Friday, August 03, 2007
Today so boring again... No sales at all until my bf came to accompany me. He said he is the lucky star haha... After that got 2 sales. One is gate and one is signage. Hope tomorrow saturday will be better. Actually I worked till 3pm tomorrow but boss say I can go at 1.30pm once my 2nd part timer come hehe... Today boss came suddenly with a girl. That girl clutching her hand on my boss. Dunno is it his new girlfriend. If yes, I really very sad for my deceased lady boss. How can he find a new gf when his wife haven passed away for even a year yet. The image of my boss in my heart is that he's the best guy ever in the whole universe. He treat his wife very gd, he loves his childen, he care about all his employees and blah blah, but right now, very disappointed with him. I am saying if that girl really is his girl friend la.... I am afraid of misunderstanding him, coz I once misunderstood him... The incident is that last time when my lady boss is dying, he changed his car from odessy to mercedes. A normal being will think, why would this guy still care of buying a new car when his wife is dying? So one fine day I asked my boss in his car, why he suddenly change new car. He told me it was his wife's last wish. She wished to sit Merces before she died, coz all along their car is merces... That was the time when I really felt so guilty as I had misunderstood him. When his wife was dying, all along he's the one taking care of her, helping her to bath, feeding her, changing her diaper, bringing her to hospital all that.... Right now... I really hope he's not that kind of person lor... But it seems to me that this girl really is his girlfriend. Hai ... very disappointed la... All crows are black? Yes I think so... I din mean to say that you cannot have a gf, but, your wife just passed away only lor....... So now, it's still a question mark whether or not this girl is his gf. Actually none of my business, but I just feel sad coz I thought I had really seen an extinct man, but then the extinct man turned out to be the same old black crows in this universe HAHA. Someone pls tell me that there's still a good guy in this world pls.... A Mr nice n perfect guy. Don't think we have it in this universe anymore lor. PUI!
Hmmm... Today I had a long chat with my part timer. She's the real real Buddhist as me, always going to temple and going for talks. She's the 1st person that can understand fully what our religion is. All the terms and all the things that we talked, I realised we really know alot of the same things. Unlike both our friends, the topic is really different. So happy to found someone to talk about the religion haha... And it's interesting to know how she convert her religion from Christian to Buddhist, and how she learned and get to speak mandrain now when she didn't even understand a single mandrain last time. Interesting... Haha...
Looking forward for the weekend break now. Very tired lor.... I missed my office... lol....
Sometimes I really wish to have my own house. That's my one and only target, but I don't have alot of money. I just want to have a simple house, that's enough for me.
I don't wanna move in and live with my future parent's in law. Is it that hard? I know they are very nice person, but I just wanna have my own house. That's the only thing I asked for, other than that, I don't crave for any thing... Is it so hard?? Why can't I have my own house? Why can't my life be like others???? I really very sian lor... Everyday thinking about this thing.... When can I have my own house?? Sicked of it man.... Recently really very pek chet lor.... Do what thing also fail, such a failure. Hate it lor really.... Hai... Money is not everything, but no money also very pathetic. We must really face it in this reality world.
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