Thursday, August 30, 2007
HAiz... After working for the event last Sunday, I suddenly fall sick. On Monday, already not feeling well, but went to work. Wanted to leave early to see doc, but so many things to do, so I din leave. Then on Tuesday, I thought I can get well, who knows during work, I felt so weak too. Then it was raining so heavily. So unlucky.... Then I waited for the rain to get small, then I tell boss I want to leave as I am not feeling well. Then boss brought me to the clinic which is just near my blk. He kept nagging me to drink more water. Doc told me my sickness is spread by children, maybe my niece, nephew or whoever... I think so... Coz on Sunday, I had interacted with sooooo many children... Haha.... Must be one of them spread the virus to me... sad... But.. Anyway, I got 1 and a half days off becoz of that haha... Yesterday stayed at home, rotting away. My bf actually mistook my medicine for his and he brought my medicine to his office for one whole day.. Haha... Luckily I am still fine....
Today, can't wake up also... SO draggy lor.... Then I only ate one bread and took my medicine, after a while, so so so hungry... Whenever I eat medicine, I'll get hungry easily no matter how much I ate earlier. Haiz... I got to experience this kind of suffering for a while more, coz I was given anti-biotics. Must finish ALL!!! SIANZ. I hate to rely on medication. I think I really need to exercise more, as the docter say if my parents got diabetes, chances of me getting it is high, unless I exercise regularly, as exercise can also prevent diabetes, and alot more disease too. Hmmmm... And I think it's been ages since I eat fruits.... Really really very long never eat fruits already... No wonder I always get sick. Haha...
Hmmm... Tomorrow is Friday... So sad I got to work on Saturday, or else I can go to the zoo to help out for the event. Can earn another $70.. Too bad lor... Very sian! I thought this month got extra $140 one... HAIIII... Why must I work on Saturday??
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9:49 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
Today is a not so busy day at work hehe... But still got things to do lor. Spent 7 hours just to type some text haha... so slack... But that 7 hours include msn-ing my frens and also taking up calls.
Yesterday, it's the 1st time I bake cookies with my bf. Very fun lor. Very heng also as yesterday jx came my house downstairs to pass things to my bf, then we went bedok to have lunch, then went NTUC to buy ingredients for making cookies. I even bought a brand new egg beater haha... Then sooo many things also la... Then he brought us home muahaaaa... So lucky. Then my bf and I had a great time making cookie. 1st round so ugly all the cookie expand and stick together. We had to use spoon to divide them. Then we felt so stupid coz we thought the cookie will harden inside, but it didn't, so my bf called and ask his sister, his sister say must take out and let it cool then it will harden. Keke... So fun so fun. After that, our skills began to improve, the cookie not so big anymore. My family members all say it's nice. So happy hehe... But I myself don't rate so high, coz I think it's sweet. I don't like sweet stuff. I'm thinking of lessening more more more sugar the next time round hehe... I wonder how the cookie will taste like if I don't add in any sugar muahaaa.... Bought some to my office to share with them too. George ask me is it chipsmore. I said no, it's famous ah zhi haha... Not famous amos. keke... Overall, very happy with the result. My bro say he take his hats off me as I nv make cookie before and I dare to buy oven and egg beater. So I want to prove to him I can make it. And I did, he's the most supporting of all as he love to EAT EAT & EAT lol... keke...
Today went out with Regine after work. I went this fashion to shop while waiting for her. Then this month got 30% off for members. SO CHEAPPP lol... Bought 2 top for work at only $22. Usual price is $40, but because I got member and I got additional points, so got so much discount lor. I agree sometimes the quality is bad, but I can wear very long coz I like it haha... Regine and me went city plaza after dinner, then saw many many many nice clohtes there where we cannot find at orchard ba. But so ex, the price not much diff from orchard one. So I din buy any la haha... Cannot always spend money haaa...
I hope tomorrow will be a free day for me again. Got some drawings to draw tomorrow, but I know I can finish very fast, I just hope tomorrow no more additional work for me la... Hee... well well... Now I'm going to eat titbits and watch tv and sleep soon. Nitex.
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11:28 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Happy Birthday to myself.... It's my bday yesterday haha... 22 yrs old liao, still dunno how to think. Haiz... Still as STUPID as ever.
So yesterday, brought 2 Japanese monk out for a tour. They brought us around when we were in Japan, so now, we should bring them around too. Visited many well-known temples in Singapore. I realised I stayed here so long but I din really visit other temples except for my shi fu own temple haha... Varuna, my fren, lend us his car and my bf and I took turn to drive them around. Varuna borrowed another car and drove in front of us lor. So fun driving auto car. It's so so so much easier to drive auto car than manual car. Haha... We also went to the Upper and Lower pierce reservoir. It's the 1st time I took a walk at the reservoir. 1st time I see so many wild monkeys in Singapore. No one had ever brought me to reservoir for a walk. I feel so sua gu... Saw monintor lizard while I was walking the path. So scary and I screamed lor. But the monintor lizard are afraid of us too, and it ran away haha... If not for yesterday, I don't even know when I will get a chance to go reservoir. I've nv been to machritchie reservoir before also. Wonder how it looks like. Other people all went until sian, but I really never go before. As I was young, my mum always don't let me go out. So I've never been to alot of places in Singapore. I really very sad lor. Other ppl all laugh at me, say they go macritchie , go here go there for dunno how many times liao, but me, I'm staying in Singapore and I never been to many places at all... So unfair...
When sometimes I plan to go some places, he don't want to go, he will give alot of excuse. Really very sad lor, in the end no place to go. I really hate it lor... Really more fun going out with my gang. After all, friends are very important too. Maybe I'm still very playful lor. I don't know how to think, I'm not matured like he is. But why can't I be playful now? I want to have fun while I am young. If not wait till old liao then have fun? I don't want to die with regrets. Who knows I won't live till old? You never know what will happen the next sec. I have my own limits. I know when to play when not to play. It's not as if I only know how to play. Sometimes certain things I like he don't like, certain things he like, I don't like. Very hard to please everyone. Right now we are all working. Should cherish the times we have, coz both are so busy and tired all the time. Should we really live lidat till old? I can't.
Enough of complains. Back to topic. Ok so after that, met up with frens for dinner at Manhattan. varuna lend us his car lor. Heee....
However, I think I am so stupid lor, always lost my way... No sense of direction at all... Turned many rounds yesterday just to go to 1 place... Hai... So sad that I kept hitting my head yesterday when I returned the car. Very restless when driving... Hate myself.
So yesterday, my gang turned up for the dinner except for Ling as she is still working. Then I also invited my bf, JH & WW for the dinner. Jx cannot make it too. It's just a simple dinner lor. A treat from me as my frens always treat me when it's their birthday too. Hee...
After dinner, JH & WW left the place, and all of us were wandering about at PS. But someone kept showing me a black face. really very sad lor. My friends were all wondering why he look so sian. They said it's too obvious liao. I really very pai seh lor. Dunno what to do. I don't know why every year my birthday this person will make me angry or sad one. Really very very sad. Till now, I can't forget the scene lor. Really very unhappy. My birthday is 1 year 1 time, why can't I celebrate happily? I already told Jun what's my plan for my next birthday already. I felt so uneasy yesterday la.... Haiz... As I said already, I don't have the birthday mood. I wonder why so unfair. Why I can socialize with his frens, but he can't socialize with my frens at all. I am really sandwiched in between. My frens talk to him, he like don't bother to answer too. I always say other ppl very proud and dao. Now it turn back he also lidat. Really cannot say other people lor... It will reflect to yourself one.... I tried to forget this thing, but I can't... I think it's really unfair to me. I know I have my bad points. If people hurt me, I won't forget this so easily. I can forgive but not forget. The scar is there already. I said liao. I really hate myself.
Anyway, yesterday I got a few presents from my friends. I love all the presents from them. My gang bought me a pink creative MP3. Haha they know I love pink. And yes I do... Can listen to song when I go out liao... Heeee.... Then JH & WW just returned from HK. They bought me a Hello Kitty towel. It's my fav lor, all the colours inside also my fav colour haha... SO cute and I love it. Decided to use it as a cover instead of towel. Then they also share the present and bought me 3 hello kitty stuff again. I love it man... So nice... One of it, when you on the light, all the hello kitty will shine onto my ceiling. Lovely lovely.. Haha...Thanks for all the presents! =)
Not to forget , my bf bought me a pink PSP about 1 or 2 month earlier. Thanks for the psp too! Everything is pink and hello kitty in my world now. Hahaaaa.... I'm a freak.
Haiz... Still very sad...
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3:08 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! I wore red top out today. Haha... Though I din go to the live celebration la.... but still I support Singapore ma....
Finally!!! I got my original license! Haha... so happy leh... Kissed my license many times.... MUACKKKK.... Today, I drove without a "P" Plate. =P Haha... Very last min I drove la, coz jx came my house to pick kel and me up. He want to go Bugis and buy his in camp training stuff. Actually, wanted to drive from my house to Bugis, but then I scared, but when I decided to drive, jx drove liao, coz I got call coming in. Haiz... So I drove the car from Bugis car park to Toa Payoh lor. Went kel house to watch the NDP celebration on TV. This year one I think it's quite special ba. However, the rest of the performance after all the tank and plane so sian lor... Din mean to talk bad about the performance. I think it's sian, but I know the ppl performing are enjoying as it's such a fun thing to perform in live and the whole singapore will be watching it. But somehow, some of the theme, I think it's pointless ba... Nvm nvm... Hehe.... It's over, don't say so much liao.
So when I reached kel house downstairs, jx taught me how to do parking which is totally different from what I learn in CDC. Coz CDC used poles to teach us park, but now I passed already, I must learn how to park in the normal way without using poles haha.... I understood what he teach, but when I learned to park myself, I kept doing the wrong thing... Dunno why la... Hate it lor, I feel I very stupid. I am scared too as I don't want to hit on other vehicle. Jx and kel want to vomit blood liao lor... Then I ended the training lol... Very Thankful to jx for teaching me so many thing la... But I feel so stupid. Haiz... When I am driving on the road, I get so nervous also as it's the 1st time I drive on main road after I passed. I don't want road hogging and I don't want my engine to stall and I want to drive safely, then must see car see traffic light see human see this see that... Very what lor... I'm still very new what... Give me more practise lor.... Anyway I really passed my test.... If I really don't know how to drive, I sure fail one what... And some more, I am very used to my instructors car, now change car to drive, really really not used to it. And the driving technique outside is different from what I learn in school. Outside people don't change down their gear one by one, they use 3rd or 4th gear to do turning, they use 1 hand to turn, they parked using the 45 degree method... It's totally different from school lor.... The 2 guys like expecting so much from me lidat... Very sad lor... Though I always laugh laugh laugh, but I am really sad.... I know other ppl can learn faster, once they passed they really drive like normal people... But I'm different, as I am blur, forgetful and I am very slow in reaction... Really very sad when they kept giving me the "buay tahan" look. Haiz.... I know I am lousy, but give me time to practise ma.... I am not perfect lor.... When can I drive again?? Maybe jx scared to let me drive liao... Haizzzz... He even told me today he dreamt of me asking him to let me drive, then he got so shocked and woke up becoz of that dream. SHIT man... Haha.... =( So jialat meh??
My big day coming le... Going to celebrate with my gang soon... Yippeeee... 22 I'm coming!! =)
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1:28 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007
Today so boring again... No sales at all until my bf came to accompany me. He said he is the lucky star haha... After that got 2 sales. One is gate and one is signage. Hope tomorrow saturday will be better. Actually I worked till 3pm tomorrow but boss say I can go at 1.30pm once my 2nd part timer come hehe... Today boss came suddenly with a girl. That girl clutching her hand on my boss. Dunno is it his new girlfriend. If yes, I really very sad for my deceased lady boss. How can he find a new gf when his wife haven passed away for even a year yet. The image of my boss in my heart is that he's the best guy ever in the whole universe. He treat his wife very gd, he loves his childen, he care about all his employees and blah blah, but right now, very disappointed with him. I am saying if that girl really is his girl friend la.... I am afraid of misunderstanding him, coz I once misunderstood him... The incident is that last time when my lady boss is dying, he changed his car from odessy to mercedes. A normal being will think, why would this guy still care of buying a new car when his wife is dying? So one fine day I asked my boss in his car, why he suddenly change new car. He told me it was his wife's last wish. She wished to sit Merces before she died, coz all along their car is merces... That was the time when I really felt so guilty as I had misunderstood him. When his wife was dying, all along he's the one taking care of her, helping her to bath, feeding her, changing her diaper, bringing her to hospital all that.... Right now... I really hope he's not that kind of person lor... But it seems to me that this girl really is his girlfriend. Hai ... very disappointed la... All crows are black? Yes I think so... I din mean to say that you cannot have a gf, but, your wife just passed away only lor....... So now, it's still a question mark whether or not this girl is his gf. Actually none of my business, but I just feel sad coz I thought I had really seen an extinct man, but then the extinct man turned out to be the same old black crows in this universe HAHA. Someone pls tell me that there's still a good guy in this world pls.... A Mr nice n perfect guy. Don't think we have it in this universe anymore lor. PUI!
Hmmm... Today I had a long chat with my part timer. She's the real real Buddhist as me, always going to temple and going for talks. She's the 1st person that can understand fully what our religion is. All the terms and all the things that we talked, I realised we really know alot of the same things. Unlike both our friends, the topic is really different. So happy to found someone to talk about the religion haha... And it's interesting to know how she convert her religion from Christian to Buddhist, and how she learned and get to speak mandrain now when she didn't even understand a single mandrain last time. Interesting... Haha...
Looking forward for the weekend break now. Very tired lor.... I missed my office... lol....
Sometimes I really wish to have my own house. That's my one and only target, but I don't have alot of money. I just want to have a simple house, that's enough for me.
I don't wanna move in and live with my future parent's in law. Is it that hard? I know they are very nice person, but I just wanna have my own house. That's the only thing I asked for, other than that, I don't crave for any thing... Is it so hard?? Why can't I have my own house? Why can't my life be like others???? I really very sian lor... Everyday thinking about this thing.... When can I have my own house?? Sicked of it man.... Recently really very pek chet lor.... Do what thing also fail, such a failure. Hate it lor really.... Hai... Money is not everything, but no money also very pathetic. We must really face it in this reality world.
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11:24 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
AHHHH... What a long day... Today is the 3rd day of the exhibition. I'm so happy today as we've made 3 sales. Wow... Haha... My part timer n I had discovered many things. We realised that we should place the invoice on the table instead of keeping it in the box. And also, we have to drink tea n have some snacks, so customer will start walking in and making enquiries or buying our products keke...I told my boss about it and he said the invoice thing is very true. He forgot to tell me that we should place the invoice on the table, and the sales will come. He said all along it's lidat just that he forgot to tell us =X Haha, then I told him about me eating all the time, and I said if I don't buy food, no one will come in to see our products. He laughed and said ok lor buy more haha. He's quite happy with the sales today keke. At least it's a good start. Hopefully tml and the rest of the days will be better.
Everday I got different chauffer driving me from my home to work. It's either my boss, manager or salesman. So fun and shiok man. Then at the end of the day, I can take cab and claim money from company to go home. Boss had already given me $100 spare cash, the rest I can get it from him again haha. I hope he can give me more pay as I've worked for another 2 hours extra leh... Hehe.. See how it goes at the end of da month ba...
I find that working there, my time can also passed faster as when I'm in office also, not sure why. Maybe becoz I got my lap top there and I can do my catalogue there, at the same time surfing net and also serving customer. Hehe. But I prefer working from 9-5pm. Don't like working late and going home late. No life at all lor. Now I know what I want again. My salesman said this first job that I had is very good as I'm trained in alot of things and also got alot of experiences liao. Guess what he say is true. Hopefully if one day I really quit, I can find a better pay job.
Tomorrow I will buy more food and place the bills on the table keke...Sales sales pls come in come in haha.... Gonna sleep now. Nitey.
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