvm 1.35 then 1.35pm lor... Didn't see me reaching there at 1.25pm. She asked me is it 1.35pm? I said 1.30pm, and she ignore me, so what's the point of asking me? F***! My colleague asked me what she told me, and I told them lor.... And my colleague tell me that everytime, supervisor will need to nag 2 sentence then happy one, asked me to ignore her haha....
Then the supervisor asked me "do you know our procedure??" And mind you, I told her a loud "YES". And guess what? She started off with telling me the basic rule of Isetan. I'm so tired of listening to all these craps, so I told her again "I know, because I ever worked in Isetan Katong".... She treat me invisible... Then I went speechless lor.... I've been working in Isetan Katong as a staff before for few months, and also worked there as a promoter for 1 year, how can I not know their rules? Haiz.... Then my 2 colleague walked pass me while the supervisor is talking to me, and we make eye contact, and they are shaking their head behind the supervior I can't control myself from smiling.... When I went back, colleague asked me what she told me, and I tell them again haha... They asked me to tell her I'm only relieving people for ONE DAY, ONE DAY only.... haha... but I didn't la....
So stressed working under this Isetan. The staff in Parkway is much more better... All super friendly including the supervisor there.... Yan Dao kia asked me to work in scotts every sat and sun next month... I haven promise him, but I am a bit scared to work there... Haiz.... Freelance is better.... Not much problems....
I want to buy a Wacom tablet!!!! cost around 100+ bucks. Is it worth? I also don't know.... How I wish I can earn lots lots money to buy... If I know how to do web site design, then maybe I can earn alot money. Feel like taking up the course.... See how haha....
Meanwhile, shall really concentrate on THINKING my major project.... BB....
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Friday, November 18, 2005
These are some photos I've taken at Jurong Bird Park. Quite a number of them haha.... Enjoy...
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I forgot the name of this owl... I think it's Burning wood owl? Or something lidat haha....
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Not a very clear picture... It's the snowy owl... Pictures taken in the dark room... No lights....
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This is how the toilet looked like... There's actually those wire fence above the tap, to avoid birds from flying in the toilet. Beautiful toilet... But not all toilets there looked like this la....
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Me feeding Lorries.... heh heh.....
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This is called "Lorries".... Very colourful and friendly. They are kept in a very very big environment, but it's like in a big big cage la... coz got those wire all around the place.
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I was wondering is this "Ling Zhi Cao"? An expensive chinese herb haha.... But no la... Think it's mushroom... But it looked so much like "Ling Zhi Cao".
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This is the waterfall at the Bird Park.... It's called Jurong waterfall... Zzzz
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A parrot flow onto our table while we were drinking.... Played with it for a while... So cute!!!
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This staff is quite beautiful and young haha.... She is feeding the Pelicans....
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They are called Pelicans..... Like the one with a bit of black feathers in their wing. And pink beak of course haha....
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Beautiful flamingos.... Like their colour as well as how they all stand together... So nice...
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Cute cute and nerdy penguins....
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Today, went Jurong Bird park with my bf, jx and shan. Didn't go for class as yesterday I already consulted Dennis haha.... Quite a good weather today as it's not so sunny. The place is also not very crowded as today is weekday. I only managed to see some tourist, in a small group instead of those big groups.
After that, went Liang Court for dinner at Shan's working place. She worked in a Japanese restaurant called "Tom Ton"... something lidat haha.... Food is excellent, but expensive.... Couldn't finish everything... Such a waste. All of us were so full that after eating, we walked from Liang Court all the way to Lucky Plaza at Orchard to digest hehe... And as usual, waited for those people to finish the token game, but too bad, we waited for half day and still the man doesn't want to go. So we changed to another kind of token game again. You insert the token and shoot it into the 50 tickets, 75 tickets or 100 tickets basket. The first one I shot into was 150 tickets, after that is 50 tickets, and next is 100 tickets again haha.... So lucky... But I also failed some time... 4 of us had shot the token into the basket at least once hehe... So lucky.... Hmmm... After that, went home... And now, I'm hungry again lol....
Bro rented vcd for me again... Got to watch it quick so that I really really can start doing my work haha... Byez...
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
Yesterday was a moody day for Bz and me..... And so, both of us met and went Tampines Mall and walked around.... Haiz... Whenever you are feeling low and moody, the one who is there for you is really your best friend lor..... So yesterday, we shopped around Tampines Mall... It's been about 2 months since I went there..... Bought quite alot of stuff... Waste money... but maybe that's the way to vent your anger haha.... Feeling better after going out with her.... But as for her, she got more and more moody.... Because of someone.....
I really hate those people who kept empty promises.... Why do they always do that? I hate them...... Ya and why do someone love to play game that much huh? Why? For god sake pls think about your age now..... F***
And to Bz... There's something I really want her to know, but she can't read my blog, coz she don't know my blog, and I never give her... coz she seldom online.... Hmmm.... I really wish she could open her eyes wide and find someone better.... This person is really not a good guy.... I just can't open my mouth to tell her.... But I already hint her.... Well.... let nature take its course la.... Can't say anything now....
Yesterday was accused by someone saying that I shouted at him.... Well... He must be brain dead, playing too much game. Play until who's the one who shouted first also don't know, and in the end msn me and said sorry it's his fault. Ya.... Play finish then know who shouted at first. Damn pissed off.... F***ing pissed off..... And at night I couldn't sleep at all... Hate people who kept empty promises and also accused me... How could I sleep well? At around 4am, Bz sms me.... Asked me whether I sleep already? And asked whether my things had settled... Haiz..... I told her I couldn't get to sleep. She asked me to call her, and she chatted with me very long, and asked me to sleep immediately... After putting down phone, she sms and asked me to sleep again haha.... And in the end, I really fell asleep....
This morning she also sms me... I looked like a problematic gal.... But it's great having someone who cares about you....
Feeling so bored today.... No mood to do my work now.... No idea no inspiration at all.... Was thinking, when a couple go out, why do the girl have to do the planning? Isn't it the guy who should do that? Sometimes when I want to go where I will voice out, but somebody got so much comments, then why bother asking me to do the planning? Wooden block! When he made a planning, since when did I have comments? Not at all.... My life just sucks....... Sucks to the core.... Feeling moody all along...
So today I'll be slacking, rotting and moody whole day.... Bye!
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
Had my lesson these 2 days. Yesterday, Dennis just gave us the project brief. 3 set of notes.... Haiz.... Getting so stressed.... The requirements for major project are so much. So much that I can't breathe.... And we only had 14 weeks to finish our design brief, research, design report, CAD, rendering, technical drawings, prototypes, actual model, loads of sketches and so on.... how to finish in 14 weeks? Especially you need to do research, do actual model, do CAD. All these really takes so much time.... And we had 2 examination. One is internal and one is external... The external examiners are those from overseas and are in a very high position in designing.... Some of them will also be our guest of honour for our diploma show at the end of the semester. Haiz... I still don't know what to design.... So much research had to be done. People always thought designing is easy. Friends always tell me "Aiya design so easy, just draw what you want lor".... Haha.... They don't know what we do.... Recently, I had read the newspaper about Celia Loe, a local fashion designer. There's a phrase she said which I strongly agree... That is " People always see design as simple, but it is just more than that". Erm... Not exactly what she said coz I can't remember the phrase, but the meaning is something lidat la.... Hehe.....
Recently had also started playing a game called maple sea.... Last time I also got play, but after they reset the game, I've stopped playing already.... Until during the holiday then I began playing till now.... Quite crazy over this game now.... Guess I really need to stop playing already... Coz the time is so packed now, almost every week there is something on for the major project, must show this show that.... I've said I hated to be under this lecturer, but sometimes, I really enjoy her class, coz what she said sometimes quite true, and I can see that she is very serious in teaching us and wanting us to do well.... Today, she had provided quite alot of notes for us... I'm quite satisfied haha... Hmmm... I guess maybe I don't like her is because she quite strict, and always talk alot during crits haha..... But overall, she's not bad, just like what Ade said la hehe....
kk enough talking.... Will start doing my research now... I really hope to do well this sem.... Haha... tata.....
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Had my lesson these 2 days. Yesterday, Dennis just gave us the project brief. 3 set of notes.... Haiz.... Getting so stressed.... The requirements for major project are so much. So much that I can't breathe.... And we only had 14 weeks to finish our design brief, research, design report, CAD, rendering, technical drawings, prototypes, actual model, loads of sketches and so on.... how to finish in 14 weeks? Especially you need to do research, do actual model, do CAD. All these really takes so much time.... And we had 2 examination. One is internal and one is external... The external examiners are those from overseas and are in a very high position in designing.... Some of them will also be our guest of honour for our diploma show at the end of the semester. Haiz... I still don't know what to design.... So much research had to be done. People always thought designing is easy. Friends always tell me "Aiya design so easy, just draw what you want lor".... Haha.... They don't know what we do.... Recently, I had read the newspaper about Celia Loe, a local fashion designer. There's a phrase she said which I strongly agree... That is " People always see design as simple, but it is just more than that". Erm... Not exactly what she said coz I can't remember the phrase, but the meaning is something lidat la.... Hehe.....
Recently had also started playing a game called maple sea.... Last time I also got play, but after they reset the game, I've stopped playing already.... Until during the holiday then I began playing till now.... Quite crazy over this game now.... Guess I really need to stop playing already... Coz the time is so packed now, almost every week there is something on for the major project, must show this show that.... I've said I hated to be under this lecturer, but sometimes, I really enjoy her class, coz what she said sometimes quite true, and I can see that she is very serious in teaching us and wanting us to do well.... Today, she had provided quite alot of notes for us... I'm quite satisfied haha... Hmmm... I guess maybe I don't like her is because she quite strict, and always talk alot during crits haha..... But overall, she's not bad, just like what Ade said la hehe....
kk enough talking.... Will start doing my research now... I really hope to do well this sem.... Haha... tata.....
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Monday, November 07, 2005
A clock with various light colours.....
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Mini Hello Kitty fan!!
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Tadah!!! A fan!!!
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3:47 PM
Yesterday went Singapore Expo with my bf. There's Metro sales there. However, both of us didn't buy anything at all... Nothing suits us. Initially, wanted to buy the bed sheet. From $43 discount to $15, hourly special. Alot of aunties and uncles were there snatching. I hate to squeeze in the crowd. So I just stood far away seeing each and every pieces of bed sheet they ransacked. Then I saw one which I liked. My bf and I squeezed in and asked whether they still have it, but they say no they don't have it anymore... So sad..... Or else I'll have a new set of bed sheet, coz my favourite bed sheet is torned... Ahhhh.... Sad... Very sad.... So at last, bought nothing at all... Until.....
We went to Bedok Interchange after that. And we came to a stall which sell those hello kitty and other cartoon character stuff. All very cheap. I bought a mini hello kitty portable fan. So cute!!! And my bf bought a clock which have light. The light colour will change from time to time. Hehe.... The stall is selling so much fun stuff. They even have a mini radio which is like a shape of a dog kennel, and the graphics on the kennel are those cartoon characters. So cute!
Oh speaking of dog, Yesterday, we also walked around expo and saw the Singapore kennel club organising some dog event there. I saw many big big dogs which I've seldom see in Singapore. Some of the dogs are cute, some ugly... I guess they are having some competition.... Just don't know what kind of dog competition. I only know the owners bring their dog and walked around, and the judge just gave the prize... I'm Puzzled.... Oh I managed to saw westhighland, the dog I've dreaming of... So cute.... So damn cute!!! It's a puppy! I am gonna buy this dog in the future! Hehe....
Whew.... School starting soon.... Can't waste time after that. So I should spend my time wisely... By playing games now... Haha... Byez...
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
Today worked in parkway. Was late again lol..... Always late la... sianz.... Today's business is good.... But I only sold one regular item, the rest are all sales item... Altogether got around $687... Hehe.... Love Saturday... More work to do... Not so boring.... Today I managed to see my company's another brand designer.... Oh well... Just another guy.... Hehe....
Hmmm.... Sometimes, what my colleague said is true, must listen to them... Sometimes they'll tell me about the things in life, how to do and what to do..... It's worth listening... Coz they are aunties, and know much more better than us.... It's fun working with them... =)
School reopening soon.... Left one major project to clear.... I'm under the lecturer who I hate. Ahhhhh... Why my life so terrible? Nvm, one more sem.... One more sem to go.... I am dying to graduate.... But at the same time, I might missed school... Missed the holidays especially hehe....
Sometimes I was wondering, why do the irritating person, those who don't know how to think, and how to talk, live in this world? Why? Just why? Why do they come to this world and contaminate it? Why do they even live? Do they know what is think before you speak? And also do they know how to give and take? Especially to their own family members..... Family are so important... Do they know? People just take things for granted.... Eeeeeeeekkkkkk..... Pls go away.... Irritating person!
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Woo hoo~~~~ Had a great day today...... My 3rd bro treated my whole family for lunch at "The Lengends" in Fort Canning Park. The food there is so so so yummy and nice. Love the prawn and roasted duck there hehe..... Hmmmm..... After that, brought my precious darling niece to Orchard for a walk with my bf. She wore a super cute and beautiful white boots today. And also a demin jacket, so cool... I'll want to dress up my future daughter like that too! Hee.....
When we reached Orchard, we went to Takashimaya toys departmental store to shop for my niece's toy haha.... She dragged me in.... And she took a super long time to choose her toy.... Some is over $60 plus..... Had a cold sweat..... Haaaaa... Luckily in the end, she chose a $6.90 Sally pocket toy, and a $2.60 sweet.... Hee.... After that, went to Macdonald's to eat again.... Kept eating today....
Next, bf friend called and said he got tickets for Ocean concert, asked whether we want to go, as he is working there he got free tickets, so last minute, we went, and my sister in law mum also wanted to go, so we met them at Padang and went in.... It's such a great disappointment, couldn't see Ocean's face clearly as it's too far away... And he is wearing a cap some more... If he want to show his face, why can't he stop wearing the cap? Hee.... Well... His voice is excellent.... A pity I never bring my digi cam go.... Coz it's a last minute thing.... Sry to all friends coz it's a last min thing so I can't get tickets for u all haha....
After that, went Raffles City food court to eat again.... Haiz.... Straight away after we ate finished, we sat on the bench waiting for my bro to come and fetch us, then my bro brought my bf home, before that, we went to Whampoa market to eat again haha.... I'm getting fatter.... fatter.... Heee..... And I think I should stop for the day already... NO more supper!!!
By the way, I didn't go and see doctor, and I've fully recovered already haha..... Strange.... But I'm glad though.... Hee....
New serial movie to watch again.... This time is a movie called " revolving doors of vengeance".... Just watched 1 episode only... Shall continue now.... Tata....
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Ah! I'm sick..... Since yesterday I woke up, my throat is feeling terrible, and I had a bad headache. However, I didn't go and see doctor. I still went out with my bf and friends haha.... Yesterday went around Orchard area to see branded wallets. Jx wanted to buy a wallet for his gf 21st birthday. All the wallets cost a bomb man.... Too ex already.... The cheapest we saw is $400 plus.... Jx asked me overall, which wallet do I fancy. Well... Seriously, I don't go for brand.... So he asked me, I also hard to choose. Hehe.... Moreover, the branded wallet are so big and bulky, I don't really like it haha.... I like simple and cute/ sweet wallet....
After shopping around in Orchard, we went lucky plaza circles circles.... This place is the usual hang out for my bf and jx. Nowadays, they kept going there... There's one game in which you drop your token inside, and the machine will push the coins down, and depend on your luck, you may get more token back, or no token at all.... And there's ticket whenever you dropped the token inside.... So overall, they had gotten about 22,000 tickets already haha..... They kept keeping the tickets, coz they still don't know what to exchange.... Hmmmm.... I'm still looking for something I like wahaha.....
Oh man my throat is feeling terrible now... Should I see the doctor later? Should I? I really hate to see the doctor near my neighbourhood.... Arghhh.... But I trust the doctor downstairs, but the queue is always slow, I can wait till die.... Haiz.... Should I or not? Got to think twice.....
Tomorrow is another public holiday... I hope to have an enjoyable week, coz my school is reopening next week... arghhhh.... Why must I always be sick at this period of time? Hump!
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