Sunday, February 12, 2006
It's been such a wonderful day!!!!!!! Finally can have a break! My so call exams are over! I only have one submission left. Yipee!!!!! I still need to touch up my model. Thinking of that makes me so damn tired. I still have to touch up alot of stuff. Hmmmm... Got to go back school on Monday to touch up. Must bring camera to school already, coz nowadays superstars kept coming to my school for shootings. They are making a new show cast by the superstars. I only manage to see Kelvin, Kelly, Jason, Jun Yang and Xin Hui. The rest I have not seen them. My hp camera is so lousy, can't take a clearer pic of them. Told myself many times to bring camera, but kept forgetting. =P I seriously think that they are interrupting with our lifes because once they need this space for shooting, they won't allow you to walk there. That place is our school, we paid school fees, but we have to see their face, we have to be chased off by the staff, so unfair. The other day, BY, Elyn and I wanted to go Design space, there's only one way to walk, no other way, then the crew kept chasing us. So RUDE! I think Jun Yang is quite friendly. He even posed to let my friend take pictures of him haha... Must remember to bring camera on Monday! Hehe.... Oh... I hate school again.... Zzzz
Today, went to watch Fearless with my bf. I love to watch Jet Li's movie. A pity that this is his last movie... Sob.... Oh for the movie, I really hate the ending... So sad.... So sad.... And also when his mum and daughter are killed, I really pity him.... I just love any movie cast by him... Love the way he fight.... Haha... So cool...
I really hate to go back school again... Hate to see the workshop again... Arggghhhh..... Haiz... Got to cherish my weekend now.... =(
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1:16 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Wow long time never blog already.... Since the last entry, I've been busy until now..... Alot of things happened since then.... Alot of unlucky, unhappy, stupid things all happen on me.... I hate this semester.... Maybe my luck is bad in 2006....
Today, I had my major project internal crit.... Guests were invited. They are our ex senior. Today when I was presenting, 3 guests shot me question.... But not lecturers... They got nothing to ask.... One of the guest was asking me question about my mechanism. I don't understand what he is trying to point out, so I just stood there and think about what he's trying to convey.... Then the next guest asked whether I know what his friend is talking about. I said no. Then he repeat again... Still, I don't understand. Then they ask me to forget it, since I don't understand.... Somehow I think I'll fail lor.... Very sad the whole day.... I know some lecturers are helping me, but some, I don't know what they are thinking.... Today, I asked Gerald whether I passed or fail, coz if I fail, I won't want to present to the external examiner, I don't want to waste time, but Gerald said he don't know, as he haven collect the grades from other lecturers yet. Then I asked him whether he passed me, he said he passed me.... Is that true? Or he just don't want me to worry? I am so low morale today.... I really tried my best already. I did research, CAD renderings, exploded views, prototype, final model, sketches, technical drawings, took photographs.... I did everything they asked! If I fail, I'll really bang the wall.... I really tried my very very best to pass already.... I am very afraid of failing.... I felt this is much more scary than taking 'O' level..... And when I fail any subject during exam in sec sch, I didn't really take it to heart. As for this, I am really very serious about this project... Haiz.... It's torturing to wait for the results during the holiday. I guess I might not be spending the holidays happily until I got my results, and if I passed, I'll be so damn happy... Even if I got a D grade I also don't mind, just let me pass and get out of this stupid hell course. I simply chose the wrong course. Damn regret.... Won't be working as a product designer in the future.... Sucks!
Back to touching up my stuff now.... Byez... Hope to graduate....
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12:40 AM
