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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Haiz.... Going crazy le..... Went school early especially to spray my model, but when I reached school, I saw my model outside the spray booth. All Ong's fault la... He should know we are busy touching up our model.... Why he ask people to come and clean TODAY? Kai Ren and me were cursing and swearing man. But he is slower than me haha.... I can spray lacquer tomorrow, but he can't... Very rushy... Hehe... Redo my stand again today.... I bought the acrylic glue for $3.40, but can't be used... Ong asked me to throw away and gave me his acrylic glue... Also not that good... Then he asked me to redo... And bend it instead of cutting those acrylic into pieces.... So funny I applied the glue in a wrong way, and Ong was swearing at me lol.... I laughed until I almost fall down from my chair. I felt stupid. Dying soon really... More and more phobia of using the machines!! all the scary sound.... Can make me jelly legged.... Finally finished drilling the holes AGAIN. Tomorrow try to bend it... No time no time!! Thursday must go National Library set up already.... Tomorrow everything must be done! Including wrapping up!!! Hehe... Scared the workers man... They are very rough... Just now I saw them spoiling the seniors model.... So heart pain... They just don't understand English... My technician asked them to be careful for dunno how many times, but they just don't listen... I'm so afraid my model will be spoilt by them too. Got to wrapped double layer tomorrow... Haha.... =P
Going workshop early in the morning tomorrow... Cannot slack anymore!! So many things to do!!! Hehe....
Yesterday, was writing the invitation list for my 21st birthday this August. I realised I got 86 friends to invite... I double check it, and it's the same.... Haha... But I don't think all 86 will turn up. Just hope that my food is enough for all... Venue, should be around Pasir ris... Will invite everyone when I have the venue and booking date ready hehe....
Got to tuck in early now... tataz....
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12:51 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Whoa..... Went to watch "V for Vendetta" today with my bf, jx, fan and her 2 friends Kelvin and Fabian haha... Not a bad show..... But a pity Vendetta died.... Can't see his face under the mask... So sad....
Haiz.... After that.... Something happened.... Jx saw his ex gf with his friend together. The guy who snatched her gf..... This cannot blame the guy also.... To me, I really think that it's the girl who changed heart first, so no matter who snatched who, it's still the girl's fault. That's why my bf hated that girl for cheating his buddy. So kel was saying, if that guy dare to look back at us, he sure find fault from him... Then he really go and find him... Jx and me chased him all the way upstairs. We were at Cineleisure then. They went into the staircase and talk terms... I dunno what they thinking.... Haiz.... That girl and me were shocked.... But she kept standing in front of his current bf... Alot of things happened then...The girl and I stopped the guys.... But they kept fighting... Can't stand it.... Was feeling jelly legged at that time. Felt like I'm one of the hooligan haha... But finally, after all those pushing and pulling from each other, all of them stopped... But they were still shouting at each other... Can't stand it. But I'm glad no one was hurt... Not at all... Just that that guy were pushed.... I know it's not enough, but still, it's not right to fight. Scare the hell out of me.... Fanny and guys were waiting downstairs as they were in the toilet. Only jx and me went up to stop kel... I asked him, jx nv respond already, why he still so mad... He just say that he can't stand his brother got bullied. And can't stand that f**ker looking at them, as if he won that girl.... zzzz... Guys ah..... Haiz...
In the end I console both of them, asked them to forget it... I know nothing I say can let them calm down, so I asked kel to stop jx if he was going down to fight with that guy again.... That girl still dare to call jx and say they need to talk. What's there to talk? She changed her heart and go on with jx's friend, now she want to talk? Funny.... I used to dislike that girl last time, now even more.... The more I see her the more I can't stand her...
And there's a chinese idioms that says "peng you qi bu ke qi" Meaning, friends gf/bf cannot snatch. (something lidat la haha), but dunno why that guy so bad.... can break in between couples.... zzzz
Enough of craps... Now I see kel and jx on msn, I'm relax... scared they go out fight again lol.... Fanny and gang were so so so confused why we suddenly ran up lol.... Haha.... We were watching people about to fight outside cineleisure just now, but they stopped after a while, who knows, in the end jx they all fight with that guy in cineleisure lol.... Cineleisure is so chaotic... Lots of youngsters outside the entrance everytime....
Heez... Watched 2 movies in one week.... Monday start, got to rush again... sianz.... go liao... watch tv and sleep... So tired!!!!
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1:24 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
WAh... What a happy day today.... Met up with Jasmine, Steffie and Fanny today. All of them are friends I knew when I was working in Isetan Parkway last time. That time Steffie, Fanny and me were still waiting for 'o' level results haha.... Then Jas was a staff there, but quitted after 2 months when we were still working there. Had lots of fun and laughter together last time. Though I met up with Fanny quite often, but I seldom meet Jas and Steffie at all.... Had a fun day taking pictures and neo prints too.... Geez....
After that, we went to watch "Failure to launch". Not a bad movie... Better than date movie. Quite funny haha... All of us were laughing throughout the show. A pity we missed a bit of the front part as we were late... Haha.... Fanny's friend, Kelvin and Ting Ting joined us too.... All of them are so friendly.... =)
Dip show is coming.... So damn tired... Amy and I were complaining that we are so sick of workshop... So many days still cannot finish! I give up man... The more I touch up, the worst my model became. Now got more patch and scratches... I really hack care already... Very tired.... Must wait 1 day for the spray to dry, how many "1 day" do I have? So sickening.... Just dump my model there and leave the place haha.... Haiz...
Sis coming back with my niece again next week. So happy can see my niece again... Hehez.... Sis will be coming down to view my dip show too.... Haaz....
Sleeping soon... Super tired after a day of chit chatting and photo taking session with friends.... Nitez....
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1:58 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Oh my god oh my god oh my god~~~~~
As I was surfing the net just now, I went into channel U to see the news of superband as I wanted to see whether my friend get in the top 18. Then I went to browse the new movie website that the superstar went TP to act. There's one time when Elyn & me stood outside our studio to watch them act. And that was the time the people(Crew) took photo of Elyn & ME!!!!! And load it on the website... Stating that alot of viewers stood out to watch the superstar act... Oh my god... Lucky I cover my face with some papers, and they didn't really show my face haha.... But can see Elyn's face clearly lol... Don't really know when they took that picture haha....
Hmmmm .... So today, still didn't manage to spray my model. I am certain I can spray it tomorrow haha.... After workshop, I went for an interview for the post of graphic designer. This company is located at Eunos, near Bedok Reservoir too. It's so weird as you have to take off your shoe when you enter that office. I felt so weird doing interview bare footed. Then that lady kept saying that it's a waste for me as I have a diploma in Product Design, and why don't I got to Product Design field.... Haaa... I was thinking, NO, NEVER IN MY LIFE!! Haha.... The software that I know how to use, they don't really use them often, except for photoshop. They used some other software like pagemaker and so on. I don't know how to use, but she say that she can teach me, provided that my pay is $1100 only. As I'm fresh, and they also teach me how to use, so I don't have to go around taking up courses... I think it's not a bad deal... Though $1100 is really very very low... But I need experience, and there's someone guiding me to do all those stuff. However, i just told her I'll consider first. She said ok. Should I? Or shouldn't I? I kept thinking, if she really employ me, and the pay is so little, am I cheated? But on the other hand, she will teach me the software from start, and I am also a fresh graduate, as well as I am not farmiliar in Mac. Hmmm... She want to employ me is very miracle already. So I may consider.... 80% going to work there IF she want to employ me haha.... Mum asked me to negotiate with her to give me $1200 instead of $1100, so after the probation period I'll have $1300.... Should I? I can't bring myself to do it haha....
Everything depends on fate.... We shall see.... Anyway this is my first interview.... Hope there are more better ones to come. Ong said that Designer field can earn $1800- $2000+. Fresh graduate can earn around $1400 too.... So.... I am sort of cheated huh? But really got so much meh?? But I never study graphic design before, but I've taken the electives, which is not much... Hmmm... Haha... Worst come to worst I go work in Admin field.... Haiz.... Zzzz...
The next interview shall be after my diploma show.... I really don't want to find job now already, do it after dip show la haha.... Byez.... Jia you jia you!!!
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2:17 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Today, went school for diploma show talk. However, didn't really went in the LT haha.... I went to eat with Amy and Lena. Then after a while, everyone came out of the LT, all saying that the talk is nothing, wasting time... Hehe.... Then Gerald came and talk to us about the dip show preparation. Our guest of honour that day will be Victor margolin, a very famous designer.... I'm not sure whether I must be there for the whole 3 days, I only know the schdule time is quite weird and I hate it. The last day of the show end at 10pm, meaning, we have to pack up after 10pm... sianz.... hehe
Went to watch date movie just now with my bf... Not a very nice show... Although some parts are funny. We went to Bugis to watch. I think I don't really like the cinema there. The seats are too low, and too much. Just now as we were watching, the people behind kept laughing when some of the scenes are not that funny lor. And they kept kicking my bf seat. So irritating. Everything was wrong, the movie not that nice too haha.... But I still want to watch the shaggy dog, nanny mcphee and Big momma's house 2. Yea......
Hmmmm.... If anyone got my msn, you will realise that my nick is "I can't help... Everytime I see him, I feel like slaping him... Hate him to the core!" It's serious. Whenever I see him now, I feel like slapping him. He is my friend's bf. After the "Acting" incident that he acted to my friend, whenever he saw me, he'll walk far away. ME too, whenever I see him now, I won't say hi or bye to him. Yesterday I saw him with her again. When he saw me, he walked backwards. Haha.... Someone is feeling guilty and shameless to see me. It's only ME who know which type of guys are acting, and which is not. My friend may be cheated to him as she is always in her dramatic, romantic, dreamy and innocent world. He don't know how to see guys.... How many times have she been cheated? Why can't she understand what I'm trying to say? I just have to keep my hands off now. Let her experience everything herself then. I won't say anything anymore, want to break then break, don't come to me and cry AGAIN. I had enough. Really had enough. A 14 years friend is still not trustable than a guy whom she met few months ago.... zzz.... forget it.
Playing maple now.... Don't want to blog anymore... More and more sick when talking about that guy.... Eeek!!
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11:14 PM
Today, went school for diploma show talk. However, didn't really went in the LT haha.... I went to eat with Amy and Lena. Then after a while, everyone came out of the LT, all saying that the talk is nothing, wasting time... Hehe.... Then Gerald came and talk to us about the dip show preparation. Our guest of honour that day will be Victor margolin, a very famous designer.... I'm not sure whether I must be there for the whole 3 days, I only know the schdule time is quite weird and I hate it. The last day of the show end at 10pm, meaning, we have to pack up after 10pm... sianz.... hehe
Went to watch date movie just now with my bf... Not a very nice show... Although some parts are funny. We went to Bugis to watch. I think I don't really like the cinema there. The seats are too low, and too much. Just now as we were watching, the people behind kept laughing when some of the scenes are not that funny lor. And they kept kicking my bf seat. So irritating. Everything was wrong, the movie not that nice too haha.... But I still want to watch the shaggy dog, nanny mcphee and Big momma's house 2. Yea......
Hmmmm.... If anyone got my msn, you will realise that my nick is "I can't help... Everytime I see him, I feel like slaping him... Hate him to the core!" It's serious. Whenever I see him now, I feel like slapping him. He is my friend's bf. After the "Acting" incident that he acted to my friend, whenever he saw me, he'll walk far away. ME too, whenever I see him now, I won't say hi or bye to him. Yesterday I saw him with her again. When he saw me, he walked backwards. Haha.... Someone is feeling guilty and shameless to see me. It's only ME who know which type of guys are acting, and which is not. My friend may be cheated to him as she is always in her dramatic, romantic, dreamy and innocent world. He don't know how to see guys.... How many times have she been cheated? Why can't she understand what I'm trying to say? I just have to keep my hands off now. Let her experience everything herself then. I won't say anything anymore, want to break then break, don't come to me and cry AGAIN. I had enough. Really had enough. A 14 years friend is still not trustable than a guy whom she met few months ago.... zzz.... forget it.
Playing maple now.... Don't want to blog anymore... More and more sick when talking about that guy.... Eeek!!
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11:14 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Weeeee.... I passed my final year project. I'm so happy.... Not only did I passed, I got a C. Incredible.... I always thought I'll have a D haha.... However, I'm sad for my friends. Alot of them fail.... Got to retake next sem. No one to talk to me during diploma show le sob.... Hmmm.... Very happy I got a diploma at last.... Finally can get out of workshop and this course... Really taking my life.... But I want to study further... I want to study graphics Design as I only know product design. So I think if I want to work as graphic designer, no ppl will want to employ me. Thinking of getting a BA of graphic communications lor.... Don't want to take diploma again. Wasting time.... Degree is very expensive lor.... I got my eyes on Laselle and First International Design School... The latter had emailed me to go down for a portfolio interview. Am I too fast? Haiz... I just told that person that I'll go down after my diploma show. I was thinking shall I study next year? Or this year? If this year, that school is opening on April. I had just graduated on March, then April got to study again... Hmmm... Sort of tiring huh.... Will consider working first. Save more money hehe....
New movies coming out.... I want to watch!!! I want to watch Nanny Mcphee, The Shaggy dog, Date Movie & Big Momma's house 2. So many!!! No money..... zzzz....
So Last Sunday, helped out in the events at Holland Village haha.... Long time never run show already. Not used to it anymore, feeling thirsty and hot all the time. My bf's company is still running, but that's their 1st show, so they don't have uniform yet, we just wore the t-shirts given by the organiser. So everybody was wearing the same T-shirts lor... And got mixed up as to who are the family people and who are the marshall haha.... So that day, I'm in charged of sand art and coaster art for the kids again..... Everytime I run show, sure got one or few kids who are especially terrible one.... Got one kid irritate me, really can't stand it. Why nowadays kids so naughty? She went into my box to dig for the pictures she want when I told her cannot choose. Then she dig into my rubbish bag for thrown coupons so that she can use it to play again, then no matter how I chased her away to queue, she still won't go away. At the end of show when we all packed up, she went into my box to steal the sand art again. I ran and chased her away, one of the kid even got the picture in hand and I went to take back agian. Can't stand it. If they are my kids I sure whack them. No discipline!!!
Enough of craps... Going rebonding later with Elyn haha... Vain Vain.... But I really want to do it. I'm having a super bad hair day everyday.... =)
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12:25 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
Peach bun (longevity bun?) made specially for Regine's Birthday.... Cute rite? Hahaha.... 21 buns to represent 21 years old....
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2:09 AM
I want a Nokia 7370!!! I love it. Just love it!!! Love the design man.....
Hmmm... Yesterday, went out with JH to buy her prom nite shoe. So envy she got prom nite. My school don't have... Anyway, also good la, no need to spend money on dress and shoe haha... No need to headache so much too. After that, I went to catch a movie with my bf. We watched Underworld. I felt so disgusted watching that movie. The starting of the scene make me feel so uncomfortable. The scene is so bloody. People still can eat their Nachos and popcorn in there... Yucks! Anyway, not a bad movie... Just that all the names of the character make me so confused at the beginning of the movie. A bit of RA too.... EEeeeee... I hate the bloody scene most... Arghhh.....
Today, went out with Elyn to shop. Long time never go shopping! Hehe.... Alot of thing I like, but cannot buy too much. So I only bought little things.... Haiz... Must try to work and save more money....
I just went to Nokia website to see the Nokia 7370 phone demo. So nice... I really love it.... My dream phone. I'll sure be buying that sooner or later. Just that I may want to change my line to Starhub.... It's cheaper... hehe....
Feeling so slack now.... Will be going school again... Probably next week. Dip show coming... Hehe.... Back to maple game now... Bb.....zzzz
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1:59 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
My blog is getting rusty!!!! Haha... So lazy to post after all submissions. Finally exams all over, but still got to touch up model for diploma show on march 31st. Sianz. Still have to see WORKSHOP! scary workshop... phobia already....
Hmmmm.... nowadays go workshop for few hours only, the rest of time stay at home play maple and watch vcd lol.... Slacking life... waiting for a $1000+ freelance job from my brother's friend. Can't really slack much already la... must start to do some things already.
I don't really know what should I do now. Should I continue with my studies? Or find a job? I was thinking of working as a graphic designer, so I am keen on getting a degree on graphic communication, or else with my product & Industrial Design diploma, I don't think people will want me to work as graphic designer in their place. Today, went to the suntec career fair with Meiling and Shu Wei. There's alot of private, as well as local university looking for students. I saw UNSW, the top leading university in Australia. They have the course I want. Only this place has the course I want, other than NTU. However, I don't think I can get in NTU as my grades not that good, so I can only get in a private university. They also have a campus in Singapore now. Hmmm... I went to ask about their school fees, and all sorts of things. The friendly guy, Von, actually sat down and talked to me. I don't really know his post, but I know he is in charge of fine arts, and he knows Moses (Our director of Design school) haha... He told me he is having lunch with him tomorrow. He also said that my 2 seniors are going fine there, but I only know one senior haha.... He make me feel so warm.
The school fees is actually $19k per year. However, he said that they have a deal with Temasek Design school. Which is, our fees will be 50% cheaper. I felt so auntie as I was busy counting the fees afrer 50%, and he asked me not to worry much haha... So malu... But he doesn't know that even if it's 50% off, it's still ALOT to me! Haha... and so, he told me we can start from second year. This course duration is 4 years, but I can start from year 2 or 3 haha.... However, I still don't think the fees is cheap. It's still very expensive to me. I also asked about what if I only know how to use some of the software, coz I don't really know how to use other software as I am not from graphic course. I am just afraid I can't catch up. He just told me this thing can be done, all can work out... Haiz... talk so much also no use... No money to study. I don't want to spend my whole life paying debt to bank. I own bank my poly fees already. I can't afford to loan one more time. I can die. Haha... So... I think University is out of the question.... Haiz.... Ok.... Don't think anymore... Money is really so important....
If only my grades were better, I can go to local University.... I really hate myself for not working hard enough. My grades sucks!!! The local University fees is so so so so much cheaper than the private ones. I hate this... This is so unfair!!!!!! Arggghhhh.... Why my family so poor also? haiz....
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3:20 AM
Haiz.... Going crazy le..... Went school early especially to spray my model, but when I reached school, I saw my model outside the spray booth. All Ong's fault la... He should know we are busy touching up our model.... Why he ask people to come and clean TODAY? Kai Ren and me were cursing and swearing man. But he is slower than me haha.... I can spray lacquer tomorrow, but he can't... Very rushy... Hehe... Redo my stand again today.... I bought the acrylic glue for $3.40, but can't be used... Ong asked me to throw away and gave me his acrylic glue... Also not that good... Then he asked me to redo... And bend it instead of cutting those acrylic into pieces.... So funny I applied the glue in a wrong way, and Ong was swearing at me lol.... I laughed until I almost fall down from my chair. I felt stupid. Dying soon really... More and more phobia of using the machines!! all the scary sound.... Can make me jelly legged.... Finally finished drilling the holes AGAIN. Tomorrow try to bend it... No time no time!! Thursday must go National Library set up already.... Tomorrow everything must be done! Including wrapping up!!! Hehe... Scared the workers man... They are very rough... Just now I saw them spoiling the seniors model.... So heart pain... They just don't understand English... My technician asked them to be careful for dunno how many times, but they just don't listen... I'm so afraid my model will be spoilt by them too. Got to wrapped double layer tomorrow... Haha.... =P
Going workshop early in the morning tomorrow... Cannot slack anymore!! So many things to do!!! Hehe....
Yesterday, was writing the invitation list for my 21st birthday this August. I realised I got 86 friends to invite... I double check it, and it's the same.... Haha... But I don't think all 86 will turn up. Just hope that my food is enough for all... Venue, should be around Pasir ris... Will invite everyone when I have the venue and booking date ready hehe....
Got to tuck in early now... tataz....
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12:51 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Whoa..... Went to watch "V for Vendetta" today with my bf, jx, fan and her 2 friends Kelvin and Fabian haha... Not a bad show..... But a pity Vendetta died.... Can't see his face under the mask... So sad....
Haiz.... After that.... Something happened.... Jx saw his ex gf with his friend together. The guy who snatched her gf..... This cannot blame the guy also.... To me, I really think that it's the girl who changed heart first, so no matter who snatched who, it's still the girl's fault. That's why my bf hated that girl for cheating his buddy. So kel was saying, if that guy dare to look back at us, he sure find fault from him... Then he really go and find him... Jx and me chased him all the way upstairs. We were at Cineleisure then. They went into the staircase and talk terms... I dunno what they thinking.... Haiz.... That girl and me were shocked.... But she kept standing in front of his current bf... Alot of things happened then...The girl and I stopped the guys.... But they kept fighting... Can't stand it.... Was feeling jelly legged at that time. Felt like I'm one of the hooligan haha... But finally, after all those pushing and pulling from each other, all of them stopped... But they were still shouting at each other... Can't stand it. But I'm glad no one was hurt... Not at all... Just that that guy were pushed.... I know it's not enough, but still, it's not right to fight. Scare the hell out of me.... Fanny and guys were waiting downstairs as they were in the toilet. Only jx and me went up to stop kel... I asked him, jx nv respond already, why he still so mad... He just say that he can't stand his brother got bullied. And can't stand that f**ker looking at them, as if he won that girl.... zzzz... Guys ah..... Haiz...
In the end I console both of them, asked them to forget it... I know nothing I say can let them calm down, so I asked kel to stop jx if he was going down to fight with that guy again.... That girl still dare to call jx and say they need to talk. What's there to talk? She changed her heart and go on with jx's friend, now she want to talk? Funny.... I used to dislike that girl last time, now even more.... The more I see her the more I can't stand her...
And there's a chinese idioms that says "peng you qi bu ke qi" Meaning, friends gf/bf cannot snatch. (something lidat la haha), but dunno why that guy so bad.... can break in between couples.... zzzz
Enough of craps... Now I see kel and jx on msn, I'm relax... scared they go out fight again lol.... Fanny and gang were so so so confused why we suddenly ran up lol.... Haha.... We were watching people about to fight outside cineleisure just now, but they stopped after a while, who knows, in the end jx they all fight with that guy in cineleisure lol.... Cineleisure is so chaotic... Lots of youngsters outside the entrance everytime....
Heez... Watched 2 movies in one week.... Monday start, got to rush again... sianz.... go liao... watch tv and sleep... So tired!!!!
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1:24 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
WAh... What a happy day today.... Met up with Jasmine, Steffie and Fanny today. All of them are friends I knew when I was working in Isetan Parkway last time. That time Steffie, Fanny and me were still waiting for 'o' level results haha.... Then Jas was a staff there, but quitted after 2 months when we were still working there. Had lots of fun and laughter together last time. Though I met up with Fanny quite often, but I seldom meet Jas and Steffie at all.... Had a fun day taking pictures and neo prints too.... Geez....
After that, we went to watch "Failure to launch". Not a bad movie... Better than date movie. Quite funny haha... All of us were laughing throughout the show. A pity we missed a bit of the front part as we were late... Haha.... Fanny's friend, Kelvin and Ting Ting joined us too.... All of them are so friendly.... =)
Dip show is coming.... So damn tired... Amy and I were complaining that we are so sick of workshop... So many days still cannot finish! I give up man... The more I touch up, the worst my model became. Now got more patch and scratches... I really hack care already... Very tired.... Must wait 1 day for the spray to dry, how many "1 day" do I have? So sickening.... Just dump my model there and leave the place haha.... Haiz...
Sis coming back with my niece again next week. So happy can see my niece again... Hehez.... Sis will be coming down to view my dip show too.... Haaz....
Sleeping soon... Super tired after a day of chit chatting and photo taking session with friends.... Nitez....
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1:58 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Oh my god oh my god oh my god~~~~~
As I was surfing the net just now, I went into channel U to see the news of superband as I wanted to see whether my friend get in the top 18. Then I went to browse the new movie website that the superstar went TP to act. There's one time when Elyn & me stood outside our studio to watch them act. And that was the time the people(Crew) took photo of Elyn & ME!!!!! And load it on the website... Stating that alot of viewers stood out to watch the superstar act... Oh my god... Lucky I cover my face with some papers, and they didn't really show my face haha.... But can see Elyn's face clearly lol... Don't really know when they took that picture haha....
Hmmmm .... So today, still didn't manage to spray my model. I am certain I can spray it tomorrow haha.... After workshop, I went for an interview for the post of graphic designer. This company is located at Eunos, near Bedok Reservoir too. It's so weird as you have to take off your shoe when you enter that office. I felt so weird doing interview bare footed. Then that lady kept saying that it's a waste for me as I have a diploma in Product Design, and why don't I got to Product Design field.... Haaa... I was thinking, NO, NEVER IN MY LIFE!! Haha.... The software that I know how to use, they don't really use them often, except for photoshop. They used some other software like pagemaker and so on. I don't know how to use, but she say that she can teach me, provided that my pay is $1100 only. As I'm fresh, and they also teach me how to use, so I don't have to go around taking up courses... I think it's not a bad deal... Though $1100 is really very very low... But I need experience, and there's someone guiding me to do all those stuff. However, i just told her I'll consider first. She said ok. Should I? Or shouldn't I? I kept thinking, if she really employ me, and the pay is so little, am I cheated? But on the other hand, she will teach me the software from start, and I am also a fresh graduate, as well as I am not farmiliar in Mac. Hmmm... She want to employ me is very miracle already. So I may consider.... 80% going to work there IF she want to employ me haha.... Mum asked me to negotiate with her to give me $1200 instead of $1100, so after the probation period I'll have $1300.... Should I? I can't bring myself to do it haha....
Everything depends on fate.... We shall see.... Anyway this is my first interview.... Hope there are more better ones to come. Ong said that Designer field can earn $1800- $2000+. Fresh graduate can earn around $1400 too.... So.... I am sort of cheated huh? But really got so much meh?? But I never study graphic design before, but I've taken the electives, which is not much... Hmmm... Haha... Worst come to worst I go work in Admin field.... Haiz.... Zzzz...
The next interview shall be after my diploma show.... I really don't want to find job now already, do it after dip show la haha.... Byez.... Jia you jia you!!!
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2:17 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Today, went school for diploma show talk. However, didn't really went in the LT haha.... I went to eat with Amy and Lena. Then after a while, everyone came out of the LT, all saying that the talk is nothing, wasting time... Hehe.... Then Gerald came and talk to us about the dip show preparation. Our guest of honour that day will be Victor margolin, a very famous designer.... I'm not sure whether I must be there for the whole 3 days, I only know the schdule time is quite weird and I hate it. The last day of the show end at 10pm, meaning, we have to pack up after 10pm... sianz.... hehe
Went to watch date movie just now with my bf... Not a very nice show... Although some parts are funny. We went to Bugis to watch. I think I don't really like the cinema there. The seats are too low, and too much. Just now as we were watching, the people behind kept laughing when some of the scenes are not that funny lor. And they kept kicking my bf seat. So irritating. Everything was wrong, the movie not that nice too haha.... But I still want to watch the shaggy dog, nanny mcphee and Big momma's house 2. Yea......
Hmmmm.... If anyone got my msn, you will realise that my nick is "I can't help... Everytime I see him, I feel like slaping him... Hate him to the core!" It's serious. Whenever I see him now, I feel like slapping him. He is my friend's bf. After the "Acting" incident that he acted to my friend, whenever he saw me, he'll walk far away. ME too, whenever I see him now, I won't say hi or bye to him. Yesterday I saw him with her again. When he saw me, he walked backwards. Haha.... Someone is feeling guilty and shameless to see me. It's only ME who know which type of guys are acting, and which is not. My friend may be cheated to him as she is always in her dramatic, romantic, dreamy and innocent world. He don't know how to see guys.... How many times have she been cheated? Why can't she understand what I'm trying to say? I just have to keep my hands off now. Let her experience everything herself then. I won't say anything anymore, want to break then break, don't come to me and cry AGAIN. I had enough. Really had enough. A 14 years friend is still not trustable than a guy whom she met few months ago.... zzz.... forget it.
Playing maple now.... Don't want to blog anymore... More and more sick when talking about that guy.... Eeek!!
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11:14 PM
Today, went school for diploma show talk. However, didn't really went in the LT haha.... I went to eat with Amy and Lena. Then after a while, everyone came out of the LT, all saying that the talk is nothing, wasting time... Hehe.... Then Gerald came and talk to us about the dip show preparation. Our guest of honour that day will be Victor margolin, a very famous designer.... I'm not sure whether I must be there for the whole 3 days, I only know the schdule time is quite weird and I hate it. The last day of the show end at 10pm, meaning, we have to pack up after 10pm... sianz.... hehe
Went to watch date movie just now with my bf... Not a very nice show... Although some parts are funny. We went to Bugis to watch. I think I don't really like the cinema there. The seats are too low, and too much. Just now as we were watching, the people behind kept laughing when some of the scenes are not that funny lor. And they kept kicking my bf seat. So irritating. Everything was wrong, the movie not that nice too haha.... But I still want to watch the shaggy dog, nanny mcphee and Big momma's house 2. Yea......
Hmmmm.... If anyone got my msn, you will realise that my nick is "I can't help... Everytime I see him, I feel like slaping him... Hate him to the core!" It's serious. Whenever I see him now, I feel like slapping him. He is my friend's bf. After the "Acting" incident that he acted to my friend, whenever he saw me, he'll walk far away. ME too, whenever I see him now, I won't say hi or bye to him. Yesterday I saw him with her again. When he saw me, he walked backwards. Haha.... Someone is feeling guilty and shameless to see me. It's only ME who know which type of guys are acting, and which is not. My friend may be cheated to him as she is always in her dramatic, romantic, dreamy and innocent world. He don't know how to see guys.... How many times have she been cheated? Why can't she understand what I'm trying to say? I just have to keep my hands off now. Let her experience everything herself then. I won't say anything anymore, want to break then break, don't come to me and cry AGAIN. I had enough. Really had enough. A 14 years friend is still not trustable than a guy whom she met few months ago.... zzz.... forget it.
Playing maple now.... Don't want to blog anymore... More and more sick when talking about that guy.... Eeek!!
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11:14 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Weeeee.... I passed my final year project. I'm so happy.... Not only did I passed, I got a C. Incredible.... I always thought I'll have a D haha.... However, I'm sad for my friends. Alot of them fail.... Got to retake next sem. No one to talk to me during diploma show le sob.... Hmmm.... Very happy I got a diploma at last.... Finally can get out of workshop and this course... Really taking my life.... But I want to study further... I want to study graphics Design as I only know product design. So I think if I want to work as graphic designer, no ppl will want to employ me. Thinking of getting a BA of graphic communications lor.... Don't want to take diploma again. Wasting time.... Degree is very expensive lor.... I got my eyes on Laselle and First International Design School... The latter had emailed me to go down for a portfolio interview. Am I too fast? Haiz... I just told that person that I'll go down after my diploma show. I was thinking shall I study next year? Or this year? If this year, that school is opening on April. I had just graduated on March, then April got to study again... Hmmm... Sort of tiring huh.... Will consider working first. Save more money hehe....
New movies coming out.... I want to watch!!! I want to watch Nanny Mcphee, The Shaggy dog, Date Movie & Big Momma's house 2. So many!!! No money..... zzzz....
So Last Sunday, helped out in the events at Holland Village haha.... Long time never run show already. Not used to it anymore, feeling thirsty and hot all the time. My bf's company is still running, but that's their 1st show, so they don't have uniform yet, we just wore the t-shirts given by the organiser. So everybody was wearing the same T-shirts lor... And got mixed up as to who are the family people and who are the marshall haha.... So that day, I'm in charged of sand art and coaster art for the kids again..... Everytime I run show, sure got one or few kids who are especially terrible one.... Got one kid irritate me, really can't stand it. Why nowadays kids so naughty? She went into my box to dig for the pictures she want when I told her cannot choose. Then she dig into my rubbish bag for thrown coupons so that she can use it to play again, then no matter how I chased her away to queue, she still won't go away. At the end of show when we all packed up, she went into my box to steal the sand art again. I ran and chased her away, one of the kid even got the picture in hand and I went to take back agian. Can't stand it. If they are my kids I sure whack them. No discipline!!!
Enough of craps... Going rebonding later with Elyn haha... Vain Vain.... But I really want to do it. I'm having a super bad hair day everyday.... =)
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12:25 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
Peach bun (longevity bun?) made specially for Regine's Birthday.... Cute rite? Hahaha.... 21 buns to represent 21 years old....
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2:09 AM
I want a Nokia 7370!!! I love it. Just love it!!! Love the design man.....
Hmmm... Yesterday, went out with JH to buy her prom nite shoe. So envy she got prom nite. My school don't have... Anyway, also good la, no need to spend money on dress and shoe haha... No need to headache so much too. After that, I went to catch a movie with my bf. We watched Underworld. I felt so disgusted watching that movie. The starting of the scene make me feel so uncomfortable. The scene is so bloody. People still can eat their Nachos and popcorn in there... Yucks! Anyway, not a bad movie... Just that all the names of the character make me so confused at the beginning of the movie. A bit of RA too.... EEeeeee... I hate the bloody scene most... Arghhh.....
Today, went out with Elyn to shop. Long time never go shopping! Hehe.... Alot of thing I like, but cannot buy too much. So I only bought little things.... Haiz... Must try to work and save more money....
I just went to Nokia website to see the Nokia 7370 phone demo. So nice... I really love it.... My dream phone. I'll sure be buying that sooner or later. Just that I may want to change my line to Starhub.... It's cheaper... hehe....
Feeling so slack now.... Will be going school again... Probably next week. Dip show coming... Hehe.... Back to maple game now... Bb.....zzzz
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1:59 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
My blog is getting rusty!!!! Haha... So lazy to post after all submissions. Finally exams all over, but still got to touch up model for diploma show on march 31st. Sianz. Still have to see WORKSHOP! scary workshop... phobia already....
Hmmmm.... nowadays go workshop for few hours only, the rest of time stay at home play maple and watch vcd lol.... Slacking life... waiting for a $1000+ freelance job from my brother's friend. Can't really slack much already la... must start to do some things already.
I don't really know what should I do now. Should I continue with my studies? Or find a job? I was thinking of working as a graphic designer, so I am keen on getting a degree on graphic communication, or else with my product & Industrial Design diploma, I don't think people will want me to work as graphic designer in their place. Today, went to the suntec career fair with Meiling and Shu Wei. There's alot of private, as well as local university looking for students. I saw UNSW, the top leading university in Australia. They have the course I want. Only this place has the course I want, other than NTU. However, I don't think I can get in NTU as my grades not that good, so I can only get in a private university. They also have a campus in Singapore now. Hmmm... I went to ask about their school fees, and all sorts of things. The friendly guy, Von, actually sat down and talked to me. I don't really know his post, but I know he is in charge of fine arts, and he knows Moses (Our director of Design school) haha... He told me he is having lunch with him tomorrow. He also said that my 2 seniors are going fine there, but I only know one senior haha.... He make me feel so warm.
The school fees is actually $19k per year. However, he said that they have a deal with Temasek Design school. Which is, our fees will be 50% cheaper. I felt so auntie as I was busy counting the fees afrer 50%, and he asked me not to worry much haha... So malu... But he doesn't know that even if it's 50% off, it's still ALOT to me! Haha... and so, he told me we can start from second year. This course duration is 4 years, but I can start from year 2 or 3 haha.... However, I still don't think the fees is cheap. It's still very expensive to me. I also asked about what if I only know how to use some of the software, coz I don't really know how to use other software as I am not from graphic course. I am just afraid I can't catch up. He just told me this thing can be done, all can work out... Haiz... talk so much also no use... No money to study. I don't want to spend my whole life paying debt to bank. I own bank my poly fees already. I can't afford to loan one more time. I can die. Haha... So... I think University is out of the question.... Haiz.... Ok.... Don't think anymore... Money is really so important....
If only my grades were better, I can go to local University.... I really hate myself for not working hard enough. My grades sucks!!! The local University fees is so so so so much cheaper than the private ones. I hate this... This is so unfair!!!!!! Arggghhhh.... Why my family so poor also? haiz....
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3:20 AM