Friday, August 22, 2008
This is the last time I am blogging here. I was always curious why most of my friends closed down their blog. Now I finally understand why. Certain things are not meant to be shared. Well I believe it also depends on how you blog. But if you can't blog what you like because of certain people and certain reason, then it's really useless in blogging. I think I better get back to my private blog which only Jun and me knows. like this I can blog more freely. Hehez...
Sometimes I was wondering, why do people changed?? Is it because of their friends?? Or job? It's sad to see a gd person becoming so greedy and proud. They said a good friend tells you your mistake frankly, but I just can't tell the truth to that person. Certain things are really very hard to say out. I am just afraid that once I said all these out, that's the end of the relationship and it will be so embarassing to see each other again. is it because of the job environment that causes this person to changed so much? In fact, most of our friends don't like this person too. Just that this person doesn't know about it and continue to have this attitude. It's so saddening. Jun told me something very valuable. She said it's best to be contented with what you have. I think its very true. She told me that because I don't have this attitude, that is why I am surrounded with many friends. I am not trying to be proud to say that yes indeed, I got MANY friends. I am just thinking that ya , maybe it's true, coz I agreed that most of the times, different friends will ask me out for a meal, or shopping and gossipping. We still keep in contact regardless is primary school friends, sec school frens, ex colleagues, poly friends and so on. Of course it's also because they are very fun and nice to be with. I sincerely hope that this person will changed. Or else, I really don't know how this person can live happily. Maybe they will think they are happy with their current life, but , if they continue to be like that, it's hard to say. Some values are better to cherished. Do not forget your own roots. . . . .
Hmmm well... I just quitted my job. Not that I am not happy in this company, but because I wanted to have some other new experience and new environment. Frankly speaking, I felt that I am very lucky coz my first full time job experience is so wonderful. I have a GREAT boss and great colleagues. There is absolutely no political problem in this company. Moreover, all of them taught me alot of new things. I have not been scolded before in this company although sometimes I might do wrong things. All of them spoilt me very much. My bosses and others treated me as one of their family members. I am really very happy working there. However, for my future sake, I think I have to get going and learn some other things, or else I will be stuck here till dunno when. Actually long ago I wanted to leave, but I got no time to find job. Or rather, I am quite lazy to find too. However, my friends asked me to go over their company to work. At that point of time I was thinking, maybe I should go and try it out. All my siblings supported me too.
During the day when I resigned, boss chatted with me for a while. He taught me alot of things. My siblings and friends said that my boss is a very open minded boss. They also said maybe it's a lost to leave this boss, but it's also good that I can continue to gain more experience.
Recently, my manager and colleagues kept sighing in the office when they reminded me that I am leaving. I don't know why I just felt so guilty. Haiz... I am left with few more weeks to handle all the things back to them. Really got no time to do it now. Haiz. Hope everything turns out well. Oh ya, my sister is coming back with her family to Singapore on 1st Sept. I am taking 1 full week's leave to accompany them. Shiok. Boss said if not enough he give me more. I told him it's ok. haha...
I hoped everything turns out well... New environment, new colleagues....
I shall keep this blog for future memory, but don't think I will be blogging here anymore. take care all. Cya in other place Jun! :)
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